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I have been emotionally numb for almost 7 years straight, with no end in sight, the last 2 months I’ve spent crying most every day due to a recent break up, being sad but yet feeling nothing at the same time is all I know anymore

Watched your video... it had a calm vibe almost too calm Never thought you'd have a channel though interesting surprise

Just want to say Jesus loves you guys and he’s coming back very soon. Get right with him before it’s too late

I have no idea how I found this

Great start to the interview. Talking about another subject first made him more comfortable talking about the serious stuff.

I would assume that the boyfriend/girlfriend have already talked about her taking photos that she doesn't want him to be in. They're just not likely to have that conversation in public. A lot of people in relationships have them consensually open to some extent or another. If she has a social media presence it's not uncommon for women (and men) to pretend to be single to help with their popularity, donations, etc. (There's also the opposite route of having a couples channel, but you don't want that unless your really sure about it being a long term thing). It's really best not to think too much about what the other people in the gym are doing ;p

If your trying to have a conversation with a socially awkward person to get to know each other, I'd recommend some kind of social board/card game to provide conversational guard rails. Some of those games are designed to bring up unusual thought topics.

Find comfort in the fact that you’re not the only one feeling the way you do. Depression tends to make you feel like you’re misunderstood and alone in things, if seeking validation of being heard and unique by posting these vlogs helps go for it, but I’d recommend trying to talk to Jesus my guy, he has a way of validating your emotions and insecurities that’s only unique to you, comforting you in things no one knows about. He’s the answer to many of your questions. Always speak up but choose wisely who to speak it with, not everyone will understand , no one knows you like Jesus does. 🙏🏽

Oh learning rocket league songs is great for you. I basically only learned to play classical music on the piano, which is definitely not what I think of as the fun piano music. I'd personally place consciousness as something that both the brain and soul have. I think therefore I am, you can't really prove others exist and aren't some kind of thought creation. You need to come to terms with what you find to be the acceptable level of accepting shared reality. You might want to read some René Descartes at some point. Whiplash topic change ;p I think we're immortal souls having a human experience. I don't think a lot of the genetic differences we experience matter much on a grand time scale.

Depression making you not care about things in a way that lets you be more outgoing seems like philosophical stoicism. You seem generally positive to me. I don't really watch a lot of vlogs nowadays but a lot of people I've watched for years started off as vloggers (especially comedy people). Vlogging wouldn't be a word if other people weren't already doing it ;p If you really wanted to go point to point in an organized way with segues without getting into something like editing graphics you could do something like make an off camera bulleted list of intended topics before you start and prewrite a segue sentence between the two topics. ("Why do vloggers get burnout?" - relates the two topics, "What's the difference between a vlogger and someone with burnout? There isn't one." - hopefully your jokes are better than mine) lol at the predestination bit at the end for how that just dropped in. I honestly don't think segues are something to worry about too much. Your video seems to cut off a bit at the end, but hey leave them wanting more.

Good advice

Grats on doing well in the tournament. There's almost always more hardcore people out there. Esports gets a lot rougher as you get older (reactions slow down and whatnot) so I think it's probably a good idea to know not to lean into that more. If your enjoying the piano, consider putting playing it some onto youtube. A few people enjoy seeing even people who are pretty new to music, and if you got to where you could do covers that'd help with your discoverability. You seem to be into techy stuff as well and that's a good direction as well. It was nice listening.

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I'd recommend a personal birthday ritual that doesn't depend on others. Plan to rewatch your favorite movie, cook your favorite meal, I tend to buy myself a once a year scratch ticket, etc. Just don't be too attached to a personal birthday plan to be willing to abandon it if some kind of group hangout comes along.

Talk about Rocket league if your comfortable talking about it. There's no rush to perfect the podcast in a first episode. You can iterate improvements. I'd say just be natural and you'll do fine. Outside of a podcast, I'd recommend learning to be comfortable with silence / gaps in conversation. Good Luck!

the bars at 1:12 are dope

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