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Me: *cries* father: “god, don’t start again”

I'm afraid of death but I don't want to live anymore.

I'm broken...

i love you

I just need the pain to be gone...

"I am not angry!" "I'm in pain" "AND YOU PUT ME HERE " "The personwho is supposed to love me more than anything" Wow that hit hard..

Never did cuts until just now

Yes we are people pleasers. Just want to be loved, so we can forget the fear you taught us of being alone. You taught us to fear ourselves. Nothing is ever alone, so shall I escape being lonely by becoming nothing. Am I overcome my fears with death or just giving in.

This quote hit me so deep that no matter how dark it got I had God no matter who left or who stuck around God was there he never walked out or left and I gave him everything reason to he turned what was a sad stroy into a girl who won the fight of her life so I’m proud 🥹 of me and if no one gonna say it I will I’m proud u are enough ,girl no one can get up through the grace of God like I did I don’t need to reach the levels u set because my God on a whole other level ❤

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"i stopped worrying about me a long time ago"

1:53 Someone that you’re not, and you won’t remember who you were and yet you won’t know who you are now

Life is pain ! I wake up every morning i m in pain , i go to work in pain !!

Overcoming depression poem Depression is like a void that sucks you in to manipulate you to think you’ll never be free What's this secret everyones hiding from us, will we ever know? Why not set an alarm for self care since it must've gotten lost in the system where they code everything wrong but makes us believe the system is right when it's nothing but. What happened to the coding, where we malfunctioned? The update we must've gotten was a virus,a virus that harms. The best we could do is try to escape this virus before it takes over us And try to push it away and act like it isn't there as it slowly eats at our mind like hungry parasites Though it seems like this will not end, let's just keep in mind a tunnel always ends no matter how long it is. -Me if you use this please credit me! ty❤

My name is Hannah

Bsby ❤

My tiger n my bsby ❤

It’s hurts to breathe..and it’s everyday it hurts to breathe

I want to be a monster so bad....so at least people feel something for me. Why do I want to die?

'How do you keep going when the worst thing has happened? What do you have to change inside to survive? Who do you have to become?' Thess right here are the questions I have ever since my brother passed away. I don't know how I will survive this.

When you deeply feel every word 💔

Stay happy n take care

Pls dnt be sad

Im glad im not there anymore

Memories

Damn

I watch the love of my life find hers and that broke me so bad I’m not okay

What if I'm not afraid to leave? who would care

Me too

i stopped worrying about me a long time ago

It's weird it's like I push my friends way before they have a chance to push me its sad an i hate my self for it wish we could go back to the good days when are smilies were real and are friends we're too

When you think your lost enough but realize pain is never ending till pure darkness anger sends u into a further spiralling abyss

Shameless just being my depressed health

Physical pain is nothing, I can take it with ease. Emotional pain is unbearable though. I'm not sure why but worst part is not being able to undue or unknow the hurt. You can't unsee what you've seen. I can't move on because I can't forget about the person who's gone. I can't replace her so how does oneself ever get over their loss?

It hurts ! Too much .....

There is no person too broken for God to fix up , no heart. Too dirty it cannot be washed clean. God loves you so very much and wants to help you so much.. will you just say Jesus come in and make me whole? He just needs you to ask He's willing, more than willing.

It's so relieving so see this. Used to feel the same way and almost the same thoughts. This feels like somebody gave subtitles to the thoughts in my head. It feels relieving to feel understood.

Hi, I don't really know who will read this but... what's up ? To be honest.. I...I jusr finished to destroy my social life.. I insult everyone. Friends, family, girlfriend? Nah, i don't deserve a girlfriend eheh. Why I did this... because... because i'm a psycho..I need to destroy my life, other everything to feel me alive... You can insult me, beat me, heat me, everything I trully deserve it. I'm just a bstard, a fxking bastard. I cry every fcking hours, of course in the deepest of my "heart". I prefer destroy my arms, legs, hands, my all body against trees, walls, go straight on the road for be heating by car....just for... suffering. It's stupid. Of course it's stupid.... I know.. The most stupid is...no ones know that's... Everyone see my "beautiful and shinning smile" every morning when I'm arrive at school, everyone hear my laugh during class, everyone can send me a message for help. The funny thing is no ones do the same ahaha.... When I arrive at school with some bandage, bloods on my hands or shoes, no ones talk. And if they talk... I lying like a idiot "it's nothing, just a fall in skate" or "it's just my cat"... I'm probably not a friend... I'm probably just a doctor for they or just a tag on Instagram, a number on WhatsApp.. i don't know.

