IamAlyssa!
IamAlyssa!
  • 21
  • 56 921
HRT Diary MTF Exciting news!!
Hey guys, it's Alyssa! So much has happened since my last HRT Diary! I'm super happy right now! And want to share it with you all!
มุมมอง: 980

วีดีโอ

HRT Diary MTF 2 years on E!!!
มุมมอง 1.7Kปีที่แล้ว
Hey guys, it's Alyssa! Been 5 months since my last upload due to life getting in the way, but I'm here now 2 years into HRT and I feel incredible. I want to try and be more consistant with my uploads but that might be once a month or whenever something worth talking about happens, at least for a little while.
The Grim Trans Witch of Apex Legends! | Representation Matters
มุมมอง 300ปีที่แล้ว
Hey Alyssa here and today we are going to look at Catalyst from Apex Legends to see how well she represents the trans community! Instagram: trans.wizard
Is Sirona Ryan good representation? | Representation matters!
มุมมอง 626ปีที่แล้ว
Hey guys here I am talking about the terf game. Oh boy! I feel like there are a few obvious things I left unsaid like how the game also has other problematic issues like the antisemetic portrayal of goblins. Bit of a lazy edit but is an emotional topic so didn't want to spend too much time in that headspace for my mental wellbeing. Next time I make a video in this series I will pick something l...
Escapade the Transgender Mutant of Marvel Comics | Representation Matters!
มุมมอง 308ปีที่แล้ว
Today I am looking at how Shela Sexton aka. Escapade is represented within the Marvel Comics. I feel like I may have missed some things so I may make a followup at some point. If you have any suggestions on characters you'd like me to cover please drop them below! Instagram: trans.wizard
British ups, Trans Rights! | Trans memes
มุมมอง 186ปีที่แล้ว
Hey guys hope you enjoy some memes that my partner sent me from the subreddit r/traaans. Sorry if I'm a bit awkward and the editing is clunky, hopefully I will improve over time. Also posting late as got super busy and next week's vid will likely be a little late too. Instagram: trans.wizard
Hormones + Channel update!
มุมมอง 490ปีที่แล้ว
Hey it's Alyssa! Just a quick update today on my HRT as well as my plans for 2023. Hope you all had an amazing christmas and wish all the best going into the new year! Instagram: trans.wizard
HRT Diary 17 months on Oestrogen (MtF)
มุมมอง 1.4Kปีที่แล้ว
Here I am 17 months in and still going strong, here's hoping for many many more years and months of happiness. Instagram: trans.wizard
HRT Diary MTF 15 Months on Oestrogen
มุมมอง 1.4Kปีที่แล้ว
Hey guys I'm 15 months into my HRT journey, things are going great so far. Really excited to be having appointments with doctors again soon. Instagram: trans.wizard
HRT Diary MTF 14 months on Oestrogen
มุมมอง 4.5K2 ปีที่แล้ว
Here I am at 14 months. Looking back I never thought I'd get here but here I am and still going strong. Thank you for watching I hope you have a great day x. Instagram: trans.wizard
My Transition Timeline! (MtF ) 2020 - 2022
มุมมอง 29K2 ปีที่แล้ว
No HRT update this month, been super busy with deadlines but hopefully next month I will have a little more time. My partner helped throw together a timeline of my journey so far. The oldest image is me in 2017 while I was still struggling to figure things out. Now look at me, feel so much more confident and more like me these days. Instagram: trans.wizard
HRT Diary MTF 1 year on Oestrogen!!!
มุมมอง 2K2 ปีที่แล้ว
I finally made it to 1 year on HRT. This feels like a dream!! Bit late on the upload but I was really busy last week. Feel free to follow me on Instagram at: trans.wizard
HRT Diary MTF 11 months on Oestrogen
มุมมอง 3.5K2 ปีที่แล้ว
Happy pride all!!!!!!!!! This pride month marks 11 months on HRT for me. I am incredibly happy to be on this journey, last year it was excited to have my appointment with an Endocrynologist and now I am almost a whole year on Oestrogen. It's honestly like a dream ^^
Thank you for 100 subs!!!
มุมมอง 2152 ปีที่แล้ว
Okay so this video is a little late but I had my partner down for a week so lost track of time. I just want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart for everyone who has come with me on this journey so far and I am excited to share it more with you in the future.
HRT Diary MTF 10 months on Oestrogen
มุมมอง 1.6K2 ปีที่แล้ว
I have now made it to 10 months on Oestrogen. My journey so far has been amazing and I can't wait to see what changes come in the future.
How I realised I was Trans!
มุมมอง 7082 ปีที่แล้ว
How I realised I was Trans!
HRT diary MtF 9 months on oestrogen
มุมมอง 2.3K2 ปีที่แล้ว
HRT diary MtF 9 months on oestrogen
How much does HRT cost in the UK?
มุมมอง 4052 ปีที่แล้ว
How much does HRT cost in the UK?
HRT diary MTF 8 months on Oestrogen
มุมมอง 3.1K2 ปีที่แล้ว
HRT diary MTF 8 months on Oestrogen
HRT Diary MTF 7 months on Oestrogen
มุมมอง 9992 ปีที่แล้ว
HRT Diary MTF 7 months on Oestrogen
HRT Diary (MTF) 6 months on Oestrogen
มุมมอง 1.8K2 ปีที่แล้ว
HRT Diary (MTF) 6 months on Oestrogen

