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Ellen Bitzegaio
United States
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 5 พ.ค. 2010
This channel is about vlogs. I'll talk politics, sports, science, celebrities, lgbtqia+ issues, polyamory, life in general, farming, probably read some of your letters on air (once I set up a P.O.Box) and do some comedy skits and even an interview or two. I also hope to work with other youtubers and if one day I can afford it...attend the conventions so that I can meet you all face to face. Pardon the basic look of my channel, as I learn...I will improve it.
Larry Bird speaks at opening of Larry Bird museum. My video of the speeches.
Larry Bird speaks at opening of Larry Bird museum. My video of the speeches.
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update on my life (sorry for the long absence)
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Just a short video to update everyone on my life.
Life Update and a talk about Ariel Scarcella
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I talk about things going on in my life and where I have been over the last year and then have a talk about Ariel Scarcella and the transphobic stuff she has been saying.
Food Mukbang - Impossible Whopper
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I try the impossible whopper. I give my honest opinion of the sandwich.
Problems
มุมมอง 815 ปีที่แล้ว
I talk about how I am feeling in the days and weeks since coming out. Both good and bad.
Boat ride at the lake
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Come and join me in a relaxing boat ride at my family's private lake.
My Music Collection
มุมมอง 225 ปีที่แล้ว
I shot a fun video just talking about my music collection. If anyone wants to donate, recommend a place to look (recommend a day job as I need one)...please leave a comment...let me know.
Q&A - What is it like to be yourself?
มุมมอง 345 ปีที่แล้ว
In this video I take a day and just sit and answer questions that people have and do a little rambling. lol.
Coming out of the dark
มุมมอง 965 ปีที่แล้ว
I talk about my journey and lgbtqia history and future and come out of the closet as transgender.
Vlog 3 - Banks of the Wabash Festival 2019
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Me and my friend go to the Banks of the Wabash Festival. I talk about me, the channel, ask questions and show some footage I hope went well with rides. Hopefully, one of my last vlogs using a kindle.
VID 20190328 173015
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New vlog. Reintroducing myself after a 2 year hiatus. Pardon the scruffy look, have felt lazy about shaving the last few days. Also, sorry about all the background noise, it is what happens when you do a vlog outside and I am still trying to learn how to do the editing, hopefully next vlog I won't have that issue.
New vlog, talking about Gun control
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Gun control, politics, violence, death. When do we say enough is enough and demand change?
New vlog, PTSD, Anxiety and depression issues.
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I open up about my very long absence and the mental health issues I have. My hope is to find some help, understanding and maybe a friend or two. I promise, I will be recording some better stuff going forward and more often. And no, I don't always get this lazy about shaving that I get a full beard. This video was recorded a couple of weeks ago, but couldn't get it to upload because of a glitch.
(7 years later) searching for my biological father
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This video is about finding my biological father. If you would like to help, please share this video with everyone you can, especially if you live anywhere in New York or may know this man. Here is the information that I know - William Daniel Thomas (58-63), Syracuse, NY. In 1976-1977 he was US Army, PFC stationed at Ft. Benning in Georgia. That's all of the information I have on him, aside fro...
US Military Lesbian Couple in Kuwaiti Prison
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US Military Lesbian Couple in Kuwaiti Prison
My Abuse Story - As in my story to tell.
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My Abuse Story - As in my story to tell.
So, I am a straight man that fully supports the LGBT community. Say I go to a place that has a men's room and a multi-stall gender neutral restroom. Should I use the gender neutral room to support the concept or should I just stick to the men's room?
@WeLoveAtheism479I don't understand how you can be anti-religion but also a satanist. The logic that makes one an atheist would seem applicable to all supernatural spirits. Which country has the best form of governess currently?
@@ThePelagicHermit modern day Satanism is atheistic it’s about the worship of one’s self. Basically a humanist worldview where are you treat yourself and everyone as a god. I hope that made sense I’m not very good at explaining things.
@@ThePelagicHermit So in a way Satanism is Anti-religion.
@thewarrior90 Thanks I do appreciate the explanation. The devil is in the details I guess.
@@ThePelagicHermit Very welcome!
Are you into Blackpink yet? I am certain you would like them.
