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Nicolas Spencer
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 23 ก.ย. 2006
There are the records of my life. My legacy. My attempt to leave something behind. No longer looking for answers. Now, I am gonna make some answers myself.
I cannot say what will be on this page. But I do want you to see what I have in store.
Who knows? Maybe I'll be an interesting part of your day.
I cannot say what will be on this page. But I do want you to see what I have in store.
Who knows? Maybe I'll be an interesting part of your day.
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Still Dad | Christmas Visit
มุมมอง 157 หลายเดือนก่อน
RECORDED: 01.18.24 Episode 1 - Christmas Visit First episode of 2024 is about a situation involving my son's mother trying to make it for Christmas last month.
2024 New Year Resolution | Now or Never!
มุมมอง 638 หลายเดือนก่อน
2024 Goals Health Management Operation Cabin Escape Room CPR Training Let's Try and Other Gaming Goals
Still Dad - Episode 4 - The Joys of CoParenting
มุมมอง 9ปีที่แล้ว
2023-05-05_08-56-39 I did it! I found time! And with that time, I will update you on what is going on
Still Dad - Episode 3 - Misplaced Emotions
มุมมอง 5ปีที่แล้ว
2022 12 09 15 49 32 Learning how to properly place my emotions when it comes to parenting is vitally important. And trying to do the right thing and be emotionally aware is definitely a hard balancing act. So having a partner with me to help me sort things out ( especially an experienced partner ), it definitely helps with fairly and honestly raising kids.
Still Dad - Episode 2 - Son, Happy Ass, Bed
มุมมอง 4ปีที่แล้ว
2022 12 02 23 02 01 Hearing harsh words from my son and trying to be a better dad ain't for the meek of heart. #StillDad #mentalhealthmatters #autisticchild
Still Dad - Episode 1 - The Crumbs of Consequences
มุมมอง 9ปีที่แล้ว
2022 11 29 20 46 01 Wanted to just talk about a situation where I wanted to get off my chest with my son. #StillDad #Fatherhood
March & April ReCap
มุมมอง 172 ปีที่แล้ว
My name is Nicolas and this is what happened to me in March AND April of 2022 2nd Chance Gaming | Pacify th-cam.com/video/yiwefCpAr5o/w-d-xo.html 2nd Chance Gaming | Doki Doki Literature Club "Raw Footage"! th-cam.com/play/PLUE-9Byj8iDbNXfDe5g2ECUJx-wLDrX_3.html Chapters: 0:00 Intro 0:14 Couple Cooking 0:40 Easter 0:58 Couple Work Out 1:45 Date Night ( Taco Bell ) 2:05 Date Night ( Rush Hour ) ...
February ReCap ( 2022 )
มุมมอง 362 ปีที่แล้ว
#MonthlyReCap #FebruaryReCap #VLog If anyone wants to know This is my ReCap of January For those that I don't see often And those other interested ^_^ 0:00 My Intro 0:05 Intro 0:10 VALENTINE'S DAY 0:56 I am not gonna cry 1:33 The BOOM! 2:29 Sticking Together 2:44 Growing Family 2:55 Better with Bella 3:25 2nd Chance Gaming 3:30 Guardians of the Galaxy 3:50 Pokemon Shield Isles of Armor 4:04 Mon...
January ReCap ( 2022 )
มุมมอง 482 ปีที่แล้ว
#MonthlyReCap #JanuaryReCap #VLog If anyone wants to know This is my ReCap of January For those that I don't see often And those other interested ^_^ 0:00 My Intro 0:06 Intro 0:12 Uncle Mick 2:27 Hunt A Killer 3:19 COVID 5:30 Grounded 6:32 Luncheon 7:03 My Son 8:24 Until Next Month 9:15 Outro Let's Hunt a Killer th-cam.com/video/3i7fQ2AX-E0/w-d-xo.html
Let's Hunt A Killer | Death at a Dive Bar
มุมมอง 1702 ปีที่แล้ว
#HuntAKiller #ConceptVideo I received this Hunt a Killer for Christmas, and this is my experience of it so far. 0:00 This is Hunt A Killer 0:08 How I Got This 0:30 The Case 1:21 The Suspects 2:11 Conclusion 2:31 Epilogue
VLOG 1 ( Week 17 ) - Been a Long Time
มุมมอง 133 ปีที่แล้ว
2021 04 28 16 36 58 Finally got the courage to make a video today. Quick update on my life and thoughts I have been having.
Many Sides of U.S. - Motherhood ( Response )
มุมมอง 354 ปีที่แล้ว
Many Sides of U.S. - Motherhood ( Response )
On-The-Spot | Be Good in Rough Situations
มุมมอง 54 ปีที่แล้ว
On-The-Spot | Be Good in Rough Situations
Different & Proud | the struggles of mental health in public society
มุมมอง 294 ปีที่แล้ว
Different & Proud | the struggles of mental health in public society
VLOG | things I realize I am missing out on
มุมมอง 64 ปีที่แล้ว
VLOG | things I realize I am missing out on
VLOG | trying to get back into the swing of things
มุมมอง 44 ปีที่แล้ว
VLOG | trying to get back into the swing of things
On-The-Spot | reflection on a great weekend
มุมมอง 94 ปีที่แล้ว
On-The-Spot | reflection on a great weekend
Very well put, 👏
wish u the best
I love this video, it's done so we'll... You did a very great job
Good luck!