ความคิดเห็น

  • @davefisher1840
    @davefisher1840 16 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I love your honesty. Thanks so much for sharing. This is the first video of yours that I’ve watched. Good luck with your job hunt! 🙂🌻🦋

  • @waruiwasurechatta
    @waruiwasurechatta 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You look great. Did you get ffs?

    • @iamalyssa3008
      @iamalyssa3008 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@waruiwasurechatta I did look into it a while back but sadly it's been way out of my price range and probably always will be 😂 any changes to my face have been purely from hrt and laser hair removal

  • @videosdebiles2165
    @videosdebiles2165 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Disgusting

  • @Worlds-Collide
    @Worlds-Collide 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    What a breathtaking young lady. Happy you are happy.

  • @ReneeMoiB
    @ReneeMoiB 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    How are things going now? Any updates?

  • @severinoRoberto-yp5cr
    @severinoRoberto-yp5cr 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    🌹🧘💐

  • @severinoRoberto-yp5cr
    @severinoRoberto-yp5cr 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Muito linda parabéns 💞

  • @severinoRoberto-yp5cr
    @severinoRoberto-yp5cr 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Boa tarde amiga, tudo bem 🌹

  • @severinoRoberto-yp5cr
    @severinoRoberto-yp5cr 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Boa tarde amiga, tudo bem 🌹

  • @John-fn2ln
    @John-fn2ln 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You are still a male no matter what you can't change your DNA like people thinks they can you will never be a real woman and you are better looking as a male

  • @mitchellcrane9809
    @mitchellcrane9809 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    do not do this to yourself

  • @TakeAchance365
    @TakeAchance365 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Missed Opportunity to do a spider Gwen but you look beautiful either way I’m proud of you girl

  • @tiffanyplacencia2296
    @tiffanyplacencia2296 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hello Alyssa, I am gender nonconforming person who questioning if I am trans. Have supportive friends who are welcoming my gender exploration. I always tried to be myself however some social expectations for women I had done because I was traumatized to conform. Now embracing my natural nonconforming state. Also testing different names and pronouns. Family and coworkers do not know. Family wouldn’t be accepting and not confident enough to tell coworkers. They just know I wear suits.

