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Ye almost the all class hates me for 0 reason fr 2 or 3 person likes me a bit 😢😅

Good luck buddy. ❤

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I mean you could break a building☠️ Ok i didnt mean it i was just playing so sorry

Absolute mythical find. Thanks algorithm🙏

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Great message of support Matthew, I’m sure you’re helping many.

I love vlogs! I’ll support you through!

Hope you get more subs and have a great day!

Well Said. Matthew, And Thank You .

Good ta hear yir doing well, wish you well and take care.

Well done for getting help. You are an inspiration for others. Keep up the good work 😊

You might want to turn down the music so that you can be heard because it was hard to hear you, not to mention distracting. Otherwise keep it up for as long it's fun or fulfilling❤

Matthew hope yir doing well, I have the Mittroffinof, done in 2004, as i had asked for that back in 1991, You have a Augmented bladder, as i do, and we get calculi from the moucos in the Reconstruction bladder, I try only to pass calculi when my bowels are emptying and hopefully pass the calculi, as my bladder and the urethra a still connected, as some have the bladder exit blocked , surgically, So when you have to pass a catheter into your bladder ,it may be part of the uti,s , As like mine we cant wash our urethra inside , if my words make any sense to you, And it must be uncomfortable passing the catheter into your bladder when you have a uti , Plus bladder spasms, from the Augmented bladder , I can understand it drags us down with Uti , and the antibiotics as some of them do cause side affects, . Its easy for me to say rather than having to face this fork in the road , what path to take, I found the Mittroffinof far better than straining to void and the damage that was done , but , its moved on , I hope you clear up the uti , and wish you well , Take care . Gerry Fairley from Glasgow, born 1969 .

I totally understand, Govan Glasgow was Quite nasty , I was put in a boxing ring, when 2, 1/2 yrs old, just before first op, 2nd op Queen Bohemian rhapsody song was at num1, and i was not to wash the pen line on my belly as being operated tomorrow, The nurse said, Thankfully changed days, It is hurtful when being degraded by others, i understand, So we must cross the bridge , the old saying water under the bridge, For our own mental health , Craig ferguson, and this amazing lady, with Facts on dealing with LIFE, while we still breath , Wish you well, I hung my gloves up few yrs ago, but kept my ace up my sleeve as we never know , The Romans might be comeing back , Craig ferguson, th-cam.com/video/DhfC1m-aTLE/w-d-xo.htmlfeature=shared

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Hope you can get some answers and relief soon. Take care.

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Keep pushing more effort more rewards 😊❤

Where do you wanna go Mathew?

Respect bro❤

Good luck with tiktok and the UTI! Hope your channel does well

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Hell yeah, nature is healing ❤

Thanks for sharing mate! you have a new sub!

Keep it up, buddy. You're doing great.

Try watching youtube tutorials for how to do OBS interviews, good luck with it!

Good video, glad you're open and honest about your struggles, looking forward to whatever you post in future

Hello, Matthew. For some reason, this video was randomly recommended to me after watching a tarot reading video. I saw that you had no views and that made me sad, so I came to give you at least one. I am so sorry to hear you are struggling with mental health. I have similar struggles that also make daily living and fitting in quite difficult, so I can empathize with you. You're a sweet man, don't give up on your dreams. ❤️‍🩹 Cheers from sunny Southern California. 🌞

Looking forward to your upcoming videos!

