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How I Study as a 4th Year Medical Student
I go over my study techniques as they've changed to adapt to the workflow required with working at the hospital.
Links:
Spiral notebook (affiliate link) - shp.ee/pcpeptr
Check out these other videos I think you'll love:
Tips on How to Maximize your NMAT Score - th-cam.com/video/6bPNrcVg9XE/w-d-xo.html
5 Test Strategies That Got Me 99 on the NMAT - th-cam.com/video/bMyRG_HG-2k/w-d-xo.html
Best study tips for students - th-cam.com/video/CHG1-2FYQvM/w-d-xo.html, th-cam.com/video/-3g1P4-93XY/w-d-xo.html
How I Take Notes in Medical School Using Notion - th-cam.com/video/c-4lQc94KKU/w-d-xo.html
How I Take Notes on My iPad in Medical School -th-cam.com/video/qW6xiRewAxs/w-d-xo.html
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WHO AM I:
I'm Luis, a medical student at the Ateneo School of Medicine and Public Health in the Philippines pursuing my MD and MBA degrees. I make TH-cam videos to help students perform better in school as well as inspire those who want to pursue a career in medicine.
#ChinoyMD
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How I MOTIVATE myself to study when I don't feel like it (STUDY MOTIVATION and PRODUCTIVITY)
มุมมอง 9592 ปีที่แล้ว
Sometimes the hardest part about studying is just getting started. In this video, I share some of my tips on how I get myself to study even on days when I don't feel like it. Check out these other videos I think you'll love: Tips on How to Maximize your NMAT Score - th-cam.com/video/6bPNrcVg9XE/w-d-xo.html 5 Test Strategies That Got Me 99 on the NMAT - th-cam.com/video/bMyRG_HG-2k/w-d-xo.html B...
Entering Med School at 18 and Becoming a Doctor at 25 | INTARMED, LEAP MED, BS Human Biology
มุมมอง 9K2 ปีที่แล้ว
It usually takes a person 9 years in the Philippines to become a licensed physician, but what if you could do it in 7 instead? In this video, I talk about accelerated medicine programs and interview my friend Sean who graduated from UP's INTARMED program. Check out these other videos I think you'll love: Tips on How to Maximize your NMAT Score - th-cam.com/video/6bPNrcVg9XE/w-d-xo.html 5 Test S...
Day in the Life of a 4th Year Medical Student: Internal Medicine Rotation
มุมมอง 1.6K2 ปีที่แล้ว
It's the first day of my internal medicine rotation. Get a glimpse of what a day in the life of a 4th medical student is like. Check out these other videos I think you'll love: Tips on How to Maximize your NMAT Score - th-cam.com/video/6bPNrcVg9XE/w-d-xo.html 5 Test Strategies That Got Me 99 on the NMAT - th-cam.com/video/bMyRG_HG-2k/w-d-xo.html Best study tips for students - th-cam.com/video/C...
🏥 First Week of Hospital Rotations : Radiology | Week in the Life of a Medical Student
มุมมอง 1.2K2 ปีที่แล้ว
I'm finally having my first face-to-face clinical rotation after months of waiting. In this video, I take you on my 1-week rotation at the radiology department. Hope you enjoy ☺️ My study method in medical school - th-cam.com/video/GraNYJGb46k/w-d-xo.html How I Take Notes in Medical School Using Notion - th-cam.com/video/c-4lQc94KKU/w-d-xo.html How I Take Notes on My iPad in Medical School -th-...
ULTIMATE NMAT Study Tips: How to memorize everything you need to know for the NMAT
มุมมอง 3.4K2 ปีที่แล้ว
In this video, I'll show you how you can use Anki to study for the NMAT. I'll discuss how Anki uses active recall and spaced repetition to help you remember facts as well as how to integrate Anki into you workflow. Links: Download Anki here: apps.ankiweb.net/ NMAT Anki deck: ankiweb.net/shared/info/1528234787 Other useful resources for the NMAT: Filipiknow Ultimate NMAT Reviewer filipiknow.net/...
TERRIBLE Study Habits you Should Quit RIGHT NOW
มุมมอง 1.3K3 ปีที่แล้ว
In this video, I talk about some of the study habits students have that I think are holding them back and what I think are better alternatives to do. I discuss the benefits of active recall, spaced repetition, and the importance of striving to be a high achiever for the right reasons. Check out these other videos I think you'll love: Best study tips for students - th-cam.com/video/CHG1-2FYQvM/w...
What I Wish I Knew Before Medical School | Tips for First Year Medical Students
มุมมอง 1.9K3 ปีที่แล้ว
In this video, I go over all the things I wish I knew before entering medical school. I discuss how medical school is not hard due to concepts, but the amount of information you have to learn in a short amount of time. I give several tips for incoming freshmen at medical school such as some basic study tips on how to maximize your learning while in school. In addition, I go over the importance ...
👨🏻‍⚕️ First Week of Clerkship | Study with Me + Tips | Med Student Vlog
มุมมอง 7553 ปีที่แล้ว
It's my first week of clerkship and, in this video, I'll show you what it's like to be an online clerk. It's not ideal, but I show you how I'm maximizing my learning while waiting for my face-to-face rotations. Check out these other videos I think you'll love: Tips on How to Maximize your NMAT Score - th-cam.com/video/6bPNrcVg9XE/w-d-xo.html 5 Test Strategies That Got Me 99 on the NMAT - th-cam...
