i find this video for the first time almost 2 year ago, after i broke up with my ex the correct way to describe how it feels to find this again, when those 2 years are about to be fulfilled, is a kind of disappointment or nostalgia, the one that comes immediately after remembering an unfulfilled dream for which you stopped crying a long time ago i miss her again
I always find myself coming back to this video because it captures what I feel all the time perfectly. While other people my age are out doing regular teenage things, I’m sitting in my room working on my video game projects. It’ll definitely pay off one day, but it still hurts that I’m not like everyone else and won’t be able to experience what’s normal for so many people.
Never ever have I felt as seen as I do now at 5am feeling all alone in this comment section. It’s amazingly haunting and I’m crying out of happiness and fear
The cruel irony with being depressed/ mentally ill is that everyone loves you on "happy " days, but hates you on the bad. Sometimes, even leaving you behind because " you're too gloomy to be around " or "negative "... that loneliness is unbearable.
why is everyone here so damn sad. I listen to this song all the time while walking or working. Its so peaceful i dont get why depressed people gather here
I made my last comment a year ago about my attempt. this song is very nice and I'm glad this will probably be the last thing I listen to. I think I have completed everything I've done and wanted in life. I will now go, I feel bad leaving everyone behind, but thank you for providing a really good song. goodbye to everyone and those who have been kind to me. -Salem ps. I doubt anyone will see or read this, if you do, don't make mistakes like I did.
Sad that so many people in the comments are acting like society is to blame for their loneliness, when it's literally just because they're terminally online and don't attempt to even try to change.
Lain is doomed to always be alone even despite her omnipresence and omnipotence. Noone can be called her equal, noone can understand her, noonne can live forever. Let's all love Lain for she loves all of us! ❤
I recently have come to a realization of how truly lonely I am. I think I’ve just put these thoughts and feelings away for far too long. I’m part of the Lonely Drivers club now. So pathetic…
I'm not sure if I'll be able to survive through this year. I'll be leaving this comment and check it some months later, if something changed for good, anyway. I'm currently 25, broken, stopping cold-turkey benzodiazepines (still considering coming back to take it though, since I'm mentally ill), my house is slowly ruining, with endless bills and turmoil, no real joy at all, just bills and neuroses. I have no one to speak with, all days are the same, navigating through youtube, seeing many meaningful creations, not being able I myself to create something meaningful or communicate with others or actually move away from these haunted thoughts in my mind. It's like my soul got stuck in time. I wish I can do better then this. I'm still trying to do some things, I really just don't know how, exactly. I'm always moving like a phantom, I have no real presence in anybody life.
Tomorrow is another day… I don’t know if this is the right thing to say but, I love you. And I will be praying for your recovery and strength. Jesus loves you too, and if you pour out all your pent up stress and emotions to him, he can help you, as he did for me. I hope you are doing okay…
Well i tend to come here once in a while to face one of the cold reality of life. That no matter how many friends you have, your family etc you still feel that sense of loneliness. Or maybe its just me idk. I don't think I've ever met anyone that I can truly express myself with. I'm married and have a baby on the way. And its not like my wife is bad or anything, I truly love her, and she loves me to in her own way. Its more of how the market value driven society is in general which she and I are a byproduct of. Everything, everyone, every interaction, every relationship seem like an investment. I can't really express my vulnerability in full with her or anyone during the times I feel empty inside and finding the world meaningless atimes. I see we over extend on things like status, job title, religion, money, all these human construct we created to find meaning of the world. But I see we put the cart before the horse, we put more emphasis and care on those things rather than whom we created it for, ourselves. The concept of God being loving tend to come with strings attached, as its with love for ourselves. Why can't we all just love and care for ourselves just for the sake of it. We are all in these ambiguous world of ours that neither of us had a say in before being born. Why don't we all of that collective understanding of ourselves that we are all in these confouding world together and try our best to live with one another. No hating of one's difference but rather seek understanding from it. They doesn't have to be a universal standard of living, even though we think we know of one. But we all know when we are being loved and know when are we not loved. The only time I think I can be open with my vulnerability is when I talk to a therapist, which seems disingenuous to me cause they are paid to listen. I can't count the number of times I've listened to someone's plight and see them get better, even though I had no answer to their problems but they felt relieved because someone listened to them without prejudice and lack of care. But ehh maybe I should just find content in listening to other's plight. I'll just bare my own by myself. Anyways I just came here to clear my head by typing this.
There are a lot of normies in the comments who realized for the first time what it's like to be completely alone, lol. So, this cold haunts me all my life. I'm 24, I've never had anyone. There was no one I could trust. No friends, no comrades, NO ONE. I just didn't exist at school, no one talked to me, I didn't try to speak first. At the same time, I always needed communication, but I completely forgot how to do it. It's a life-long hell.