  • @Balltikl
    @Balltikl 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    "Im the grim trans witch your parents warned you about" <333

  • @KuroYKT
    @KuroYKT 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Its like u almost made a case and looked at it objectively but what the video boils down to is "jk rowling getting money is bad so dont support anyone who took part in making the game happen" which is sad

  • @alien.invasion
    @alien.invasion 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hi, i love your name, my name is Aliena :3 also sorry for commenting this late on a small video, i just love seeing my meme in compilations 😅 (the one at 9:35)

  • @24yrukdesigner
    @24yrukdesigner 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    There is NO argument, it's just people with no life and nothing better to do. I would probably be able to find respect for trans if they didn't fly militant nonsense flags and waffling on about getting offended by anything... ffs this is why trans are like they are in the first place! They just cannot accept the birth defect and cannot talk about it without getting into confrontation. The flag is not a representation of union, it's a flag which separates men or women who feel like the opposite birth gender from the rest of the world and i find it extremely offensive and counter productive. Stuff the word transphobic its absolute nonsense and exists as much as non-binary. If you want respect and acceptance then get back into society where we WANT you to live with us without all the waffling. Deeper voice, offensive, names... Be stronger, learn to forget who you almost pretended to be and go back to your roots, find love for yourself. There is nothing wrong with who you are and STILL are behind the pretending. I repeat, there's no such thing as transphobia whatsoever. It only and can only exist in fictional situations, because the very premise of transexual is fictional in itself. Learn to love and be yourself dude. Your life will be so much better!

  • @sophie-o
    @sophie-o 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you, this was fun. :) Here are some name ideas for estrogen gel: gal salve belle gel femme fraîche

  • @FactualCounterpoints
    @FactualCounterpoints 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    How did oestrogen change your personality or mood?

  • @ronaldcarson2170
    @ronaldcarson2170 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Lisa CARSON

  • @michaellawrence6696
    @michaellawrence6696 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Best of luck on your journey to be yourself. You're beautiful

  • @Worlds-Collide
    @Worlds-Collide ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful

  • @super-poke-tuber4900
    @super-poke-tuber4900 ปีที่แล้ว

    Congratulations!!

  • @chrissyweikoop7931
    @chrissyweikoop7931 ปีที่แล้ว

    every time you upload a video i get both excited and envious haha. you look so happy, healthy and in general like you are doing fantastic! much love! 😍

    • @iamalyssa3008
      @iamalyssa3008 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you so much <3 Things have been pretty busy for me lately and the last few months have been a blur but I am really happy where I am at the moment <3

    • @ronaldrampone7481
      @ronaldrampone7481 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@iamalyssa3008hi

    • @ronaldcarson2170
      @ronaldcarson2170 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Lisa CARSON

  • @QueenYanzy
    @QueenYanzy ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel more comfortable when i'm with girls than boys. and i feel kinda feelings when see some boys..I also like to play with my nipples and like to wear girly clothes..should I want to transition or not🙂

    • @iamalyssa3008
      @iamalyssa3008 ปีที่แล้ว

      I mean that is entierly up to what you feel is best. If you are questioning your gender then it's worth exploring and seeing where it takes you. By no means does anyone need to transition because they are gender non conforming but it is worth exploring 😄

  • @Scifi4life
    @Scifi4life ปีที่แล้ว

    So stunning and brave

  • @chrissyweikoop7931
    @chrissyweikoop7931 ปีที่แล้ว

    i'm gonna be honest: this is so weird to watch. and it must be even weirder for you. i personally can't look at my pre transition videos without... i don't know, feeling disconnected from that person. but i am so glad you can finally be yourself and i wish you the very best on every step of your journey.

  • @keatonium3298
    @keatonium3298 ปีที่แล้ว

    may I draw you?

  • @keatonium3298
    @keatonium3298 ปีที่แล้ว

    as a pre e transfem i look up to this so much, thank you :)

    • @iamalyssa3008
      @iamalyssa3008 ปีที่แล้ว

      That's very sweet. It's really hard in the beginning but we transfems can help each other get through it <3

  • @abutts02
    @abutts02 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re looking lovely

  • @lesingbretson-bo6ln
    @lesingbretson-bo6ln ปีที่แล้ว

    You've changed a lot more than I have your boobs have grown more than mine

  • @chamkaursinghdhaliwal1040
    @chamkaursinghdhaliwal1040 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hii ,Alyssa. Your smile very sweet