Glad you're back, good luck for the future

What's The Difference between God and a Dr, God doesn't think he is a Dr, Myself, born 1969 , Glasgow Scotland, with Extrophy Epispadis, I understand yir journey, Having to pick ourselves up and dust ourselves of and try agin, I find the Reshi mushroom powder 1gram a day in my Yorkshire tea and loins main 1 gram, Rather helpful, an Gives me heartburn , Not the tea, The Price !!!, i am Scottish, But i looked up my family name an orgin, And just like everyone else always gd and bad apples , Saw palmetto , helpful after on it for few months, Have my Mittroffinof, Made in Germany lol, Aachen Germany 2004, and between you and i , i do like a lot of english, Welsh, irish ,all walks of life, But plz dont tell anyone i said i like the english, My second name , orgin 700 yrs ago Ayrshire, via , rots in Yorkshire, and Rots in Caen France, so close enough to Aachen , My Father,s line born 1782 ,Hamilton Scotland, whent to Australia with 2 of his oldest sons, and many down under , Love skippy the Kangaroo 🦘, TV Series, even young i think people understood skippy better than humans a lot of the time , Maybe this gerry cinnamon from glasgow song an vid , th-cam.com/video/MCtIuOHQDjo/w-d-xo.htmlfeature=shared Wish you well ,

Its ok to have mental health issues like this just remember i care your family cares someone cares have a wonderful day

Hope yir Doing Well, My name is Gerry Fairley from Glasgow Scotland, born 1969, With Extrophy Epispadis, and thanks to ABC, Support Group Thanks to them i am still here, that was back in the Late 90,s, I take 1 gram of Reshi and loinsmain mushroom powder and has helped, Take care .

I got bullied a lot at school. I remember coming home from school, going to the bathroom and cry often. Interestingly, one of my school bullies contacted me on facebook years later. He was a doctor now practicing in Turkey. He apologised for all the harm he may have caused me. Many bullies grow old and wise. Thanks for sharing this story Matthew, I wish more people were kind and considerate like you.

Hi Matthew I really hope you'll read this comment, I just discover you and I think that I really think that I'm one of those who can deeply understand you because it's 25 years that I live with the same condition. I'll try to share my experience (sorry for my English, I'm Italian) i was born with bladder extrophy and epispadias, I'm one of those who is considered "lucky" because I've had only 5 surgery and now except for bladder infections, I'm almost fine fiscally but not mentally. For my experience I think that people born with bladder extrophy (including myself obviously) are pretty false whit themself and the others and I say that not only in a bad way. When I was a teen I surely started to be attracted to the other sex but I don't know if it is because I was not really mature but I didn't worry about what the girls that I met think about me and my condition. I even start a relationship with my first girlfriend and I was happy for 2 years. After some time when she cheated on me saying that I wasn't really a "man" and we break up (I was 17 at the time) I start to think deeply about my condition and how it effect my sentimental life and my relationship also with my group of friend. I start to blame myself for being born with this condition and i really began to think that at the end of the day I was not worthy of a relationship and to be happy with someone of the opposite sex. After a year I met another girl and I started another relationship that will end the same way of the other after 1 year and an half and for the same reason. At 20 I met another girl who I thought she was comprehensive and deep but after another year the relationship ended the same way of the others but after that I don't know if it was because I was more mature I start to feel mentally bad, I had panic attacks, nervous breakdown when I can't breathe or move. Now I'm 25 and I really can't think of how false we are with ourself: when we feel good is because we don't think deeply at how this pathology effect our lives for example for sure its happened to a lot of us that when you're going out with a group of friends to know some girls you end up in the situation where you don't know what to do because if you met someone that maybe wants to sleep with you, you don't know what will be her reaction (to me happened a lot of times that we ended up in bed but they say that they never experienced something like that and that they don't know if they were able to have sex with me, like I was a sorta of a coursed man). I think that we live In a double reality, we think that we are ok when our minds are oriented in some other ways for example like study or work but when we think about our condition we surely start to contemplate suicide because at the end we live in a society were man like us will always be a lot of step under the others. We fake our lives to think that someday something will change but we know that it's impossible. We see society moving towards gender equality and doing campaign to sensitize on women physical condition like endometriosis and we see them been depicted like heroes who can fight every problem but we are always considered, also after a lot of surgery (some of that very serious and invasive), pain and emotional damage less than a man. Sorry for my pessimist view of life but I think that to be healthy we need to look deeply at reality. Happy Christmas Matthew, hope you'll fight everyday.

It is getting the best of me unfortunately Very hard to put a smile on your face when you wake up everyday with the same defect😞😞😞😞