Old video, but whatever. I'm extreme right, jfyi. We know where so-called "gun crime" is highest and who commits them. Things are worse in cities, blue cities especially, and within certain "communities". If you name off of the top of your head, the crime capitals in the US, look into those factors. It's not fun availability, per se. Also, someone like me will never give an inch because everyone else on tour side of the issue, idntheybwlreally for their way, DOES want to GREATLY restrict gun ownership and use, if not ban it outright. Most crimes are committed with pistols and it's not even close. Gin stores can sell your KIDS guns? You must have a different definition of "kid". Why does the time a background check takes matter? Anyway, you don't seem to know the law for buying guns, federally, which applies to every state.
Hi new friends her sending support to your vlogs and channel
I appreciate that. Welcome. 🤗 I tried to watch your videos, but unfortunately do not understand your language, so a little hard to know what you are saying. But, I hope you are doing well and having a good day.
::hugs::
Hugs back.
Ah yes, talk about your "journey" without discussing your csa. Come on.
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"Apostle to the homosexual and the transsexual": th-cam.com/video/oMCcMX-rApM/w-d-xo.html
Your pfp makes me sick 😷
Heads will roll
Dan....if you are froggy, leap.
Leviticus 20:13 "If a man has sexual relations with a man as one does with a woman, both of them have done what is detestable. They are to be put to death; their blood will be on their own heads." 1 Timothy 1:9-10 "We also know that the law is made not for the righteous but for lawbreakers and rebels, the ungodly and sinful, the unholy and irreligious, for those who kill their fathers or mothers, for murderers, 10 for the sexually immoral, for those practicing homosexuality, for slave traders and liars and perjurers-and for whatever else is contrary to the sound doctrine" 1 Corinthians 6:9-10 9 "Or do you not know that wrongdoers will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor men who have sex with men"[a] 10 "nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God."
Dan....1. If you are threatening me. Dare ya. Find me and have at it. If you kill me, fine. But you had better end my life. If you don't, you will wish you had. 2. Since you bring up Leviticus....here is some bible trivia for you. Did you know that the verse was changed? Look for a bible published prior to 1940. The older, the better. Why? Read the verse. You will clearly see that the bible says young boy and not man. Meaning that this verse spoke against pedophilia and not gay men or women. Now, you might ask...why was it changed? To cover up the crimes of the church and deflect their crimes onto what adults do with other adults. You don't have to believe me, but...you should look it up. Just before you turn all Psycho killer on me....at least make sure you are going after the right people.
@@WolfsDE The verse speaks against normal men who have a relationship with another normal man. Not with young boys or something other, it doenst means much to look it up in the internet. And for first you stay alive. But a country will get a soon a glorious and consequent leadership, what will destroy all countries what try to sin. God is with us he against Satanists.
@@dan1xz Dan....dan....you poor poor baby. If you think you can get me, come for me. I am not afraid to die.
@@WolfsDE "When someone says, "You're a dreamer." I can only answer, "You idiot.. If I weren't a dreamer, where would we be today?" "I've always believed in Germany. You said I was a dreamer." "I've always believed in the rise of the Reich. You said I was a fool." "I've always believed in our return to power. You said I was mad." "I've always believed in an end to poverty! You said that was utopian!" "Who was right? You or me!? I was right!" - Adolf Hitler
@@dan1xz I just want you to know, 600 people now know about your threats. Something happens to me....you won't like the results. And....as a German myself....Hitler was a piece of dogshit that stained humanity. The world is better off without him.
You wont be safe by deleting comments. We are here. Await us
I am here. If you think you can find me, do so. But I don't think you are smart enough nor have the balls to find me.
Also, I rarely delete a comment. Something like this makes great evidence for the FBI. Just saying.
I remember you. You were really going through what your family thought about you, etc.
You know me? I ask because I don't recognize your face or voice. I am trying to figure out who you are. If you do know me...find me on Facebook, Twitter or Storyfire. Same name as my channel. (Though just EllenB on Storyfire because nobody can pronounce my last name, even to this day).
Ellen Bitzegaio ....I were speaking of the guy in the video.
That is me. I came out last year as transgender. Before then, my name was Jason.
Ellen Bitzegaio .....yes, yes Ellen ( love that name) ...Jason the name I remember. You were really going thru during the same time being at a crossroad. It just so good seeing you again. You can “See” me in my TH-cam channel: Simply Moon Child. Please subscribe. I will upload a new video about relationships tomorrow 07/16/2020. Also, I am a natural reader. I can see how far you have come up regarding that painful ordeal. In time, you will have another crossroad to take...and that my friend, will be a very joyous decision you will ever make. Blessings Be Upon Thee and Thy Seed 🕯
Okay, you seem to know me. But I looked at your channel. I can't figure out who you are. Send me a message. I am really trying to figure this out. It isn't ringing a bell as to who you are by voice and face alone. I am already in a crossroads in my life. Going through a divorce, having to move back with family so I can get disability help and then trying to transition and it going slow. On top of it, moving into a new place. So a lot of things going in my life. Everyday feels like a crossroads I face because of something happening in my life. So it wouldn't surprise me to face more going forward.
