Madeline Rose
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things change | WEEKLY VLOG
It's the 4th anniversary of the MAD series, and this year we're changing it up. But anyway...hello! It's been a while again (I'm sorry!) but hopefully, this clears up as to why. I hope everyone is doing okay.
Mad x
Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown
[I do not own the music featured in this video - original music is The Other Lover by Little Dragon & Moses Sumney and Alone & Unafraid by ELIZA].
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How to get into University with no A-Levels (Foundation Year)
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In this video, I mention 3 ways of getting a degree without having A-Levels. I, myself, have gone to Uni via a Foundation Year, which I highly recommend. I talk through how to approach your personal statement when you haven't got college/a-levels to talk about. I hope everyone is well. Mad x Follow my Instagram: @madelinerbrown
Vincent's 1st Birthday (Bunny Birthday)🐰🎈
มุมมอง 1752 ปีที่แล้ว
It's my rabbit, Vinnie's, 1st Birthday! So I wanted to dedicate the day and a video to him as he deserves it....yes, I am sad. I hope everyone is doing well. Mad x Follow my Instagram: @madelinerbrown Music: ♪ Marshmellow (Prod. by Lukrembo) Link : th-cam.com/video/y7KYdqVND4o/w-d-xo.html
What happened to 2021? Thoughts & Feelings
มุมมอง 4272 ปีที่แล้ว
Now 2021 has drawn to a close, it's that time again where I sit and reflect (moan) about the year. I hope everyone had a nice Christmas & New Year! Mad x Jack's TH-cam: th-cam.com/channels/AnwdBQWavyho5ckGw2twXQ.html Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown Music: Highball (Prod. by Lukrembo)
caught in a crash | VLOG
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29th July So it's the last vlog of the week...unfortunately our plans went out the window due to being caught in a crash on the M25. Nevertheless, the vlog must go on. Thank you to everyone for watching this years vlogs commemorating the MAD series. I found this year a bit harder to do for a number of reason, but it was still good to be back. I hope you've enjoyed watching them. Mad x Follow my...
i bought a rabbit | VLOG
มุมมอง 3722 ปีที่แล้ว
28th July In today's vlog I buy a Rex Rabbit. I'd been looking into getting a rabbit and finally, I went for it. Come the evening, I met with friends to go skating. Solid day. Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown
a good day | VLOG
มุมมอง 3482 ปีที่แล้ว
27th July Hi all - apologies for the vlogs taking so long to roll out, I've been a bit rubbish at balancing day to day life with editing. Nevertheless, here's another video. Today was a better day where we got jobs done, gym, had a nice evening at Josh's & ended the day, albeit very late, but in high spirits. I hope everyone is well & enjoying this years vlogs. Mad x Follow my instagram: @madel...
one of those days | VLOG
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26th July Hi, today's video is a bit of a meh one - I've been getting these more and more frequently where it's so hard to get up and move. I'm still trying to work out the cause or even if there is one. But for now, it's just about riding the wave. Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown
hungover | VLOG
มุมมอง 3283 ปีที่แล้ว
25th July Today's video is only a short one - I was very hungover...not fun. Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown
messy mothers meeting | VLOG
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24th July It's day two of the yearly vlogs...things get messy, to say the least, so much so that a lot of footage was left on the cutting room floor. Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown
tacos & vr horror games | VLOG
มุมมอง 2163 ปีที่แล้ว
23rd July It's that time of year again where I vlog for a week to commemorate the MAD series. Today's video consists of the gym, vegan tacos and playing virtual reality horror games...enjoy! Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown Music: Wine (Prod. by Lukrembo)
university, relationships, therapy & new pets | LIFE UPDATE
มุมมอง 3733 ปีที่แล้ว
Hi all, I'm back and in today's video I just wanted to have a quick catch up on what's been going on during the time I haven't been uploading. I hope everyone is doing well and I shall see you in the next one. Love Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown
An honest chat | BPD + Emptiness, Anxiety, Paranoia and Sleep Paralysis
มุมมอง 1.5K3 ปีที่แล้ว
Hi all, today's video wasn't a planned one but felt I should film it in its rawest form. I'd had a couple days feeling extremely numb, alongside bad anxiety and paranoia. So here's me just talking through a few things, not looking my best, but hey, that's reality sometimes. Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown
Meet my Pet Mice + Cage Tour!
มุมมอง 9K3 ปีที่แล้ว
Hi all, today's video is a little different to the usual tone - I wanted to introduce you to my pet mice, Stella and Lesley. They are literally the loves of my life and wanted to show them off in all their beautiful glory. I hope, as always, that we are all keeping well! Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown Follow Stella and Lesley's instagram: @stellaandlesely
My Diagnosis Story | Borderline Personality Disorder
มุมมอง 11K3 ปีที่แล้ว
In today's video I talk about the main events that happened leading up until I was diagnosed with BPD at the age of 18. Borderline Personality Disorder is an illness that clinicians are reluctant to diagnose, and so can take many years of misdiagnosing and effort to be understood. I personally was very glad to finally find out what it was that had been troubling me for many years, and have sinc...
GOODBYE 2020, HELLO 2021
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GOODBYE 2020, HELLO 2021
Putting up my Christmas Decorations
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Putting up my Christmas Decorations
Bleaching the Underlayer of my Hair (successfully!)
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Bleaching the Underlayer of my Hair (successfully!)
a good day | VLOG
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a good day | VLOG
tattoos, gym and joe lycett | VLOG
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tattoos, gym and joe lycett | VLOG
anxiety | VLOG
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anxiety | VLOG
back to the gym | VLOG
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back to the gym | VLOG
no dough yo's | VLOG
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no dough yo's | VLOG
happy 2nd anniversary | VLOG
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happy 2nd anniversary | VLOG
my mental health and lockdown
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my mental health and lockdown
exercise, cleaning & keeping on top of things | VLOG
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exercise, cleaning & keeping on top of things | VLOG
Throwing an Online Birthday Party!
มุมมอง 2074 ปีที่แล้ว
Throwing an Online Birthday Party!
the new normal | VLOG
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the new normal | VLOG
Surviving Self-Isolation
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Surviving Self-Isolation

