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Thank you. May your God bless you and yours.

No time for talking to spirits. I’d rather play music than do ritual magick these days. I know how it feels to see religion as a “foggy” rememberence. Thanks so much for watching and commenting. Hugs, health, and happiness from Las Vegas.

@@kristheexxtian Thank you for sharing.❤️

Thanks so much. I told it the best way I could. Living it was harder. Hugs, health, and happiness from Las Vegas.

Thanks so much for watching and commenting. I still live with this everyday. Just want others to know they aren’t alone.

I too believed as you do, but life changes. I take comfort in knowing I’m not the only one to leave Christianity and to have good reasons for it. Deconstruction is the Church is real.

@@kristheexxtian I too left a Christian denomination of 28yrs. It was because I never Encountered God in it and that’s why I left. But then I encountered Jesus, and that was the game changer. All churches mean well, and there are two sides to churches. Well meaning churches that are accurate in scripture interpretation and well meaning churches with inaccurate interpretation. Usually, people depart from churches with inaccurate interpretation because God never shows up in those groups. 2timothy 2:15-17. God says to study to show yourselves approved before him. And that pretty much sums up your conviction. Because when he reveals himself. You really can’t deny it. But when people try to convict you, sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn’t and sometimes it goes horribly wrong like Jones town.

I totally feel you, but I don’t even wanna go into a church unless it’s a wedding or funeral. It would be way too easy for me to have taken the gig and fake it, but I wanna be better than that whilst being my genuine self. Thanks for watching and commenting.

Deconstruction is real and is totally happening worldwide. I hope you do see you aren’t alone. Many have realized maybe believing without evidence isn’t the best way to make decisions in their lives. Take care.

You are so awesome! I’m so glad to hear from you. It makes me feel not so alone. Hugs, health, and happiness from Las Vegas! 🎹🎸🤟

Ty for your quick reply! I would love to hear more of your thoughts, particularly on speaking in tongues and angels. You are not alone.

@@anniewilbur7362 as for tongues in modern times, no claims from Evangelical churches have ever been under scientific scrutiny. I can say that all religions have “spiritual” phenomena with natural explanation.

I’m asking because I have strong feelings about this. I just got back from a visit with my daughter, my son in law and my first grand baby (adorable, 14months). Thankfully she doesn’t try to evangelize, she knows my opinions so we don’t go there. I spent many years going to church and bible studies, etc. when I was married to her dad. I was baptized. I’m very aware and I guess that’s why it’s concerning to me. The power of suggestion is a very strong force. Texas is very conservative and of course politics gets thrown in to the mix. My kids are not going to abandon their beliefs and neither will I. It’s complicated and I’m struggling to come to terms. Thanks so much for responding. I hope you can understand.

@@anniewilbur7362 I totally understand. I was raised in a conservative household. We do become our parents, until we become ourselves. Hugs, health, and happiness from Las Vegas. Stay strong

I’d admit my experiences in church are a factor in my case of giving up religion. There is however no historical evidence the Biblical narrative actually happened. The way Evangelicals treat their own countrymen is a factor, and the naivety for superstition top it off for me. Thanks

Thanks so much. Hugs, health, and happiness to you.

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@@helbitkelbit1790 Nice! Good to catch another of us out in the wild like this lol

@@gjhartist3685 😊

I’m so happy for you. Religion and watching FoxNews, One America Voice, and NewMax makes you feel informed and intelligent, but some of us actually work in the world of Science, history, and medicine. I can’t make my decisions based on prayers and superstitions from an ancient book written by primitives. What’s yours highest level of education and what’s your career? I did trade school and am a diagnostic technician in a laboratory. Science saves lives while superstitious beliefs do the opposite.

I’m so glad to hear that. What I hope translates is you are not alone in your own deconstruction. Thanks for watching and commenting. Hugs, health, and happiness for Las Vegas.

@@kristheexxtian thank you! The same to you as well.

You are adorable. Considering the ancients didn’t know about most diseases, where the sun went at night, or what controls the weather it’s adorable how you perceive them to know more about consciousness than modern science. What do you do for work? I work as a diagnostic technician in a laboratory.

