Stephen Mugen Snyder, Sensei
Stephen Mugen Snyder, Sensei
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Two Stories of Awakening
This is an excerpt from a two-day Zoom retreat titled "Accessing the Absolute" - September 24th, 2023.
To learn more see Stephen's book, "Demystifying Awakening",
a.co/d/eMZTDoT
For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see,
awakeningdharma.org/
#zenstories #enlightenment
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What Is Good About Your Challenging Patterns
มุมมอง 8221 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา
This is an excerpt from a two-day Zoom retreat titled "Accessing the Absolute" - September 23rd, 2023. To learn more see Stephen's book, "Demystifying Awakening", a.co/d/eMZTDoT For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see, awakeningdharma.org/ #spiritualjourney
Doubt Is an Important Part of Practice
มุมมอง 88วันที่ผ่านมา
This is an excerpt from a two-day Zoom retreat titled "Accessing the Absolute" - September 23rd, 2023. To learn more see Stephen's book, "Demystifying Awakening", a.co/d/eMZTDoT For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see, awakeningdharma.org/ What is Your Level of Doubt, th-cam.com/video/KA57XlxAH0M/w-d-xo.html #zenbuddhism #zen
Orienting on the Path and Being Exactly Where We Are
มุมมอง 10214 วันที่ผ่านมา
This is an excerpt from a two-day Zoom retreat titled "Accessing the Absolute" - September 23rd, 2023. To learn more see Stephen's book, "Demystifying Awakening", a.co/d/eMZTDoT For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see, awakeningdharma.org/ #zenbuddhism #spiritualawakeningjourney
Psychological Models and the Path of Awakening
มุมมอง 24521 วันที่ผ่านมา
This is an excerpt from a two-day Zoom retreat titled "Accessing the Absolute" - September 23rd, 2023. To learn more see Stephen's book, "Demystifying Awakening", a.co/d/eMZTDoT For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see, awakeningdharma.org/ The Zen Map of Awakening, th-cam.com/video/LyTwsPkwLHg/w-d-xo.html Origin of the Core Ego Deficiency and the Spiritual Journey, th-cam.com/video/...
Dealing with Anxiety in Meditation
มุมมอง 6021 วันที่ผ่านมา
This is an excerpt from a two-day Zoom retreat titled "Accessing the Absolute" - September 23rd, 2023. To learn more see Stephen's book, "Demystifying Awakening", a.co/d/eMZTDoT For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see, awakeningdharma.org/ Getting Started with Shikantaza - a Meditation for Awakening, th-cam.com/video/5kqVrdBEFjE/w-d-xo.html Shikantaza Meditation Instructions, th-cam...
Accessing the Absolute
มุมมอง 16528 วันที่ผ่านมา
This is an excerpt from a two-day Zoom retreat titled "Accessing the Absolute" - September 23rd, 2023. To learn more see Stephen's book, "Demystifying Awakening", a.co/d/eMZTDoT For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see, awakeningdharma.org/ How to Do Shikantaza - Guided Meditation, th-cam.com/video/3ZN6-xfTWvs/w-d-xo.html Shikantaza Unmanifest Absolute - Guided Meditation, th-cam.com...
Innate Goodness with I Am - Guided Meditation
มุมมอง 128หลายเดือนก่อน
This is an excerpt from Stephen's "Soothing the Longing Heart" mentoring group - March 9th, 2024. To learn more see Stephen's book, "Demystifying Awakening", a.co/d/eMZTDoT For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see, awakeningdharma.org/ #guidedmeditation
Benefits of the Four Elements Meditation
มุมมอง 134หลายเดือนก่อน
This is an excerpt from Stephen's "Soothing the Longing Heart" mentoring group - March 9th, 2024. To learn more see Stephen's book, "Demystifying Awakening", a.co/d/eMZTDoT For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see, awakeningdharma.org/ #theravada #theravadabuddhism
Introduction to Koans
มุมมอง 150หลายเดือนก่อน
This is an excerpt from a daylong Stephen offered on "Zen, Kensho, and Koans" - March 9, 2024 To learn more see Stephen's book, "Demystifying Awakening", a.co/d/eMZTDoT For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see, awakeningdharma.org/ The Role and Function of Koans in Zen Buddhism, th-cam.com/video/ZCqiyEz4A34/w-d-xo.html #koan #zenbuddhism
The Zen Map of Awakening
มุมมอง 537หลายเดือนก่อน