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  • @lepeeman6582
    @lepeeman6582 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

    bless you bless you bless you, God you lifted a weight off my shoulders. what you said about feeling "lesser" really hit home. I can't do my A levels because I'm 19 and haven't started the course yet and my parents can't afford it anyways as we're refugees.

  • @lepeeman6582
    @lepeeman6582 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

    bless you

  • @eileenspamer-kw3kz
    @eileenspamer-kw3kz หลายเดือนก่อน

    gosh they are bigger than my 4 pet girl mice from uk granny my mice are with me 24/7 as im housebound , they are so funny just like little clowns, loved mice since i was a kid, would love pet rats but they need more mammy comittment

  • @mrshadenoughofallthis911
    @mrshadenoughofallthis911 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My son looked at doing this. But all the universities seem to want A levels at grade D or C to get on a Foundation year.

    • @sadiyosharaf1318
      @sadiyosharaf1318 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sweetie grade D in a levels is it a faillear

    • @mrshadenoughofallthis911
      @mrshadenoughofallthis911 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@sadiyosharaf1318 He hasn’t done any A-levels. He was in hospital for most of the last 2 years seriously unwell.

  • @oliviacady5856
    @oliviacady5856 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Who's here in 2024?

  • @litajohnson7082
    @litajohnson7082 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Genuine question from new mice owner: how do they not run away or jump out of your hand just taming?

    • @madelinerose9161
      @madelinerose9161 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Don't get me wrong, they would at times, especially Stella as she was a more nervous mouse. But on the whole, the more they are handled and allowed to roam in enclosed spaces that you are in with them, the more they get used to you and seem content in chilling :)

  • @amolaps
    @amolaps 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Wow this video has been really helpful, I can’t thank you enough. I’ve been travelling abroad recently for the last 3 months to find my ‘life direction’ I guess. I’ve always loved cars and racing and took an interest in aerodynamics but the entry requirements are fairly scary given my background. I resonated with your story and I similarly faced mental challenges when I was 15 doing my GSCE’s. Long story short I loved to Leeds during year 13 whilst Covid was happening. Not the best timing in the world. I studied at some college in York for two years and got a level 3 diploma but decided to continue working which I was doing part time. Then I travelled and now I’m here, looking to enrol on a foundation course. This videos been really insightful and I can’t thank you enough!