@@kristheexxtian I am at leisure. You obviously do not know about The Precession of the Equinoxes, the cycle from a higher age to a dark age and up again to a higher age. This is known in the East. In the West I think the belief is that civilization only came a relatively short time ago, which is incorrect. In higher ages they knew about everything. Intelligence decreases and increases with the cycles. We have left a dark age behind and are entering an atomic and quantum age where much will be discovered, or rather rediscovered. Life is cyclical in reality and linear to perception.

There is no historical evidence or eyewitness reports to what is claimed in both the Old and New Testament. It’s all fanciful stories used to create an origin for the Hebrews and later Christians. The Church patriarchs had great reasons to back up the narrative, power over the people. Science isn’t your enemy it’s your friend that’s trying to keep you alive.

@@kristheexxtian I don’t see science as my enemy or anyone’s enemy. It advances the human cause even though because it operates in a dual system it is not perfect. It can have, and does have, both good and bad outcomes, for every boon there is a bane. Still science is our friend but we cannot realistically expect it to solve all problems or be without a down side. That is the nature of material life. It is neither all good or all bad but a mix of both.

The superstitions of the old age are dying as they should when confronted by the hard science of the modern era. More and more people are slowing leaving religion for a science based worldview. By 2050 there will be more nonreligious people than those who cling to the superstitions of the past. What’s your chosen career? Do you work in teaching or a scientific based career?

@@kristheexxtian The “hard science of the modern era” so far has learned a lot about matter and how to measure it, to use it chemically as medicine etc. What it has not done is solve what is called “the hard problem of consciousness” or fully understood the forces of nature or the mind. Electricity for example, how many forms are there, or what is magnetism? There is a lot to be discovered yet. Science in a dual system is necessarily also dual, having both good and bad outcomes is inevitable. It is impossible to have one outcome without the other. The side effects of medicine is one outcome and many people are harmed or die annually due to reactions to medicine. They are collateral damage. Still science does have benefits but it is not a panacea. I would not deify science or think it will save mankind or do anything other than ameliorate some physical problems and suffering. There is still much suffering in life, both physical and mental. I have an interest in science but never worked in the filed. I am currently at leisure, happily so.

Yes that has occurred to be very much so. It’s hypnosis via Christian contemporary music! lol! Yeah I’m glad I no longer belong to worship teams. After my deconstruction I couldn’t be happier.

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Totally. I feel so much freer and authentic by leaving church and evangelicalism. I finally busted down the closet I was in, able to speak to all people without worrying about saving their souls, so much more.

@@braddahg I’m as happy for you as I am myself. Stay happy and healthy both inside and out man. 🤟

Thanks so much. Yes I am real. We currently have four dogs. Three Great Danes and a Lab. Thanks for watching and commenting. I know now my story isn’t so rare, and plenty have people share my experiences in their own way. Health, hugs, and happiness from Las Vegas.

I totally understand where you are coming from. I’ve noticed people will change their beliefs to fit what they want to live. I was the kind of Christian who tried their best to live up to the example in the Gospels, but now I just want to be true to myself and treat all people without judgement. Thanks so much for watching and commenting.

Thank you so much. I had to dye it back to dark brown because I now have a job for the county here. Now I look like middle aged Jesus. Haha thanks for watching and commenting. 🤟

I’m glad you got out when you did. It’s so sad watching the church downplay real mental health crisis.

Awe! Thank you so much. Hugs, health, and happiness from Las Vegas🎹🎸🤟

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Thanks so much for watching and commenting

Acts 5:29, 29But Peter and the other apostles replied, “WE MUST OBEY **GOD** RATHER THAN MEN!!!".

I would challenge you to look into the historical accuracy of the Biblical narrative. Modern scholars both Christian and Secular are in agreement the Old Testament didn’t happen as it is stated in the Bible. It’s most likely Abraham, Moses, Joshua, the taking of Canaan never existed. The Bronze Age Hebrew created a history, an origin tale to share with their society. None of it happened. As for the New Testament there is no historical proof of Jesus outside of the Bible. Some quote Josephus and Roman historical figures, but none of them were contemporaries of Jesus and were non eyewitnesses. Even the gospels were written by non eyewitnesses. My deconstruction started with observation of the hypocrisy in churches and was solidified by the historical data. I’m no longer a Christian because it simply never happened. Thanks for watching and commenting.

Thanks so much for watching and commenting. Yeah I’m pretty glad I no longer believe in hell and the superstitious baggage that comes from Evangelical Christianity. Hope you are happy and well for the rest of your days. Hugs, health, and happiness from Las Vegas.

