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it's like some lovecraftian body horror nightmare and people do it willingly to themselves. quite fascinating.

Pump it up!😂

Burrito dong brotha 💪

She's probably dead now

Did you get the rubber nuts?😊

The pain is post op inflammation not pain that natural men have. This is a surgical site with wounds. Don’t compare native male experience to this.

I started doing my IPL laser hair removal tool yesterday so every other day I'm using it for my phalloplasty rff I'm using my left arm...

idk if you're still checking in on this channel but i would love an update! hope you're doing well❤

Finding you pride month of 2024 thanks to the TH-cam algorithm. Bummed that there isn't a part two here or any updates since this one still listed. Hope you're doing well would love to see more videos from you.

The TH-cam algorithm is really good for recommending older videos that maybe you haven't seen especially during pride month. I am thankful that it brought me here. I do realize I'm writing to somebody that existed five years ago, not the person that they've developed into today necessarily. If you do read this please keep in mind that's I'm writing this as I haven't watched any of your other videos yet though I will for sure. Perhaps I'm writing this more for myself or others to read endless to you knowing that however I don't feel that it can hurt in any way at least I certainly hope not. Okay well here goes and I apologize this might be a little on the long side than what you're used to in the comments but don't worry it's all good I'm not an a******. So I just have a few comments and maybe in a way also there are questions probably. So first I'll comment about the experience of having a penis. I am a CIS man and everything you described pretty much it's par for the course when you have a dick. Not so much the feeling like it might fall off part, but I would understand having that feeling given the circumstance that you aren't used to its actual physical presence yet and considering it'll probably take quite a while for the nerve pathways to fully form and all of the cells to integrate properly et cetera. Obviously there's some specific surgical related issues that I of course have never experienced. There is one thing I noticed that I wondered about that made it obvious that some of this adjustment to your phalloplasty is clearly psychological in nature. Please take this as the positive feedback as it is meant. I'm here to learn and also be supportive, not to cause additional stress. So I noticed that quite deliberately it seems you are using the language "the phallus" referencing a body part of yours instead of calling it "my" ______(fill in the bank-penis, dick, cock, willy, etc or even "my phallus")... I don't think I've ever heard a guy call his penis a phallus, but that doesn't mean some people don't and in particular in this circumstance maybe would be a good transitional word for you while you develop ownership over what was sort of a "phantom" or "non-developed" etc. body part. Usually when someone is referring to a phallus they're referring to something that is representative of a biological body part as in like a dildo or a statue not what is actually part of your body hanging in between your legs. Usually someone would say "my" not usually even really thinking about it. That said it is you, aside from any assistive additions which like any other adaptive equipment such as glasses or prosthetics like a packer you may have used or not along the way, will become second nature and a part of you just as much in some ways, but you actually have a biological body part now that's made almost entirely of you. It's always been you literally because it's made out of you and you have perhaps always looked in the mirror a knew something was missing or incorrect about what you were seeing. I'm not a psychologist or have a lot of trans friends so if I'm speaking out of turn or being offensive please let me know and feel free to delete my comment as that is not my intention nor is any sort of 'splaining. I am myself am part of the queer alphabet, though it's not related to gender. I am just a CIS gay man and my pronouns are he/him. In any case along your journey, I know eventually you will be saying my dick or my something instead of saying the whatever fill in the blank because it's not the whatever fill in the blank, it's you as in yours as in mine. It's you. Well a part of you anyway. God forbid you might even name it like some guys do lol... I never have, but I have made comments like the big head thinking with the little head etcetera. Anyway I love your forthrightness and appreciate you sharing your experience as I find not a lot of trans men speak about phalloplasty. I don't have any morbid curiosity, judgment, or fetishes or anything I am just trying to learn about something I don't or didn't know about and didn't understand. It started when I found myself attracted to a men whom I later found out was trans and it happened several times over the years. A light bulb went off and I realized that even the label transsexual was sort of misleading in a way because whom I was talking to was a man and always had been one even if they weren't born with the body parts to match exactly, which I considered to be more of an accident of birth. Of course I'm sure everybody interprets their experience differently, but this is simply how I interpreted mine. Anyway I wish you the best of luck and I am now just discovering your channel so I will go through your videos and learn a bit more about you specifically and your experience. I certainly will keep watching. Also I have to be honest and say that you are cute so that helps keep my attention of course like it does for most of us😊 and those who say they don't pay more attention to someone who they think is cute is lying and as I said I'm not particularly trans amorous necessarily, I just like handsome and cute well-spoken forthright men. If you are more female amorous or straight Etc I hope that you would simply take it as a compliment. Please don't think that I am hitting on you either for saying that. I have not watched any of your other videos yet so I don't know if I would want to or whether you are straight, gay, bisexual, whatever.. My experience of trying to understand the trans experience etcetera has been quite an experience for me because it has taken me on a long journey of questioning my understanding of my own attractions, desires Etc. The one thing that I have learned in this journey is that they are my experiences just like it's my penis. I am watching you describe your experience and your body. Thank you for doing so.