    • @madelinerose9161
      @madelinerose9161 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      All the best to you on your journey :)

  • @m1x0mx
    @m1x0mx 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hi, could i ask you a question? how could i prove my volunteers work in psychology for the ucas essay?

  • @jasminethompson2670
    @jasminethompson2670 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    you sound like Amy Winehouse

  • @nzmaseko1069
    @nzmaseko1069 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Do you think I would qualify for a foundation year programme with BBCC in AS level?

    • @madelinerose9161
      @madelinerose9161 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I wouldn’t see why not. Each uni will have a different criteria, but from my experience, they go by the standard requirement for GCSE maths and English, what makes you ideal for the course, and then any relevant work experience. Hope that’s helpful 😊

  • @leticiacarvalhocattani4158
    @leticiacarvalhocattani4158 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hey! Which uni you did your foundation year?

  • @tahzeebmusic6477
    @tahzeebmusic6477 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Greetings Madeline. I'm currently studying for As Levels exams. after that can I do Foundation without A2 exams?

    • @madelinerose9161
      @madelinerose9161 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yes. I only got AS levels and never completed the A-levels. That’s why I had to do the foundation year. It’s essentially the equivalent of A-levels x

    • @sadiyosharaf1318
      @sadiyosharaf1318 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@madelinerose9161the foundation year should it be studied how many years please?

  • @Olando89
    @Olando89 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sleeping disorders can be hell. I wish you the best.

  • @Olando89
    @Olando89 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Love the accent innit. UK accents are so cool.

  • @Natalaie
    @Natalaie 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    U r similar to Hania Es, she was talking about bpd in Poland 😂😅❤😊

  • @Elvis-guy1973
    @Elvis-guy1973 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    There's a serious class issue in the UK(where education is concerned)and Its always been a barrier for me, even now at 50 I don't feel that I'm treated fairly.

  • @Elvis-guy1973
    @Elvis-guy1973 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Interesting and more down to earth than the sneeringlly annoying approach of my local Uni. I'm 50(just) and all of the terminology has changed and it's not so easy to understand Ucas points, etc,etc.

  • @Elvis-guy1973
    @Elvis-guy1973 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    "That's where it all went to shit!"😂😂

  • @RaysDad
    @RaysDad 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The health system maze, implausible diagnoses, hospital rules & procedures, drug side-effects . . . Luckily most people aren't faced with these horrors.

  • @coiorr8370
    @coiorr8370 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    nice, thanks.

  • @DragonBallz000
    @DragonBallz000 ปีที่แล้ว

  • @HonestlyAnnaFun
    @HonestlyAnnaFun ปีที่แล้ว

    Cool fact about the roots

  • @eugenelewis2249
    @eugenelewis2249 ปีที่แล้ว

    Brava! This takes a lot of courage and love. Thank you. Beautiful sense of humor and humility. Sending you encouragement and gratitude from wet Portland, Oregon, USA.

    • @madelinerose9161
      @madelinerose9161 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you! That means a lot. Hope you have a good day :)

  • @amandacosta4225
    @amandacosta4225 ปีที่แล้ว

    You have no idea how much you helped me 🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @heidihageman523
    @heidihageman523 ปีที่แล้ว

    That flatness. Totally relate.

  • @paulkemp8520
    @paulkemp8520 ปีที่แล้ว

    Umm, awkward question to ask related to the end point there, so, I will be a mature student, I'm working class, great, fills diversity quotas. But, umm, I'm bi, I feel dirty even thinking about using it, but, how strongly does diversity effect entery chance? Completely unironically, pronouns... I do prefere they/them, like... my god I feel like a snake even thinking about it, is the diversity quota thing really real? Ethically, no I really shouldn't, but, practically?

  • @Me-ig3vy
    @Me-ig3vy ปีที่แล้ว

    Did you wash the bleach out with cold or warm water?

  • @bowling1973
    @bowling1973 ปีที่แล้ว

    wow what a a beautiful cage with beautiful mouses. Good Job! You plan get more or limit ??