☣️ Trying on Level 4 PPE, Drawing Blood, and Suturing | a Week in the Life of a Medical Student
มุมมอง 1.2K3 ปีที่แล้ว
Clerkship year is about to start so, in this video, I take you on a week in my as a medical student by showing you my clinical skills training. On Day 1, I learn how to don & doff level 4 PPE and insert NGTs & foley catheters. On Day 2, I practice drawing blood via IV cannulation & phlebotomy and practice my suturing skills. On Day 3, I learn how to don & doff surgical gowns. Check out these ot...
📈 How I Started Investing in Med School with only 50 PESOS | Investing for Beginners and Students
มุมมอง 5653 ปีที่แล้ว
GCash makes it easy to invest with GInvest! In this video, we'll take a look at GInvest where you can start investing with only Php50. I'll be discussing a lot of things including: why I started investing as a medical student, what GInvest is, what are the investment funds offered by GInvest, why I use GInvest as a medical student, and how to invest with GInvest. At the end, I'll also be showin...
Ranking Every Study Method I've Ever Used | What is the BEST way to study?
มุมมอง 7403 ปีที่แล้ว
In this video, I rank the study methods I've used in my life as a student and explain which ones are the best methods and which are the worst methods to use when preparing for exams. Other videos I think you'll love: Best study tips for students - th-cam.com/video/CHG1-2FYQvM/w-d-xo.html, th-cam.com/video/-3g1P4-93XY/w-d-xo.html How I Take Notes in Medical School Using Notion - th-cam.com/video...
90+ NMAT in 1 month | Must knows, Study plan, and tips & tricks | How to Study for the NMAT
มุมมอง 19K3 ปีที่แล้ว
NMAT review centers can be expensive and not everyone can afford the time nor the money to attend them so, in this video, I'll be going over the most important things you need to know to prepare for the NMAT by yourself and get the highest you can. Links: Filipiknow Ultimate NMAT Reviewer filipiknow.net/nmat-reviewer/#Biology_Review_Tips_and_Tricks GOOGLE DRIVE LINK for Reviewers: 1. drive.goog...
Traditional vs Module-based vs PBL | Philippine Medical School Curriculums Explained
มุมมอง 2.2K3 ปีที่แล้ว
In this video, I discuss the different medical school curriculums here in the Philippines. Traditional curriculums have separate subjects while module-based curriculums combine them under organ systems. PBL, on the other hand, focuses on having its students learn on their own by solving cases. Each curriculum has its own advantages and disadvantages, which will be discussed. Links: Grace's vide...
Lessons From a Year of Online Medical School
มุมมอง 4843 ปีที่แล้ว
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24 Hours Before My Med School Final (exam day vlog) | Study with me
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REAL TIME Study With Me (with lofi music): 2 Hour Productive Pomodoro Session
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Angeles University Foundation School of Medicine | Med School Deep with @DocFateCunanan
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Splinting broken bones + First aid workshop | Week in the life of an ASMPH med student (Philippines)
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Why I Stopped Taking Notes in Medical School
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Study in Med School for FREE | Doktor Para sa Bayan Act Explained
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Silliman University Medical School | Med School DeepDive with Joni Lim
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Adventist University of the Philippines | Med School Deep Dive with @DoctorDelsie
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Central Philippine University College of Medicine | Med School Deep Dive with Cristopher Palencia
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San Beda University College of Medicine | Med School Deep Dive with @_mstphn
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Mindanao State University College of Medicine | Med School Deep Dive with Doc Arenz
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American Medical Student in the Philippines: Life as International Medical Student (Tips and Advice)
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14 Hour Study Day in Medical School | Active Recall Tips and How to Stay Focused
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How to ACE the Online NMAT: NMAT Tips and Tricks from a 99+ Scorer
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BEST Notion Hack for Medical Students: How to Convert Notion to Anki with One Simple Trick
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  • @Akapulko143
    @Akapulko143 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    SLU School of Medicine Major in Fine and Performing Arts 👀

