Ninlil in Anhedonia - Saluki Dark Heart
Ninlil in Anhedonia - Saluki Dark Heart
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Imagination reinforcements. Music always playing in my head when I'm alone.
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Imagination reinforcements. Music always playing in my head when I'm alone.
This life is driving me insane. 🙅
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This life is driving me insane. 🙅
There's nothing left here.. Raising my spirit frequency is all I can do to escape...
มุมมอง 139วันที่ผ่านมา
There's nothing left here.. Raising my spirit frequency is all I can do to escape...
Androids and Apes cont. Movie Corporations want to hide the truth. More of us are "Waking Up"...
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Androids and Apes cont. Movie Corporations want to hide the truth. More of us are "Waking Up"...
Androids & Apes Era starting now. New Energy Shift. Maybe a change for the greater consciousness..
มุมมอง 2914 วันที่ผ่านมา
Androids & Apes Era starting now. New Energy Shift. Maybe a change for the greater consciousness..
My life's a "Dud" right now. Don't know when things are going to get better or improve.
มุมมอง 5014 วันที่ผ่านมา
My life's a "Dud" right now. Don't know when things are going to get better or improve.
Most Women's biology takes over their "Inner Child" mentality early in life.
มุมมอง 8114 วันที่ผ่านมา
Most Women's biology takes over their "Inner Child" mentality early in life.
Apache, Ninlil & Spouse out at the River. Water Fun. 💦
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Apache, Ninlil & Spouse out at the River. Water Fun. 💦
Not being able to find a job is making me depressed. lost motivation..
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Not being able to find a job is making me depressed. lost motivation..
You can't rely on anything this world has to offer.
มุมมอง 7521 วันที่ผ่านมา
You can't rely on anything this world has to offer.
The hidden subconscious that your soul can tap into. Dreams feeling more real than reality.
มุมมอง 5428 วันที่ผ่านมา
The hidden subconscious that your soul can tap into. Dreams feeling more real than reality.
Man Made clouds covering the Moon PT. 2
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Man Made clouds covering the Moon PT. 2
Man made clouds covering the Moon. It's light holds celestial information for the awakened ones.
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Man made clouds covering the Moon. It's light holds celestial information for the awakened ones.
Life has "Lost It's Spark" with every daily function. Everyday is just a copy of the other ..
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Life has "Lost It's Spark" with every daily function. Everyday is just a copy of the other ..
Antinatalists are finally waking up to this "They Live" Bullsh#t...#Antinatalists.
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Antinatalists are finally waking up to this "They Live" Bullsh#t...#Antinatalists.
Nothing in common with people PT. 2
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Nothing in common with people PT. 2
Can't find anything in common with people anymore...everything was better before 2020..
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Can't find anything in common with people anymore...everything was better before 2020..
Apartment Rant - People don't have jobs...
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Apartment Rant - People don't have jobs...
We are becoming the Villains in their own heads. Life is becoming Gotham City all over again...
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We are becoming the Villains in their own heads. Life is becoming Gotham City all over again...
We've all been made to be A.I slaves to the Matrix. And they tell us this is really living.!! 🤣
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We've all been made to be A.I slaves to the Matrix. And they tell us this is really living.!! 🤣
RANT -This job work system is F#cking me up ..
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RANT -This job work system is F#cking me up ..
Same boring copes different month. Not feeling fulfilled in life...
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Same boring copes different month. Not feeling fulfilled in life...
Humans have become A.I. Trying to keep my "Humanity" intact. Whatever is left of it ..
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Humans have become A.I. Trying to keep my "Humanity" intact. Whatever is left of it ..
Spiritual Allied Reinforcements have come to help! Dain Iron Foot & James Sullivan! The Park Fire.
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Spiritual Allied Reinforcements have come to help! Dain Iron Foot & James Sullivan! The Park Fire.
Middle Earth Orcs vs Kingdom of the Apes. Spiritual War Pt. 2.
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Middle Earth Orcs vs Kingdom of the Apes. Spiritual War Pt. 2.
Orc's vs Planet Of The Apes. Spiritual War. Park Fire, Chico CA.
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Orc's vs Planet Of The Apes. Spiritual War. Park Fire, Chico CA.
The "Park Fire" from my Apartment..
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The "Park Fire" from my Apartment..
Miss Unorthodox - Art PT. 1
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Miss Unorthodox - Art PT. 1
Why aren't we protesting if people feel so miserable about life??...
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Why aren't we protesting if people feel so miserable about life??...

