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jessie
United States
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 25 เม.ย. 2020
vids about kratom, addiction, PTSD, mental health, and random fun stuff
one time i tried to eat my cereal with sliced raw plantains on top...
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personal website also below.
one time i tried to eat my cereal with sliced raw plantains on top...
thank you for stopping by~
open to anybody who'd like to reach out (email below).
personal website also below.
NO FENTANYL! methadone, oxycodone, and an arm pain diagnosis
this was a morning shoot, so apologies if i sound groggy and am not as animated as usual
0:33 - finally, a diagnosis for the excruciating nerve pain throughout my arm: Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS)
01:03 - HOW i injured my arm, neck, and spine
3:04 - my current medication regimen to address the pain. includes methadone and oxycodone
4:06 - i woke up from anesthesia during my sympathetic nerve block injection!
5:44 - any fentanyl withdrawals? in the beginning, but not anymore with the methadone
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more about me: www.jessiehuang.com/
0:33 - finally, a diagnosis for the excruciating nerve pain throughout my arm: Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS)
01:03 - HOW i injured my arm, neck, and spine
3:04 - my current medication regimen to address the pain. includes methadone and oxycodone
4:06 - i woke up from anesthesia during my sympathetic nerve block injection!
5:44 - any fentanyl withdrawals? in the beginning, but not anymore with the methadone
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more about me: www.jessiehuang.com/
มุมมอง: 1 294
วีดีโอ
EMG nerve test and a bipolar diagnosis | fentanyl addiction
มุมมอง 403ปีที่แล้ว
i realize i should probably make a video about the traumatic injury that actually HAPPENED to my arm and paralyzed it for ~1-2 months, hence the excruciating nerve pain. stay tuned! 0:07 - what an EMG test is like 1:14 - post- nerve test subway station thoughts 1:45 - the results of the EMG nerve test 2:21 - just a first world problem ice cream story for ya~ 3:00 - the shitty part of the EMG te...
trigger point injections: starting to manage my pain | fentanyl addiction
มุมมอง 261ปีที่แล้ว
watch me go from feeling like a BRAND NEW WOMAN to slowly decaying back to normal levels of pain (if more, even). staying hopeful for a pain-free future, though~ 0:07 - first neurology appointment outcome 0:21 - trigger point injections: what it is and what it feels like 0:57 - potential pain management treatments for my arm 1:23 - update on suboxone dosage 2:55 - post-trigger point injection p...
answering your comments and questions | fentanyl addiction
มุมมอง 453ปีที่แล้ว
skip ahead if you have no interest in video games :). i also discuss my pain levels, which, moving forward, are probably going to be a topic of interest, since i’ve found a capable neurologist to help me manage my chronic pain (which, in itself, will be painful at times). 1:10 - are my friends users as well? 1:35 - have i considered rehab? 1:49 - am i aware of xylazine? 2:55 - why don’t i go ba...
on track with fentanyl taper and fun NYC barbecue day | addict life
มุมมอง 357ปีที่แล้ว
a divine day in NYC with the goodest of people~ 0:34 - how i take my “suboxone,” which is actually zubsolv 1:20 - HELLO FROM LE BARBEQUE 1:39 - just me, grillin’ 3:35 - going to an Alcoholics Anonymous meeting tomorrow, perhaps . . more about me: www.jessiehuang.com/
blah day and handling hate comments | fentanyl addict life
มุมมอง 375ปีที่แล้ว
1:20 - cat content, if you’d please 1:45 - feeling blah. is it because of hydroxyzine? hmmmmmm 2:18 - ft. my father 2:54 - shoutout to a youtube user! 3:22 - how i handle hate comments and emails 5:18 - trying to stop hyper focusing on pain to keep up with my fentanyl taper 7:30 - womp womp; i broke the laundry washing machine in my buildling arm pain video: th-cam.com/video/mDU18FtXZrs/w-d-xo....
very little fentanyl but very MUCH nerve pain | addict life
มุมมอง 296ปีที่แล้ว
almost was able to make it through the day without any fentanyl, but desperation to relieve nerve pain got the best of me. also, many many jessies/ jesses. 0:12 - PTSD dreams 0:29 - shooting the shit about Hades, the video game, and fishing in iceland 1:35 - working out. right arm starting to flare up in pain. non-stop muscle spasms 2:57 - italian food at Forma Pasta in Williamsburg 3:14 - why ...
why i don't have precipitated withdrawals taking fentanyl with suboxone | addiction life
มุมมอง 1.2Kปีที่แล้ว
0:50 - why i don’t go into precipitated withdrawals taking suboxone while dependent on fentanyl (experiencing physical withdrawals) 1:58 - trying the “traditional way” 2:55 - trying the Bernese Method 4:08 - winging it and brainstorming 5:00 - discussing and trying macro-dosing with my addiction psychiatrist 5:36 - my status quo; cross-tapering without the cross definitions and/ or links below:...
