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its crazy how random ppl i will never see irl are nicer them my Bestfriend and friends :( btw hope yall are good,everything is gonne be okey!! :3

I have a crush on a friend, he used to be a girl, but he wants to transition. I will be supportive of whatever he chooses to do, because I don't have the right to tell him what to do with his life... But I know it will hurt me. I know he will never see me the same way I do... I want to tell him, but I'm so scared of ruining this... Of ruining our friendship. I don't know if I feel attracted to him because he looks like a girl or if I just live his personality. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't keep carrying this in my heart forever... I want to be his friend as long as I live, but I also want us to be more than that, in a way.

i want to be recognised for my accomplishments.. its always about my sister. when will they ever stop making stuff about my sister… i wrote a poem so now i should write a song for her? no.. its mine. its my poem and i wrote it.. why wont they give me credit?

:3...

I need them to understand that I am also human, and that I have feelings. I don't want to live like this forever.

I like this, please make more of this. Thank you ^----^ :)

I remember the day we met. I was live steaming on TH-cam, and you joined. You were the nicest person id ever met, so after a while, I added you to a groupchat with my friend, Stella. Then came Theo. He joined too as we were close. We called ourselves the "silly squad". You named it with me. After a few months in may, Stella noticed how close we got and she didnt like it. It was May 12th. We had out first fight of the group. Stella got jealous of us, and yelled at me. I couldn't handle it, so i left out groupchat and blocked everyone, except for you. I couldn't bring myself to do it. That night you spent three hours convincing me to stay, breaking basically all of your parents rules.. For me. A worthless piece of shit. You chose me. You eventually convinced me to stay, i was glad. The next day, however, was the worst of my life. You ghosted the silly squad for a week. The next week you came back, with a paragraph for us. This paragraph contained your goodbyes, and how your parents had gone through your phone and made you leave. I was devastated. I thought i was stupid for not telling you how much i loved you. Still do. Stella and Theo said they didnt agree with dating someone 580 miles away from you. If i could go back, i wouldn't care in the slightest. I love you, boot Always will.

This playlist randomly got recommended to me 😭 But I’m glad it’s an hour! Thank you 🥰

2 years ago, wow. Crazy that I just remembered this video today

[Missing Songs] 3:52 Welcome to Kitty city - Cyriak 24:52 Feline... - Morrigan 33:51 FANTASTIC PHANTASM - PengoSolvent 40:22 On Top (vip) - The Girl Next Door 44:16 Bloom - j^p^n 47:59 Mice Circus - Bruno Coulais 49:39 Sayo-nara - Doki Doki Literature Club! OST

For a moment I got anxious 'cause I knew the songs but the thumbnail was different, then I realized it was stolen All the paylist is from kokeshi, thanks to the comments.

What have you done to shigaraki.

The saddest thing ever is when you know every songs that pops up at this video, I mean what did i do wrong to get to this point?

I have two stories of mine i hope y'all don't find them weird and fake... 1st story: I am a huge fan of the most popular boyband, and have been for 5 years now. I love them more than anything they always made me feel like the only girl and made me feel so special... ya they're famous ppl and I'm just a simple fangirl falling hard and deeply for them every day. Getting to see them on screens, rooting and cheering for them, screaming my lungs for them still knowing they won't hear me. Falling for all 7 of them so deeply. Loving them so very much. I can't confess my feelings but I hope one day I can. I hope they can know one day that this girl loved them more than anything and needed them with her for every single step of her life. I hope they know one day I need them forever to hold me. I hope they know they're perfect in everything and don't need to change anything. I love you Bangtan ❤Thank you for always being with me. Thank you for inspiring me. Thank you for never judging me, always accepting me the way i am. I always remember their smiles. 2nd story: There was this senior at my school. He is my favorite basketball player in my school. Found him and started talking to him since from 'that' day of our exam. My seat plan was set with him and a sister younger than us. He is the best basketball player in our school ( for me ). After that exam, days passed by I kinda talked with him, and... Whenever he used to play basketball I used to cheer up for him. Even at tournaments, I used to cheer for him and when he got injured I used to be worried. He knows how to play guitar, basketball, and even sing. Happy days and moments were there. But that day which i had not been waiting for... arrived which means the last day of class 10 ( seniors ). He kinda ignored me on that day and kept playing and joking around with his friends. But I watched him, seeing his every move. He and his friends were making memories and I didn't wanted to ruin that moment for him and my other favorite seniors also for all seniors. They and he were laughing and smiling and seeing that I laughed and smiled as well but deep inside it broke me because they ( and he ) would leave the school after some time. I was sad cuz he was kinda ignoring me on that same day. They played songs and did many activities. After some...time their time to leave the school arrived. I was so sad all seniors and he was about to go. I wanted to say bye one last time but didn't got the chance. I was sad but smiled for him and his bright future. Deep inside I wished him and other seniors the best of luck. Ya as u see... he wore a hoodie and prepared to leave. While I was still sad I didn't got to do anything. While I was being crazy and searched for him everywhere. The next thing you know he was.... g-gone. I was even more broken at that moment and was confused "Why was he ignoring me?" In fact, I couldn't say bye or do anything to any seniors. At the same time, I didn't felt like doing anything but soon our open-house event was arriving and we had to prepare everything. So I sadly did my works left without telling anyone how i was feeling. Yeah... I cried on that day. After that day, sometimes seniors come to visit at school and he also does. Whenever he comes, i remember all of our flashbacks and memories. Cause those little moments meant everything to me. ❤ I hope he knows i still miss him... every day. I still remember his smile <3 And now We are the class 10 seniors. But class 10 doesn't feel fun as it used to. Our earlier 10 batch was so memorable with all funny and kind seniors. Class 10 feels good with our old seniors and ( him ).

