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0:00 (disclaimer) this this is an exploration of my deepest and darkest thoughts I hope you can learn something from it I know sometimes life can be tough but I want you to know that you are loved and even though time's is not easy I want you to know you still have me and I hope you can push through all the problems in front of you I pray for you

0:35 hey god- hey god I'll take off my facade I'm being real with you. I don't know where to start lately, I've been feeling down I look up to you, but you never look down I wear heart on my sleeves, I wear my pain like crown so everybody can see what I have built from the ground I never ask anything, too much for you to give all I want in life is some peace with the way that I live I still hope you can forgive all the wrongs I've done, just to get something I can achieve god in you, I still believe I hope I can live life like Adam and Eve hey god lately, my life has been hard I have nobody to talk to, too scared to, purple heart I hope you will protect me cause you are my bodyguard I'd send you my regard regret I couldn't change I thought about revenge but that would be insane freedom comes from restraint I learned that if you take yourself out of the situation than you will see that all along there is the solution hey god I've done so many sins. Do you still have forgiveness for who's gon make amends I hope you still have forgiveness left in your heart cause living in this hurtful earth is really really hard when times is hard, I will stand by you when eyes are blind, I still went and go follow you I know that sometimes challenges arose makes it hard for you but forever I will always follow truth if God is real, then why have he never come upon me they say that god will always come here, show me mercy well, I can say there is so many sins I couldn't tell If I die right now, then I'll probably go to hell 17 years looking for love in this world full of evil, yeah, its tough I hope I can find someone that I can trust

3:00 hurt myself, I hurt myself just to be like you I hurt myself just to be the true est version of myself I hurt myself just so I can be like what you want even though it's something I would've never done you know in life you gotta put yourself first but I didn't do that cause I know it’s gonna hurt somebody around me, you know i feel bad I dont want to ruin all the things that we had you know I would just go sacrifice myself cause my whole life, it has been like hell I keep it all inside, that's why you can't tell but now I put it all out, I hope you take it well I hurt myself just to be like you I hurt myself just to be the true est version of myself I hurt myself just so I can be like what you want even though it's something I would've never done you know in life you gotta put yourself first but I didn't do that cause I know it’s gonna hurt somebody around me, you know i feel bad I dont want to ruin all the things that we had my life, I take it further that it's ever been my career, has been bigger than you've ever seen I know that it may seem like everything, it's alright but deep down, I feel like I just might fucking blow up in this city I'm fucking tired searching for validity from People who clearly doesn't give a shit about me I hurt myself just to be like you I hurt myself just to be the true est version of myself I hurt myself just so I can be like what you want even though it's something I would've never done

4:52 talk to me... talk to me I didn't know why you can't (talk to me) why is it so hard for you to go and (talk to me) I feel like it's something you should have known (talk to me) but lately, I've been feeling alone (talk to me) these past few days have been rough having to fight all the mental problems alone, got no love I wonder if I can push through this, it's really tough but if I'm here with you, I know that would be enough strength to push it through I wish I'm here with you I am hurting, and I know that you're actually hurting too I just want you to please say something cause every time I'm with you, happiness is what you bring still I didn't know why you can't (talk to me) why is it so hard for you to go and (talk to me) I feel like it's something you should have known (talk to me) but lately, I've been feeling alone (talk to me) how would I've known how you've been if you never tell me you what happened to your life, I'm just saying I just really wanted to talk to you, heart to heart even though with the way you cope, i know it's really hard for you, i want you to know you can always have me and I'll promise I will make you happy I didn't know why you can't (talk to me) why is it so hard for you to go and (talk to me) I feel like it's something you should have known (talk to me) but lately, I've been feeling alone (talk to me)

6:42 I don't deserve you. I don't deserve you still, I want to be here with you I do love you I'm feeling lost again I got no clue I don't know what to do without you I need someone to talk to still, I don't want to bother you I hope that you have some time cause lately I really don't feel fine lately, I feel like my life on the decline i don't know where to go. i see no sign I hope when I need you, ur on my line I hope I don't waste your time lately, I've been feeling down I've got nobody around my feelings are lost, and baby, it needs to be found now I'm lost in the noise it's been a long time since I hear your voice I don't deserve you still, I want to be here with you I do love you I'm feeling lost again I got no clue I don't know what to do without you with this, I hope you can hear all my cry, i shed a tear being alone is my fear I really wish you were here please don't leave me alone baby, please answer your phone why do I feel like nobody knows me I guess this is what you called lonely I don't deserve you still, I want to be here with you I do love you I'm feeling lost again I got no clue I don't know what to do without you

10:05 last letter_ no matter what you choose, I still love you no matter what you do, I still love you no matter what I've done, I still love you forgive me for my wrong, I still love you no matter what you choose, I still love you no matter what you do, I still love you no matter what I've done, I still love you forgive me for my wrong, I still love you I know shit is difficult, we grew up differently, but you know sometimes I wish that you could see from my light, that's on my sight, things never go the way that it's should you know there are so many things that I wish we could do when everything has ended don't shed a tear cause I'm grateful that you're here, raised by a peer who is my parent but are more like a friend I wish things were different, but we all know that it depends on me, of I can see, the brighter future sitting in the sea but sadly, life is darker, than it's ever be, harder in reality all I'm trying to do in life is to find sanity peace and tranquility, sitting in heaven by the sea, feels like I could be in my happiest moment, far away from evil, than I’ll reach eternity when I'm gone, know that I'm eternally happy no matter what you choose, I still love you no matter what you do, I still love you no matter what I've done, I still love you forgive me for my wrong, I still love you no matter what you choose, I still love you no matter what you do, I still love you no matter what I've done, I still love you forgive me for my wrong, I still love you

13:53 the end~ this is the end of the road I know it's dark and it's cold know that you're never alone welcome home

TH-cam recommend me that one... So I'll comment to engage your song, bud.

the first verse already hits hard brother, hope u become a famous artist brother new sub edit: next boywithuke maybe? (cuz emotional songs)

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30:05 chorus 32:31 chorus

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Itu mayo yg tumpah siapa yg ngelap?

Sangat sigma! Aku skibidi sekali 😇😇😇

7:36 best part

pencahayaannya gelap ini gk ada estetiknya sm sekali… editornya gimana ini

editannya alay... suaranya gk enak gausah maksain pake autotune.,,

gelap banget bos.. siapa ini editornya,,, kampungan..

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knp banyak yg nonton y

grafik vid bok*p

My dad would love this

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