  • @daviniarobbins9298
    @daviniarobbins9298 ปีที่แล้ว

    I started HRT May 29th 2021 so I am nearly 2 months ahead of you. I been using gels about 18 months and scrotal application for nearly a year and mono for nearly 6 months. I too am on a weight loss journey for nearly the last 3 years and I have lost I estimate about 112lbs and I still need to lose about 50lbs more. I have lost a lot for my upper body, shoulders, chest area(I can see my shoulder bones and some ribs now). Not had any voice training or hair removal, can't afford it. On the waiting list for my local GIC. Still got about another 3 years to wait for my 1st appointment.

    • @iamalyssa3008
      @iamalyssa3008 ปีที่แล้ว

      That's awesome!! My weight loss hasn't been that great atm, struggling to fit excercise into my routine regularly enough but it's a work in progress. I'm only like 182lbs ish so not too bad but would like to come down like 40lbs if possible. My speech therapy I got on NHS for free but took a few months to get a referal through to an appointment. As for laser hair removal I managed to get like a 70% discount due to when I looked into it but was still a LOT of money and I became even poorer than I was because of it, but the results for me have been worth it. Obviously I was very lucky and not everyone is able to do it but I'm thankful I have been able to.

    • @daviniarobbins9298
      @daviniarobbins9298 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@iamalyssa3008 That's great, well done. I am 15 stones 4 lbs at the moment. I must have been at least 23, 24 stones back in 2020. I been trying those home IPL machines for the last 2 years with mixed results. I am a bit older than you and I have a lot of greys on my face which the machine has showed up. Being transgender is not cheap is it. What with HRT, blockers and blood tests I have already spent the best part of £2000 and that is before I even get seen on the NHS.

  • @wendykhill5069
    @wendykhill5069 ปีที่แล้ว

    Well young LADY you are looking just LOVELY, GO GIRL Keep safe keep smiling Love Wendy xxxx

    • @iamalyssa3008
      @iamalyssa3008 ปีที่แล้ว

      Aww thank you, I shall keep on smiling x

  • @susanyoung6579
    @susanyoung6579 ปีที่แล้ว

    That's great vocal advice you are giving out. Happy to hear you are doing well. Your happiness really shows.

    • @iamalyssa3008
      @iamalyssa3008 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks, whatever little advice that I can offer I will always share. I feel that transitioning is a collaborative effort so anything that helps me I am always down for sharing x3

  • @super-poke-tuber4900
    @super-poke-tuber4900 ปีที่แล้ว

    Welcome back

  • @chrissyweikoop7931
    @chrissyweikoop7931 ปีที่แล้ว

    i am happy you are still alive! :) also, so happy for you. :3

    • @iamalyssa3008
      @iamalyssa3008 ปีที่แล้ว

      Still alive yes xD hopefully in future will be more reliable with uploads x3

    • @chrissyweikoop7931
      @chrissyweikoop7931 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@iamalyssa3008 don't worry about it. we just rewatch your older uploads until something new pops up haha. :D

  • @jaygent2836
    @jaygent2836 ปีที่แล้ว

    So pleased to see a new update from you, as I've drawn a lot of strength and suppor from your vids

    • @iamalyssa3008
      @iamalyssa3008 ปีที่แล้ว

      That's sweet of you. I'm glad I could help <3

  • @larisawhite2915
    @larisawhite2915 ปีที่แล้ว

    congrats

  • @janevivian24
    @janevivian24 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love love LOVE catalyst so much. It felt so surreal when she was announced to be trans. I remember hoping they'd eventually introduce one. love apex legends so much. Shes now my main

  • @freddiebrooks6898
    @freddiebrooks6898 ปีที่แล้ว

    Looking real good ❤️

  • @420man
    @420man ปีที่แล้ว

    If I had know this game had a trans in it I wouldn't have wasted my money

    • @WhatBigClawsYouHave
      @WhatBigClawsYouHave ปีที่แล้ว

      It was squeezed in, how were we to know until too late? 😔

  • @LuizCarlos-cg3qc
    @LuizCarlos-cg3qc ปีที่แล้ว

    Sensacional linda ❤❤

  • @mikeoath9541
    @mikeoath9541 ปีที่แล้ว

    You guys are very confused individuals.