I listened to this a year ago, back then I couldn’t relate to the playlist but I thought the songs were just nice. Well guess who fucking relates now.. I ended up meeting a guy so damn amazing and beautiful in every goddamn way. We became best friends quickly, but had a falling out for around 6 months, I reached back out to him and we made up. I cannot tell u how insanely lucky I felt in the moment where he replied to my message that one late night, (we ended on bad terms and I sent a message on the only platform he forgot to block me on). We were back to being best friends.. I was so fucking happy everyday, I didn’t feel any inadequacies, I didn’t feel like something was missing, I felt… absolute, He made me feel that way, like I could trade even water and oxygen for him and he’d alone be all I need to keep on. Well.. I ended up getting a boyfriend and I guess that somewhat led to him leaving me, saying I’d replaced him.. I said I’d break up with him if it made him stay but, he ended up leaving anyway. 4 days later I break up with said boyfriend, realizing I was fucking in love with the guy who’d left me. And now I’m laying here in my bed, crying, just like I have the past 2 weeks. Cause you know what’s worse than never getting to tell them how you felt? Only realizing how deeply you fell for them only after they’re not there anymore.. like, what kind of sick fucking joke is this… He’s my first love, the first love that ended before it could even start. And I just feel so pathetic cause all I can do is imagine he’s still here with me, imagine we’re more.. than friends, imagine holding him, and even daring to imagine kissing him. Things that’ll never come to happen. Because he’s already gone, and he’s never coming back.. And I’m just frustrated with myself. I don’t know what to do anymore.

Timestamps cuz I cant find any: 1) 0:00 - 2:55 : Bubblegum - Clairo 2) 2:56 - 6:51 : From Me, The Moon - Lav 3) 6:52 - 9:55 : I don't want to watch the world end with someone else - Clinton Kane 4) 9:56 - 13:23 : I Lost Something in the Hills - Sibylle Baier 5) 13:24 - 18:42 : A Soulmate Wasnt Meant to Be - Jess Benko 6) 18:43 - 23:01 : Happiness - Rex Orange County 7) 23:02 - 27:56 : That's Us - Anson Seabra 8) 27:57 - 30:03 : i met sarah in the bathroom - awfultune 9) 30:04 - 33:53 : Dandelions - Ruth B 10) 33:54 - 40:36 : 3;00 am - Finding Hope

I had a crush on one of my classmates/friend 3-4 yrs ago. Never told him my feelings. At first i thought I didn't have feelings for him bc ofc he was my friend but then i developed those feelings towards him. We went our different paths after graduation and i wanted to tell him how i felt, how he made me feel safe and happy. I was planning to ask him out during summer break but i had to go to another country to visit my family, so like that i missed my chance. After that, I've got the news that he was dating someone else from his other school. That really hurt me and i was blaming myself for not doing anything about it. Everytime i open my chat, i always see my old massages that I used to send to him. He is now in a 1 yr relationship and he doesn't talk to me anymore like he used to do, as if we became strangers again but this time with memories. He gave a promise ring to her 4 months ago and i was yk sad but happy at the same time bc, even though he doesn't care for me anymore, i still experienced my first ever love. Every time i think about it, i thought what would've been if i didnt leave the country, if i confessed my love for him. He is now happy and that only matters for me.