Woof you must have a big one! Youre so hot and sexy!!😍😍😍 best wishes!!

Obviously you didnt really think this through real well. Its an organ hanging between your legs. You asked for it so deal with it.

I piss straight like a cowboy

My penis can carry a bowling ball

At least you don't have bslls to kick

You a fool

I run with a hard on and don't feel ANYTHING

I love my bigbpenis hanging and heavy lol😅

Dicks weigh a lot 😅😂

He a fem boy

looks good :)

do you mind saying who your surgeon was? I know its been a while, but I am getting keyhole in manitoba soon so I'm just curious!

OMG yes, having big pendulous breasts is NOT comfortable. I can picture that sensation being elsewhere. Running is no joke. Well, now I understand why there is pee right/left of the toilet and not dead center. Apparently, they are tricky to AIM. You could sit, but I understand the principle. I'm a stomach sleeper, so I can imagine that is out for you. I had no idea that your flesh would be so very sensitive to touch for that long after. The numbness goes away as the nerves rejoin. All the love, honey. You got this!

I have watched many of these trans videos. What I noticed is the views are high before and during surgery to cheer the person on. Then those millions of views go to down thousands after the surgery. Is it because they really didn't care about you in the first place?

Don't disfigure your body and won't have any health issues except the disphoria

There's no such thing as transgender my dude you are either a man or a woman and while I don't know you I don't wish any harm to you In fact I have dealt with mental health issues myself and I don't wish those issues on my worst enemy. I have to tell you man the happiness you are searching for will never be found in chopping your junk up because while you temporarily will feel happiness it won't last because you are trying to be something that is impossible to be and it's not treating what is causing your problems you are only creating new problems. What you are searching for can only be found in the correct medications and therapy. I hope you eventually get there

These doctors are creating medical weirdos with these surgeries. In 20 years, society will be f'cked!

I hate trans people's voice. It sounds so weird and unnatural

Damn how many toture surgeries can the body take before it gives out. This is madness

Sounds awful.

Anyone who has this surgery has got to be insane. It's like Professor Frankenstein trying to create a hybrid human out of spare parts. Completely nuts.

Maybe try wearing underwear that holds you in place?

Uumm to the left... ya, I think you got a defective one ♧😅

Ya sister... tighty whites will do the trick...

I thank you very much for sharing this. This is very helpful. I would love to hear a update.

Freak. What did you expect?

Welcome to the problems of the male world. I'm a biological male and even I occasionally have a problem with urine flowing off course. It has to do with overhanging skin. You have to make sure it is not stuck together and is unobstructed. You have to pull on it to make sure you get a straight flow.

Wow so so sad look at your arm crazy sorry you but yourself though it hummmmmm

Wow, not to be able to sleep comfortably sounds hard😳 Can you sleep without meds meanwhile? How did all the difficulties change over time? Running and peeing better now or is that permanent?

The weight of a XYs peen was once described by Henry Miller as "a piece of lead with wings" (specifically when it's in a more excitable or angry state, you might say) so XY guys feel that tug down as well...

You could have been a whole and healthy lesbian but you decided to 'trans the gay away' and become a lifelong medical patient.

Give us an update please it's been 7 months and wondering if you're doing ok.

now you what it feels like to be Michael Jackson...just grab and/or beat it! 😂 😂

moronic...

I’m amazed that this individual didn’t talk to anyone else, who had previously undergone this type of operation. Why aren’t there more TH-cam videos available, so people can study the painful after effects of sex change operations.

Damn, you are a cutie!! Thank you for sharing such a personal journey that helps others. 😉

Buy a jock strap. It will keep everything in place during the initial period

We appreciate you sharing something so personal. I want to get phallo one day and it excites me to hear they're creating erectile devices for transmen. I wish you a speedy recovery.

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It’s crazy to think you were born with a vagina