  • @jacksheehan8001
    @jacksheehan8001 ปีที่แล้ว

    It’s so nice to see somebody in the exact same position as me, with the same feelings of being behind!

    • @wecannotescapewecannotcome592
      @wecannotescapewecannotcome592 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too i have to do my O-level next year and i dont wanna do A-levels and after graduating i directly want to go to a uk uni

    • @sxmmmy247
      @sxmmmy247 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@wecannotescapewecannotcome592did you manage to do it?

  • @berbel73
    @berbel73 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi your mice look lovely and they seem extremally happy but all I would suggest is getting a bigger cage the minimum is 80x50cm.I am aware that this was posted a year ago but I just wanted to help if they are still with us. I hope this is helpful for you your mice are lovely!

  • @RobbietheMann1
    @RobbietheMann1 ปีที่แล้ว

    I really reallt really like this edit, this song bangs too, keep keep killin' itt

  • @Nicole-zt1cf
    @Nicole-zt1cf ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel exactly the same and will potentially get a bpd diagnosis, thank you for sharing this video it makes me feel like I'm not alone in suffering with chronic emptiness.

  • @Tumanic1996
    @Tumanic1996 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for the video useful info

  • @nadia3824
    @nadia3824 ปีที่แล้ว

    Super helpful!! I'm trying to get into uni for something I didn't study at Alevels/college so I've been looking all over for info on how I could get in without falling too far behind.

    • @tanbinraman1999
      @tanbinraman1999 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Did it work out at the end?

    • @nadia3824
      @nadia3824 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@tanbinraman1999I managed to get in with a foundation year at a decent uni

  • @pykeachoo5145
    @pykeachoo5145 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for this video, Im really struggling trying to find away around the obstacle of; not having A levels, and this video really helped me feel a bit better about my situation.

  • @angelineocasiovelazquez3063
    @angelineocasiovelazquez3063 ปีที่แล้ว

    At 6:42 what was that product you used ?

    • @madelinerose9161
      @madelinerose9161 ปีที่แล้ว

      That’s the Directions White Toner :)

  • @OliviaJinx
    @OliviaJinx ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm 23 years old I'm a trans woman and I'm 95% I have bpd its runs in my family as well and I'm taking steps soon to hopefully get my diagnoses so I can begin to understand it I have Horrible abandonment issues i have horrible trust issues and i convince myself that people are trying to wrong me or be meant to me I get daily mood swings can be sad and numb slow speaking an then dancing an happy an hyper social an hour later I have always experienced really intense emotions an my self worth an image change constantly I have had some "crazy" outburst but thankfully I've never physically hurt anyone but I have hurt peoples feelings that are close to me and then I feel awful for it and I want to like throw myself off my house for doing it lol but I struggle with impulsivity in all aspects everything from Buying things to Sexual acts lol I also have ADHD and Insomnia I spend money i dont have and i have AWFUL anxitey to the point where i cant leave my house for months or over a year when I'm around people I can feel everyone emotions in the room and I always feel like people are judging me an watching me I have self harmed many times even recently as a way of control ik its wrong to do and I have a support system now that is trying to help me but i could always use more help lol I often form opinions on people QUICK and I could extremely dislike someone that I haven't even like really interacted with much or at all but thankfully I just as quick get close to some people an talk to them about their lives an try an make them feel better I was controlling an manipulative in my relationships and that's why I've been single for a year HASNT BEEN EASY but I've turned down a lot of people so that I could find myself an thankfully I did find BPD and it has answered a lot of my questions and its nice to have people I can relate to on here hearing others struggles cause I felt alone in this Hyper Emotional Rollercoaster of my lifeThank you for telling me your story i loved hearing it <3

  • @ladonnaramirez1533
    @ladonnaramirez1533 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just turned 39 two days ago & I started DBT 4 weeks ago...I hope & pray I'm as strong as you one day to share my story.

    • @madelinerose9161
      @madelinerose9161 ปีที่แล้ว

      Happy Birthday for 2 days ago! I hope DBT is going well. Keep at it, it’s a long process and it’s never linear. But you’ll never regret getting better x

    • @ladonnaramirez1533
      @ladonnaramirez1533 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@madelinerose9161 i newd your words! TY! Tough day!