Thank you.
Congratulations on finding yourself. I am happy for you and wish you the best ❤
I know this is a late comment. For me, with my PTSD... and I’m really trying to word this in a way that is as uplifting as I mean it, and not as much of a bummer as it sounds. I used to have nightmares every night and wake up angry, wake up on the floor, wake up with my arms in the air, or wake up talking/crying/screaming. I still have nightmares, and that’s what makes it “chronic” and “doesn’t go away” BUT MOST days I wake up from a nightmare now feeling refreshed, forgetting about the nightmare... those things that keep cycling back, those things that done go away, they eventually have less of an effect on you/bother you less (at least with me) I still have serious social fears. I still misinterpret a lot of things. I still piss people off with my misunderstandings/confusion. But at the end of the day, it’s gotten so much easier over time, and life has become enjoyable again even if I’m not “the way I was.”
Ok challenge accepted. I gotta try one now. 😂. But with pickles!!
Much love 💘
Thank you and much love back to you. Please...help my channel grow as well. (Like/Share/Subscribe/notification bell). I am hoping to grow this into something where I can make a living and I intend (once I get memory and the monopod) to take everyone on the journey as I transition. Shopping for clothes, figuring out my sizes, learning how to do make up, eventually even medical stuff if I get lucky enough to get to a point where I can afford to look into top/bottom surgery. I know that might seem odd...to give people that much access...but I just want people to see how crazy a transition really is. I want to provide that education because I don't see it out there from others very often. Which I understand...for many of us...that stuff is personal and only so much we want to share of ourselves. But, the hard part is...nobody is willing to be the guinea pig and break down the barriers so people really know what we go through. Now, I won't break the TOS on youtube with what I post...but I will try to film as much as possible and where I can. But, I am still learning on where I can film because some stores, just don't allow it.
All About having a fun time and it was cool of you doing this video definitely haft to get the equipment so visual will be better thank you for posting this
Ooof, that wind was killing your audio bud. 😉. Great start though. IKR The Haute with a roundabout! 😂 How progressive.
thank you for sharing your story
Thank you so much for telling the world about my story and all your concerns. Im safe back in the USA now. You are a great man for this and I love you! Sorry for my late ass response to your video but its been hard for me to look back at that situation. But You Sir took time out to cover my story and you deserve a response. I appreciate you. #INNOCENT #LGBTQ
Mo Dzl You are very welcome. I am glad to hear that you are back home. To know that the person directly involved saw this, is beyond amazing to me. I am on facebook if you ever want to add me as a friend. I have twitter as well, but haven't been on in awhile. I hope in some way, maybe the few of us who spoke out about your story, helped bring you home. I know it can't be easy to relive the experience, as someone who has ptsd, I know experiences like that never leave you. It is always a part of who you are. While my issues probably pale in comparison, just know, you have a friend if you want it.
I did add u on FB so u can message me. I would love to speak to the ones that helped free me. ☮
Thanks for sharing your story
Speak up. You look stupid.
Grow up.
Tom Thompson What does this have to do with anything? I am a 40 year old man. Talking about something that happened in my 20's that effected who I am, even years later. Empathy for others is not anything to do with not being a grown up. What you may see as a weakness, I see as the source of my strength.
You are not responsible for the ignorance of your race's ignorance. Gay or black doesn't mean bad. Black means a color not a person. To me, gay doesn't mean bad it means genetic mutation. But thats how I have come to see it. I'm not trying to be rude or ignorant but quite the opposite. I feel, if a person can be born with two bodies, or 3 legs, or 2 heads then certainly a person can be born gay. Racism is bad, is a person's sad, and unfortunate upbringing. Racism is child abuse. Hindering your child from developing a love for all of the human race. We are all humans because we are all hues of different shades of colors but the same nonetheless.
What an emasculated pussy
You are all those things and more ...
besides I'm black stupid .
self hating racists
So many of my white frenz think I'm imagining such things....
I am sorry that is the case. However, I hope as more people speak out, we will start to finally address the problems and find solutions. Change our racist society into one with more equality.
