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watching this after losing my mom..... thank you for this

this was really nice :]

I appreciate you sharing all this. Very beautiful. " the green pair of mittens in it" its interesting how you remember certain little things, right? I love how kids have deep connections with other kids, for just a little while, and never see them again. They dont need to covet them. They just send their love. Can i share my favorite childhood memory, that is very sacred to me? Watching a caterpillar eat leaves in my grandmothers yard :) i think of it every time i see a caterpillar.

TH-cam knows i survive on nostaglia Also lovely smile

🫶 the nurse crinkle paper literally is so nostalgic my nostalgic candy is 100% those strawberry hard candies in the strawberry wrapper also i know you make a lot of your jewelry did you make your sword earrings?!? i’ve been looking for sword charms for trinket making but i can’t seem to find any good ones any recs are appreciated 🙏✨✨

I like the writing in the thumbnail. This was very sweet and poetic. Also a good journal prompt idea!

You just inspired me to write down positive things from my childhood. I try not to think about my childhood because as a DID system, it definitely wasn't good, but there were good moments and I want to remember them ♥️

You remind me of an adorable fairy! They are real. And they did take care of you ❤🧚 they work very closely with traumatized children. And yes a lot of people with DID are very spiritually gifted and bright. I appreciate you sharing. It’s hard for me to function with DID but it’s getting better. Your explanation of difficulty in communicating is what I experience. It makes so much sense. It’s a brain thing! Can you do a video on how you regulate and how you achieved consciousness. I’m still struggling to be coconscious.

Do you guys have ur Pinterest listed anywhere?

She-ra shirt!!!!

So happy you’ve been reuploading these! I love watching them as I work around the house or do crafts.

Hi!! I watched all your streams on TH-cam and they are so cozy😭❤️can you tell me please when you will be live again?

Im an autistic poly fragmented system and it nice to hear yalls thoughts. I have a lot of concerns about switching too fast and too often to maintain interpersonal relationships, its good to hear others talk about it. I wish you all the best 🫰🫰

This was very helpful for us. We have a fictive and her source was very comforting to us as a child, but now it is triggering for her. Originally we thought she would enjoy watching her source because of how much we loved it as a kid, but it was really emotionally painful to watch it even though it is a lighthearted piece of media. We now won't watch it or talk about it because she finds it disrespectful. Thank you for talking about this!

The community and safe space you have created is soo beautiful. I consider myself lucky everyday for all your bits of wisdom✨

i appreciate this conversation a lot! your enforcement of boundaries and discussions of your own emotions while actively coping with them and saying that you are content with doing so yourself- truly admirable. from one system to another: i’m happy to see you all existing!

love this love!! Sorry for this question if it is inappropriate, does your partner also had DID?

i really appreciate how clear you are about not proselytizing!!! i appreciate that your boundaries make your space safer for not only you, but many of the people watching and chatting 🫶

hi!! omg i love your lives so much!!🥹you look amazing with make up, but without make up you’re so cozy and cute!!😭😭❤️

this premiere was so so much fun, and I love this live 💕

Keeping your math to yourself will help math is no more than alphabet

Y’all’s relationship and resilience is so inspiring to me. I am also an autistic trauma survivor and y’all give me hope that I can form lasting bonds and relationships with people in the future.

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ty sm for this live stream idk how i found u guys but yall are heart warming☀️🧙🏽‍♀️✋🏽🧚‍♀️✨

“I believe u”🙂‍↕️✋🏻🫡

such an important and heartwarming message!! thank y’all for sharing<3

loved this part of the livestream so much 🥹 v happy to be able to rewatch it #did

OMG HII I supported you in ur response to reddit cringe communities and I'm glad ur doing so much better, you bring me so much comfort as an autistic girl and you remind me of a fairy 💕

Hi my friend

Hi my friend

Sad I missed the live but happy u uploaded it! I needed something to body double to while I clean my living room today

beautiful❤❤❤

Always lovely to hear from you! Sorry I missed this live but I love watching y’all’s videos while I do stuff around the house

we're glad to see you guys are well! always happy to see a live repost :] take care. editing and uploading videos is hard, make sure to prioritize your health

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Been wanting to comment this for a while, but wasn’t comfortable enough to until now! Re: fictives being a “carbon copy” of their source, some of our fictives describe the experience as being like the Pixar bloopers. They animated bloopers of say Woody from Toy Story messing up his lines. It’s not Tom Hanks messing up, it’s Woody, in character, aware he is in a movie, messing up his lines. That is kind of how some of our fictives see themselves. They don’t literally think they were there making the show itself, but kind of like they remember the show as if that is what happened.

Glad to see you address everything the best you can. Don’t know crazy much about you aside from the bit of controversy from that little while ago. I hope you are able to find happiness often, or happiness finds you. Whichever way you prefer to see it :)

absolutely horrifying. wow

I didn't realise that I need a tamagotchi necklace in my life until now 😢

What is the reason for the hotflashes.

I absolutely was eating up that conversation about the human experience probably just as much as you because its also a special interest for me too!!!

caoimhe! my system loves rewatching your videos, especially when doing tasks and all that. it’s great to see other autistic plural people out there just living life. take care :)

this was such a fun live! -mallory ♡

Your little mouth pop stims make me so happy!!

MASSACHUSETTS MENTIONED RAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

Hearing the way you guys explained polyfragmentation, I think the way our system works aligns so closely with that. Before, I never considered it, maybe because I didn't understand what it really was, and just thought it was a high alter count. even though we have recorded over 300 alters so far, i still didn't believe we had a high alter count because we have a loooot of fragments over the years, that just "front once and never again". We described it like "the brain throwing new alters into front and doing a beta test to see who is the most suitable to develop into a full alter so they can front more or help the system internally or externally". like the brain is just doing a sales pitch like "here's a new alter idea i just came up with, do you like this concept?" and then just repeating it until we find an alter who is helpful to us in terms of survival or coping or whatever the need is LOL. and even then, its like, sometimes we have alters who are "designed a certain way" but when we "send them out" into the real world, they change drastically from their original "design" if that makes sense. I think its part of why a lot of our alters struggle with accepting theyre real/that we really have DIDOSDD, because the process by which they're "created" sounds so... intentional, calculated, and unreal. But the one argument they can't argue against is the fact that all of this is done unconsciously, we never try to make an alter or influence the "design" or control when they front, etc. I guess our brain is just super imaginative and kind of way too powerful for even ourselves to comprehend LOL. hopefully that made sense and I don't just sound crazy lol also I'm so glad for the talk about lived experiences as a fictive, as well as talking about other subjects related like exomemories and other introjects, the way that they can form, etc, because our system can relate to a looot of these experiences, and it's nice to know we didn't make it up loolol. Like how fictives can have exomemories that intertwine with their source material, how exomemories are like the brain's way of processing things in our life, sort of like how dreams work, how introjects of the same source can be very different, etc. i can even add that we have a lot of multiples of the same source with different interpretations based on their role and part in the system. we have literally 9 alters with the same source, and they're all so vastly different from each other. and even if we have sourcemates WITHIN OUR SYSTEM, they will remember the same event differently, remember the world and characters differently. we've even tried to record the different interpretations of the same character by different introjects, and compare that to the source material. and other times, we have alters who have connected exomemories, which is pretty interesting, because even they will remember the same event differently. idkkkk its all pretty interesting lol

DOGGY 😍

Several of us go by different names than our source because we don't want others to make assumptions and think we're trying to copy someone. I didn't know we weren't the only ones who did that.

girl you look super pretty♥

are you the girl from tik tok?