I’m sorry to hear that you are struggling, I am in a very similar boat. 20M working a boring job with no girlfriend ever, still a virgin… Nevertheless, I will be praying for you, and hoping for something to conspire in your life to bring the light in your eyes again of joy and fulfillment. Take care my brother.
Uso esta canción para dormir desde hace muchísimo tiempo. Siempre me ha parecido tranquila e inocente, muy relajante y serena. Nunca había pensado que esto que me parece un "lugar seguro" para conciliar el sueño, entristece a muchas personas o relacionan la canción a algo triste y deprimente. Por cierto nunca he visto lain. Buena noches.
I love solitude, the question of being less or more than a shadow, for me nothing matters, what matters is doing what I like as far as human ethics is possible, but this ethics has increasingly faded in a world in which the next possible evolution is robots, non-biological machines....I lost my parents as a child, I feel so cold and so sentimental, just like ice! so cold but so sensitive to heat, I avoid getting too close to people who want a hug or a relationship with me, I became autistic even though I don't have autism...it's strange and comforting at the same time.
this song makes me feel relaxed and disconnected from everything, its weirdly good feeling even though I'm not that much of a person who feels lonely often, but I like being alone, and this song represents that feeling perfectly (Let's all love lain🗣🔊)
Having someone who emotionally abused you for years accuse you of being abusive is a special kind of hell. I donno how to move on, and I've just kinda pushed everyone away.
Isn't the music from SMT 3?
i find this video for the first time almost 2 year ago, after i broke up with my ex the correct way to describe how it feels to find this again, when those 2 years are about to be fulfilled, is a kind of disappointment or nostalgia, the one that comes immediately after remembering an unfulfilled dream for which you stopped crying a long time ago i miss her again
2025 isn't my year
Yeah it’s mine
@song-e6q Great
Quite the song to be listening to on New Year’s eve
Indeed
The hopelessness has really set in
I always find myself coming back to this video because it captures what I feel all the time perfectly. While other people my age are out doing regular teenage things, I’m sitting in my room working on my video game projects. It’ll definitely pay off one day, but it still hurts that I’m not like everyone else and won’t be able to experience what’s normal for so many people.
I love sleeping to this, really relaxing
Seems that way
Never ever have I felt as seen as I do now at 5am feeling all alone in this comment section. It’s amazingly haunting and I’m crying out of happiness and fear
The cruel irony with being depressed/ mentally ill is that everyone loves you on "happy " days, but hates you on the bad. Sometimes, even leaving you behind because " you're too gloomy to be around " or "negative "... that loneliness is unbearable.
guys help im happy this video got recommended what is tis
Anime ost, I think Serial Experiments Lain is the name of the anime Never watched it, as of now. Funnily enough this was my first exposure to it.
I fear for the people in this comment section
summer, spring, autumn, and winter in a nutshell:
why is everyone here so damn sad. I listen to this song all the time while walking or working. Its so peaceful i dont get why depressed people gather here
I'm still alive.
Cap
I remember watching this 2 years ago. Damn,time flies.
studied for 3 hours today. proud of myself dude
keep goig
I made my last comment a year ago about my attempt. this song is very nice and I'm glad this will probably be the last thing I listen to. I think I have completed everything I've done and wanted in life. I will now go, I feel bad leaving everyone behind, but thank you for providing a really good song. goodbye to everyone and those who have been kind to me. -Salem ps. I doubt anyone will see or read this, if you do, don't make mistakes like I did.
do a flip tho
@@natsukibarususubaru brother I forgot I commented this im in a much better headspace now 😭 don't listen to them 9pm thoughts.
@@Salemweltonting aight I'm glad 🙏
@@Salemweltonting Pero sigues vivo? xD
"Should i jump" has been in my mind lately. The worst part is that i spoke to it and it already knew.
1st siong?
I love everything
I love lain so much, let's all love lain
ohhhh
Sad that so many people in the comments are acting like society is to blame for their loneliness, when it's literally just because they're terminally online and don't attempt to even try to change.
Lain is doomed to always be alone even despite her omnipresence and omnipotence. Noone can be called her equal, noone can understand her, noonne can live forever. Let's all love Lain for she loves all of us! ❤
This convinced me to watch lain
@@natsukibarususubaru did you like it?
Lembro do dia que liguei pro atendimento de apoio a vida escutando essa música
I recently have come to a realization of how truly lonely I am. I think I’ve just put these thoughts and feelings away for far too long. I’m part of the Lonely Drivers club now. So pathetic…
This reminds me of Mario Galaxy. It’s so nostalgic
I'm not sure if I'll be able to survive through this year. I'll be leaving this comment and check it some months later, if something changed for good, anyway. I'm currently 25, broken, stopping cold-turkey benzodiazepines (still considering coming back to take it though, since I'm mentally ill), my house is slowly ruining, with endless bills and turmoil, no real joy at all, just bills and neuroses. I have no one to speak with, all days are the same, navigating through youtube, seeing many meaningful creations, not being able I myself to create something meaningful or communicate with others or actually move away from these haunted thoughts in my mind. It's like my soul got stuck in time. I wish I can do better then this. I'm still trying to do some things, I really just don't know how, exactly. I'm always moving like a phantom, I have no real presence in anybody life.