Well then, I'm happy for you, congratulation. I'm sure Denny would want you to be happy as well. Wish you and your partner the very best! Blessings.
Jason, I do hope that Denny is watching and listening to your story as well. In saying that, I hope that you two beautiful souls will eventually reunite. Blessings
CountessMaria Love I wish it were possible, but I now live 2104 miles away in California. I haven't seen Denny in 18 years. I will always remember Denny very fondly, but I have sense married and am in a better place now than I was then. But I will never forget those times and always will hope to find out that Denny is doing well and happy.
Charles - bisexual. And atheist. Your point is? Contraband Joe - awww.....you really like me!!! Lol. Do you honestly think I am a snowflake? If I were, then this is a snowflake with a flamethrower and I can BBQ your ass.
A few clarifications.... 1. No, I don't think I like you, your weird... 2. Yes, I KNOW you are a snowflake.. 3. You ain't BBQ'in shit......
You are the text book example of a limp wrist snowflake... Your a sad example of a man of any race... Go whine to someone else snowflake..... LOL LOL
ContraBand Joe Troll!
Sean Volker SNOWFLAKE
Awe.... I have someone who has a crush on me. Very flattering, but I am married and don't date white supremacist assholes.
Jason Bitzegaio just like a flaming out of closet lib you make uneducated, wild assumptions about people and individuals. Typical of limp wristed snow flakes as yourself. Im Asian troll.. the total antithesis of your fantasies... hahahaha!!! Hahahaha!!
First off, thank you for subbing to me. Second, I know this video has been almost 2 years since its been posted. I do hope had found him and if you haven't I do wish the best of luck to you. Regardless i will share this video. Again Good luck.
Great video ... I could see your true raw emotions ... good luck to you in the future . You have a very true soul
Thank you. I honestly wasn't even sure if anyone had ever really been paying attention to what I was posting. I am hoping to get back to making videos in a couple of weeks, ones that will be a lot more interesting than me just sitting at a desk and talking, but some will still be this style as well, depending on what I want to talk about. I will have a new device, I'm hoping I can find something that will work to let me make videos, even if they aren't the best....because I miss doing it. But, yeah...I am going to speak with that emotion because to me it seriously matters. I have a deep love for people on this planet...I know how good people are capable of being...and I know how ugly they are capable of being as well. I've dated and been friends with many different people in my life...and if the relationship went south, still a huge part of me hopes that every single one finds happiness and love, somewhere. I thank you very much for the kind words. I hope you consider subscribing to my channel. Know that I always will be on the side of humanity, not on the side of hate and ignorance. I don't profess to be perfect, I'm learning new things every day. I share information with people as I learn it. I figure if I'm learning something new, that means others don't know about this as well. Some may, some might not. But I always try to share. Knowledge is power...and I like the idea of the people having a collective power so they can end horrific things like racism, sexism, homophobia and any form of bigotry, really.
What white people did to other races??? are you referring to ALL white people?? only 7% of the American South ever owned a slave prior to 1865. Overall, the percentage was 2% of the entire population of the US owned slaves... so 98% of white people never did anything to other races.... know your history idiot....
NES is great
+RetroR0bbie Agreed. I loved the NES growing up. Still do today.
snes and nes are my fave systems ever by a wide margin. snes does edge nes for me though
For me, the NES will always hold the edge, but I suppose that has to do with age of the gamer. Being that I'm nearing 40 (I turn 39 in September), I grew up with it. So it's always going to be the system close to my heart. I know it should be the Atari 2600, since it was the first system I ever played...and while I do love it....the NES was always the most special. I look at Super Mario Bros, remember when as a kid, we got the NES for christmas, and our reactions to playing this new system for the first time. I look at The Legend of Zelda, and remember how I felt seeing it in the store, how I knew that gold case, that different than every other game look it had....and how it changed my life the moment I put that cartridge in and we all played it the first time. Or when my mom, bored and flipping through tv channels, gets a phone call and the channel is stopped on QVC, and they are talking about an NES game I didn't know about, but they showed gameplay of it. Clash At Demonhead. I fell in love with that game from the start, and my mom could see it. She was laughing and enjoying seeing the footage, and for the first time ever, ordered something from the tv. We were happy we did, and my cousin was as well...as he got a copy for christmas from us as well. But it became one of my favorite games ever. I still remember my displeasure with how bad The Wizard and Super Mario Bros. movies were, but my love for how good Super Mario 2 and Super Mario 3 both were. Because of the NES, I have a lifelong love of Castlevania and Final Fantasy games. Metroid, Kid Icarus and Kirby's Adventure and Tetris....all because of the NES. Don't get me wrong, I love the SNES as well, and once I get the NES where I want it, the SNES is my next target to retro collect for. But, I know due to budget reasons, I'll never have the kind of collection many people have. (Unless I get lucky and either this channel starts taking off or I win the lotto, lol). But I don't want this to be a gaming only channel, I want gaming to be a big part of it, but I want to talk about many things, learn from many people...have others learn from many people as well. That's what my show is going to be about, and no...it won't be a youtube red thing. No offense to anyone doing it...I just don't want to create stuff for only people who can afford to pay, I want to create stuff for everyone to enjoy, even if I don't earn a dime from it. If I can help bridge gaps, bring people together...that to me is the biggest reward I would want to have in life. The personal vlogs, I'll continue to do as well, because I want people to know who I am, that I'm for real, I'm giving them me, and I'm not trying to be a fake...I'm not an expert gamer, not an expert in anything, just someone who enjoys playing games, enjoys different things and loves to learn and wants to share with the world different things to learn about.
