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This is a channel which will be about a bunch of things, mental health issues, addiction, society, relationships and maybe some gaming here and there. There will be ranting. There will also be some other more fun things talked about because I don't want it to seem too depressing. It will be a very open channel. I encourage people to become a part of this and show support for mental illness and help end the stigma, educate and support others as well. It might seem like things are all over the place but that's how my mind works. Plus there is just too much too talk about.
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This is a channel which will be about a bunch of things, mental health issues, addiction, society, relationships and maybe some gaming here and there. There will be ranting. There will also be some other more fun things talked about because I don't want it to seem too depressing. It will be a very open channel. I encourage people to become a part of this and show support for mental illness and help end the stigma, educate and support others as well. It might seem like things are all over the place but that's how my mind works. Plus there is just too much too talk about.
Whisper Wednesday - Episode #28
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I’m about to quit vaping as well. Did you stay off?
I got akithisia from caplyta it’s hell on earth
Don't worry bro you are not alone I can tell you that. It feels like the end of the world, but in reality it's not that big a deal at the end of the day Trust me I've been there, I can relate on missing out on opportunities talking to pretty women. I've dealt with that pain of regret. I have social anxiety, that's the one thing that holds me back. I've missed like 2 big opportunities recently with girls I found attractive, like I was so close to mustering up the courage to talk to them, the opportunities were wide open, but I just couldn't. But There will absolutely be plenty more opportunities in the future trust me on that. Don't beat yourself up about it.
Btw memory loss is another dreaded symptom of Abilify
You seem to sleep well on Abilify, do you take any other medication?
I'm on Abilify shots also, and i feel the cold worse than before. I hate forced antipsychotic injections
Wtf
😭😭😭I’ve had this many years now. Fk I’ve been running from my death everyday. I’m sorry you got dipped into meds. Please look up the Walsh protocol or his clinics for mental health. You’re not fked you’ve got nutrient deficiencies and possibly environmental factors so it’s Epigenetics genes and nutrients. Why couldn’t they switch you from shot to pill
These damages are not "nutrient deficiencies"
I bet kava and or red vein kratom would help akathisia. Ashwagandha might help too.
It helps a bit. Red strains etc. I can confirm that. Opiate will suppress for a second but it breaks through. Same with about anything you try. You get a few days and it starts to work less and less and then akathisia breaks through. You reach the end of the internet when you suffer chronic akathisia for years. I’m going on 4 yrs+ of pacing akathisia and severe inner akathisia. My inner has lessened some, but tardive dystonia erupts along with the akathisia and that has only worsened or has at least remained unchanged. Trying to live with this pain is nearly impossible. I have lost 24 friends to chronic akathisia and other BIND and antidepressant injuries since March 2021. That’s platoon level kind of stuff. I can’t believe it’s even real.
@@kevk741 I wish you didn't have to deal with that shit. I have been there, but I am not there now.
Are you still around, all good, i hope !? Plan going to Japan this autumn.
I've been on the generic brand of abilify 2mg for a month. What's the best way to get off of it to stop taking it.
check out the online forum -surviving antidepressants-lots of info and support there. i wish you the best!
if you're having trouble with abilify try strong high thc cannabis. trust me! if you wanna get better
I started on it 3 months ago - IT WORKS! However, I think it's given me very itchy arms. Anyone else got this?
Thank you good sir for sharing your journey and inspiring.
2 weeks it made some changes... ok 2 weeks Mr. Unqualified psychiatrist.
Abillify made my suicidal urges so much worse I thought I was going to lose control of myself, the akathasia made me restless and I would wake up at 4 every morning, not being able to fall asleep. I felt like I was dying and that I was going to die anyways before even killing myself. Fuck this shit
I go through the same. I talk to a therapist, and I'm on buspar, and Prozac. I know the struggle
my friend had heart attack years ago and just had his leg removed. The nursing home put him on rexalti and he was unconsious for days. The family complained and didn't know why he was on it and said to stop so they secretly switched him to abilify. He said he felt very weard and unwell. He just had a stroke in the nursing home and ended up back in the hospital in icu, not looking good for him at 63 years old. He was also up at night yelling and screaming.
We are All different. There are drugs I did not tolerate and drugs that worked well. Abilify is given by injection or various dose tablets for different disorders. I take 2mg Abilify and I'm good. I should not have to say this BUT not everything on the internet is true. I know that's hard for some people to believe.
You seem so rad. I wish this life was better suited for us earthlings. I don't know you, but I love you. You're free from those chains now, Brandon. <3
I been on it for a year now and I'm telling you it's absolutely horrible drug. I really don't think it's useful for mental illness.
I was prescribed Abilify by my psychiatrist to take in conjunction with my Zoloft, for OCD. I am so glad I read online reviews before taking it. I cannot believe something like this is prescribed so Willy nilly given the horrible side effects. It’s actually so disturbing to me. And makes me question the judgement and credibility of my psych and many others .
You are very smart unlike I was. You have saved yourself incredible pain. God bless you.
