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this sent chills down my spine, wish this was on spotify

madre de dios que maravilla

this sounds like a lullaby i love it

Labored breaths and bed sores, sing it to me all day long When the aching sound of silence used to be our favorite song You and me against the world, you were my man and I your girl We had nothing except each other, you were my whole world Then the day came and you were up and gone And I still call home that house in Nebraska Where we found each other on a dirty mattress on the second floor Where the world was empty, save you and I Where you came and I laughed, and you left and I cried Where you told me even if we died tonight, that I'd die yours These dirt roads are empty, the ones we paved ourselves Your mama calls me sometimes to see if I'm doing well And I'd lie to her and say that I'm doing fine When, really, I'd kill myself to hold you one more time And it hurts to miss you, but it's worse to know That I'm the reason you won't come home But I still call home that house in Nebraska Where we found each other on a dirty mattress on the second floor (Where I needed you, and I need you still) Where the world was empty, save you and I Where you came and I laughed, and you left and I cried Where you told me even if we died tonight, that I'd die yours (So I died there under you every night, all night) You know, I still wait at the edge of town Praying straight to God that maybe you'll come back around I cry every day and the bottles make it worse 'Cause you were the only one I was never scared to tell I hurt And I found photographs of our school, on the day we met I thought that you were so beautiful, it was love, I guess And you might never come back home, and I may never sleep at night But God, I just hope you're doing fine out there, I just pray that you're alright And I feel so alone, and I feel so alone out here I feel so alone, I feel so alone out here And I feel so alone without you, I'm so alone out here I feel so alone, I feel so alone I'm so alone out here without you, baby

you ar so beautiful

i feel like everyone gets hit emotionally by the fade outs, but the humming by its self then the guitar is what gets me the most

eu queria tatuar essa musica por todo o meu corpo

how tf did i miss this

5:38

Wanna go surfing ?

Everything awkward

Where did u get the vocals and instrumental separately?

im very normal about this :))))))

Lyrics ?!! This eats !

WHO TF IS THE ONE SCREAMING AM I MAKING YOU FEEL SICK RIGHT IN THE BACK?!?!?! I NEVER NOTICED IS THAT LIKE THE REAL VERSION OF THE SONG AND IT WAS HIDDEN???? PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME BEFORE I EXPLODE

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this is so pretty

I needed that!!!!!😭

please put on SoundCloud 🙏

in an alternate universe this is the original and someone made a video where the vocals are 18 seconds delayed and everyone loved it

This is soooo good the production here emphasized the line “if it feels good then it can’t be bad” 😭

We need the audio, where can we download it?

crying in the bleachers

she is America

The Hologram dissolves when this hero sings .. she is so fucking awesome

she needs to drop this version after those absolutely insane instagram stories lmao

Ethel Cain - American Teenager (Extended Version) Lyrics : Grew up under yellow light on the street Putting too much faith in the make believe Another high-school football team The neighbor's brother came home in a box But he wanted to go so maybe it was his fault Another red heart taken by the American dream And I feel it there In the middle of the night When the lights go out And I'm all alone again Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do what I want Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun I don't need anything from anyone It's just not my year But I'm all good out here Grew up online as a fighter Believe in that ride and you'll die here Thinking it's still the same as it always was But I cried for nights and days and if there is a woman I'II make a way Pledge my allegiance to freedom through violence And I feel it there In the middle of the night When the lights go out But I'm still standing here Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do what I want Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun I don't need anything from anyone It's just not my year But I'm all good out here Living on my faith to the bad news Only being good 'cause I have to If these walls could talk they'd tell me to leave So young, so much to fear Are you there God? Save me I hate it here Just don’t forget about me And I feel it there In the middle of the night When the lights go out But I'm still standing here Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do what I want Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun I don't need anything from anyone It's just not my year But I'm all good out here Sunday morning Hands over my knees in a room full of faces I'm sorry if I seemed off, but I was probably wasted (wasted) And didn't feel so good (feel so good) Head full of whiskey but I always deliver Jesus, if you're listening, let me handle my liquor And Jesus, if you're there Why do I feel alone in this room with you? And I feel it there In the middle of the night When the lights go out But I'm still standing here Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do what I want Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun I don't need anything from anyone It's just not my year But I'm all good out here Say what you want But say it like you mean it with your fists for once A long, cold war with your kids at the front Just give it one more day then you're done I do it for my daddy and I do it for Dale I'm doing what I want and damn, I'm doing it well For me For me For me For me

good god the end is so fucking good.

why are the comments so how they should be

you saved my life entirely

Are you there, God? Save me, I hate it here Just please don't forget about me Or Are you there, God? Save me, I hayden here Just please don't forget about me

Ethel: *taking her dying breaths* Isaiah: I love you

The field scene looks like Andrew Wyeth’s painting Christina’s World…

i could never get tired of the official version but this one... this one connects me with god... it turns me into god...

How do I get this on streaming platforms omg

3:31 oh my fucking god there has never been anything like that ever jesus FUCK i’m actually ascending

2:42-3:07 has me levitating above my mattress praying to god.

Hey I know you said you arent great at splitting audio but can you post just the filtered instrumental for this? I’m trying ti learn this song on the piano and it would really help

How am I so late to this?? the SPANISH PARTTTT!?

Even with the added lines, my favorite part has to be the closing music. I wish it was on the official track :( it’s so… sad but nostalgic? Longing?

I need this version on Spotify it’s not even funny

this is insane

Omg i love came here

I wish I could consume this song

this feels like being carried into the house from the car as a small child . my heart

this genuinely put me to sleep in the most soothing way .

In your basement, I grow cold Thinking back to what I was always told "Don't talk to strangers or you might fall in love" Freezer bride, your sweet divine You devour like smoked bovine hide How funny, I never considered myself tough You're so handsome, walking over to me now I tried to be good, am I no good? Am I no good? Am I no good? With my memory restricted to a Polaroid in evidence I just wanted to be yours, can I be yours? Can I be yours? Just tell me I'm yours If I'm turning in your stomach and I'm making you feel sick When my mother sees me on the side Of a milk carton in Winn-Dixie's dairy aisle She'll cry and wait up for me We'll make love in your attic all night Euphoric in some strange delight I'm happier here 'cause he told me I should be, oh You're so handsome when I'm all over your mouth (When I'm all over your mouth, when I'm all over your mouth) I tried to be good, am I no good? Am I no good? Am I no good? With my memory restricted to a Polaroid in evidence I just wanted to be yours, can I be yours? Can I be yours? Just tell me I'm yours If I'm turning in your stomach and I'm making you feel sick Am I making you feel sick? Oh Am I making you feel sick? Am I making you feel, am I making you feel sick? Am I making you feel, am I making you feel sick? Am I making you feel sick? Am I making you feel sick? Am I making you feel sick? No, oh Found you just to tell you that I made it real far And that I never blamed you for loving me the way that you did While you were torn apart I would still wait with you there Don't think about it too hard or you'll never sleep a wink at night again Don't worry 'bout me and these green eyes Mama, just know that I love you (I do) And I'll see you when you get here

desperately need a slowed version of this version like to me this is the original song lmao 😭

This is like hearing it for the first time again

I keep replaying 2:46