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Ruby Spacek
United States
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 21 ต.ค. 2017
I livestream and make videos about my journey as a recovering f*ntanyl addict/SJW. I also like niche internet politics, music, philosophy, sociology, spirituality, and I work in a bookstore.
🤍Sorry I abandoned channel for 3 years to focus on relapsing~~but I’m back bitches! (Currently tapering down off methadone)🤍
SELEBRITY SUNDAYS 4:20PM EST every Sunday and every weds at 6:30PM EST for lolangelz!! 🙏
Clean since 6/11/23 aside from a one day lapse in may last year by the grace of God
I irl stream around my city and hang around dark corners of the internet almost everyday so get acquainted with my links so you don’t miss my next stream bitcheshh lets rollllll
Follow Rooby
rubyspacek
open.substack.com/pub/methadonebarbie?r=1f2rv4&
Join my discord to discuss,debate,or just to chat!
discord.gg/stKFWStPT7
Give me MONEY and I’ll give you whatever you want everyday forever
Patreon.com/rubyspacek
$petcookies Venmo cookietalbot
🤍Sorry I abandoned channel for 3 years to focus on relapsing~~but I’m back bitches! (Currently tapering down off methadone)🤍
SELEBRITY SUNDAYS 4:20PM EST every Sunday and every weds at 6:30PM EST for lolangelz!! 🙏
Clean since 6/11/23 aside from a one day lapse in may last year by the grace of God
I irl stream around my city and hang around dark corners of the internet almost everyday so get acquainted with my links so you don’t miss my next stream bitcheshh lets rollllll
Follow Rooby
rubyspacek
open.substack.com/pub/methadonebarbie?r=1f2rv4&
Join my discord to discuss,debate,or just to chat!
discord.gg/stKFWStPT7
Give me MONEY and I’ll give you whatever you want everyday forever
Patreon.com/rubyspacek
$petcookies Venmo cookietalbot
Kidbehindacamera fired…LET BECKY TAKE THE WHEEL ALREADY
Watch the full episode of Selebrity Sunday here-th-cam.com/users/liveznvgyt-4Snk?si=4VN9ZSJbhab96vj3
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Some thoughts on the Destiny lawsuit
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Destiny is getting sued for distributing videos and recording his sexual partners non-consensually and the internet has a lot to say and so does Ruby! Watch the full episode of Selebrity Sunday here I think we start talking about Destiny 20 min in about-th-cam.com/users/liveznvgyt-4Snk?si=1uHPp5tM2D0TjAi6 #destiny #news #dgg
thinsp0 Proverbs and trying to foster LOVINGKINDNESS in ourselves and others 💡 HALLELUJAH! 🪽
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thinsp0 Proverbs and trying to foster LOVINGKINDNESS in ourselves and others 💡 HALLELUJAH! 🪽
Why I could only listen to kpop when I was strung out on dr*gs
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Why I could only listen to kpop when I was strung out on dr*gs
I used to hate Jordan Peterson, now I love him 😳🤯🤔🤗
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I used to hate Jordan Peterson, now I love him 😳🤯🤔🤗
Happy New Years wishes from the LOL ANGELZ
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Happy New Years wishes from the LOL ANGELZ
GRIMES is SPIRITUALLY CONFUSED but called by God just like RUBY (her latest tweet is WILD) #grimes
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GRIMES is SPIRITUALLY CONFUSED but called by God just like RUBY (her latest tweet is WILD) #grimes
Ruby tries (and FAILS) to stay positive for Christmas
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Ruby tries (and FAILS) to stay positive for Christmas
Rubyland #3 Date night w/ Whoremaxxer at Chica Bonitas (THE LOST TAPES) ft Ava Tha G+ThePrawncess
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Rubyland #3 Date night w/ Whoremaxxer at Chica Bonitas (THE LOST TAPES) ft Ava Tha G ThePrawncess
Rubyland #2 Meeting Ava and Prawncess in VEGAS ft Whoremaxxer, The Thorps, and HFF
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Rubyland #2 Meeting Ava and Prawncess in VEGAS ft Whoremaxxer, The Thorps, and HFF
What it’s REALLY like competing against trans women in MMA w/ Ansleigh Wilk
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What it’s REALLY like competing against trans women in MMA w/ Ansleigh Wilk
Dining and dashing w/ Whoremaxxer for the strip club
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Dining and dashing w/ Whoremaxxer for the strip club
Rubyland #1 bleaching my hair (and other amazin things~VLOG~)
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Rubyland #1 bleaching my hair (and other amazin things~VLOG~)
How God saved my soul during fentanyl withdrawal ft Schyler
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How God saved my soul during fentanyl withdrawal ft Schyler
Shit goes OFF THE RAILS during Rubys Killstream appearance
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Shit goes OFF THE RAILS during Rubys Killstream appearance
Ruby and JLP take calls on the killstream (they called Ruby a WHAT??)
