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Paris Carper
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 22 พ.ย. 2021
Hey Y'all!
I'm Paris Carper
I'm a trans woman who has been documenting her transition (almost) every week. It is my goal to be transparent about the real struggles and joys of being a trans woman. That will mean the good and the bad, some of which will be none trans related things, but I try to stay on track :)
I hope you join my on my journey and can get as much out of this as I do. I look forward to seeing you, next week!
I'm Paris Carper
I'm a trans woman who has been documenting her transition (almost) every week. It is my goal to be transparent about the real struggles and joys of being a trans woman. That will mean the good and the bad, some of which will be none trans related things, but I try to stay on track :)
I hope you join my on my journey and can get as much out of this as I do. I look forward to seeing you, next week!
A Transgender Journey - 3 year update - montage - the good and the bad
Hi everyone, thank you for being here with me. This journey has been long and difficult, but it has been the best thing that I have ever done.
The hardest part about making this was realizing just how long I was off hormones and how much it changed my body for the worse. But it's all better now
I hope this short story brings you hope wherever you are in your journey.
Music Credits:
Juárez (Instrumental Version)
www.epidemicsound.com/track/FV7Mv6BVcX/
Breakeven (Instrumental Version)
www.epidemicsound.com/track/Al5NY1bxcB/
The hardest part about making this was realizing just how long I was off hormones and how much it changed my body for the worse. But it's all better now
I hope this short story brings you hope wherever you are in your journey.
Music Credits:
Juárez (Instrumental Version)
www.epidemicsound.com/track/FV7Mv6BVcX/
Breakeven (Instrumental Version)
www.epidemicsound.com/track/Al5NY1bxcB/
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The Summer of Paris - Part 1
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Hi Y'all, It's been a while. It's been a really difficult time. But I'll try to make this the best time that I can. I hope you don't find this video too depressing, I started to feel that way when editing it, or somehow like I was forcing you to be my therapist. I'll be okay, just takes time to heal I do hope you enjoy this; it took me a while to make and just as long to edit. Let me know what ...
Baking Cookies with Your Absent Trans Icon
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Too bad I can't give you these cookies, they are really good! I have a public Instagram @paris.carper if you want to follow :) Y'all should totally sign up to get updates on when my website goes live! penbrooke-hydroponics.com Hope you enjoyed this video! Love all y'all!
The Incredible Life of Paris
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Glad you could join me on my rambles. I hope you found it has therapeutic as I did I have a public Instagram @paris.carper if you want to follow :) Y'all should totally sign up to get updates on when my website goes live! penbrooke-hydroponics.com You can also leave video suggestions using this link: forms.gle/Qha6gp1hvDr7Gj2D9 Hope you enjoyed this video! Love all y'all!
Tales from a Snowbound Queer
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Happy late holidays y'all! I hope you're doing well. It's nice to be back, if you have any topic requests you would like me to cover, please let me know. I have a public Instagram now! @paris.carper if you want to follow :) Y'all should totally sign up to get updates on when my website goes live! penbrooke-hydroponics.com Here's to hoping for more rest soon and less stress in all of our lives Y...
HRT Transition Update 1 Year & 1 Week - Growth & Change
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I have a public instagram now! @paris.carper if you want to follow :) Also, we have 600 subscribers, that's exciting! Thanks everyone for joining! Y'all should totally sign up to get updates on when my website goes live! penbrooke-hydroponics.com Here's to hoping for more rest soon and less stress in all of our lives You can also leave video suggestions using this link: forms.gle/Qha6gp1hvDr7Gj...
1 year of HRT Montage - MY transition so far MTF (outdated)
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Edit: there is an updated version of this video for the 3 year update. It's better and I recommend it th-cam.com/video/PR0jaEU6Z4k/w-d-xo.html I feel like this a right of passage or something considering so many people make videos just like this. But I wanted to add one to the pile and hopefully spread a little hope. Best of wishes my loves Y'all should totally sign up to get updates on when my...
1 Year on HRT - and some Q&A + a little of my life story
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Sorry for the low energy, I just got back from a 7 hour drive that wiped me out. Thank you for sticking with me through thick and thin and to the one year mark! I do need some of your help, the thumbnail theme for the videos this last year had it slowly go from black and white to full color, now what do I do? Y'all should totally sign up to get updates on when my website goes live! penbrooke-hy...