Izzy did that and I talked to her pysch dr Ignatius and he said it stems from food insecurity that they do that. It’s very hard to rectify that. We still struggle at times with it. I feel your struggle….. You can handle this, your a loving dad that will find the balance with this
Something must be funny his laughing hard-core 😆
Your doing a good job, a few bad days, some off days doesn't change that. Keep your head up, you've come along way...and I think what your doing is great.
Nice dissociative amnesia joke at 16:00-17:00
@5:00 I don't know this "Paris" fellow but I remember a Rivalry was won that you would address me as my title over to the left there < 😂👑 But seriously that turned out well. Maybe you should include a behind the scenes section showing you pulling your hair out at 4:00am in the the morning because ONE photo didn't align properly. I mean I know the editing HOURS that were required of this 10 minute video. Maybe add it in May/June showing how you edited the video
Freaking awesome 😍
😣 ρгό𝔪σŞm
Everything came out very well!
Bro got me tearing up over here
This is amazing <3
5:26 "Our relationship was better when you thoguht you were dyiing 🤣" - Thats what you just said...
This was good. I know that this 3 minute video took like 12 hours of work but thats the sacrifice since the video will exist forever!
Hey nick! I’m your cousin Elizabeth, we met at the funeral.
Hello Elizabeth. Is it okay I call you Liz?
@@nicolasspencer yes of course I did add you on Facebook. I was your uncles grand daughter, he talked about you a lot🥺
I am honored. Thank you. I hope the part of which I talked about Mick was respectful and tasteful :)
Your a amazing man that has and will continue to do great things! We may not talk much anymore but I’m super proud and happy for you:) love ya mr mr:)
You have done and accomplished so much. I'm proud of you
Omg....the suspense is real. 😲
No matter what others say I think you're doing great. ;)
I'm so proud of you 😊
❤️
You're doing great, I am so proud of you!
Don't give up Your stronger then that. I know your stronger then that. You got this ;)
Omg 😍
Good
Hope you girls are doing well :) thank you for the support
You got this 😉 Keep strong 💪
Very much luck to you sir.
Thank you very much for your support 🙏 that s a high five
- I hope you didn't tell everyone (i.e. your fam) you were moving until you ACTUALLY moved to your apartment. People feel kinda way about stuff like this. - I suggest you keep your cool regarding Xavier's guardian. She does whatever she wants and we both know the court system will back her up. (i.e. "I moved due to Xavier having a better opportunity, XYZ). You can't argue against that and she can hide behind X for as long as it takes.
Come see me even if it’s just a second:) as long I can see the whites of your eyes:) miss you a bunch!!! Love and miss you mr mr:)
You got this.
You got this... just remember you're not alone anymore 😉
What did you wanna read out loud
Im glad seeing you happy. ☺️
Well spoken
I am thankful you have walked into my life eighteen years ago. It’s unreal that we met in 2001. you have gone from not only bff to family. I couldn’t imagine life without you in it. We have had many ups n downs in our lives but you my mr mr have been the constant in my life. Love you from now to eternity:)
Glad you loved ur gift
I stood by you simply because I loved you then and I love you now. There’s only one mr mr in my life and I’m blessed to have you in my life then and blessed to have you in the here n now. Love ya mr mr for simply eternity.
I think your safe n I trust you impeccably. I trusted you when the incident happened n I trusted you after the incident. Past incidents shouldn’t define a person it should be their actions towards whoever your with. People piss me off. I love ya n anyone can see your safe. I was around while you were married to her n the after you weren’t. She broke you, mentally and emotionally. But you picked yourself up and got yourself a good life now minus of Xavier physically in your life. Again love ya and I’m damn proud of you!
I’m so glad things are going well! Love that your having more up days than down! Love ya!
U r amazing person and amazing father you'll get there I know you will just keep your head up
It is Easyer said and done but u r strong and u got this.
Thank you :)
Hey you should let people know about the DID in case it's their first time here.
It might be a one-shot kinda deal lol it is like a first draft pilot. It might lift off. But I definitely hope that they might understand what is going on ... If not then that helps understand my daily lol
I have went through something like this. And then I read this: ======================= "If You Loved Yourself Truly And Deeply, How Would You Take Care Of Yourself?" Sounds cheesy, I know. But hear me out. Would you still let yourself: - Consume processed foods, - sleep in, - be broke, - get pushed around, - work a soul crushing job, - hang out with people who poison your heart, - fill your mind with doubts, - poison yourself with drugs and alcohol, - give into fears, - let others talk you out of pursuing your dreams, - walk around with bad posture, - crumble at the first sight of failure. I'm guessing, no. Right? And deep down, you know it to be true, too. The problem isn't talent or work ethic or drive. The problem is you don't take good care of yourself because you think you don't deserve it. Think about that for a minute. And start taking better care of yourself. After all, you're all you got. “Love yourself like your life depends on it.” ~ Kamal Ravikant ========================== Honestly most of my problems are because I put less emphasis on myself and played second fiddle to my own life.
This is ... amazingly accurate. I feel you hit the nail on the head on this one.
@@nicolasspencer I read it in a newsletter that day. And it summed up my anger over the past few years. That's why I didnt want to keep putting shit I care about on the back burner for other shit.
Here is a follow up I read just a few days ago. This is a piece of a bigger email. And I find it all to be true. "...There is nothing bigger than you. You are all of it. Insecurities make you chase things outside yourself not knowing you are only chasing yourself. But you never realize that. Until you do."