  • @Insaneinthemembrane101
    @Insaneinthemembrane101 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m gonna be doing an online version of this group soon, quite anxious and don’t know if I’m down for video groups yet.. I mean it’s not the same as being in the same room for me, still gonna give it a go though, took me years to actually finally get a diagnosis… I knew myself already but haven’t had the proper resources or help. Hope this helps somewhat :) I really admire your strength and honesty

  • @user-cj9yr7yh2m
    @user-cj9yr7yh2m ปีที่แล้ว

    Nothing but prayers and support for you. Brave putting yourself out there. Stay strong. ✌️

  • @stellamckenna5516
    @stellamckenna5516 ปีที่แล้ว

    i relate to this so much i really appreciate you for making this video dude. especially the thing about whole weeks where you’re just dissociating, paranoid and drained. locking myself in the house bc of the fear of going outside and feeling like you’re battling between two minds. thank you so much for this video, makes me feel so much less alone with the bpd shite! wishing u the best i hope u feel better soon

    • @stellamckenna5516
      @stellamckenna5516 ปีที่แล้ว

      oh shit this videos a year old hahaha whoops but point still stands great vid

    • @madelinerose9161
      @madelinerose9161 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you, I really appreciate your comment & im glad it’s made you feel less alone. Wish you all the best x

  • @ethanngwenya996
    @ethanngwenya996 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for this video. I’m going to pursue a foundation year soon and finished my gcses a few months so I’m incredibly nervous but you made me very comfortable

  • @friarpesel5646
    @friarpesel5646 ปีที่แล้ว

    I like your vlogs, and I also like you. It’s good to see you 😇

  • @bptt9260
    @bptt9260 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just dyed my hair like this and I have a few very important questions please: 1. Should I wash my black hair and white hair separately? With separate shampoos or can I use my purple shampoo on my black hair? 2 The ends of my hair came out a little bit green/grey/brown, can I fix it the way that I would re-dye it with white drugstore dye at home? I dont wanna go back to my salon, because their work wasnt really the best and they charge A LOT. 3. At the hair salon they told me that purple shampoo would fix the green/grey/brown part and they didnt even told me to come again. Is it true? Is it going to be lighter if I just use purple shampoo & conditioner?

    • @georgialiley
      @georgialiley ปีที่แล้ว

      Purple shampoo won’t do anything to your black hair so it’ll be fine on it. Make a complaint to the salon, most salons will fix your hair for free if you complain. Purple shampoo will only help to tone yellow parts of the hair it won’t do anything to brown, green or grey areas

    • @bptt9260
      @bptt9260 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@georgialiley ok, thank you!

  • @npcfreesince83
    @npcfreesince83 ปีที่แล้ว

    How many ex's are buried in your backyard?

  • @raginald7mars408
    @raginald7mars408 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is about a 5 Year old refusing to grow up and mature. When such Infants meet - Chaos rules

  • @raginald7mars408
    @raginald7mars408 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is about a 5 Year old refusing to grow up and mature. When such Infants meet - Chaos rules

    • @neski311
      @neski311 ปีที่แล้ว

      Perhaps even at a younger age. Different part of the limbic system work differently, either too stimulated or under stimulated. We are physically unable to regulate it, but we can hope to place that psychic energy somewhere else.

  • @lionelbara18
    @lionelbara18 ปีที่แล้ว

    Can u get u foundation without gcse maths?

    • @pulstr_12
      @pulstr_12 ปีที่แล้ว

      no, it is compulsory to take maths gcse

  • @Auntyyfloraa
    @Auntyyfloraa ปีที่แล้ว

    Can you make a video of a list of universities that have diversity policies?that accept students who haven’t done A Levels and want to apply for a foundation year?this will be so helpful

  • @Auntyyfloraa
    @Auntyyfloraa ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi, oh my gosh this is so helpful you have no idea. So I practically just did O levels and opted not to go for A levels and agencies have been telling me that it’s impossible for me to study abroad without A levels

    • @jeneliapearl7197
      @jeneliapearl7197 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hey, are you doing the foundation year