The Curious Otters
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You are more than your circumstances
There is a saying that goes something like this: pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional. While life unavoidably includes disappointments, betrayals, and setbacks, the pain they cause is different from any suffering that can result. Suffering is the result of wishing that things were different than they are - especially things that you can’t control - or by believing that your inability to control everything makes you a victim.
The purpose of this essay was to face life as it was at the time it was made - imperfect, messy, frustrating, a work in progress, but never without beauty. I needed to remind myself that if you give yourself a break from thinking about your grievances long enough to look around, you will always find gifts in each day. You'll never be able to control everything that happens to you, but the meaning you assign to those circumstances is always entirely up to you.
During the pandemic when all I could think about was the misery we were experiencing, I was fortunate to stumble on this insight from Viktor Frankl, who endured Nazi concentration camps and the loss of everyone he loved. He focused on the fact that while by any measure, he had lost everything, no one could control his thoughts. He concentrated on exercising his freedom in the space between the things that happened to him and his ability to think about things that gave him hope for the future. He survived to continue his work as one of the most influential psychologists of the 20th century, authoring 39 books and affecting millions with his message of hope.
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  • @carstenthiele5558
    @carstenthiele5558 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This is the best interview I've ever heard about screenwriting. The density of crucial and inspiring thoughts surpasses lavishly produced masterclasses. Thank you for this gift.

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Carsten, thank you so much for your generous feedback! Rafael is a truly inspiring veteran writer and it was a privilege to have the chance to talk to him. I'm so glad that you also found it inspiring. Beautiful work on your channel, by the way!

  • @raydisilvestro5102
    @raydisilvestro5102 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Those born geniuses destined for greatness…Maynard Ferguson and Oscar Peterson. He was right on that one! Great story!!!

  • @davidfleuchaus
    @davidfleuchaus 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    8:53 “…all good plots are an inevitability of character. Plot events happen the way they do because of who people are. They just can’t help doing what they do.” Inevitability. It’s my prison, our prisons. I guess that’s why we get so invested in the possibility of change unfolding on the screen - we crave inspiration to widen the bars and walk through.

  • @SbN-o2z
    @SbN-o2z 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is insane. One of the most inspirational and educational video clip I have watched in recent!!

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thanks so much - I’m so glad you enjoyed it!

  • @Gospodinjedi
    @Gospodinjedi 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My favorite film. Most shocking scene in cinema history-that's what i've said when somebody asking me about "Fearless". This film make me feel life.

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      One of my top few all-time favorites as well, and out of the thousands of films I’ve seen; one of only a tiny handful that gave me a profound, visceral appreciation for being alive. I’m always glad to hear that it affected others in a similarly deep way!

  • @jorymil
    @jorymil 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Ultimately improvising _is_ repetition. But it comes from hours of practice, listening, and performing. It's having a musical conversation. Forgetting about the words and letting the sound come out.

  • @missannaventure
    @missannaventure 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Absolutely loved this most creative and aesthetically pleasing #ditl ❤🎉 So many stand out angles and moments in there!!!

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Aw, thank you so much, Anna! 🥰😘

  • @nelsonx5326
    @nelsonx5326 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I just last week had a same thought. I'm a painter. In the past I would get an idea for a painting before starting, maybe walking around with the idea in my head for months first, working it out. But lately I've been painting with nothing in my head to start. I thought about how it isn't easy to create something from nothing. I guess it really isn't from nothing, I have skills, went to school, studied classical figure drawing, design, color theory and such.

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      What seems clear to me as time goes on is that nothing gets created in a vacuum, especially in this age of sharing everything online. Our brains absorb so many ideas, forms, styles, approaches, etc., and everything we do gets filtered through personal experience, point of view, and ideas into something both old and new. I’ve realized over the years that a lot of the work of creating anything for me happens while I’m busy doing other things. Focusing on a particular project gets my brain turning it over and over, ideas popping into my head that I jot down for later when I’m back formally creating whatever it is. But live performance adds a whole other element. I iterate on a idea for a long time before anyone else gets to see it… but improvising with no prior plan in front of a live audience adds hair-raising challenges, most fundamentally the fear of failing or just not coming up with something you or your listeners judge to be “good” - or enough like things from your past work that became popular to please people. The fact that anyone can do it as well as KJ has done it without getting overly distracted by trying to please people never ceases to amaze me.

