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Haylie Ashtin
United States
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 26 ส.ค. 2013
Hey y’all! I am a 28yo SAHM to my almost 3yo son Corbin. Corbin has two siblings in Heaven, Parker was an ectopic pregnancy 02.12.2021 and Magnolia “Maggie” Elaine, our sweet girl, was born still on 03.20.2022 at 33wks. I am a Full Spectrum Doula, getting double certified, and obsessed with all things pregnancy, birth, and motherhood. I started this channel in September ‘22 as a way to talk about my grief and going through life after Pregnancy and Stillbirth Loss, being a doula, everyday life, and to give God the glory through it all! He told me to start this channel to help others literally minutes before I got baptized and so I did! Thank y’all for joining us and we hope you decide to stay and SUBSCRIBE!
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Pregnancy after Stillbirth | Weeks 19 - 26 | Vlog #22
Sharing my pregnancy updates during weeks 19-26 with my double rainbow baby.
#PAL #pregnancyafterloss #pregnancyannouncement #stillbirth #stillbirthawareness #33weekspregnant #babygirl #pregnancyloss #pregnancy #miscarriage #missyou #birthstory #unmedicatedbirth #naturalbirth #birthcenter #vlog #homebirth #trending #popular #miscarriage #grief #baby #19weeks #20weeks #21weeks #22weeks #23weeks #24weeks #25weeks #26weeks #midwife #progesterone #HCG #ultrasound #pregnant #rainbow #rainbowbaby #doublerainbow #doublerainbowbaby
Hey y’all! I am a 28yo SAHM to my 3yo son Corbin. Corbin has two siblings in Heaven, Parker was an ectopic pregnancy 02.12.2021 and Magnolia “Maggie” Elaine, our sweet girl, was born still on 03.20.2022 at 33wks. I am a Full Spectrum Doula, getting double certified, and obsessed with all things pregnancy, birth, and motherhood. I started this channel in September ‘22 as a way to talk about my grief and going through life after Pregnancy and Stillbirth Loss, being a doula, everyday life, and to give God the glory through it all! He told me to start this channel to help others literally minutes before I got baptized and so I did! Thank y’all for joining us and we hope you decide to stay and SUBSCRIBE!
Instagram: @haylie_ashtin
#PAL #pregnancyafterloss #pregnancyannouncement #stillbirth #stillbirthawareness #33weekspregnant #babygirl #pregnancyloss #pregnancy #miscarriage #missyou #birthstory #unmedicatedbirth #naturalbirth #birthcenter #vlog #homebirth #trending #popular #miscarriage #grief #baby #19weeks #20weeks #21weeks #22weeks #23weeks #24weeks #25weeks #26weeks #midwife #progesterone #HCG #ultrasound #pregnant #rainbow #rainbowbaby #doublerainbow #doublerainbowbaby
Hey y’all! I am a 28yo SAHM to my 3yo son Corbin. Corbin has two siblings in Heaven, Parker was an ectopic pregnancy 02.12.2021 and Magnolia “Maggie” Elaine, our sweet girl, was born still on 03.20.2022 at 33wks. I am a Full Spectrum Doula, getting double certified, and obsessed with all things pregnancy, birth, and motherhood. I started this channel in September ‘22 as a way to talk about my grief and going through life after Pregnancy and Stillbirth Loss, being a doula, everyday life, and to give God the glory through it all! He told me to start this channel to help others literally minutes before I got baptized and so I did! Thank y’all for joining us and we hope you decide to stay and SUBSCRIBE!
Instagram: @haylie_ashtin
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I just watched your videos up until now! How are you and new baby? Praying it went well!
😢😢😢😢😢 this is truly sad especially me being pregnant currently
I am so sorry for your loss of your daughter. RIP MAGNOLIA 🙏 ❤️
I hope you’re all doing well ❤
So so hard to watch. But she deserves our attention. And if y’all could go through this - I can watch this series. You are a beautiful soul and I know your videos have helped, and will help, others. I’m so glad you did it your way. May God bless you and Fonda and your whole family.
I’m so sorry for your loss. So sorry
Did the rest of the pregnancy remain uneventful? There is nothing after this so I am wondering how everything went and boy/girl ect.
I understand
I sorry
@@OliviaTrevino-pv7ff Thank you💛
Did you baby passed away
@@OliviaTrevino-pv7ff Yes she did.
My last pregnancy I was leaking too. The ER nitrazine strip was negative but my doctor did the fern test the following morning and sure enough I had a small tear up top.
@@TT-cu7ze I didn’t know that there were two different types of tests. The same thing happened with my rainbow baby. I tested negative for water leaking but it was clearly my water.
Its the loudest silence youll ever hear. My daughter had 2 back to back 40 week stillbirths.
@@bethlouden3333 Oh my goodness that is so heart breaking. I am so sorry for her losses I pray she has found or finds peace through her journey. 🙏🏽💛
Thank you so much!! She did have her rainbow baby and she just turned 2. We almost lost her as well. We are definitely blessed and grateful!! @@HaylieAshtin
Hoping your new baby is doing well. Your birth story showed up on my feed. So sorry for your loss 🙏
@@PeaJayCee The baby is doing so good! I hate that I fell off of TH-cam but I’m trying to start posting again soon!
I’m so very sorry for your loss. Maggie was so beautiful❤ I admire your bravery in sharing your story and I hope you and your family are continuing to heal.
@@ellenhopes Thank you so much💛 It will always be a healing journey until we’re home with her in heaven💛
I’m so sorry for your loss. She was absolutely beautiful. I lost my baby at 3 months and I wished to god I could have seen my baby but they didn’t allow that.