I didnt know the original got deleted lmao but i posted on there telling my broken love story with my first love....i still wonder what hes doing in life and if he would ever love me again...i dont know i still think about him a lot, more than id like to admit....i just wanna leave a message for him if he ever sees this. I hope that you are happy and meet the one that will love you for forever just like i would have or maybe even more than me. Stay safe and treat yourself with care and affection. You deserve to be loved L....i love you🖤💜

The day in graduation this boy I liked told me if we could talk but I was with my parents so I said what and he said nvm and were going to different schools I wish I just had the time to listen to him and I would've told him but I was too distracted with my parents

I don't have any stories yet, I just hope they don't end to harsh. Heh, wishful thinking I know but, I don't know, I usually handle emotions well, quite indifferent to some. Yet I wonder if the feeling of a broken dream will hurt as much as it seems to do others. Probably will, guess I should be glad that I have the time to prepare now yeah? I hope those who are suffering emotionally can heal, if only it were that easy. Forgive those who did you wrong, even if it is yourself. not that they necessarily deserve forgivness, but because you deserve peace. That's my couple cents. Good day to you, wandering soul.

At my old school we had a program that made us Scouts (camping), for one of the camps we went to French Island (pretty close by ferry) we were having fun enjoying ourselves walking on the beach near the campsite but after dinner it got a little dark. I had sat myself by the water on the beach putting these songs on and contemplating everything, anything in my life that was I had thought of it, my mistakes, my highs and my feelings of losing time despite being so young (17 at the time). A girl from my class had spotted me on the beach, curious to what was going on (we shared a politics class and came from the same sister school) she sat down next to me and asked what I was thinking. With barely a thought halting me I said it straight, I was thinking about how I'll just blink, be 40 and a failure at life. She heard me, then told me that she does the same thing, finding a quiet place and contemplating everything. She had gotten up and left telling me that if I needed it she would be there for me. I sat alone on that beach, further along the coastline there were people having fun, out of sight and mind, I couldn't hear them. All that echoed in my mind was what she told me as a single tear rolled down my eye. I sat for a little longer before cleaning up and going to my tent to sleep. This girl who I barely knew said something I could've never imagined, my mind just felt so at ease by her gentleness. I still couldn't believe it, even now it confounds me. Such a graceful display for someone she barely knew. After a while I felt that in that single moment I ruined my chances of getting with her, 2 weeks after we got back I caught wind of her having a boyfriend. We have two classes together but I sit alone while she sits with her friend/s (none of my friends are in my classes) Also just writing this last bit for myself and fans who get the reference SHIVERS [Impossible: Success] - On the coast of a small island beyond the pier of Stony Point, there sits a boy, alone. He sits, as music flows into his ears and he contemplates it all, staring into the lights of the city from the coastline. He's drifted off and is dreaming until he's approached by someone his age, comforted by her sentiments all that remains is a boy, on the beach, with his music. As if a boat graciously found its way down a waterfall, a single tear slides down his face.

I recently went to this new school and have been waiting for a girlfriend some time about now. I crushed on abt 4 girls untill i suddenly began noticing this one girl. She was it. For a few months, i crushed on her and i think here in this month she started noticing me too! Well i thought untill today. Early in the morning the teachers told us she's moving to a new school. My heart was crushed. But i wasn't done, i tried to see if i could get her alone all day. But to no luck. Now that im home and never got to tell her im sitting here. I actually thought i had found the right one, i had changed for her, she was my motivation.

What is the song?

it wasnt okay, and that's okay. you're not trapped here anymore. everyone is long gone. nobody's here, now. you're free! take my hand. let's go home. your real home, far away from this place. everyone is already there, waiting for you <3 let's go to them, together. thanks for the good kinda cry, op. catharsis is the most valuable emotion to me as I grow out from my traumatic childhood and into the traumatic real world. i think the Real first step to loving yourself isn't tolerating yourself - its feeling for yourself at all, letting the rage and sadness sink in, and learning how to navigate safely out of that storm. from there you know, now, that you protect yourself out of much more than self preservation and survival. from there, you can tolerate, and accept that you love yourself.

I’m not sure if I lost my childhood, or I never exactly had a proper one. I can remember little things, like going to the playground, or playing with stuffed toys, but I never got to do some of the other things. I don’t think I’ve ever been carried into the house by my parents from the car, because most nights I remember, I was too scared (of them) to even sleep. I still have a vivid image of being 7-8, watching my parents argue, throw (my) things, and yell (mostly about me), while I was playing with my baby sister pretending I couldn’t hear or understand. It hurts. Mother said I was just like father. And she constantly told us that father was a bad person.