  • @lijosmiles
    @lijosmiles 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    We need more and more videos like this 🙌 ❤

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much - I’m glad you enjoyed it! More on the way…

  • @charlyquinn
    @charlyquinn 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Loved this film. There is not one unnecessary shot in it, the story and dialogue got me deeply involved and the way it was told was amazing.

  • @soncries
    @soncries 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    ”if you haven’t heard it, I envy you”. Spot on

  • @mohsinislamkh
    @mohsinislamkh 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Amazing content. Why people are not watching this?. Liked, subscribed and shared.

  • @h.837
    @h.837 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    this is amazing

  • @AlejandroTGarcia
    @AlejandroTGarcia 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Great video

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thanks Alejandro! I hope all is well in your neck of the woods!

  • @madjetobimarcaventtchona5608
    @madjetobimarcaventtchona5608 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Great work. This essay is very eye opening

  • @diegovaldes3471
    @diegovaldes3471 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This movie shook me to my core and it absolutely set the bar on a new level of what the cinematic experience could be. It was a before and after in my life. I think the car crash toolbox scene is quite literally one of the greatest scenes in all film history. I also knew a guy from Turkey who was so shook to the core by this movie, that in the 90´s he went at night and broke a glass to steal the poster, which he still has. 😂😂😂 That is the level at which this movie gets you.

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Those are great stories! I had a similar experience, so stunned after watching it that I just couldn’t speak or move; I just wanted to make sure I never forgot the intensity of that feeling of being alive. It’s so unfortunate that so few films ever achieve this level of intensity or meaning, or even try to.

  • @missannaventure
    @missannaventure 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is so beautiful

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much - I’m glad you enjoyed it!

  • @JHallenbeck
    @JHallenbeck 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    What a great interview that gives so much insight into the screenwriting experience as well as amazing insider info about a great, unappreciated movie like Fearless. I've always tried to find more behind the scenes material about this film but due to it falling into semi-obscurity in the years since its release (a true tragedy!), no one has really done a significant deep dive retrospective on it, or sought out the stories behind its making. So I feel like this interview was made for someone just like me: a film buff who loves the film itself, who wanted more info on how it came to be (especially from the writing side) and its stages of production, and finds the whole development process totally fascinating, e specially on thoughtful, mature films like this that are in short supply and have sadly become the rarest of beasts. Thank you for doing this and sharing, I loved the hell out of every minute! I have also subbed 🙏

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm so thrilled to hear that this meant something to you - I need to frame your comment and hang it above my desk for when I'm feeling despair over the film business to remind me that I'm not the only one who craves meaningful films. Thank you so much - you made my day!

    • @JHallenbeck
      @JHallenbeck 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@TheCuriousOtters You are not alone! I long for the days when movies like this were still getting made on the regular. The 90s was the last true golden age for this stuff. We didn't realise how good we had it. I genuinely think about this movie a lot. It comes back to me in random moments of my life. I hope you tackle some more retrospectives like this, and do more interviews. You are really great at conducting an insightful interview with precision-engineered questions that come from an understanding of the business/process (no fluffy softballs!), as well as taking a deep dive analysis of the film itself. I enjoyed this interview as well as your video retrospective on the themes and ideas in Fearless. Hope to see more of your work on here, sir!

  • @renatodoho
    @renatodoho 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    One of my favorites movies of all time! It deserves a special edition in 4K.

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      That would be a day to celebrate. For a long time you could only find it on DVD in a horrible version cropped to 4:3 😱. The current BluRay is a decent transfer, but no 4K is so frustrating…

  • @WriteHookTV
    @WriteHookTV ปีที่แล้ว

    Excellent. FWIW, I saw this movie as an audience preview in Vancouver in December 1993,about a week before it released. A week later I had to fly back to New Jersey, and I wasn't out of the headspace this movie put me in. Watching this video put me under the same spell.

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters ปีที่แล้ว

      Glad to hear I wasn't the only one who was affected that way. It never ceases to amaze me how well-made films can really put you into a kind of trance that can really have a profound and lasting effect.