  • @Ypsiroselee
    @Ypsiroselee ปีที่แล้ว

    This is where we may have to start talking with the gamers, not at them. We’re stuck with the game…taking the character as our own, and deflecting the damage, is something we may have to do for ourselves. Turn the game around, and strip it away from the TERFs. Make the game odious to THEM. Heck, Sirona Ryan Fan Fiction… I didn’t grow up on HP. I was solidly in my thirties when the books were being printed. I read Philosopher’s Stone, and saw the movies, mostly because I run in geek/nerd circles. I was also re-reading Cyrano de Bergerac. Growing up as an effeminate child with a deep secret, I learned to turn bullies’ words against them…to survive. Much the fictional Sirona Ryan would have. Like Cyrano in the book, which I read as a child, I pivoted the narrative. It embarrasses and frustrates bullies when they can’t beat you down.

  • @unikracoon1913
    @unikracoon1913 ปีที่แล้ว

    The name is absolutely a bad joke

    • @enthusiastisch1922
      @enthusiastisch1922 ปีที่แล้ว

      Why are you judging her name? Why do you think it's a joke?

    • @unikracoon1913
      @unikracoon1913 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@enthusiastisch1922 Sir(ona) Ryan. They were clearly going for a joke name. Also JKR has a history of badly named characters

    • @KuroYKT
      @KuroYKT 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      If she has a history of badly naming characters why get so offended of this one but not the others? And even if, representation is representation and I personally think its a great thing to include​@@unikracoon1913

  • @TheDrakeEquation1221
    @TheDrakeEquation1221 ปีที่แล้ว

    I find this all rather odd, are you not going to get treated for cancer because it was revolutionised by Otto Warburg a person of Jewish heritage who sold out his own people. I’m sure you see the logical parallel as nobody championed JK more than the tran community prior to this. My point is your hating something because of its creator despite the fact that you can take her creation and make it your own and have a place for it in your own life. The trans community isn’t doing it self much favours when it goes to extreme to justify its position. With a literal war going on where people are dying, unbelievable amounts of poverty and hellish public debates I’ve all manner of rights as is I would say the best course of action is to be ask to be treated fairly and reasonable. However not to attack other for the believes or what they choice too or not too engage with. As someone else who is apart of the lgbt I have receive more hate and more public push back just for being associated with the radicals within the trans movement. This has actually made things worse not better and if people are pushed any further it will get much much worse before it’s better. You only need to look at history to know this.

    • @TheDrakeEquation1221
      @TheDrakeEquation1221 ปีที่แล้ว

      This wasn’t a comment necessarily on you. Just on the whole discussion around this topic.

  • @LinkG6C4N
    @LinkG6C4N ปีที่แล้ว

    You do yourself a disservice when you say "if you do X, you aren't an ally". The world isn't black and white. It's a spectrum. And you need all the allies you can get. Best not turn them away. It creates division in a community which weakens the whole effort. Peace.

    • @iamalyssa3008
      @iamalyssa3008 ปีที่แล้ว

      I think you miss the point. It's more so that the transgender community asked one very easy and small thing to everyone in not buying the game. A large portion of people showed that they care more for their own childhood nostalgia than the lives of a very marginalised community. It's more about respect and if you don't respect trans people you aren't an ally it is as simple as that.

    • @douma1561
      @douma1561 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@iamalyssa3008Our happiness is more important then the happiness of a very small minority group

  • @drewobanion3018
    @drewobanion3018 ปีที่แล้ว

    Has anyone ever told you that it’s not possible to be tr.ansgende. There is no such thing as a trans person.

  • @chamkaursinghdhaliwal1040
    @chamkaursinghdhaliwal1040 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi Alyssa. how are you. I see daily your vedio.your are So cute . Your new vedio nice