This is an excerpt from a daylong Stephen offered on "Zen, Kensho, and Koans" - March 9, 2024 To learn more see Stephen's book, "Demystifying Awakening", a.co/d/eMZTDoT For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see, awakeningdharma.org/ Absence of Self - No Effort, No Preferences, th-cam.com/video/-9X5BXjW5Q0/w-d-xo.html Psychological Models and the Path of Awakening, th-cam.com/video/CKO...
Origin of Shikantaza - the Evolution of Jhana Practice in China
มุมมอง 159หลายเดือนก่อน
This is an excerpt from a daylong Stephen offered on "Zen, Kensho, and Koans" - March 9, 2024 To learn more see Stephen's book, "Demystifying Awakening", a.co/d/eMZTDoT For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see, awakeningdharma.org/ Shikantaza Explained, th-cam.com/video/enMaYAPgvS4/w-d-xo.html Shikantaza Meditation Instructions, th-cam.com/video/RnKhax2LfLc/w-d-xo.html Guided Meditat...
Zen Awakening, Cessation, and Nibbana
มุมมอง 2442 หลายเดือนก่อน
This is an excerpt from a daylong Stephen offered on "Zen, Kensho, and Koans" - March 9, 2024 To learn more see Stephen's books, "Trust in Awakening", a.co/d/dDYs8KN "Demystifying Awakening", a.co/d/eMZTDoT For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see, awakeningdharma.org/ Seeing One's True Nature - the Falling Away of Body and Mind, th-cam.com/video/DiT5GgYTzcA/w-d-xo.html Absence of Se...
Surrender Desire and Aversion
มุมมอง 852 หลายเดือนก่อน
This is an excerpt from a daylong Stephen offered on "Zen, Kensho, and Koans" - March 9, 2024 To learn more see Stephen's book, "Trust in Awakening", a.co/d/dDYs8KN For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see, awakeningdharma.org/ #zenbuddhism
Short Biography
มุมมอง 1582 หลายเดือนก่อน
This is an excerpt from a daylong Stephen offered on "Zen, Kensho, and Koans" - March 9, 2024 To learn more see Stephen's book, "Demystifying Awakening", a.co/d/eMZTDoT For upcoming retreats and Zoom offerings please see, awakeningdharma.org/
Absence No-Self - Guided Meditation
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Absence No-Self - Guided Meditation
Awakening Is a Cornerstone of Buddhism
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Awakening Is a Cornerstone of Buddhism
Ceaseless Freedom - 11th Stanza from Trust in Awakening
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Ceaseless Freedom - 11th Stanza from Trust in Awakening
Shikantaza - Guided Meditation to Support Awakening
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Shikantaza - Guided Meditation to Support Awakening
Shikantaza or Silent Illumination Explained - Zen Meditation
มุมมอง 6313 หลายเดือนก่อน
Shikantaza or Silent Illumination Explained - Zen Meditation
Mara and Resistances to Deepening Meditation
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Mara and Resistances to Deepening Meditation
Unconditioned Love Challenges Our Conviction of Being Broken
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Unconditioned Love Challenges Our Conviction of Being Broken
Soothing the Longing Heart - Deconstructing the Self Through Awakening
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Soothing the Longing Heart - Deconstructing the Self Through Awakening
Impediments to Awakening
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Impediments to Awakening
The Transmission of Awakening - Denkōroku
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The Transmission of Awakening - Denkōroku
Awake, Who Is Holy or Wise - 16th Stanza from Trust in Awakening
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Awake, Who Is Holy or Wise - 16th Stanza from Trust in Awakening
Entering Jhana
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Entering Jhana
Absence of Self After an Initial Awakening and the Steps that Follow
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Absence of Self After an Initial Awakening and the Steps that Follow
The Origin of Self-Identity, Deficiency, and the Path of Awakening
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The Origin of Self-Identity, Deficiency, and the Path of Awakening
Denkōroku - The Transmission of the Light - All Conscious Beings Are Enlightened
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Denkōroku - The Transmission of the Light - All Conscious Beings Are Enlightened