HRT Transition Update Week 50 - An Unkempt Mess
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Yeah life has been really rough right now. I can't wait for fall break and to just rest even for a second. I can't say I know anyone who's not stressed beyond function right now and I hate it. Y'all should totally sign up to get updates on when my website goes live! penbrooke-hydroponics.com Here's to hoping for more rest soon and less stress in all of our lives Here is my Etsy Link. I hope y'a...
HRT Transition Update Week 47 - A Paris Story
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wow. I've been under so much stress. I honestly can't believe anyone when they say college was the best time of their life. It's much harder than an actual job, it costs a lot of money, takes all of my time and energy and I still have to do all of the other adulting stuff oh well Y'all should totally sign up to get updates on when my website goes live! penbrooke-hydroponics.com Here's to hoping...
HRT Transition Update Week 45 - Professional Stuff, when I have the time
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Y'all should totally sign up to get updates on when my website goes live! penbrooke-hydroponics.com Here's to hoping for more rest soon and less stress in all of our lives Here is my Etsy Link. I hope y'all find something you like. I'm still not entirely sure how to use Etsy so some things may be off a little. www.etsy.com/shop/PenbrookePrinting You can also leave video suggestions using this l...
HRT Transition Update Week 44 - Stress Beyond Function
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Why is there always at least one audio issue??? It's like I'm not very good at this. I thought I was sooo clever putting the mic on a water bottle near me instead of on me. What does the mic do? Make random noises and pops halfway into the video oh well Also, I've been doing more prototyping for my hydroponics business Here is my Etsy Link. I hope y'all find something you like. I'm still not en...
HRT Transition Update Week 43 - Sister Nature
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I didn't realize just how often I was bumping the mic until I was editing, sorry Also, I've been doing more prototyping for my hydroponics business Here is my Etsy Link. I hope y'all find something you like. I'm still not entirely sure how to use Etsy so some things may be off a little. www.etsy.com/shop/PenbrookePrinting You can also leave video suggestions using this link: forms.gle/Qha6gp1hv...
HRT Transition Update Week 42 - Getting Over Being Sick
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At least this time I remembered the mic haha Now I just have to remember to talk louder. Because fun fact, I'm a very quite person Here is my Etsy Link. I hope y'all find something you like. I'm still not entirely sure how to use Etsy so some things may be off a little. www.etsy.com/shop/PenbrookePrinting You can also leave video suggestions using this link: forms.gle/Qha6gp1hvDr7Gj2D9 Hope you...
HRT Transition Update Week 41 - The Floodgates of Emotions
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HRT Transition Update Week 39 - Floor Talk & Putting the "strong" in strong independent woman
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HRT Transition Update Week 38 - Passing Grade
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500 Sub Special - AKA, I build a Lego Set
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HRT Transition Update Week 37 - Part 1 - Emoutions
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HRT Transition Update Week 36 - Back & In Business
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HRT Transition Update Week 36 - Back & In Business
unofficial Short: I just had my first business proposal
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HRT Transition Update Week 34 - Straight White Men, am I Right?
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HRT Transition Update Week 33 - Regression
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HRT Transition Update Week 32 - B minus Cups
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HRT Transition Update Week 31 - "The" week I don't talk about trans things
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HRT Transition Update Week 30 - Queer Quizzes
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HRT Transition Update Week 29 - Hormones 2, electric boogaloo
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HRT Transition Update Week 28 - I'm Starting A New Job Soon!
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HRT Transition Update Week 27 - Hormones and Coffee
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HRT Transition 6 MONTHS!!!!!! or Week 25 - I feel like I have come so far!
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HRT Transition 6 MONTHS!!!!!! or Week 25 - I feel like I have come so far!
So my hormones was too high from what my doctor said so he said I would have to change my ml or mg to 4mg which I feel like I'm going backwards ... So I might change doctor's because I don't feel like I'm seeing changes even doe I know u have to be patient but it's been 7 months I see breast growth etc and also butt and also hips but my face hmm not so much
Being transgender isn't immoral, but it is now questioned because LOTS of them eventually "detransition". LGBT claims that it's only a tiny portion, but the millions of videos about detransitioning on TH-cam say otherwise... Think a LOT before getting sex reassignment surgery. This is the one surgery you won't come back from.
You are a very beautiful person, thank you for sharing your journey and struggles. I too have struggled, After nearly 4 years on hrt, I began hating myself due to have to testify at a Royal Commission here in Australia. It bought up so much trauma of the 12 years I served in the Australian Army. After about 4 month off hrt and being on the brink of doing something silly. I'm now back on hrt and taking every day as it comes, unemployed severe medical conditions but alive. I hope this finds you well, you have bought a smile to my face this morning. All the best, with love from the Northern end of the Gold Coast Australia. Emily
Hey there beautiful. You are incredibly gorgeous. I have a huge crush on red heads. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
You look really happy. Hope you're doing well and that things keep getting better.