  • @VICTORIALOUISE350
    @VICTORIALOUISE350 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    napaka informal pakinggan ng conyo accent english, pagtatawanan ka nyan sa labas lol. I'm talking to the host

  • @VICTORIALOUISE350
    @VICTORIALOUISE350 17 วันที่ผ่านมา

    jusko wala akong na intindiha sa english ni ate nag tagalog nalang sana sya. hahahah

  • @user-bu5oh3ej3v
    @user-bu5oh3ej3v 29 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Hi po can u give me some advice because i want to become a doctor but i always worried because what if i fail

  • @johncalvinardaniel7398
    @johncalvinardaniel7398 หลายเดือนก่อน

    magka iba po ba yung collage sa medical school ? or yun na po yung collage

  • @VICTORIALOUISE350
    @VICTORIALOUISE350 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    meron po ba sa Ateneo De Zambuanga ? ADZU

  • @adoniseisma883
    @adoniseisma883 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    May Latin honor dn PO ba na nakkuha or na eearn pag nag tapos ka ng MEDICINE like pag nag tapos ka ng College?

  • @VICTORIALOUISE350
    @VICTORIALOUISE350 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    thank you Kuya Chinoy :) this is very helpful :)

  • @VICTORIALOUISE350
    @VICTORIALOUISE350 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I like the content.....sending love

  • @RolandoAbalajon
    @RolandoAbalajon 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Only Top 3 medical schools in the Philippines UP UE UST as Certified by CHED as Center of Excellence in Medicine.

  • @ranjitrr
    @ranjitrr 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Where can i download this AnKing Deck?

  • @souravpailan650
    @souravpailan650 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Is there negative marking in nmat 2024

  • @farymaldonado3749
    @farymaldonado3749 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hi, Is it hard to get a medical degree in Philippines, and then going to USA to use that degree? Is it valid in USA ? Thanks,

  • @jazibalazi6522
    @jazibalazi6522 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You’re so Maarte magsalita ah…

  • @robinvillegas9921
    @robinvillegas9921 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Im a graduate of OLFU batch 1991. Im currently living in the USA

  • @bluestotstv2893
    @bluestotstv2893 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sa totoo lang dapat baguhin na ang educational system sa pilipinas. paggusto talagang mag doctor, dapat diretso na agad. no more premed. Dito sa ibang bansa diretso na kaya bata pa lang sila mga consultants na. And ganun din naman continous education pa rin naman. At hindi naman talaga magagamit ang premed kung doctor na. Waste of time effort and money.

    • @lukasloh2509
      @lukasloh2509 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Based on studies kc they factor that the “burn out” phase of the students really affects their overall health and leads to early drop-out. I think ang mali lang sa system sa Med school ng Pinas ay kung ano ba tlga ang pre-med na dpat kuhain. Pero kc the Ph medical curriculum is patterned after the US curriculum kaya din maraming foreign students na nag aaral sa Pinas bec of that. Also not all students ay decided to pursue med agad. Others tend to realized it later in their life. Kaya nga mga accelerated program para naman sa mga decided na tlga. Kaso un nga lang, 3 schools lang nag-ooffer nito.

  • @notme7310
    @notme7310 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hello, can ASMPH grads still take the USMLE given that the school is not yet accredited and the USMLE guidelines on who are eligible to take it changed? Will this also affect the opportunity to do electives abroad?

  • @igwesiblessing8426
    @igwesiblessing8426 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Are these scholarships open to international students?

  • @igwesiblessing8426
    @igwesiblessing8426 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Are these scholarships open to international students?