im 34
I thought you were getting a better camera?
+Natasha Tanke I Did upgrade my webcam and get a new digital camera. I just haven't been able to shoot footage because we've had some medical issues going on, so I haven't had the time to shoot. I'm hoping tomorrow to shoot the first episode of Conversations from the couch. The old webcam was an 8 megapixel ge webcam, the new one is 16 megapixels, from ausdom and high def. Once I upgrade my microphone, you will see a difference in sound when I do this style of vlog.
+Natasha Tanke As for the resolution, I think I ended up with a weird glare issue, I think the way the light is hitting on the material behind me might be the cause, but not much I can do about it, the material is my wife's...and she loves it there...so I'm not going to tell her to move it, lol.
I support this! #WTFU
+Patrick Ganley I'm happy to hear that. Please help spread the message so that other people hear about it. Doug's video, Boogie2988 who did a great video as well, my video and anyone else who standup and says #WTFU. We came out and let the Fine Bros. have it when they became the bully, now is the time to show that #teaminternet can take on youtube as well and force changes that need to be made.
+Jason Bitzegaio And yes, I realize that my tired ass just did a couple of typos...but we have pregnant goats on the ranch I live on, so we have a lot going on.
if you find an answer let me know!
Love this. Yes, bring back G4TV.com. I think they still have a Facebook page up... facebook.com/G4now/
You linked this in an FB group when I asked who else was a vlogger without a lot of viewers and commenters yet and I hadn't gotten around to watching till just now. I could see how difficult it was for you to talk about this, so thank you for opening yourself up and sharing your story and I'm so sorry for what you had to go through, but you were brave to come out and talk about it now and to survive what happened. I kind of ended up remembering as well a time I was abused by my first girlfriend. It probably isn't as bad as it is for a lot of people, but it does affect my level of security sometimes with the relationships I had/have after. I might discuss it on a video some time as well, but I'll still think about it. But yeah, thank you so much for this video.
+Twix and Delly I'm just glad that the few people who have seen it seem to have liked the video. It's never easy to talk about a painful subject, but I only hope that by doing so...I can help others have the courage to come forward and to start to heal. None of us deserved to be abused, not if it was a parent to a child or a boyfriend to a girlfriend or husband to wife or wife to husband or girlfriend to boyfriend or any other possible way that it can happen towards anyone. To end the cycle of abuse, we must not be afraid to talk about it any longer. Make sure abusers know that they can't get away with it and make sure as victims, we are believed.
Very well said. And I appreciate the step you're taking and the courage you're putting into talking about what happened to you so you can help others
Thank you to everyone who's watching. I hope you like, subscribe and share this video. Try to spread the word about a new channel. I'll be happy if I can get 100 views per video.....I'm not even going to dare to dream of bigger than that, but if you can help me get to that at least....I'd be happy.
Hey Jason, this is Chris B. Good introduction! As you know, the sound was low but you'll get that squared away quickly I'm sure. I subscribed and look forward to future vlogs.
Hi, its Christina M. (your Native friend). You did really good, very calm and relaxed for it being the beginning; after while you'll have tons of "likes & positive comments, subscribers, etc". Wishing you all the best and I cannot wait to see more videos in the future my friend. Good luck! :) Btw, my husband Chris, just subscribed and we both like your video, as I were your "very first like".