Когда нибудь я уйду

Oh the “not fair” I think is from sailor moon

I can't imagine weirdcore playlist without "Hommage" it's soo comforting when I feel like $hit

My head. It's splitting!<3

traumacore scared me when i read it 😰

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The last is from fnaf so it's super slay 🥰

I never really had a childhood. I was never allowed to play with other kids or play in any kind of playground because of my helicopter mom. My childhood was truly lost when I was six years old because my parents found out my little sister (four at the time) had special needs, and they no longer paid attention to me or had time for me. I learned to care for myself and I had to act older than I was. I'm going into high-school in about a week. I don't want to grow up. I carry around a stuffed bunny with me. I want my childhood back.

Fuck gender roles and pronouns, i want a damn purpose to live and be happy

This is stolen guys

I would have clicked on this sooner if I'd known it was just a whole jack stauber playlist lol

Yesterday I just tell my mom I'm gay she don't believe me I'm affraid she ever do, but this playlist makes me a 'lil better & I hope she accept my boyfriend & don't ignored my feelings

everyone wants my friend, i mean she’s gorgeous, but what about me? i know i shouldn’t be jealous, but still. Maybe because i swear too much? Am i too loud? does everyone hate me? do they feel like i’m pathetic? Every time i feel pretty, she always gets compliments, but what about me? Today i did both our makeups and hair, and her crush told her she’s gorgeous, then why is no one noticing me? Why do i crave attention? Why do i give my whole heart to anyone who gives me a little bit of attention? Why. I get that she’s a Blue eyed, slim, light haired girl, 1.60, With perfect teeth and beautiful lips, but why Am I too tall? not fat but not skinny, why are my teeth like this? my lips? God. they always say we are the prettiest in the class, but they always go to her, why not me?? I always screw up. Fuck being “so pretty”.

sometimes i feel like nothing is real, like no one but myself is a real person. if i told people that they would 95% def put me in an institute when i really do not want or need that. i need to feel something alive, it eats at me so much sometimes. but then at the same time, when i am alone by myself the thought of being one speckle on a planet of trillions of people erodes into my brain. ive always thought i was just picky and sociopathic for not feeling enough remorse for some people around me. i wonder if its all just an illusion sometimes, an illusion that i will never know the truth in. and part of me is okay with rotting away, and in the end, this is the scariest part. my family has pushed apart from my depersonalizing most people from myself, yet somehow i myself dont feel real. in the end one day no one will remember i existed, 100 years from now. and if they did, it wouldnt be for very long. and thats not even me being edgy or something, its an honest fact that i cant avoid. i feel like a spoiled and selfish person for not having enough motivation to care all the time about how someone else can feel, yet at the same time i hate myself, and i dont feel real, as much as everyone else.

he doesn’t like me anymore

I remember as a child taking care of all the adults at the party my parent threw bc they were collapsing on the floor drunk. Kinda hard to have a childhood when your supposed to be the responsible one

He said he loved me. He promised he wouldn’t ever hurt me. He promised me I was safe with him. He said that nothing would happen to me. *oh dad. Why must you lie to* *me?*

holy, I didn't expect the ending to be that song-

I think that I am no longer afraid of death or Of the suffering it could bring if it came to exist after hell, I feel that I am free from that limitation,Or maybe my mind represses that, I don't know anymore, good playlist, I love that you put the music of the city of cats or whatever that strange video is called

When a large part of you is dead, it becomes horrible, to feel frustrated when you can't feel more than boredom and ennui, Frustrated at not having the energy to end it all, I even remember once feeling nothing, not even boredom, but still feeling stress in my body, my emotionless mind was desperately seeking to feel something even though that sounds Contradictory to my previous words, It was a very unpleasant experience and I hope it doesn't happen again, About 5 seconds ago I felt a feeling similar to gratitude, it only lasted a second but it seems good to me, That means that perhaps I am already getting rid of the emotional block little by little.

To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (this is for anyone who needs it like i do a lot of the time and i hope it helped)

I have a THE BIGGEST CRUSH on this guy in school , and i wanted to tell him but soon i found out that i am moving out to another country , so i tried to to tell him at the school's last year party but he wasn't there i tried calling him but it didnt work either, i was heading to the airport and i was crying all the way through the airport, and the next day i build up the courage to tell him but i found out that he had a girlfriend and i was devastated and i cried all day , but i realized that its ... just gone now..... and i am ok now ( not really....)🖤🖤😔😔

20:08 how’d you know? 😅😂

…how Can teens grow up if parents didn’t give us a chance to be a child? Quote from me

This Is True When You Look At What Zeb Wells Is Doing With Spider-Man In The Comics. Wells Is Treating Him As Shit And Won't Let Him Grow Up.