How the fuck am I supposed to enjoy this fucking life ? Tell me. TELL ME. TELL. ME. NOW HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO ENJOY THIS SHIT ? I work every fucking day of the week, I destroy myself to work, and for what ? NOTHING. Just bad grades, critics from teachers. I study all night to just be capable to right 8 lines in TWO HOURS. And, now I'm supposed to work. Work on a biology exam and I just can't. I don't have the knowledge, I don't have the energy, I don't have the motivation, I've got nothing in my fucking brain. I can't even right this goddammit text right with my fucking hands because they're shacking. I try my best every time, every day, every hour. I give to people everything, my time, my energy, my knowledge, everything. And I don't know why, because I know they don't give a shit about me, or I don't give a shit about this bastard. But, I continue, I continue helping them…always. And, the worst is…some people like me or love me, but… it's not real for me. I don't trust them. For me, it's just bullshit. There we go… I'm crying…of course inside, always. Remember, never show you are destroyed. Some people maybe care about me and want to help me, but… I don't want…it will just destroy them, like it's destroy myself. I'm just a fucked child, of this fucked generation, born in this fucked up world. I'm just a number on a list. I'm not even real. I'm just a text on a random computer. I hear recently an audio, a girl said, “how did you keep going when the worst happen ? What did you have to change to survive ?”. I've got an answer to this question : to survive, to keep going, when the worst happen you just need to be dead inside. It's sad, but it's truth. You need to feel absolutely nothing. Now, a month after this text, I'm just a bastard. I scream against everyone's, insult everyone. I'm just a bitch. I just want to destroy my life, there life, my mental health, there mental health. Die ? Maybe. Disappear ? Sure. Every day I think about this, just take a few things, some money, and just leave this fucking life. Leave everything behind me, go where no ones know me, no ones understand me, where I'm just a random guy, truly anonymous. What is the fuck I do with my life ?

Nothings ok, nothing ever will be “ok” when the thing that can help doesn’t exist. Kill me now </3.

I had all these feelings a year ago but then I found my best friend and she teached me what life means. Life is beautiful. If you are going through something like that. Please search help. Talk to people who you trust and love. Don't hurt you self. And when you don't have someone who you can trust. There are many different internet pages where you can talk to people... but alot of people helped me get tho it and i was crying just like that at first i didn't want people to help me but now i do and i still go tho that

what are all the shows/movies u used for this video? I know: - pretty little liars. - supernatural. - shameless. - tvd/The Vampire Diaries. - brothers and sisters.

the fact that i'm in fourth grade and have depression because of my whole school... "why is ur hair like that?" " ur so ugly" " no one will ever love u"

I thought my deppresion is gone after it was very painful i was able to make it go well at least i thought.Here i am after couple of mounths sitting and feeling the same things i feelt when i had it.I think it is back if it has even ever gone.I don't know what to do beside ask god for help

Here again

life is not always so easy life can be very very hard sometimes you just be like ,oh thats ive had enough of life ill just give now but no its not the right thing to do with you i you ever do that your... Your hurting yourself your beautiful life thats ahead of you dont ignore that you will get to be happy just keep moving you know its like you in a GINORMIS MOUTIAN and you suffer from depression and everyday you keep- you keep climbing until you het to the end you are doing that right but don't worry just keep keep keep climbing you are not alone god is with you he wil be with you until you reach the end just. Keep climbing -Deppresion stranger 🥀

Im fucking done, i always help as many people and friends as i possible can. I get nothing in return, everyone only thinks about them selfs and i was there for all of them when they needed it. I cant call them friends anymore… i guess i never had friends. It sucks that i do my best and my mental health keeps getting worse and i have no one to talk to. Ive been a bad person in the past and maybe thats why i dont deserve a good life, it doesnt matter how much good i do now. Im not getting better.

Ever think please help

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"I am not angry. I am in pain, and you put me here! The person who is supposed to love me more than anything." My step-dad has been an alcoholic for as long as I can remember.