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@@Wallace007-q1x Appreciate it. Even though I was a little tired 😫 lmao

@@jessicapharez2000 Nah I get why you send a lot. And it's okay. I just can take so much when you complain about it. Like I dont call you annoying for sending a lot of stuff. its just when you get upset that Im not there at the moment. And I don't have friends that bother me anymore. I've been fixed that problem. Trying to take it easy and get my life straight.

@@jessicapharez2000 You still are a good person. You just need more in the face affection and understanding thats all. It's hard being alone I get it

@@jessicapharez2000 I personally think you're fucking everyone else over. Cause that's all I ever hear from them. Plus, it's been the same old bullshit all these years, ever since I've been your friend. I've tried my damn hardest to please you, even when I knew it was wrong of you to hurt me so. But I would always still get hurt in the end one way or another again and again. I would NEVER say anything wrong to you. You always brought it on yourself everytime you opened your little overly depressed and delusional mouth. Going on and on about the things that never mattered and other worthless piles of boo hoo bullshit. Shit that's not my fault, shit that's never mine or anyone's problem. You always blaming people. No one is going to exactly feel the same as you do on each and every thing. You have to accept that. Most of the good people tried to deal with your shit but they have a life and don't want to be surrounded by that negative cloud that drastically hangs over your dark void of a head. You cry rivers oh so much when people try to do good for themselves and also still cry when they try to do good for you. But I'm not falling for it anymore. There's nothing left for us. There's nothing in this world that will make you satisfied. I know you can be in bad spaces sometimes but you need to learn to cope by yourself unless you can learn to talk to someone with proper respect. So it's best to just get your ass use to being alone for a while until you find whatever is in you thats rotting and rip it out. Deal with that shit if you want to survive. No one can do it for you. Unless some random idiot let's you mentally abuse him like some fucking toy all the time. Honestly, that's how I felt ever since we started arguing. I just will never understand why you attack peaceful people for living their lives and wanting to focus on better things. You dwell on every little negative detail every minute of the damn day. I'm tired of being stepped on. You can play that victim card all you want, but I'm sure not stepping on you. You burnt your own garden to the ground. Like I'm not lying. If only you could see that. You can't stay a bitter person forever. I know it hurts to hear all that but I've dealt with that pain all these years for you and now you want to push me farther away. You make my sunshine black and my flowers gray. My heart was once red but now it's dead and I'm no longer going to stay. I have no more feelings for you at all. You destroyed every last one of them. You try so so hard to feel innocent just to trick us and your own mind and to give yourself little amounts of hope. But none of that will work in this world. The truth will be plastered for everyone to see. You WILL pay for the time you took from us. You will endure the suffering that we have felt. All you are is cancer. A pain that will never go away. Until someday you wake up and find the cure for your madness!!

So I think

@@jessicapharez2000 We'll, when you constantly attack someone for not responding cause they're working or just trying to live their life, it really hurts and makes no sense. Plus I'm tired of hearing about you complaining about stuff over and over again. What's even the point? I was trying my best to be there for you all these years and put up with it but I just can't. I've never done no wrong. Girls always try to twist it on the guy for not feeling sympathetic how they want them to. I can't be there physically to even show you how I feel to be honest. Though I did care enough. But when you constantly bash someone and say you don't trust them, just because they want time alone to get stuff done in life doesn't give you the right to just assume the worst of them. I tell you all the time how certain conversations make me feel and what I'm doing. Plus I try to change the subject and talk about better things to cheer you up but then you want to hurt me even when I do that. What's so wrong with just looking at the positive things and talking them over calmly without batching back and forth? I just will never understand that. That's why I'd rather keep to myself than ever deal with another girl half the time. I know you can't help your feelings but there needs to be a balance and a better way to process things so that you and the person you talk to don't constantly fight over something so little and stupid. You know? You can say I don't care all you want. But I made this comment explaining everything because I still care in my heart and want you to know the truth, as harsh as it is. Or I would stay silent.

​@@bloodyreveille450You did the best you could Bro. Sometimes friendships just don't work out. Hopefully both of you guys will find some happiness ❤

He's really hurt right now. He needs space...

@@Zariah-eu7ur ok thanks

@@jessicapharez2000 I have you on Facebook. I'll talk to you there

Consol

@@bloodyreveille450 I would get yourself a old Pentium II or III, with either Windows 95 or Windows 98SE or even Windows XP and start playing DOS games, the same ported games as the console. You won't get bottlenecking when you record.

@@virgilwalker683 i use to love those old ones. Some much unique vibes. Im currently running a 2023 mac at the moment tho. Trying to get duckstation running on it. Theres just so much security bullshit to get pass lol

@@jessicapharez2000 I've been going through some very rough times lately... it's not you, I promise. 💜

He kinda dookie tho 😂 Spectre is bae 💙

@@bloodyreveille450 Oh fo sho, Spectre is pretty damn good

As the creator of this fan game... I agree.

Hey Zar Zar! 😊

Hey Bloody ☺️

@@goofygee6091 Yooo my boi!!

​@@bloodyreveille450yooooooooooooooo

Thanks for joining in lastnight! It was fun. I had to stay home from work today. Feeling really weak. My heart won't stop pounding 😢

@@bloodyreveille450 No problem! Also you may be having a Panic Attack. If you don't feel better in like a half an hour or so don't hesitate to go to ER if you feel you have to ❤️

Hey just checking on u are u ok

Has anyone heard from bloody ?