Thank you! I am much happier now than before and things have (on average) only gotten better with time
I discover this channel, you look very sweet and tender ;-)
Aw thank you :)
@@ParisCarper Is there a place where you show it all ?
Nope
You're a bloke and you look like one 😂 Leave women and children alone
Oh no! I finally found a way to be happy and healthy with myself. What a tragedy. Believe it or not, not every has the same life experience, and learning about new ways of existing can be the key to figuring oneself. Also, believe it or not, I don't spend my life in a locker room swinging my dick around. I actually avoid them as much as possible. To the point where I'll change in a stall, like every other trans woman pre-op I've ever met. Life is so much more than the talking points. It's about being happy, helping others, and finding a life purpose. Besides, if you really cared about women and children, ban pastors and Minecraft youtubers.
Still a little boy . Leave women and children alone.
Alright. Well this conversation is going nowhere. I'm sorry you feel that way, truly. Trans people are some of the best people in the world and all we want is to be happy and healthy. I hope one day you find that same peace and love for others, even when they're so different from you. Best wishes,
Keep healthy mentally and physically and keep on track. Everything will pay off and you'll look back on this only to be proud of yourself on how far and successful you've become. Keep strong.
I'll do my best!
you are really cute and your voice is cute too! we try to find a label for everything and want to fit into boxes to identify ourselves with existing things in this world, but everyone is to some extent unique. when you are not thinking about what you are and what not, you shine the brightest!
Thank you 😊
I’m so happy to see you happier!!!❤
Aw thank you!
Eres perfecta, eres hecha por ángeles ❤❤❤❤
You're too kind 😇
So...this is an honest question. I mean no judgement from it. Infact its meant more as a question to yourself.......from your higher self... If you were truly happy with yourself....would you feel the need to show us this. to sell us this story? Or does it serve as a reinforcement mechanism of sorts... Again...i mean no judgement. It's more just a channeled message that kinda just hit me.....abd I had to type it. More like an awakening of sorts? I'm highly invested in your answer btw......for spirit's purpose. Not mine
Hi there. The purpose behind this is to give back to the community. Growing up I felt like a woman from a very young age, but I grew up in an environment that made being trans seem evil, pointless, and would ultimately lead to more misery. I found a lot of hope listening and seeing the stories of other trans women who talked about the good and the bad. No longer was I being force fed the idea that I was doomed to a life of misery and shame. That I could live a normal life. And that's all I wanted. It also helped a lot knowing that regardless of how "male looking" you start, it's possible to have a body that brings you joy and happiness. I hope this helps answer your questions :) Take care
@@ParisCarper That's fair. I guess I'm just projecting my own struggles onto you 🙃
@@ParisCarper I think you're beautiful btw :)
@Lavender_1618 thank you very much 😊 I wish you the best on your journey ❤️
Wouidnt mind being a wonan myself
Go for it!
Whatever floates your boat
Beautiful and you look happier
Thank you! It's been a struggle but I am so much happier now
Good to see you again, and glad you're getting happier now!
Thank you :)
I'm happy to see you back on track. 😊 HRT is magical. ❤
Thank you!
it's me, janis. you look very beautiful. you always did.
Aw thanks queen!
@@ParisCarper thank you too.
Hi Paris, it's great to see you! I'm really glad you've made it this far.
Aw thank you! It's nice to see you again
hi, i am janis and i am a transwoman.
Hi Janis, nice to meet you!
@@ParisCarper thank you. nice to meet you too.
Which type hormone u take?
I am on pills. Just estrogen and t blockers. Nothing fancy
@@ParisCarper estrogen u shallow or sublingual?
Thanks for sharing this my story was pretty much the same (all of it). I wish there was more knowledge on how bad it gets for trans people just because of fear, which is usually unjustified because people are in general more accepting. You just have to choose who to confide in carefully. But yes being a woman is amazing ❤😊
I'm glad to hear we share a common story, but sad that it was difficult. I'm wishing you the best and im glad you stopped by
Beautiful!
Aw thank you love!
