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เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 4 ส.ค. 2020
I make stuff, well occasionally.
A thing about birthdays.
An excerpt from "Eleven" by Sandra Cisneros.
What they don't understand about birthdays and what they never tell you is that when you're eleven, you're also ten, and nine, and eight, and seven, and six, and five, and four, and three, and two, and one. And when you wake up on your eleventh birthday you expect to feel eleven, but you don't. You open your eyes and everything's just like yesterday, only it's today. And you don't feel eleven at all. You feel like you're still ten. And you are- underneath the year that makes you eleven.
Music - Starry dream by @a.blomqvist
Voicenotes, voice over, video essay, visual poetry, birthdays, nostalgia, childhood, memories, inner child, peace, self love
#aesthetic #believeinyourself #beyourself #birthday
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What they don't understand about birthdays and what they never tell you is that when you're eleven, you're also ten, and nine, and eight, and seven, and six, and five, and four, and three, and two, and one. And when you wake up on your eleventh birthday you expect to feel eleven, but you don't. You open your eyes and everything's just like yesterday, only it's today. And you don't feel eleven at all. You feel like you're still ten. And you are- underneath the year that makes you eleven.
Music - Starry dream by @a.blomqvist
Voicenotes, voice over, video essay, visual poetry, birthdays, nostalgia, childhood, memories, inner child, peace, self love
#aesthetic #believeinyourself #beyourself #birthday
Like share follow comment save
#fyp #quotes #quote #quoteoftheday #quotestagram #quotesaboutlife #aesthetic #selflove #selfcare #lovequotes #loveyourself #beyourself #believeinyourself #birthday #birthdaycake
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beautiful hindi songs you've probably never heard :3
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This playlist will hit you with nostalgia, I hope you enjoy it ^-^ Every media piece belongs to its rightful owners, no copyright infringement is intended. Timestamps: 0:00 - Kaise Ho Tum - Shilpa Rao 4:42 - Sunn Hawa - The Trip 8:16 - Isharon Mein - Girl in the City 12:23 - Aahatein - Agnee 16:08 - Sabse Peeche Hum Khade - Silk Route 20:18 - Tham Ja Zindagi - Girl in the City
i think of my life as a movie - An excerpt from Miles Carter’s ‘About time’
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This is an excerpt from one of my favourite TH-camr, Miles Carter’s poem called “about time” The background music is called “Love doesn’t count on time” by afj, it is available on soundcloud. No copyright infringement intended. with love, anushka;
I just want to be present
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A little reminder to enjoy little things, the happiness and memories of those moments are what help us to move ahead through life. I wish all of you a very happy life. with love, anushka
Flowers from 1970 by Moonlight and it's raining (Slowed and reverb)
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Beautiful art by Taryn Star Here's the link to the artwork: taryn7star/status/1386828723186388995?s=20 Beautiful song by Moonlight Here's the link to the song: th-cam.com/video/QiRffzFyvi4/w-d-xo.html And the link to the Wattpad story by Astronomika: www.wattpad.com/story/253279459-flowers-from-1970-dreamnotfound-edited #FlowersFrom1970 #DreamNotFound #GeorgeAndDream #sad #slowedreverb
right person, wrong time - a playlist
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Music and images belong to their respective owners, no copyright infringement intended Timestamps: 0:00 - A Soulmate who wasn't meant to be by Jessica Benko 5:26 - Hey, It's Delilah by Jessica Ricca 9:20 - Fallen by Gert Tarbener 15:04 - Hand over hand by Roland Faunte 21:07 - Oceans by Seafret Spotify playlist: open.spotify.com/playlist/65U9KfDPVd38QGbYHVmZze?si=UqOoA3USQxmcbfCIT748zA& #s...
All Kishore Kumar songs but you are travelling at night
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All Kishore Kumar songs but you are travelling at night
Lag jaa gale but it's playing in another room and it's raining
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Lag jaa gale but it's playing in another room and it's raining
Driver's License while you are driving in rain
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Driver's License while you are driving in rain
I thought she was my soulmate, and i loved her so so much and god knows a part of me still does and probably always will, but her mom was homophobic and found out about us and I lost the love of my life because she was afraid. She got in a fight with her mom and ran away for a day because of it, but nobody will admit that it was my fault and i feel like i'm lacking closure. Our friends say it isnt my fault, and even she does, but i just know it is and nobody will admit it. I miss her so much, and our friends say she still loves me, but shes still afraid and it hurts so much. I've never loved anyone like this before, and the pain of all of it lingers in my bones, and makes my whole body feel heavy. I just wanna lay down, close my eyes, and feel her and hear her and see her next to me where i know she belongs. I miss you my love
I fucking miss her so much. But i cant be with people. And it was the worst time. You dont have to understand my comment. I just wanna scream somewhere. In place, where no one will hear me. Oh, i forgot. Nobody hears me even im talking to the person. Im invisible for everyone. Bt maybe its better that way. Sorry for vent, i cant controll my behavior, my thoughts, my emotions... anymore.