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  • @mpavoreal
    @mpavoreal 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This is very helpful and timely. 🙏

  • @mpavoreal
    @mpavoreal 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you. Happy to spend this time with you this morning. 🙏

  • @raginald7mars408
    @raginald7mars408 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

    my Son hanged himself 4 Weeks ago in the forest... I showed him ALL those "techniques" no way to reach him... Anxiety racing to panic can be suicidal unstoppable Life is difficult enough without “panic”

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @raginald7mars408 I am so sorry for your loss. No words can touch this grief. Please try to be tender with yourself.

  • @WhatsItLikeToBeEnlightened
    @WhatsItLikeToBeEnlightened 28 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I appreciate the details and specificity... Thank you.

  • @ajitagrace5227
    @ajitagrace5227 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you Stephen - a potent meditation 🖤

  • @brianl9419
    @brianl9419 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hi Stephen. Appreciate your videos.🙏Do you have instructions for 4 Elements Meditation?

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma หลายเดือนก่อน

      @brianl9419 The full instructions to the meditation are in a book I co-authored titled Practicing the Jhanas. There is a playlist on TH-cam for Four Elements Meditation but the videos may not include all of the instructions quite yet. More videos will be coming.

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma หลายเดือนก่อน

      Four Elements Meditation playlist, th-cam.com/play/PLONhH1hHdoXtakNQIvXQRZAQRPNSmMHGm.html

  • @user-tx4rq9fb4j
    @user-tx4rq9fb4j หลายเดือนก่อน

    Waking up Like falling asleep Surrendering to Nowhere to go

  • @Chichi-cy2bb
    @Chichi-cy2bb หลายเดือนก่อน

    Great meditation but it doesn't work if you are continually interrupted by adverts.

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma หลายเดือนก่อน

      @Chichi-cy2bb Apologies. This channel isn't monetized and those ads are completely controlled by TH-cam. Once the channel grows enough to hit certain TH-cam benchmarks, then TH-cam unlocks features that will give us more control over reducing/eliminating some of the ads. Hopefully this will happen in the next few months.

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma หลายเดือนก่อน

      Also, some of the meditations are available on the Insight Timer app which might be another option for you.

    • @Chichi-cy2bb
      @Chichi-cy2bb 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you! I think your channel is fantastic.

  • @Viscid
    @Viscid หลายเดือนก่อน

    Nice to see some Theravada/Zen syncretism. I've always wondered why, if many of the practices of Theravada and Zen were not that dissimilar, one would emphasize the non-dual quality of it while the other did not. To me, as someone with a mere intellectual interest, that suggests that the phenomenology of the states are shaped by the expectations of the traditions. As someone who has studied both, have you seen evidence of the expectations of the tradition informing the experience of the practitioner?

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

      yes. Our expectations can color our experience. The Theravada model or path is usually presented from a dualistic perspective. I am going to do this meditation is the approach. Yet in deep experience, such as jhana, in the Theravada tradition, that is a nondual experience.

  • @alberttanner408
    @alberttanner408 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Mind Soul God are mythological concepts the body brain is real. There is lower and higher consciousness Higher consciousness is awareness of the myth of Mind Soul God. Lower consciousness is a by product of functional brain.