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Man I took abilify for almost a year and I had a bad experience with it. I would spend less time doing the I loved. I got tired easily. Whenever I played Wii sports boxing I kept losing matches to opponents that I usually won against. I rarely laughed and thing that really made me laugh was this one part from two broke girls. My brain was in a fog so I didn't do so well on quizzes (I did better on the quizzes once I was off the abilify I did so much better on the quizzes). But the worst part was when my arm started shaking uncontrollably. I thought I might have developed Parkinson's but once I was off the medication the shaking stopped.
I am going through akathisia and I'm dying I took the shot and have no escape
Inspiring.
Reading the comments...I am on abilify 2 weeks now. 2 x 10mg in the morning. No acathesia, no problem thinking. I am calmer (that's what others say to me) and I don't have a lot of anger. I don't particularly feel hyper but I can't say i feel down.
How many mg were you on with abilify
i was on it years ago i got off it because of the bad side effects i was having.
Ohh yeah ! Every now and then it does that to me. When it happens its done
Hi I realize this is an old video do you still have akinesia
Icantthinkonthesemeds
Iamtooforcedtotakethisstuff
I pace all the time on the injection. I’m convinced that I was misdiagnosed with schizophrenia and borderline personality disorder and am forced to take Abilify. I’ve gotten off mental health meds many times before but this one is a serious problem. My psychiatrist won’t listen to me and is keeping me on it. My tendons in my wrists and feet and my calf muscles also tense up by themselves often but I’m not sure what that is other than it’s drug related. I don’t feel anything, not even numb and have put this down to dissociating all the time. I’m gonna try again to get off it though. I was threatened with being kicked out of my home where I live with my grandmother due to her fear of me becoming psychotic and violent. My psychiatrist put this fear in her. If I “relapse” I will be faced with court ordered injections or end up on the streets. I don’t know how to get out of this one
Bro I can’t fuckin tell you I much I sympathize. I was one of the lucky ones….i had seizures from it. Felt like someone took a taser to the bottom part of my brain. Never been so scared in my life.
have you ever gone med free
Thanks
In order to fight against abilify and forced mental health treatment. You will need to top up Forest fires and make them even bigger anyway possible in order to burn up taxpayers money needed for forced mental health treatment and abilify. If they use force drug you then they are at war with you. You can fight back by forest fires.
They are forcing me to assume this garbage the only way to escape is to go in another country that is not this shithole of Italy
If you want to quit smoking and not suffer like this, read Ellen Carr's book. You will thank me later. Because with this book you will not feel bad when you quit smoking, in fact you will feel better. I know it's unbelievable, but I promise it's the truth
hey man i fee for you on girs. i use to be great at them. now they a ghosting me in instagram. cos nobody ikes me either. its because im terribe. pus the meds. these meds ruined our character
Severe akathsia is very rarely permanent. It gets better. Some aspects of it may become permanent. But if you're in extremely severe akathisia, then don't think that's what you'll be stuck with. Definitely work your way off of any med that's causing it as quickly as you can without throwing yourself into severe withdrawal though. I've had severe akathisia 3 times in 15 years. The first time was for over a year and I became very suicidial. Yes it most definitely can be THAT bad, but the permanent aspect for me is that now I'm prone to it from various substances. Even stuff I wouldn't expect to cause it. But it always goes away once I get away from that substance. Some much more mild aspects of it can be permanent, and even that is rare. that's it. Otherwise, it DOES get better, you just have to stay alive until it does.
Congrats I do the same thing now drink utube pass out now I'm paying for it thanks going to ask about campral
Ability caused though of nystagmus but better doctor said it caused me dystonia. My eyeballs rolling around in my head. Hurts help my insane psychiatrist just tells me I need to stay on it forever and she signed a form where if I stop taking it I'll go to the mental hospital for months. Retarded in sk Saskatchewan. Controlling doctors I need to be drug free plus get a green card for medicinally herb mj.
Abilify made me more anxious. I don't remember why but I remember around the time I was taking Abilify I had to take a survey about how anxious I was and I answered a 10/10 for every question. I guess I did a pretty good job at masking it because my mom was pretty surprised when we took the survey together
I started abilify yesterday and it made me so numb and sad, I cried several times, walked around my house the whole day and vomited three times it was horrible. Not going to take it ever again.
Your video really resonates with how I feel most days. This level of anxiety I have is crippling. My medication doesn't really help other than supress physical symptoms.
I pray you are still sober. I am starting this today. I started drinking a couple years ago because of sadness and boredom. So far I tried the pill form of vivitrol the naltrexone and it only lets me drink more while stay in control. I'm sure I spell like a brewery all the time and I'm scared I'll get in trouble seeming sober to myself. I had gastric bypass so on blood work after 2 shots has been 3 times the legal limit... So imagine what I really am and I'll seen like the sober one in a group of drinking people.
Sup dude
I wanted to address the permanence issue; 1) unfortunately, there is not enough research on akathisia. 2) Specialists like Dr. David Healy say that it can “residually” remain there, which is very different from staying at an acute stage. 3) According to a deprescriber, Dr. Shipko, he has never seen cases beyond 7 years off causative meds. I now know these cases exist, yet they are very rare. Keep the hope, keep moving forward.