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  • @TonyTheTiger1000
    @TonyTheTiger1000 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I know the feeling fuck this world

  • @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL
    @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This system is designed to keep us stuck and miserable, very few will ever get to live life to the fullest

  • @fightswithspirits915
    @fightswithspirits915 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

    TH-cam locked up while trying to comment here. That has never happened before. Ever. Creativity and imagination for interacting with each other in our human existence seems all but dead. You could be sensing that AI has been influencing mankind for years but is now poised to take over. If AI is a threat to mankind then our consciousness is a threat to AI. Mr Roboto song is about to become our reality.

  • @YvyWinter
    @YvyWinter 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

    My life is only going to get worse (like most people's), but I do hope that you're one of the lucky ones whose life gets better. Times are worse now than I can ever remember, significantly worse. Crazy to think that this is only the tip of this iceberg... Life is getting too hard for me I don't know how long I can hold on. What are we gonna do?

  • @nonjaninja4904
    @nonjaninja4904 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Houses are crazy overpriced. You could try doing the RV living thing on a piece of land for a lot less probably, if cost is a factor.

  • @ericshawnthompsonjr.510
    @ericshawnthompsonjr.510 16 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I have the "Inner Child" too. I enjoy traveling the world a lot, meeting new people, showcasing my art & spending my money cheaply like I'm free. It helps me get away from somewhere I despise. It would be cool if I find someone genuine to escape with. I socialize with people slow paced but my pace. Sadly, socialism is enforced & fast paced. I like kids but working with them or having my own children is way too much work. I'd rather be a child again than an adult. Too many downsides of adulthood.

  • @johnsjourney4978
    @johnsjourney4978 17 วันที่ผ่านมา

    i would love a Peter Pan girl :)

  • @Juen-Nyded
    @Juen-Nyded 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    The, Temp Agency, idea may work well... Years ago, i used a couple and they did help with frequent temp assignments. It did require my needing to be ready to go on a day's notice and that took some adjusting to, but it did get me through some pinches and i did experience a variety of employers, so that was interesting, experiencing many different companies.

  • @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL
    @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This mf still hasn’t dropped off my stuff I need to start work 🤦🏽‍♂️ down to my last 10 dollars

  • @e_thegod5303
    @e_thegod5303 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

    where? shiiiid .. you gotta move then.. what ever you have just sell it and move to another town that has jobs .. jobs are everywhere in this matrix .. but of course they don't be hiring cause they wanna hold on to their current slaves. . unless the slaves decide to overstep by stealing to get themselves fired .. . or either door dash .. if you have an updated vehicle .. just depends on which town you in ... if your town not popping you just gotta move ..

  • @BeatsByGamer86
    @BeatsByGamer86 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Jobs are taking applications, doing interviews, but not hiring 🤦🏾‍♂️. Maybe you can find a temp service to hold you over tho 🙏🏾✌🏾

    • @TommyVXOLucia
      @TommyVXOLucia 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

      The interview parts is disrespect! They will listen to you talk , knowing damn well they don't have any intentions on hiring you

    • @Miss_Unorthodox_Umbreon
      @Miss_Unorthodox_Umbreon 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@BeatsByGamer86 There's one here in town and I'm trying that too.

  • @DomWars9999
    @DomWars9999 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

    You’ve been chosen I found you. I’m from the shadows I’ll cash app you 1k because you look stressed out. Keep your head up info me so I can pay you it’s time to unplug from the matrix

  • @ericshawnthompsonjr.510
    @ericshawnthompsonjr.510 28 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I get it. Dreams are better than reality. I used to dream that Covid-19 never existed in 2020. How did that reality turn out? I had too many dreams about girls. Mostly girls from high school, events, college, Mexico & at my job. Love doesn't desire me unfortunately. I even had a dream months ago going to the mountains with a lot of flowers & grass while riding a big horse. As I got off the horse, I end up loving, hugging & cuddling with a cute, lonely baby horse. I started crying after I woke up. We'll see if life goes well for us.

  • @Juen-Nyded
    @Juen-Nyded 28 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Sure does suck when the "sish" hits the fan... and when it does. Splatters all over our lives :( Wishing You much better times! Hoping living starts feeling better with you soon :]

  • @ericshawnthompsonjr.510
    @ericshawnthompsonjr.510 หลายเดือนก่อน

    If I had a trillion dollars, I'd spend it on building a rocket & fly up there in a heartbeat.

  • @WeliveinHell1
    @WeliveinHell1 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Yup it’s not like it was when we were kids

  • @BlissfullyIgnorant_1984
    @BlissfullyIgnorant_1984 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Definitely. No spark, no motivation to do anything anymore. I already know the outcome.. ..that being said the sooner the better.