  • @alberttanner408
    @alberttanner408 หลายเดือนก่อน

    He typically misses out the Bharatian origins and that Japanese and Chinese people are Aryadharmic not CCP

  • @cyberpunkworld
    @cyberpunkworld หลายเดือนก่อน

    Now you're referencing those loops, which in some of my musical pieces I do avoid. It's all over the media. We think, for example, of Nationalities in terms of rugby or cricket matches, we fail to see the Evil around us, and we fail to see how we're all in this. Whenever a new dungeon is discovered in Perth, someone in Poland maybe will say "we're better, this doesn't happen here." And they are wrong, of course. The rat kind is in the underground, infesting everything, we common mortals need visas and a whole lot of money to travel everywhere and contemplate the Evil.

  • @cyberpunkworld
    @cyberpunkworld หลายเดือนก่อน

    No. That's the thing. A Koan maybe. "There's gifts in store for everyone that has respect." :)

  • @cyberpunkworld
    @cyberpunkworld หลายเดือนก่อน

    The short answer is this, and it is true. Perhaps Tricky wants to see more, before he's giving you the gift. Don't worry too much. I probably read a book and half, maybe?? :))

  • @cyberpunkworld
    @cyberpunkworld หลายเดือนก่อน

    Yet, once Enlightenment comes in, one serves. And they continue to serve. That's the thing. It's not that they serve, whether they want it or not, they want to serve very much :))

  • @cyberpunkworld
    @cyberpunkworld หลายเดือนก่อน

    In my understanding "no-self" means the subject is not one bit preoccupied about their own person. The self isn't there, therefore.

  • @cyberpunkworld
    @cyberpunkworld หลายเดือนก่อน

    Well, the first question to ask, immediately, after the previous statement was accepted is the following. Why are we here right now, and not in The Pure Land?? I am afraid I do not know the answer to this one... :))

  • @cyberpunkworld
    @cyberpunkworld หลายเดือนก่อน

    Regarding the distinction between Heaven and Earth. As I said previously. When anybody's got any form of doubts, they should remember The Pure Land as a true fact, in whatever way, shape or form they imagine a true fact to be. The Pure Land is a true fact!

  • @mpavoreal
    @mpavoreal หลายเดือนก่อน

    Gassho!

  • @todd_lisonbee
    @todd_lisonbee หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thanks Mugen!

  • @patrickflood
    @patrickflood หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for this teaching on Shikantaza and also for publishing the guided Shikantaza videos which I found to be very helpful. I heard a very similar explanation of the stages of Silent Illumination while studying Chan in the past. I wonder whether these stages correspond directly to different jhanas or would they be now considered different teachings?

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma หลายเดือนก่อน

      @patrickflood I felt they were stages of breath awareness meditation and applied these to the shikintaza

  • @ajitagrace5227
    @ajitagrace5227 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I found this meditation very healing and moving. Powerfully held by love. Thank you Stephen 🤍

  • @mikewright3633
    @mikewright3633 หลายเดือนก่อน

    🙏🙏🙏

  • @ajitagrace5227
    @ajitagrace5227 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you Stephen I LOVE this meditation!💗

  • @Aleksandrpajic
    @Aleksandrpajic 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It seems than that the cessation experience is total opposite from the Absolute and that implies Duality again. I have always struggled to reconcile my Buddhist practice and my faith in the Absolute and you are the only who has talked about both them existing. Can you please clarify on my first point. Thank you so much for your videos Stephen 🙏

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Cessation is nondual too. It is the center of the source -the Absolute.

    • @Aleksandrpajic
      @Aleksandrpajic 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@stephensnyderdharma It is almost like the womb of God, but why do we return to the manifest after the Cessation, does the Absolute want us to exist, expand and serve the creation ?

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Aleksandrpajic For some of us, we choose to be reborn to save all sentient beings (who are already saved.)