So I met this girl not too long ago on groupme, and we instantly had a lot in common so we exchanged numbers and we started playing game pigeon and talking about life and school. Our connection was so special though, i liked the way we would talk to each other, playing games, making me laugh, seeing a goodmorning messages when i woke up, always wondering how I was doing, and just having a good time. We both started to like each other more and I hadn't had that feeling in a long time and all the worries I had were gone and she gave me confidence to do things I usually wouldnt do socially. But.... she lived far away from me and being both young, there wasn't really a way to meet up and my parents eventually found out and they didnt like me talking to people that I couldnt meet in real life so they shut down that relationship, blocked them and told them to please not contact them again. I was so broken and lost....So sad and hit rock bottom, and the worst part is i didnt even get to say goodbye. And all I could think about is how confused they would be to have a relationship be shut down like that without explanations or goodbyes. I cried for days and lost hope that I wouldnt find anyone like that again and as im writing this I still havent found anyone that I can love. And I just wanted to say thank you if youre reading this for making me laugh and being there for me when I was down. I hope your doing well and as much as I dont want to move on....I have to. I will never forget you though but I cant stay stuck in this hole anymore. You will always have a place in my heart. Thank you Dulce.
right person, wrong time but the person is now aliven't and you still yearn for them.
i actually fall deeply inlove with one person like really, but we're too young :c
I love you forever ❤
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Came here for @Anushka
I can't believe I'm back here after another relationship ended in a tragedy
I hope you are doing well
Its hard to accept it when neither of our feelings ever left. We never broke up because she never wanted to admit that she was dating a girl..So we just loved each other. For sooo long. Until she felt to guilty to continue. She chose her families morals over her own happiness. I hate the idea of not being the one by her side, but I hate the idea of not being in her life way more. I love her more than words can describe, so I hope I get to see the day shes finally happy...even if its not with me. Because she deserves to be free.
Ayy this is so cute😭😍
Thankyouuu!
Nushka really nailed this one 🤌🏻💅🏻
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Cute❤😍
<3
Iphone part missing 😂😂
Tere karan hi hataya 😂
Literally so cuteeee
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Great work guddi🥰
Maarungi tujhe toh😂
it’s soo cuteee❤
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omg this is such a cute animation, lovely!!!
Thank youuu <3
I love this so much❤️
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That's similar to my nights 😅
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my first animation (lol) inspired by “I don’t think we were made for this” by taeetimee
Thanks Anushka ❤
Pff gets my emotions to the roof .... soft like a gentle kiss
always coming back to your channel whenever the world overwhelms me.
I guess u also from 90's..accidentally came across this channel....on loop iam listing this song in my office from other..video...😊
Well then I think you might like this one! th-cam.com/video/IMuAyGrwKKM/w-d-xo.htmlsi=n_8QQf-0dNba4PVW
Timestamps: 0:00 - Kaise Ho Tum - Shilpa Rao 4:42 - Sunn Hawa - The Trip 8:16 - Isharon Mein - Girl in the City 12:23 - Aahatein - Agnee 16:08 - Sabse Peeche Hum Khade - Silk Route 20:18 - Tham Ja Zindagi - Girl in the City
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idk why I always felt like we were soulmates and that we were meant to end together, not having you hurts, I wish u all the happiness in the world tho, I hope your dreams will become true. I just pray I'll be able to come back to this comment being happy because we'll finally be together. but if you're not meant to be mine, I hope you can find someone who will love you as much as I did while you weren't mine, even though I truly do feel like I'll never love somebody else like I did to you... i love you forever. - S
I loved them. With all my heart I loved them so much. But they loved another more. They're engaged now. The finality of my feelings. I was just a footnote and they were my everything. I spend my time trying to be better for myself. But sometimes it's hard.
can someone tell me the name of this painting? 😭
So a few months back i met this guy through a study stream i was pretty rude to him in the beginning (we spoke in snap chat) and after 2 months i guess we spoke regularly and then i thought he was a good guy who respected me so i gave him my number at beginning it was nice he respected me spoke well with me he confessed to him and i felt the same for him but honestly my family issues got so bad i was really scared of my parents disowning me or hating me soi told him how i can't be with him because of my family issues and i am not sure if how he felt but i cried the whole week for what i did i liked him so much but i had to do that because i am still studying and not independent and from then he became this totally different guy he did agree that we can atleast be friends because it would be difficult for him to be without me i agreed to that though he understood at the beginning and behaved like a friend but later he said making me feel guilty that i rejected him i tried my best to make him understand but i felt mentally drained deal with these things at once i didn't go to classes for days didn't eat because i felt so guilty for rejecting him. he would lash out at me for no reason and call me next day apologise and my physical health started to effect as well. Honestly i felt i did the right thing rejecting him i am not sure what other day but his behaviour after rejection was just unbearable he would blackmail me that he would come to my place though i told it makes me uncomfortable but still he would bring that up and along all these things i never asked for him picture though he would ask me to send a picture everyday when i was talking to him I know i was really dumb and i know i should have been careful but i thought he would be a nice guy unfortunately no but i hope he finds the one who can keep him happy
You’re the best🥺🫶🏻
Sooo soothing ❤️❤️
So well written🥹
good thoughs
LOVE THIS.
I let him go today. I wanted to stay, he begged me to stay, but I couldn't do it anymore, living in unrequited love is incredibly painful. Having only his friendship wasn't enough for me anymore, not with this gaping wound he left behind when he chose someone else over me. It was the hardest thing I ever done but it was necessary, I choose to be selfish for once, I choose myself over him for once. I'm crying, I'm heartbroken...but I'm free. Maybe I can truly heal this time.
Do you know what hurts more knowing you can't be with him and you reject him and he take blame on himself but you can't do anything but suffer in silence though you wanna run to his arms and just cry telling that how badly you wanna be with him but you can't and you don't wanna lose yourself anymore anymore
A feeling that i haven't felt and never will, fills me with emptiness......:)
She was so happy with out me. It makes me wonder if I really did anything right for her. I wish I was normal or different I guess
You don't know how happy I am when I heard ‘A Soulmate Who Wasn't Meant To Be’..
cant believe im still crying after a year
I’ve had this remix on LOOP the whole day☺️🎶 it’s just so good! Like the original is good but if you ask me this is wayy better!❤️🎶
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I made a playlist with a similar theme: open.spotify.com/playlist/5CjIFejgqIKWwNoVIhob4Z?si=4846e17053e645ad
This song never fails to make me cry no matter how many times i hear it i will never get used to the pain it gives me😢