PARIS SEE YOU NEXT WEEK
See ya soon
Thanks for sharing I was very suicidal till I transed still not to your stage been month2 hormone injections and riperal t bocke4rs it's hard have deep voice I am scared Thanks God bless you
Before I transitioned I also had a really deep voice and one of my big worries was that I would always have a deep voice, but thankfully my voice is much better. It's still not the "perfect female voice" but I've come to learn that there is no such thing. I know many AFAB that have a deeper voice than me and my voice doesn't clock me. You got this! It takes time and effort but eventually it becomes your natural speaking voice. I honestly don't thing about it anymore and it sounds just fine to others
@@ParisCarper thanks Paris I have hope for my self love Jennifer
You look great
Thank you ❤️
@@ParisCarper very welcome miss
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So many hearts! Thank you ❤️
@@ParisCarper you're welcome beautiful woman 😘😘😘😘😘🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
I'm on exactly week 43 here too, but you're looking tremendous here Paris - as well as sounding truly wonderful. Happy for you! R x
You got this! Hope you're doing well
I really love the vibrant red colour of your hair, Paris. Oh to be 23 - you should enjoy it even though I know you have so many challenges. Just take on one at a time, and of course, you are more than just 'trans' as I believe we all are. It sounds like you know what you want and what you don't. As for me, I am happier on my own, at least when going through all this stuff. But it is a challenge I accepted and am up for. I am glad you got the bike and don't worry about the weight - diabetics can have real trouble getting going, but it's not like they don't want to. Your figure looks great and totally is you, so just embrace it. The changes you want will come. wishing you all the best. Rachel x
aw thanks love! I will do my best to follow your advice :)
You are a really cute lady. Look good and sound amazing. You have a sweet voice.
Thank you so much 🤗 My voice has always been a challenge for me
What a pretty redhead. Hope all is well and congrats on being you.
Thank you! 😊
Hi Paris! With the bike unpacking at 14:09 you whole apearance changed. (for the better) We see ourselves mostly in the mirror, overanalyse on details and with the frontal view, wide shoulders stand out more. But that is not how others see ourselves, they see us from all sides, like the scene where you unpack your new bike. I think that is really encouraging. I received this advice find it so important that I have to pass it along.
Thank you so much. I really appreciate that. You're so right that people see us from all over and I bet there could be a lesson in that about how we (especially me) are looking at our flaws first and not our successes.
Girl. You are soooo pretty. 🥰💖💖
aw thanks queen!
@@ParisCarper Just call 'em like I see 'em Hon! 😉💋💖
Ma'am, you look gorgeous! I hope I can start my journey soon too^^
I believe in you! best wishes
You look amazing😀.
:) You're too nice
Hi Paris, I came across your channel as I am my transition journey now (been on hormones for two months now and the medical team will do a review of my treatment following the results of my blood test). I'm a long time t-girl (or whatever term you want to use) but am finally on the journey and progress is slow, subtle but significant. Very happy for you and over time, I will post an update. Keep on shining! Rachel
Yay! congrats! I hope it's going well, according to the time stamps here, you're 9 months now, How's it going?
@@ParisCarper Hi Paris! It's great to see your latest 'Summer of Paris (Part 1) ' video and I will post a comment there. As for me, yes, 9 months on the journey....into month 10 now, and although you had to come off HRT for such a long time, and i really feel for you. I had to reduce my amount in order to get my levels checked...which will be in a couple of weeks or so. You're looking great....please be gentler with yourself. Rachel x
I totally understand, it's a journey and not every step is easy
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Look pretty and happy. Enjoy your life. Rock on.
Thank you so much :)
@@ParisCarper you are welcome miss
So nice to see you and Jenny. Also welcome to environmental science, I'm one. it is a really diverse field where you have a positive input .. your engineering background will be beneficial. All the best 🙂
It's definitely weird how much easier my classes are. I can't say I'm a perfect student but I have so much more free time than I did before. Its weird But so far it's been great, I love my teachers and find the material really cool. I've been enjoying GIS a lot too
So happy to see you back. Thanks for catching us up. I'm doing quite well, take care!
Thank you! I am glad to hear that you're doing well!
i'm 9 months in still going strong
Whoop whoop! congrats!
long time no see
haha, yeah lol
First 😎 also welcome back
haha, wow you were fast! It's good to be back
You want a cookie? 💀
You want a cookie? 💀
so hot
What do you think about Andrew Tate?
He's the kind of guy who thinks that how much money you have is how much your soul is worth. Because of that, he will do anything, say anything and hurt anyone as long as it makes him money, and he realized that appealing to angry men is a good source of money
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Thx love
how are you sweethart
Doing well, just started the new college semester and trying to make my way in life