Tomorrow is another day… I don’t know if this is the right thing to say but, I love you. And I will be praying for your recovery and strength. Jesus loves you too, and if you pour out all your pent up stress and emotions to him, he can help you, as he did for me. I hope you are doing okay…
Well i tend to come here once in a while to face one of the cold reality of life. That no matter how many friends you have, your family etc you still feel that sense of loneliness. Or maybe its just me idk. I don't think I've ever met anyone that I can truly express myself with. I'm married and have a baby on the way. And its not like my wife is bad or anything, I truly love her, and she loves me to in her own way. Its more of how the market value driven society is in general which she and I are a byproduct of. Everything, everyone, every interaction, every relationship seem like an investment. I can't really express my vulnerability in full with her or anyone during the times I feel empty inside and finding the world meaningless atimes. I see we over extend on things like status, job title, religion, money, all these human construct we created to find meaning of the world. But I see we put the cart before the horse, we put more emphasis and care on those things rather than whom we created it for, ourselves. The concept of God being loving tend to come with strings attached, as its with love for ourselves. Why can't we all just love and care for ourselves just for the sake of it. We are all in these ambiguous world of ours that neither of us had a say in before being born. Why don't we all of that collective understanding of ourselves that we are all in these confouding world together and try our best to live with one another. No hating of one's difference but rather seek understanding from it. They doesn't have to be a universal standard of living, even though we think we know of one. But we all know when we are being loved and know when are we not loved. The only time I think I can be open with my vulnerability is when I talk to a therapist, which seems disingenuous to me cause they are paid to listen. I can't count the number of times I've listened to someone's plight and see them get better, even though I had no answer to their problems but they felt relieved because someone listened to them without prejudice and lack of care. But ehh maybe I should just find content in listening to other's plight. I'll just bare my own by myself. Anyways I just came here to clear my head by typing this.
omg
It makes me feel sleepy, sometimes, at night.
I always find myself coming back to this, thank you so much. Not just for the music, but for the escape into nothingness.
man
There are a lot of normies in the comments who realized for the first time what it's like to be completely alone, lol. So, this cold haunts me all my life. I'm 24, I've never had anyone. There was no one I could trust. No friends, no comrades, NO ONE. I just didn't exist at school, no one talked to me, I didn't try to speak first. At the same time, I always needed communication, but I completely forgot how to do it. It's a life-long hell.
Apparently, I will be lonely until death.
I’m sorry to hear that you are struggling, I am in a very similar boat. 20M working a boring job with no girlfriend ever, still a virgin… Nevertheless, I will be praying for you, and hoping for something to conspire in your life to bring the light in your eyes again of joy and fulfillment. Take care my brother.
@@BrokeG37 Thank you. You too.
Uso esta canción para dormir desde hace muchísimo tiempo. Siempre me ha parecido tranquila e inocente, muy relajante y serena. Nunca había pensado que esto que me parece un "lugar seguro" para conciliar el sueño, entristece a muchas personas o relacionan la canción a algo triste y deprimente. Por cierto nunca he visto lain. Buena noches.
Eres de mi tipo ;9
I love solitude, the question of being less or more than a shadow, for me nothing matters, what matters is doing what I like as far as human ethics is possible, but this ethics has increasingly faded in a world in which the next possible evolution is robots, non-biological machines....I lost my parents as a child, I feel so cold and so sentimental, just like ice! so cold but so sensitive to heat, I avoid getting too close to people who want a hug or a relationship with me, I became autistic even though I don't have autism...it's strange and comforting at the same time.
Make me sad. Make me mad. Make me feel alright?
Yea
this song makes me feel relaxed and disconnected from everything, its weirdly good feeling even though I'm not that much of a person who feels lonely often, but I like being alone, and this song represents that feeling perfectly (Let's all love lain🗣🔊)
all i want is to feel the warmth of another person who i love dearly.
me when, in a dream, on a balcony
I love this masterpice
joy does indeed have a habit of returning ヽ(*´＾｀)ﾉ
i come back to this a lot
after all, everything is worthless
I miss Lain.
Having someone who emotionally abused you for years accuse you of being abusive is a special kind of hell. I donno how to move on, and I've just kinda pushed everyone away.
魂飛んでいきそうになる
we both listen to this as i lay my head on his back , and just be .
Just peaceful while looking at the moon and feeling the breeze ( also pointing the Glock on our head )
@@jawjaw8746 yessss <33
@@Fufu-kogeta ;3
"Why not just become a God and do whatever you want? That seems much easier than trying to be a Human"
ふと死んだ姉を思い出すとこの曲を聴きたくなる