  • @user-vc5wl7uq2x
    @user-vc5wl7uq2x 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hello there, gawa naman kayo content for Saint Paul University Medicine. I’d like to know how much the tuition fee and life there

  • @joeraceldidulo8642
    @joeraceldidulo8642 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It has always been my dream to be a doctor but since I'm the breadwinner, I cannot afford to enrol in med school.. right now I am 30 and still wanting to pursue my dream.. since M

  • @callunafrph
    @callunafrph 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    my asmph initerview is scheduled tom TT-TT omg skskskks

  • @fuscia3161
    @fuscia3161 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hi Doc! Do you prefer OSI or traditional?

    • @ChinoyMD
      @ChinoyMD 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      The only time I got to experience the traditional curriculum was studying for boards and comparing it to my time with OSI as a student, I personally did not find one harder than the other. I think it will come down to the student and how much they're willing to put in the work to fulfill the requirements regardless of which system their school does

  • @cheskaortillo4175
    @cheskaortillo4175 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hello po doc, does DLSU human bio accept transferee student?

    • @ChinoyMD
      @ChinoyMD 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hi, I'm not familiar with their admission policies so it would best to contact the department of human bio at DLSU to see if they would.

  • @ziaraleticia8137
    @ziaraleticia8137 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    hello po doc, ask ko lang po alam mo po ba ilang years rsa sa up intarmed?

  • @norafernandez1691
    @norafernandez1691 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Ang bilis mo magbasa ha. Hehe diba tuition free ang PLMCM?

  • @tincalderon9811
    @tincalderon9811 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Can you specialize in radiology if ever, while doing the return of service? For example you will work at a government hospital under DOH , can you become a resident Doctor at Radiology Department?

  • @JoemarAnico
    @JoemarAnico 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hope you can feature someone from Negros, Bohol, Samar or Leyte 😊. Very interesting channel doc!

  • @milobearbrandcafe
    @milobearbrandcafe ปีที่แล้ว

    which among the three medical accelerated program do you think is the best? the one in up, ust or dlsu

    • @ChinoyMD
      @ChinoyMD ปีที่แล้ว

      It's hard to say since these programs self-select for the best among applicants so their being smart can make up for any shortcomings one school may have compared to others. I would suggest looking at the factors outside the school's curriculum that best suit your needs (ex. scholarships, location, career plans after graduation, etc.)

    • @lukasloh2509
      @lukasloh2509 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I think if we will just based it on the acceptance rate. It would be Intarmed. Bec among the thousands of applicants only the top 50 (before it was 40) students got to be accepted. Esp among Girls. The competition to be accepted in Intarmed is extremely competitive. That is why they were termed as “cream of the crop”.

  • @georgeacenas2349
    @georgeacenas2349 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm a Fil Am nurse also in Northeast. If any students have interest in surgical residency, may be consider applying to RWJB New Brunswick, NJ. I've seen foreign graduates match there. It's a tertiary hospital Trauma, Cancer hospital with it's own medical school. Stateside Fil Am's are underrepresented in the medical ranks. The interviewee is on point, the commitment and intentions must be something Fil Am's need to face and be encouraged early on and supported. We should push it, our heritage comes from Jose Rizal MD. As for learning Tagalog I'm California born myself and I'm learning. I think practicing with Rosetta Stone, may be watching films with subtitles, and TFC might help bridge the gap. My accent is shaky, I sound like a white person trying to speak Tagalog. I believe a Filipino Business student adapting in Boston to English had an interesting approach. He learned to start thinking in English to improve his verbal response time at Harvard. The rigor of that place has got to be like UP Dilliman in RP. So, I would imagine doing this in Tagalog for med school in RP might help in the clinics. As for accent, I guess practice and coaching might polish it up. Lea Salonga was coached so well she sounded like a Fil Am local born last I heard her. Good luck brah.

  • @sarahlim8838
    @sarahlim8838 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi! I'm an incoming 1st yr med student. Are you using the paid Notion subscription? Hope you respond to this doc, thank youu <3

    • @ChinoyMD
      @ChinoyMD ปีที่แล้ว

      I just use the free version of notion

  • @aungusalpasain1214
    @aungusalpasain1214 ปีที่แล้ว

    am I still eligible to apply for the scholarship even if I enrolled 1 year after I graduated from my undergrad program?