    • @Aleksandrpajic
      @Aleksandrpajic 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@stephensnyderdharma That's an infinite task then ! Thank you so much for your replies, the experience of Cessation and no self has caused me so much existential anxiety and panic attacks and your explanation that's it's a loving Cessation, a loving Absolute helps a lot since I haven't heard any other Buddhist teacher talk about it in that way.

  • @mpavoreal
    @mpavoreal 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for your commitment to realizing the bodhisattva path for our benefit 🙏

  • @michaelnice93
    @michaelnice93 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I think you are correct about those fears generated by the mind regarding surrendering into peacefulness. Do you find it helpful to develop a counter narrative about how our goal is to seek that peace and allow ourselves to be open to it? Cultivating a desire for peace seems like it may help overcome our hesitancy about it.

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Holding a wholesome intention is very helpful to our development and practice.

  • @mpavoreal
    @mpavoreal 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    🙏 Thank you.

  • @Reflekt0r
    @Reflekt0r 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you

  • @thomasjedensjo4316
    @thomasjedensjo4316 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is a wonderful talk!

  • @zachparade2791
    @zachparade2791 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you! 🙏 Very interesting! Very helpful!

  • @gra6649
    @gra6649 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Shikantaza is probably the hardest form of zazen. My teacher would rarely recommend someone should start with shikantaza. He advised that one start with zazen. The counting of the breaths. After a time came koan practice. Then when one breaks through came shikantaza. Kind of one learning to walk before learning to run situation. Of course there no absolute rules of progression are there?🙏

    • @dundee1080
      @dundee1080 9 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      According to Dogen shikantaza and zazen are one and the same. No differences whatsoever.

    • @gra6649
      @gra6649 2 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @@dundee1080 Shikantaza is a form of zazen,as is kinhin, counting one’s breath, and koan practice. How long have you been practicing?

  • @beyonghelloworld
    @beyonghelloworld 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    In phase 1, until the unity starts, to form are we in open awareness (this is when I have experienced the unity) or the unity can happen if we focus on the breath as well ? In phase 2 ( inner / outer separation ), when we no longer feel missing parts on the body, ( ie lower body) would you have pointers as to how move our awareness to that area? Typically in other meditations our awareness goes to a point where we do feel something ( eg the hara ). in terms of what's common to do in practice, do we do Zazen with focus on the breath first and them move to phase 1, or a calming meditation pre-step is not really common?

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      we only use the breath to breath into the different chakras at the commencement of the mediation. once we start with resting awareness on the unity of body/ mind, we do not focus on the breath. we no longer use breath in shikintaza after turning toward the unity of body/mind.

    • @beyonghelloworld
      @beyonghelloworld 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@stephensnyderdharma Thank you, does Japanese Zen use a Chakras model ? I thought only Vajrayana Buddhism used Chakras.

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@beyonghelloworld I studied with a teacher who had a lot of contact with the yogis roots of many Buddhist practices. The wisdom eye is an important tool for meditation and deep journeying. The crown chakra is the portal for journeys to other realms.

    • @beyonghelloworld
      @beyonghelloworld 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@stephensnyderdharma Thank you!, so I gather Vajrayana and those Ch'an lineages which use a chakras model. How do you distinguishing deep journeys vs journeys to other realms. Is deep journeys within ourselves or up to a sense of interbeing so e.g. a deep samadhi while journey to other realms more akin to i.e. what shamanic traditions do with journeying plus what can happen spontaneously when we get a dream within a dream within a dream ?

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@beyonghelloworld The formless jhanas are entering other realms. In traditional Theravada Buddhism, it is believed that there are 31 planes of existence, including our universe.

  • @cyberpunkworld
    @cyberpunkworld 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'd say Live Dharma Talks aren't allowed. Neither live Dokusan. I'm 110% on Dokusan, there's room for discussion on Dharma Talk.