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Ruby and JLP take calls on the killstream (they called Ruby a WHAT??)
I HATE TO HYPE THE MOST POPULAR MEMBER BUT…
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I HATE TO HYPE THE MOST POPULAR MEMBER BUT…
Are we asking men to process emotions like women?
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Are we asking men to process emotions like women?
Otherkin and Phantom Anatomy w/ Phil Illy
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Otherkin and Phantom Anatomy w/ Phil Illy
She married a trans woman, he detransitioned-but they’re still together Feat Jules Louise
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She married a trans woman, he detransitioned-but they’re still together Feat Jules Louise
She is my ultimate crush. I was a Blink until I saw her performance for "Butterflies" where she took all of my focus from the other girls. Her vocals on "Bad Boy" when she hits the bridge, gives me goosebumps every time. Her "Shine on me!" moment on "Happiness" mv, made me a Revluv ever since. ❤😍
Hi Roobz, the song is finished and uploaded. Consider it an early birthday present. 🎁😊
Omgggg!!!!! Yay
SPICOLI NEVER DONATES
Lets gooooooo 🔥
You're pretty.
its amazing what reading the bible a few mins a day can do
Cum to Palm Springs
😅😂😅
Foxy mama!
Supernova is so good
I can’t wait to see them!!
I love how you like that❤
ME TOOOOO
i love and stan stray kids now but lisa's chorus is just soooo she's a queen they choose right people for colabs just amazing the song is so powerful with emotions i feel too much when i hear this it's just beautiful
Do you believe Nala is genuine??
Hi Roobz! - Music update: I've been working on a Ruby inspired lofi style beat. I shall name it 'Coffee & Books'. Should be finished by tonight, or within a matter of days.
OMG yayyyyy I’m pumped!!!
That was a speedy GRWM have a great day at work 🎉
Haha it was I ran to work 😅
tbh i thought trans was going away bc of trump
Funny how spicoli wants to call me a victim when its like the jews whole thing to be victims of the holocaust or hamas or whatever lol. Dood youre like a 90 lb soy boy beta victim bro
Thanks for tuning in and I’ll see you soon!! Join the discord n follow my x for updates links in my bio ❤
You're good Ruby. There is no crisis. That guy was an azzhole and I was glad you ended that stream. You have the right to end any stream you're hosting. Your show, your call 🤷🏾♂️. As for the methadone doctor, I believe it's extremely unfair for people to judge you when they can't feel your pain or discomfort.
Ruby ur doing pretty good lately imo lol angelslz is a huge progress for the better and IDEC if it's successful enough in terms of views. U wanna be a better version of yourself and u act to make that happen. and u even look better than ur look from years ago!! which normally it's the other way around! Beautiful necklace btw ❤ and if they laugh then f uck em all 🎉
There is no great genius without some touch of madness. Aristotle ❤
the trolls are evil, Ruby. Ignore them. Don't give the attention seeking, miserable fools the satisfaction. You're not psychotic. Therapy's a joke. You don't need more. You are fine. P.S. sorry about your brother
I’ve been away for a couple of days. I’m sorry you rage quit your stream sometimes it just happens. You’ll be fine tho I believe in you crazy girl💙
If it’s about protecting LGBT-et cetera biological men from other men in prison why was there no push for gay men to be put in female prisons?