  • @zo2451
    @zo2451 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi po, thank you for this very informative video. Can I ask din po if I decided to take a one year off after graduating from my undergrad degree before moving to med school and I want to get the scholarship, will I still be eligible? Your response will be much appreciated ❤

  • @katacutee
    @katacutee ปีที่แล้ว

    doc pwede po ba magka scholar jan sa human biology in dlsu?

    • @ChinoyMD
      @ChinoyMD ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes since DLSU provides scholarships for its undergraduate programs such as the STAR scholarship. I suggest you check out the school's website to find the specific details ☺️

  • @aIapaap
    @aIapaap ปีที่แล้ว

    Hello!! I am taking Bs Psych in UPD as well! Does ASMPH require more units than the one included in UP’s curriculum? Also, if you don’t mind may I ask for your stats?

    • @ChinoyMD
      @ChinoyMD ปีที่แล้ว

      As far as I know, they've changed the requirements since the time I applied so best to check the ASMPH website to be sure. Stats (I think i mentioned these in a video): Cum laude, 99 nmat, 3 orgs with leadership positions

  • @victorinobulan7002
    @victorinobulan7002 ปีที่แล้ว

    One of the finest medical school...UERMMMC...sometlme called UPRMMMC!

  • @fatimasharnadineabdelnasse421
    @fatimasharnadineabdelnasse421 ปีที่แล้ว

    hello what is the nmat cut off po?

  • @deborahgonzales2740
    @deborahgonzales2740 ปีที่แล้ว

    what was ate's percentile score in NMAT po?

  • @hananhano-vq9er
    @hananhano-vq9er ปีที่แล้ว

    share it pls

  • @raffaelmuench
    @raffaelmuench ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for the video. Is there any way to have notion2anki ignore a toggle so it isn't imported again when I import the page again?

  • @clarissamallari2081
    @clarissamallari2081 ปีที่แล้ว

    oh myyy I just saw this now, I hope i make it in AUF-SOM, currently waiting for an email or reply from AUF <3

    • @Ymbrine
      @Ymbrine 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      How was it po?

  • @radkarolv.castro6068
    @radkarolv.castro6068 ปีที่แล้ว

    Is there, by any chance, could you give us his socials? Thanks a lot!

  • @gwenda6083
    @gwenda6083 ปีที่แล้ว

    kapag po ba grumaduate sa intarmed and nag-apply abroad pwede ka magtrabaho or papaulitin ka po mag-aral? (dun sa ibang bansa)

    • @ChinoyMD
      @ChinoyMD ปีที่แล้ว

      You just need to take the medical licensure exam of that country. No need to take medical school there again.

  • @JherbzMotovlog3917
    @JherbzMotovlog3917 ปีที่แล้ว

    doc can you provide the links of your mock exams?? thank you... nana ma bass....

  • @noeminoemi1350
    @noeminoemi1350 ปีที่แล้ว

    I hope more Filipino students go into medicine more than just nursing. PHils don't have enough doctors and have too many nurses. And also more Pinoy doctors in the US instead of just nurses.

    • @jinhit7874
      @jinhit7874 ปีที่แล้ว

      My son really want to go in medicine but I cant afford it as a single parent. But Im proud hes taking nursing and tell me after he finish it he want to work and pursue medicine 😁

  • @angelryan9710
    @angelryan9710 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi sir can any degree can enroll to college of medicine MD. In FEU?

  • @paulallendelacruz5781
    @paulallendelacruz5781 ปีที่แล้ว

    Haha

  • @sugarcoatedpain
    @sugarcoatedpain ปีที่แล้ว

    Hello, doc. Can you specialize while you're still completing the return of service requirements for this scholarship? or do u think it is too hassle?

  • @edlinjoycesoriano3317
    @edlinjoycesoriano3317 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi. I would just like to clarify if one can do residency training as part of their return service? Additionally, is an incoming 1st year med student eligible for this scholarship, or one has to be a 2nd year medical student before one can apply? I'll appreciate the response. Thanks

  • @yamato_lovescoffee
    @yamato_lovescoffee ปีที่แล้ว

    I just recently passed the PNLE. And I always have this battle in my mind if I deserve to enter med school. I want to pursue medicine but I feel like I'm unworthy to even try entering medicine. I feel like nobody really believes in me and people will judge me for even trying. And one of my insecurities is not being able to speak in english fluently. I really don't know what to do :(