  • @elpianodegustavo
    @elpianodegustavo ปีที่แล้ว

    Excelentes analisis, ojala puedas seguir con esto.

  • @elpianodegustavo
    @elpianodegustavo ปีที่แล้ว

    Excelente video, me encantó y está excelentemente acompañado por las imagenes.

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters ปีที่แล้ว

      Muchas gracias por su amable comentario, ¡me alegro de que le haya gustado!

  • @SteveBrant55
    @SteveBrant55 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wonderful video! I listened to Keith Jarrett while I was in college! But I never heard him speak about Victor Borge until now. I also have not followed what he has done since his stroke. I will read more about him now, thanks to your inspiration. What an incredible musician! I will share this on social media. I know a number of musicians. I'm sure they will enjoy it... along with people interested in doing the impossible in general. Thanks again!

  • @SteveBrant55
    @SteveBrant55 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just discovered your channel this morning... watched your video about Keith Jarrett before this one. Wow! Great stuff! And the story of your relationship with your grandfather is similar to my relationship with my father. He was always number one in the household... a malignant narcissist who kept me down by never showing any interest in what was important to me. He wanted me to get a job and have no dreams. I finally broke free of his domination 30 plus years ago, when my marriage ended, I burned out working for the government, and my mother died within the span of about one year. Cast adrift but with the support of my older sister, I found my way back to a dream I had as a child (advocating for more peaceful relations between people) and have been much happier ever since. My father was my hero only in how he introduced the family to music (classical and jazz), because he was a classically trained pianist. So, I love music to this day thanks to him. But the dark side of his personality did a real number on me for many years. I look forward to seeing what other videos you've made. Thanks again for this one and the one about Keith Jarrett (and other innovators). I'm old enough that I listened to Keith Jarrett when I was in college. Bill Evans too. But also progressive rock (Yes, Emerson Lake & Palmer, Jethro Tull, Renaissance) and classics and motion picture soundtracks. I think God for having music in my life. It helped keep me sane.

  • @NSR7385
    @NSR7385 ปีที่แล้ว

    I enjoyed the film. No big “ah ha” moments for me, but not every film needs to be be that way for me. I still enjoyed the watch…thank you

  • @atiredblue
    @atiredblue ปีที่แล้ว

    Helps of your one of the best in the world though

  • @Ricardosousa1324
    @Ricardosousa1324 ปีที่แล้ว

    It’s very sad when people suffer because of narcissistic parents, you suffered almost you whole life, I am glad that you could be happy despise of all this

  • @ODQ327
    @ODQ327 ปีที่แล้ว

    Keith’s solo concert in Vermont in the mid 70’s was what got my attention. Amazing artist.

  • @alexandrauruena7587
    @alexandrauruena7587 ปีที่แล้ว

    I think in a style and jarret is an unique style ,i can recognize his style when start to play piano without lookin to mr jartet..

  • @lazyriver6168
    @lazyriver6168 ปีที่แล้ว

    Though my eyes I track the prize. If it moves it might be food.

  • @poursavoir
    @poursavoir ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you. I can absolutely relate. Your words could well be my own.

  • @violarulez
    @violarulez ปีที่แล้ว

    the best jarrett recording is "fratres" by arvo part, the violin and piano arrangement. (keith jarrett, gidon kremer) :p

  • @matiasgabarrot3
    @matiasgabarrot3 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is so beautiful!

  • @gigamodular
    @gigamodular ปีที่แล้ว

    This was great, it deserves 100x more views!

  • @erikholmbom
    @erikholmbom ปีที่แล้ว

    Great video!! A question, how do make the sheet music transparent? Photoshop? Or in the notation program?

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi Erik - thanks; I’m so glad you liked it. In terms of transparency, you can either tweak the layer blending options in Photoshop to only show the tonal range of the notes but not the paper (using a non-Background layer so you can have layer transparency), export it as a PNG with transparency enabled, import it into your video editor and put it on a video layer above other video tracks, or if you have a video editor that can do the same thing in terms of blending options, just do it directly there. Of course you can also do it with a layer mask, selecting the background color and carefully anti-aliasing around the notation, but that is a lot of unnecessary work.