![[mis-edit] my PTSD triggered day as a fentanyl addict (tapering) | FUNNY ENDING](/img/n.gif)
[mis-edit] my PTSD triggered day as a fentanyl addict (tapering) | FUNNY ENDING
มุมมอง 282ปีที่แล้ว
sadly, i ended up doing poorly (i.e., no progress) on my fentanyl taper today due to a lot of physical nerve pain, emotional discomfort, and PTSD symptoms (anger, betrayal, sadness, anxiety, panic, psychological pain). i also discuss the pros and cons of THC, and what it does for me. watch fully for a potentially laughable and absurd ending :) thank you for watching~ . . more about me: www.jess...
revived gopro footage: BTS, jedi survivor, burgers, runny noses | addict life
มุมมอง 243ปีที่แล้ว
thought my gopro was absolutely dead, so this video is a bit all over the place. i talk about BTS, video games (jedi survivor), addiction brain gymnastics, incredible burgers from Minetta Tavern, and runny noses from opiate fentanyl withdrawals. thank you for watching~ . . more about me: www.jessiehuang.com/ twitch: www.twitch.tv/dayslug
how i went from kratom to fentanyl addiction | addict life
มุมมอง 1.4Kปีที่แล้ว
bare with me, as this is a bit a of a long tale... detox video: th-cam.com/video/5zztG13xIBY/w-d-xo.html . . more about me: www.jessiehuang.com/
I'M BACK (and on fentanyl...) | Quitting Kratom Update
มุมมอง 3.2Kปีที่แล้ว
hiya to those new and old! i'm back with an update from my Quitting Kratom series. big surprise (irony): i'm still an addict. and the journey continues... . . more about me: www.jessiehuang.com/
LA FOOD PORN & EATING FOOD I'M ALLERGIC TO
มุมมอง 8903 ปีที่แล้ว
tales of yum from my most recent trip to Los Angeles, California also eating fruits i'm allergic to 0:03 - MAJORDOMO 0:07 - coveted MAJORDOMO smoked beef short rib 0:24 - assembling short rib tacos 1:11 - CHIMAC STAR korean fried chicken 1:37 - BENADRYL EXPERIMENT at OAKOBING 2:31 - just mango melon shaved ice food porn
My Experience Quitting Kratom at a Drug Detox Center
มุมมอง 6K3 ปีที่แล้ว
leave a comment if you have any questions, and i'll be sure to answer :) 0:26 - detox center i chose to go to (Ascendant NYC) 1:36 - detox treatment plan (suboxone taper) 2:28 - kratom withdrawal symptoms after suboxone taper 3:44 - day to day life in detox 5:53 - horrible side effects from Seroquel in sobriety ascendant new york detox center: www.ascendantny.com/ hawaii surfing video: th-cam.c...
surfing in hawaii AKA watch me EAT SHIT | jessie vlogs
มุมมอง 4623 ปีที่แล้ว
dug up an ancient relic from my 2021 hawaii birthday trip 2 hours, 1 wave, 100% fun 0:34 - I DID IT!!!
SOBRIETY IS FUCKING HARD | Quitting Kratom
มุมมอง 2.8K3 ปีที่แล้ว
SOBRIETY IS FUCKING HARD | Quitting Kratom
KRATOM UPDATE: I'M GOING TO A DETOX CLINIC | Quitting Kratom: Day 300+
มุมมอง 2.4K3 ปีที่แล้ว
KRATOM UPDATE: I'M GOING TO A DETOX CLINIC | Quitting Kratom: Day 300
trying Japanese DAGASHI (snacks and candy) box from Amazon | unboxing | jessie vlogs
มุมมอง 3153 ปีที่แล้ว
trying Japanese DAGASHI (snacks and candy) box from Amazon | unboxing | jessie vlogs
[4K version] SNORKELING WITH SEA TURTLES IN WAIKIKI | jessie vlogs | hawaii
มุมมอง 2003 ปีที่แล้ว
[4K version] SNORKELING WITH SEA TURTLES IN WAIKIKI | jessie vlogs | hawaii
SNORKELING WITH SEA TURTLES | jessie vlogs | waikiki, hawaii
มุมมอง 1143 ปีที่แล้ว
SNORKELING WITH SEA TURTLES | jessie vlogs | waikiki, hawaii
i got a BTS ARMY tattoo in hawaii | jessie vlogs
มุมมอง 6063 ปีที่แล้ว
i got a BTS ARMY tattoo in hawaii | jessie vlogs
Kindle Experience Review: Pros and cons - 5 months of use
มุมมอง 1.5K3 ปีที่แล้ว
Kindle Experience Review: Pros and cons - 5 months of use
MYSTERY CRAIGSLIST UNBOXING | part 2 | jessie vlogs
มุมมอง 1824 ปีที่แล้ว
MYSTERY CRAIGSLIST UNBOXING | part 2 | jessie vlogs
unboxing ~mystery~ craigslist box | part 1 | jessie vlogs
มุมมอง 2774 ปีที่แล้ว
unboxing ~mystery~ craigslist box | part 1 | jessie vlogs
I PLAYED TATTOO ROULETTE | 'Get What You Get' | jessie vlogs
มุมมอง 33K4 ปีที่แล้ว
I PLAYED TATTOO ROULETTE | 'Get What You Get' | jessie vlogs
PTSD & PANIC HOSPITALIZATION (no trigger) | jessie vlogs | mental health
มุมมอง 6194 ปีที่แล้ว
PTSD & PANIC HOSPITALIZATION (no trigger) | jessie vlogs | mental health
Kindle Paperwhite UNBOXING | jessie vlogs
มุมมอง 1.5K4 ปีที่แล้ว
Kindle Paperwhite UNBOXING | jessie vlogs