@@kellywinget5790 Thank you💛 I’m so sorry they didn’t allow you to see your baby. When was this?
She was a beautiful angel. She will always be your baby girl. ❤
@@joezieman8986 Thank you💛
I'm so sorry for your loss. I am grateful that you were able to have your baby the way you wanted to. I honestly was not expecting her to be beautiful. Even though it was a heartbreaking loss for you and your family, it's a beautiful story and you told it well! God bless you for sharing, this will help other families I'm sure!
@@jackiebaumgart611 Thank you💛 I was nervous to see her but she was absolutely beautiful💛 I hope that this helps other parents.
@@HaylieAshtin I believe it will! God bless you!
So sorry for your loss 😮❤
@@kateclark7710 Thank you💛
Congrats see i told you God bless you with a another child it doesnt matter it a boy or girl god will give one special child for you 😅
Thank you so much for being so great to share for with everyone. I know it’s hard for you when you’re there right now but it’s not a loss because you will always remember the times that you got her kiss her holder even if it was for what this feels like Fact, disability to have a child but I’m not saying this to make you feel bad. I’m saying this because you have more strength than me because you had the baby and then her death and you had another one and then it and that’s phenomenal. I mean, even if it’s just for you and it’s still, look up to you only at the time reborn comfort because I know that I will never be a baby, but I will never be able to the joy of holding. Guess I’ve told my cousins and my nephew, but never my own. You are such an angel blessing thank you thank you thank you for saying your storystories so much it means the world to me. It means the world to everybody that has worked. Just keep going. We all love you Rebecca Russell from Ontario Canada. PS my disability is called. Thank you for everything you’re doing XOXO.❤😊
You're very brave. I'm so sorry for your loss. ❤
Did you do an autopsy and find out what possibly happened? Im so sorry for your loss
@@redoksunflower We didn’t do an autopsy but we did do placenta pathology. I’ve been mia since I had my rainbow. I had planned to make videos about it though.
She's beautiful oneday we all will be together 💜🤟
@@kellymccallister7373 Amen💛 Thank you💛
@@HaylieAshtin 🤟💛🤟💛
I hope you’re healing, Mama. ❤
She was so perfect and beautiful. I am so sorry.
I feel I found your story and this video when I needed it. I struggle with being angry at God for taking away our daughter at 37 weeks after we waited for her after my MMC 4 years ago. I’m working on trying to build my faith and trust in him through all of this. Thank you for sharing your story.
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Why would anyone want an unmedicated birth?? Why would anyone want to put themselves through all of that pain when there are less painful options!!?? Women who choose to have unmedicated births are masochists and get pleasure out of pain which is just plain weird!
I’m so very sorry for your loss. You are so brave sharing your heartbreaking story of your beautiful daughter ❤
Awww thank you so much. The Lord out it on my heart that hers and my story needed to be told. 💛
I know this was posted a long time ago but I would like to offer condolences.
Thank you so much. Know that no matter how long it’s been we as mothers will always accept condolences and acknowledgment of our story and our babies💛💛💛
@@HaylieAshtin you’re so strong, I can’t imagine experiencing such a big loss
What a sweet video… You brave girl ❤❤❤❤
Aww thank you so much!💛
Sending you love ❤️ From San Antonio, Texas..
Thanks so much💛 I’m in Texas too!
@@HaylieAshtin ❤️❤️❤️❤️🫶
Sorry for your loss, but also, what happened
Thank you💛 She died from a undetected small placenta. I’ll be coming back soon and I’ll make a video on that.
So sorry 😢
27:24 heartbraking 😢😢😢😢😢
Your baby is s o sweet, cute and unbelievable beautiful ❤
Aww that is so sweet thank you so much🥹💛 I too think she’s unbelievably beautiful 💛
She was beautiful ❤ I’m sorry for your loss and congrats on the new pregnancy I hope all is well 💓
Aww thank you so much! We are doing well💛🥰 Hate that I haven’t done any updates. Just trying to navigate life now lol.
We will always love you
Awww thank you!💛🥰
Yes
Shes somewhere better than this cruel woo
She is in the perfect place with our Heavenly Father🤍🙌🏽
She’s perfect 😢❤
Thank you💛
Had me crying! I’m so sorry you have to go through this! 😢
Thank you so much. It’s hard but Gods love makes it easier💛
She was so beautiful! Your angel will always be with you in your hearts!
Thank you💛🥰
@@HaylieAshtin 🙏 🤲🩷!!
I found this video completely by accident! I will have watch part one and two now! You are an amazing mother. I am so proud of you. (I don't know anything about u except what I watched here)Thanking for being brave enuf to share this.
Awww thank you so much, that is so kind! I hope you love it here and decide to subscribe 🥰💛
Hi sweet Hailey i just wanted to pop on here and say hi and i hope you guys had a Merry Christmas and a Happy New year. Take care and i hope that your you tube family will be getting a new update video from you soon. Love from louisiana
Thank you for checking in! So sorry for leaving everyone hanging, planning to film and upload an update this week! Thank you for being here and supporting us💛
I am very confused is the baby alive in the picture sorry if that question was bad
It’s okay, don’t feel bad for asking a question❤️ She is not. She was stillborn which means she died in my womb, before she was born.
I’m very sorry for your loss
Awwwwwwwww x
She is SO BEAUTIFUL.
Awww thank you so much!💛🥰
God bless you mama❤❤❤
Thank you, may God bless you as well🤍🙏🏽
Heartbreaking 💔 R.I.P baby angel xx
Thank you💛
❤❤❤😢