    • @erikholmbom
      @erikholmbom ปีที่แล้ว

      @@TheCuriousOtters Thank you so much!

  • @jamesgeng2213
    @jamesgeng2213 ปีที่แล้ว

    This video is amazing

  • @Etherealsex2
    @Etherealsex2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful video

  • @balbs_balbs
    @balbs_balbs ปีที่แล้ว

    I just wish I could hug you. Thanks

  • @darthsauron3869
    @darthsauron3869 ปีที่แล้ว

    Dude I just binged all ur recent videos. They’re fantastic! I hope you keep it up cause this channel deserves to blow up

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you so much - I promise many more and will do my best to make them as good as I can!

  • @reaganwiles_art
    @reaganwiles_art ปีที่แล้ว

    I listen to a lot of music, world over and all eras, never have heard what Keith Jarrett lovers love in his music. Bores me. Too histrionic, too fanciful his deportment, but nothing much comes out of his piano.

    • @Etherealsex2
      @Etherealsex2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I don’t think that’s what this was about

  • @skykingimagery899
    @skykingimagery899 ปีที่แล้ว

    Keith started with Charles Lloyd. Just listen to Live at Monterey Jazz festival 1966 and you will see his future was bright. Maybe one of the greatest under appreciated pianists in jazz history.

  • @dou40006
    @dou40006 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yet as much as respect Keith Jarett virtuosity I don't think he is a very inspired musician, I don't feel the spark of musical intelligence when I listen to his music as I feel when I listen Bill Evans.

    • @robertblauner7680
      @robertblauner7680 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Who cares...save it, genius...YEECH!

  • @etzenhammer
    @etzenhammer ปีที่แล้ว

    If you're into Jarrett, check out Brad Mehldau!

  • @joacoprudente1593
    @joacoprudente1593 ปีที่แล้ว

    Bravo

  • @GordonHudson
    @GordonHudson ปีที่แล้ว

    My friend Robert John Godfrey (a musician) sent this out to his Facebook friends last week: "I have had the life I deserved and the one which suited me best. What more can someone ask for than to emerge from the dark days of youth only to inhabit the creaking body of a sweet and gentle old man? If there is no God, there ought to be!" It seems pertinent to your video somehow. I am my own worst enemy and harshest critic.

  • @colinhodgesgroovymusic1545
    @colinhodgesgroovymusic1545 ปีที่แล้ว

    Brotha you just moved me in such profound way. Bless you! I’m raising my freak flag higher and turning my Amp and bending each notes on my six string in the same direction. One Love!

  • @sergeymarchenko6252
    @sergeymarchenko6252 ปีที่แล้ว

    I don’t post comments often but this is really powerful.

  • @emilioguzmanalvarez420
    @emilioguzmanalvarez420 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful beautiful video! Cant really put into words how I feel after watching it but amazing work.

  • @allenwelsch2839
    @allenwelsch2839 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm not sure what I just experienced. I'm feeling emotions that I'm not equipped to deal with but I hear a voice somewhere telling me this is important, you need to listen and learn. I'm going to need some time to work this out. Thank you, I think. Or maybe, f@#k you. Too much to think about!

    • @TheCuriousOtters
      @TheCuriousOtters ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks Allen, and I accept the f@#k graciously. Telling stories that take time to fully digest is always a guiding principle for me, so I'm actually glad to hear that it's had an impact, and hope that the process of sifting through your own story is ultimately a rewarding and illuminating one.

  • @martinbrookesmusic
    @martinbrookesmusic ปีที่แล้ว

    In piano improvisation the hands, wrists, arms etc know where to go in the same way that vocal chords know how to vibrate in synch with the larynx, tongue, jaw, lips etc. We don’t usually write an essay in our head before we speak to someone, we just speak. Same with piano improvisation. Spending years, decades, learning the language of music and how it functions enables one to just ‘speak’ it. It feels completely natural, exactly like speaking one’s native tongue, except it’s music. I started improvising twenty years ago and it’s got to the point that I can create a healing musical language spontaneously which I use volunteering at a hospital in their “Healing through Music” program.