I’ve had many dreams and supernatural experiences both before my conversion and afterwards. There are natural explanations for all these anecdotal experiences and as a middle aged person I accept that natural explanations may be the truth rather than the supernatural. Thanks for watching and commenting.

@@kristheexxtian thanks for that Kris so did I and they seemed so real and that the holy spirit was showing me things. I did become more loving aswell.

@@johannawickham5529 I totally understand. My current career is in healthcare. It’s literally my job to help the poor and heal the sick. Being a better person has always been with me, even after leaving the church. Stay healthy and happy out there. Thanks for watching and commenting!

@@kristheexxtian when I got born again I dreamt I was marching in an army on a beach somewhere it was a lovely dream... I also heard a voice like thunder and woke up was like, what in gods name was that... never had a dream like it since.

@@johannawickham5529 I too have had end times dreams. I dreamt I saw the world plunged into darkness, and I saw all the stars fall and form into a giant bird, whilst the tree branches turned into a dove. I could feel the fear of the entire world as the power went out across the planet, and I thought it was all very real while I was in the dream. For years I thought the End Times was coming until I embraced this was most likely a dream that was encouraged by all the superstitious beliefs that were taught to me to be real. This dream was 20 years ago and the world is still here. Thanks for watching and commenting. Stay happy and healthy from Las Vegas.

I like how you think, but I’ve seen people with advanced dementia and Alzheimer’s have a detailed conversation with a house plant thinking they were talking to deceased loved ones and angels. So if I pray on my death bed it would most likely be the desperate cries of a man dying rather than some declaration of faith. I’m living my life using science for my decision making over superstition. Thanks for watching and commenting!

@@kristheexxtian. Well, yes that’s possible, but not necessarily true in all instances. The thief on the cross turned to Jesus in his dying moments. 😇

I’m sure the people who suffered the Holocaust would agree with you, or the millions of people who die from preventable diseases and starvation. Don’t forget the people of Gaza. SMH 🤦‍♂️

@@kristheexxtian The Bible says that “the whole of creation groans as the result of the fall”. Man’s evil to man knows no bounds and all people both good and bad suffer from the evil in the world.

@@larryhand7219 that’s a nifty excuse superstitious people use to explain all the senseless suffering done on the planet. For those who don’t believe in Late Bronze Age magic books we see people using religion to justify hurting others, and you seem to approve of this practice. Good day to you

@@kristheexxtian I would say on the end a - BAD DAY TO YOU- because He will realize much more likely then, that what he believe is a nonsense and he will find out why as well.

Thanks so much for watching and commenting. Yeah my deconstruction is still happening in a way. Hope your own search for truth brings you to a good place. Hugs, health, and happiness from Las Vegas.

Idiotic claims is what Christians do best hun. There is no historical evidence anything in the Biblical narrative actually happened. You are paying your pastor’s bills with your faith offerings, so there’s no way he’s gonna tell you Paul didn’t write all of the 14 books that bear his name. No one is gonna confess there’s no evidence of the Egyptian Exodus. Isn’t it funny how no one experiences miracles like the ones that occurred in the Bible in modern times, and I’m guessing you vote for Trump. Leave it to Evangelicals to embrace a racist and a rapist over a Catholic like Joe Biden. Bye 👋

@@kristheexxtian Are those really your arguments? you decided to leave the religion for some dumb reddit arguments?

I totally agree. The human sacrifice, blood magic, genocide, etc would make any sane person run the other way. I’m glad I ran the other way eventually. Thanks for watching and commenting! Hugs, health, and happiness from Las Vegas!

I’m right there with you. I’m turning 47 in April and being an Evangelical as a kid made me hate myself for decades. I’m so glad I deconstructed and started to love myself and let myself fall in love. To quote the great Ru Paul “If you can’t love yourself, how the hell are you gonna love someone else?”. Hugs, health, and happiness from Las Vegas. Love and Pride 🌈 🤟

Thank you so much. I feel the same. I’ve never felt so free and not lost in fantasy. Researching the historical record I’ve found that consensus states the Old Testament account never happened. That makes the rest of the Biblical narrative as fantastical as the beginning. Thanks for watching and commenting. Hugs, health, and happiness from Las Vegas.🎹🎸🤟