  • @dielectrictruth1040
    @dielectrictruth1040 หลายเดือนก่อน

    🙂

  • @user-ue4fh5mv9s
    @user-ue4fh5mv9s หลายเดือนก่อน

    Because protesting doesn't do crap except for harming the civic peace and destruction

  • @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL
    @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL หลายเดือนก่อน

    I’m beyond bitter

  • @ericshawnthompsonjr.510
    @ericshawnthompsonjr.510 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I feel ya with frustration. I’ve struggled with job searching on my own since 2016 out of high school. Only a few jobs I got on my own but most of them I got from my job coaches. No opportunities I’ve gotten especially when I was out of town for it.

  • @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL
    @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL หลายเดือนก่อน

    Crazy how we both got screwed by interviewers on the same day

  • @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL
    @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL หลายเดือนก่อน

    UPS usually hires instantly and they let you schedule your first day on the site but I understand if you don’t want to work at a warehouse

  • @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL
    @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL หลายเดือนก่อน

    U lucky you don’t live with a bunch of loud idiots

  • @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL
    @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL หลายเดือนก่อน

    Everything is trash

  • @DarkAbyss808
    @DarkAbyss808 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Life is just boredom and repitition

  • @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL
    @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL หลายเดือนก่อน

    They ask to most dumb, generic questions during interviews🤦‍♂️ I have one next week

  • @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL
    @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL หลายเดือนก่อน

    This planet is sickening and getting worse by the second

  • @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL
    @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL หลายเดือนก่อน

    This planet ain’t Sh*t

  • @DarkAbyss808
    @DarkAbyss808 หลายเดือนก่อน

    California is screwed, you gotta have 2 jobs minnimum/live in car/ use government assistance to survive.

  • @lookingfortruth59
    @lookingfortruth59 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Shes a narcissist

  • @ericshawnthompsonjr.510
    @ericshawnthompsonjr.510 หลายเดือนก่อน

    A Life that’s brutally misunderstanding and difficult. Story of my life and most others. I could fight being alive but so ready to die one day.

  • @ericshawnthompsonjr.510
    @ericshawnthompsonjr.510 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Nice art 👍

  • @SentMyOwnWay
    @SentMyOwnWay หลายเดือนก่อน

    Retail doesn’t usually drug test. It’s 2024

  • @Currency_777
    @Currency_777 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I feel you. Life is tedious and repetitive.

  • @franio8251
    @franio8251 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Look into dopamine detox.

  • @DavidAlexander-vv5pm
    @DavidAlexander-vv5pm หลายเดือนก่อน

    They have pills that you can take to pass a urine test. Just Google it. My friend passed a urine test by taking the pills and got hired, so don't worry about anything.

    • @DavidAlexander-vv5pm
      @DavidAlexander-vv5pm หลายเดือนก่อน

      Go to your nearest smoke shop and ask for the pills to pass a drug test. It's guaranteed to work.

    • @DavidAlexander-vv5pm
      @DavidAlexander-vv5pm หลายเดือนก่อน

      My friend got the pills from a smoke shop. Make sure you tell them that you want to pass a Marijuana test and make sure you tell them that you want the pills that you take with water because they have different pills and drinks to remove Marijuana from your urine. Make sure you follow the directions accurately and drink lots of water with the pills.

  • @Juen-Nyded
    @Juen-Nyded หลายเดือนก่อน

    P.S... i competely understand and relate with the monotonous feeling of daily existence in this world. Second verse, same as the first~

  • @Juen-Nyded
    @Juen-Nyded หลายเดือนก่อน

    BeatsByGamer86 wrote it very well. Keep on keepin on and manage that plant-medicine. Don't let it manage you... You're It's Ruler and Queen!

  • @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL
    @THISUNIVERSEISRIGGEANDEVIL หลายเดือนก่อน

    I’m living the same exact day every single day

  • @BeatsByGamer86
    @BeatsByGamer86 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hang in there. Some of the most successful people were at there absolute worst before things turned around. Breakthrough is on the way. Share some of your creativity online, the positive feedback can help. Good luck on your interview 👍🏾

  • @branches0Nine
    @branches0Nine หลายเดือนก่อน

    TrueLight𓋹TruePeace. “Humans are artificial intelligence”. : a video posted from TH-cam from remedy h.

  • @dielectrictruth1040
    @dielectrictruth1040 หลายเดือนก่อน

    🙂