  • @ephemeral1151
    @ephemeral1151 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I've had Panic attack over the past 4 years. I tried different forms of meditation but i got nowhere. Could you help me please?

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Do you want to schedule a 1-1 on my website?

  • @zachparade2791
    @zachparade2791 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you! I am grateful for these short, focused talks. They allow me to easily fit them into my day, elevating my perception of reality and noticing how the topic naturally arises throughout my day. 🙏✌️💛

  • @ephemeral1151
    @ephemeral1151 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I don't know why such a precious channel has few subscribers. Even in pursuit of meaning, people need entertainment!

  • @chipmcm5555
    @chipmcm5555 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is a perfect example of Stephen's take on a guided Shikantaza practice. This 30 minute edit and the original 43 minute one are definitely ones to Save for repeated practice with this style of meditation. The guided part is about 2/3 of the time which leaves around 10 minutes to just sit after he's guided you to a deep state of peaceful awareness. Nice.

  • @stefanoprovvedi1155
    @stefanoprovvedi1155 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    There is no benefit to get. When we understand this…how wonderful! Emaho !

  • @unitedintraditions
    @unitedintraditions 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Great video. What is the meaning of the circle painting?

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      The Enzo represents the spiritual path. The circle is nearly complete. From one perspective we practice to fill in the circle. When the circle fills in, we realize it was complete all along.

  • @todd_lisonbee
    @todd_lisonbee 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I love this one. It is great. Thanks Stephen!

  • @zachparade2791
    @zachparade2791 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you 🙏

  • @stefanoprovvedi1155
    @stefanoprovvedi1155 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Simple and powerful

  • @user-tx4rq9fb4j
    @user-tx4rq9fb4j 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Valuable, grounding and appreciated discourses Stephen, thank you.

  • @alanarcher
    @alanarcher 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Is that state sustainable, sir? Or is it a big, life-altering explosion of knowledge/perception that lasts for weeks or maybe months, and then goes away, leaving us "orphan", but profoundly changed?

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Kensho/ satori can be either based upon the depth and duration of the "dropping of mind and body". The consciousness is changed through the experiences of kensho.

  • @user-tx4rq9fb4j
    @user-tx4rq9fb4j 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Profoundly fascinating discourses Stephen. Reconnecting with Stillness in adulthood was like the greatest, beyond description coming home for me. Deeply healing in ways and also consciousness altering. Afterward this putting down the personality seemingly completely for periods of time but also still returning to familiar subconscious habit patterns, mostly interpersonal, a kind of suffering of seesawing between "spirit" and my humanity, confusing. Anyhow earlier this year something like a falling through the egoic mind occured where many of these patterns and sources became apparent, but yes a deep seated unworthiness is there and in fact a bad conscience in regards to feeling this which I could not see with much clarity. Finding some more pieces of the puzzle in your videos here... Thank you.

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you for sharing. I'd like to invite you to the Absolute Peace and Stillness daylong Zoom retreat I'm hosting on the 21st of November.

    • @user-tx4rq9fb4j
      @user-tx4rq9fb4j 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@stephensnyderdharma Thank you I would like that.

  • @Jonathan_3991
    @Jonathan_3991 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Great channel! Thank you for taking the time to share this info.

  • @thomasjedensjo4316
    @thomasjedensjo4316 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Another great guided meditation session! 🙏

  • @thomasjedensjo4316
    @thomasjedensjo4316 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Lovely and inspiring! Thanks!

  • @stevenknoph711
    @stevenknoph711 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for posting this, I have been studying buddhism for almost a year now, of which I have begun mahayana buddhism and now zen buddhism studying. Koans struck me as confusing and I never had anyone to share with me the purpose. They say you need the teaching behind the koan, not just the koan itself to achieve true enlightenment

    • @stephensnyderdharma
      @stephensnyderdharma 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It’s helpful to have the context for each koan.