You should be friends with this girl th-cam.com/video/wKGX2ww6-pY/w-d-xo.html
I just noticed I made the cut at the end of the new intro. Pretty awesome montage, Ruby. The Prawn close up to his face really got me lol.
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Not sure if YT sh4d0w-b4nned my previous comment. But nonetheless, i don't blame you for feeling annoyed about those topics. Perhaps it'd be better (for now) if you did more live-stream discussions with people that are somewhat like-minded. 🤔
A night of fun and frivolity 🎉
I agree with everything you said in that discussion. I'd also like to add that most righties disagree with TG's in women's sports SOLELY because of the usual inherent bioIogicaI advantages. The majority of us feel that it's a women's rights issue above all else.
You're right, Ruby
Make sure you drink some water with all those red bull.
Streams are not what you should be blowing. 😂
You tube tik tok trash
Aw comon
I'll fight anyone who has a bad word to say about her!
lowerforms approved 🎸
Omgggg hiiiii
Ruby I will give my two cents on do you need more medication…I was hospitalized a couple times when I was younger and I had rapid cycling mania…mania can be troublesome because it scares others in public but they don’t see the whip snap depression when they yank you out of it and you have to try and quickly reaclimate to normal sleeping schedule and it can be soooo depressing when you were just dancing on the veil that separates us from the other side and now you’re groggy from the medication that they used to knock you out so I had a longtime aversion to psychotropic medication…the mood stabilizer they were giving me back then they called it was depakote and it packed so much weight onto my tiny frame so quickly I got even more depressed because I’d never really been overweight…I started body building in high school and that kept my metabolism running high for many years to come…so she switched the depakote for gabapentin but they called it something else and she added Wellbutrin which had the added benefit of making me not want to smoke anymore…I got back to my shape but I didn’t really feel better it just made me want to eat and sleep and gabapentin doesn’t do anything for me. When I went in to be dosed up on suboxone for the first time, my dr wanted me to start duloxitin for depression and hopefully my anxiety and damn if it didn’t bring me back to life mood wise because we don’t get seratonin or vitamin D here, not even in summer because we are too high on the grid…so for the last several years it has been working but recently it’s not working and I’m getting muscle spasms all the time so I know something is off…I slept for two days and barely noticed but when I woke up I took the duloxitin again and then an hour later my back spasmed and I realized it’s the damn duloxitin and I need something different because the crying outbursts are not helping me do what I need to do and the anxiety is overwhelming and it’s hard for them to dose anything else when you’re on subs…I don’t want to drink but I need something for the anxiety and I need something for breakthrough pain and I’m rambling now but I encourage you to seek and experiment with your drs help of course…I have an appointment tomorrow and I have to tell doc what I’m going through but I’ve seen this guy once a month for the past 4 years and he is the best…he even asked me once if I want to be referred to pain management for my boiling pot of issues but it might be time for me to revisit that because I am so sick of hobbling around with nothing but subs on my side which is way better than nothing but it’s less and less enough when barely anything works on me, not even morphine or heroin work on me but other opiates sure do and the ones that work the best they don’t like to give out like they had to throw the book at my dr for sending me home with a med she had to sign out for every script and that was Demerol staggered with Percocet so I didn’t get dependent on either. If I’m monitored I do fine but if you send me out on the streets to seek out the underground drs then I’m gonna get what I can get and get out of pain whatever it takes…I gotta get back on task with my errands…have a great day at work ☺️. But yeah I encourage you to find whatever it takes to make you feel like you.❤❤❤❤
Don’t worry girl, I’m bringing smoking back…since my renters trashed my place and smoked inside and now I have to renovate and create a smoking room for the unit or its not even worth it. I spent my last dollar on renovation supplies: putty, caulk, paint, fix a door jam…gah…I need a cart and can’t afford it until something I’m selling sells…I’m giving up my Prius, my crystal collection and my Kratom stash. We got this ❤️❤️❤️
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Hes a sick freak and sbould just go away forever
Ok , this is not the Destiny I thought people were talking about lol.
Haha who did u think ppl were referring to
@Ruby_Spacek I might save that answer for later , you will laugh. 😂
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Ur just jelous they didn’t hire u
Guilty guilty guilty