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Hey. I’m in film school now, at Full Sail, but I live only blocks away from Lawrence. I found this while looking for people who went there for it. I hope it has done well for you since this video :)

Can you talk about diversity as a black person there? Coming from NY to Wisconsin.

I don’t like this

So delusional

Woo!!!!!!!

great video!! I gotta put this one on my reading list :)

I’m 5’4 and I don’t know if I should get the small or the regular size. Can anyone help?

i love your energy

Does Lawrence University waive tuition fee for international students????

thanks for the review its hard finding one in the right color

Is the gel better then the shots for you?

Just curious but what did you put for reason? I just put transgender but I don’t know if I should put morw

ahh you sound like younger kevin hart 😭

Flip the audience DUEL THEM

im les but i don't want to be killed so i have to force myself to like boys :(

Great voice. Horrible audience.

He’s doing so well, BUT THE AUDIENCE I-. THE DISRESPECT

this is probably the best cover i’ve heard yet, but the audience is rude as hell

Gorgeous display, I hope your dysphoria is doing better today man💓

Omg I love that book!!! Big mood

Hair color popping I have in similar color ♥️💯🥰

loving the hair colour

I feel that “ ur boi is broke” I feel it hard

Thank you for sharing , sending you love and light!

I love that you shared this. It's def motivating!! More people need to see this!!!!!!

OKAY GLOWIN

I can really relate. I hate being at home all the time. I literally miss campus and my friends

I love your video. Can you add the other videos you mentioned in the beginning of the video

Same 🥺

Loll .......stay confident always ♥️🥰

Love your confidence, stay true to who you are ♥️♥️♥️🥰🥰🥰🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

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I respect you so much. I respect your personality, your aura and just who you are as a person. You are inspiring believe it or not and I am so excited to keep watching you and following your stories and journies that you wish to share with is.

You're absolutely right about having boundaries. I love that you set them and don't allow people to disrespect you. I definitely felt you when you said I'm not a dictionary LOL. Google is a source THE source of pretty much everything you have a question for. People just don't like to read LOL

Thank you for sharing your story

yasss im so glad that you are happy and just being yourself and as far as dating life you got this going on i love your whole vibe keep it up

What sort of films do you like? Do you like horror? Also what sort of music? Do you like this? I like Viking/Germanic way -- makes me want to smash walls: th-cam.com/video/x64eR-Q3P0g/w-d-xo.html

this was honestly a very interesting video thanks for sharing i’m staying subscribed and i honestly can’t wait to see you grow❤️

Thanks for sharing your story ♥️💯

I am a biracial half-white American, half-Japanese guy from Japan originally and just cis-male. I cannot pretend to be able to relate to your struggles but one thing I can relate to is the idea of being an ultimate minority... to find it difficult to find our "own kind". As a boy in Japan, people called me "Amerikajin" for my Caucasian features. I went to university in the US and people called me "Japanese" for my Asian ones. In both cases, I never could relate that well with people that others identified me with, and I used to be sensitive to stereotypes of both races. I never found my "own kind". I am the constant "foreigner". I'm also at a much higher risk of being suspected of crimes here in Japan. I went to a bar once and a guy instigated a fight with me (he didn't like gaijin -- foreigner -- even though I am originally from here). He started the fight and the police arrived and they instantly took his side since people who aren't pure Japanese are often assumed to be the troublemakers here in Japan, and I spent an overnight in jail while the other guy didn't for a fight I didn't even start (I was just defending myself). Maybe there are some overlaps here between us. One thing I always found helpful is to stop trying to conform to society's expectations of me. I used to try to mask the idea of being an "outsider", like dying my hair pure black in Japan to fit in better. When I did that I became invisible. It wasn't until I really embraced just who I was that I started being able to make lots of friends and get dates (in your case, I don't mean woman -- I mean man -- who you really think you are and express yourself as you wish). So I've come to believe strongly in embracing who we are... and for those of us who are perceived as different in society -- it helps to develop a thick skin and learn how to think in a way where we can shrug things off, not take things so personally. I found it a key to survival, and I benefitted a lot from studying philosophies like Stoicism which teach how to think in a way that makes us more able to bounce back on our feet, shrug things off, and for my case, just accept who I am -- flaws and all.

I realize this is quite an old video, but if you are still interested and haven't changed what you're doing much, I would actually suggest starting training more like a powerlifter. That means lift very heavy (close to your 1-rep max -- typically weights heavy enough for your body that you can't do more than 5 reps) and powerlifting motions with barbells like deadlift, squat, benchpress, barbell row, and overhead press. This also means longer rest intervals -- not 90 seconds and closer to 5+ minutes between sets, since lifting so heavy means that you need to be very fresh and well-rested for each set. It is very important to be very careful with your form with these since you are at higher risk of injury with heavier weights, and ideally you find someone to coach you to make sure you are doing these motions safely. I really think this is absolutely ideal for FtM because lifting close to your 1-rep max does several things: 1) Lifting a weight so relatively heavy for your body that you can only do 1-5 reps absolutely requires that you recruit the biggest and broadest muscles in your body: glutes, lats, hams, quads, pecs. That's going to add pounds of muscle to your body very rapidly since such huge muscles relative to your body don't need to relatively grow that much to add a significant amount to your overall muscle mass. You aren't going to gain that much overall mass quickly isolating relatively small muscles in your body like biceps or anterior delts with tiny dumbbells and bodyweight motions. This will also help to burn fat since muscles are energy-hungry, and so as you grow your largest muscles, you can afford to burn fat more easily without having to eat so much less. It'll be easier to cut and lean down the more pounds of muscle you have. 2) Lifting a weight so relatively heavy is going to recruit predominantly the strongest and largest muscles in your body, but also all sorts of other muscles including the weakest muscles in your body. If your forearms and grip strength are weak, for example, power lifts are going to rapidly accelerate their strength. Strengthening the weakest points of your body is going to skyrocket your ability to resist more in all sorts of motions. 3) Placing such mechanical tension on your body is going to rapidly increase your inter/intramuscular strength. Strength is not just about large muscles but also being able to coordinate them effectively. It's why Bruce Lee could do things like curl over 100lbs in spite of being a measly 130lbs skinny and lean guy who didn't eat so much (bigger guys twice that weight often can't even curl that much): he had tremendous muscular coordination. Lifting heavy rapidly trains that, and that also means that when you train with lighter weights on volume days, you will multiply the volume you can handle and also skyrocket your muscle growth. There is an excellent and free guide on 5x5 strong lifts which is an excellent starting point for this type of training if you're interested: stronglifts.com/5x5/ Once you do get the hang of this and skyrocket your strength and grow your largest muscles, then I think it helps to switch more to bodybuilder if your goal is more leanness and mass and more carefully sculpting specific parts of your body. But initially, I think this type of powerlifter training can rapidly give you the broad muscle mass and strength you missed out on after the hormone treatments for the transition.

I suppose it depends ultimately on what you want -- how you perceive yourself, and how you want to be perceived in society -- when it comes to how much you embrace or rebel from masculine culture. That can range all the way from how you dress to your posture, how you speak, and even how you think.

Yo, im so happy that you are so open to speak about this im very interested in watching more vids so ima subscriber here to stay!!! And support love this!

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tip for you to get more subscribers is to stop making random things and get into keyword research! trust me its good!

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