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I was just searching for a badass playlist i cant hold my tears when the first song plays im stuck here idk why even im crying 😭-

Чаще всего, я скучаю по человеку которого не существует. У меня есть много воспоминаний с этим человеком, но лицо его или Пол, я не могу определить. Возможно, это из за нехватки такого человека. В моих воспоминаний мы гуляем вместе, вокруг нас некого нету, кроме нас некого не существует. Мы готовы дать все друг для друга. Однако, сейчас я понимаю что такое не возможно и такой привязанности я боюсь. Даже отношения и для меня страшные.

Its okay I'm here,take your saddens and anger out on me,just remember I love your and one person always loves you,tear aren't a weakness their strength in the future,somebody somewhere want to see you live another day,stay strong and it will get better😇😊im struggling too but don't worry about me and let it all out,its ok god is with you ,you were put on this planet for a reason or you would just be a lost soul,hey I love everything about you😘😍😇,some people don't deserved you and someti!we the ones that care can't stay forever they need to have their own life but its ok stay strong bud

I lost two really good friends because one of them moved schools and another one just graduated last year however we got distant becuz she needed to study and I don't know how to start a conversation with both of them.

Me when I accidently bought yt premium

Had a good friend who i thought wouldn't leave but i didn't noticed they were toxic and controling and i didn't want to believe it until the end and now i still wish im still friends with them even though they hurt me and i also hate that i kinda liked them. They made me overthink now to my other friends and to my best friend and im trying so hard to stop but im afraid to lose another friend

Feels like this playlist is about everyone I ever knew tbh

It's crazy on how random people who don't even know me can comfort and calm me when they have only known me for a couple of seconds.. but then people I've known for years and gave my whole life to can't.

I miss my dad…

Okay so I had a counselor and she was my best friend but I had to leave the program forever and never see her or talk to her again. Its been about one month or so since then and I still cry about it.

Fun fact its not a pov anymore they really are dead

Unrequited love

me and my friend who was my friend for 7 years stopped talking for like about 3 years AND GUESS WHAT?! :0 WE'RE FINALLY TALKING AGAIN, I missed them so much. I'm so glad we're talking again, and I'm so glad I had this playlist to listen to during the time we stopped talking. ❤️

Why do I act like everthing is fine even when it isnt fine I act like everything is fine because I dont want people to think about me and I dont want them to worry abot me either so no matter what I dont tell them I guess its just a matter of tome until they find out I mean with the amounts of cuts on me it'll probably happen any day now could be tomorrow could be today but it will eventually happen after a while

No matter what good I try to do, it always ends up going and making it worse for me in some way somehow and idk how

when you’re gonna be the friend that’s gone:

i miss you so much. you’re not gone yet but i can tell you want to leave again, like you did all those months ago. why’d you come back anyways? tell me you hate me and leave, please, don’t stay around

I recently lost my great grandfather, he was the last great grandfather I had and he suffered from dementia in his last years, he didn't recognize me the last time I saw him, I really miss him and I miss hugging him and hearing him purposely mispronounce my nickname, it was our thing, he'd call me by my nickname but replace the first Letter so it would sound funny, he drank alot but he was sweet and caring, he wasn't aggressive towards me or my siblings, he'd tell us stories as he sat in the living room of my grandma's house, I miss him and I honestly feel like I'm going back into depression, I haven't felt this broken since my ex girlfriend dumped me in 2023 I miss you, great grandpa Joe And I love you, I always will Until we meet again ❤️

My friend's mom thought i was toxic so she made him not be allowed to talk to me and he told me that "it would be better for both of our mental healths to stop talking". Yeah okay, hope its worked out for you. Dexter, if you see this i miss you, i never meant to hurt you, i just have one message, I hope that it helped you, it sure didn't help me, its not your fault, as someone with separation anxiety i can assure you that leaving might have been the best choice for you, and not to be selfish but it made things so much worse for me.

I just moved away from home, my best friend, my school, my house, I know I probably won’t see them again. It’s reallly ruined my mental health just for the fact that I’m so fucking lonely. I miss them so absolutely FUCKING MUCH.

I have a friend,whos sister went out at night to jump on a trampoline,and a bat hit her head that had rabies....me and another friend aparently "laughed" when she had a 10% survival. i feel like shit right now.

Oh

Holy shit, I feel awful, Gosh, i have done* things in my life, that I regret.... .... .... And there is no punchline or buts, that's all.

This comment may seem pathetic to you and i may seem like a "teachers pet" but im not. A couple of years ago when i was in year 3(3rd grade) i had this teacher assistant (not gonna mention her name) lovelyest lady you would every meet honestly. She was like family. She would always be there for me and she would aleays tell me after class assemblys how well i did and how proud she was of me. (Im sobbing my heart out writing this) I was sick at school one day. And i started to refuse to come in i hated school that much like i wouldnt refuse i would fake being sick. I wish i didnt. I was actually sick one day. My mom came home from picking up my little brother and asked the school how the teacher assistant was from me. She came home and i was so exicted and i said "did you ask the school!" She said. "Whitney you might what to sit down for this" Me only being like 5/6 year old had no clue. So i sat down and me and my mom said something i did not expect. "Whitney... she died yesterday morning she had cancer" I was just there in shock i was like "you gotta be joking? Please tell me your joking mam please" I've never forgot her. And i hope shes proud of how far i have came. Because ngl i have thought about killing myself. But i havent. So i hope she is proud of me and yea.

My lovely dog.. I miss you so much Sorry, i think my english so bad

The fact I'm not impulsive, but it's my nature to act out without meaning to. It doesn't feel like impulse.

The fact I'm hostile majority of the time then feel bad when my hostility gets even worse with everyone, even my dad but then I remember my dad trusted me enough to give me his work phone so I can watch on it. :(

i messed up. im such a useless kid. these days i feel like my mom is disappointed in me, because i cant do anything. i know she loves me, and she would never tell me something like this, but i feel like... shes having enough of me. i cant do anything right or without help. i mess up, and mess up, and mess up, and now im starting to lose hope. maybe thats what i am. maybe thats it. thats all ive got in me. a mess.

Desde la gente que habla español hasta la que no :) (If you speak English, just translate it, okay? I promise everything will be fine, and if it makes you happy you can ignore, I really appreciate you, person reading this) A la persona que lea esto Ha sido duro para ti, lo sé, y me entristece que no te veas a ti mismo de la forma en que yo te veo. A veces hay cosas en la vida que nos hacen perdernos a nosotros mismos. Echo de menos tu sonrisa, la forma en que tus ojos iluminan toda la habitación con solo el brillo de tu risa. Echo de menos cuando te mirabas al espejo y te sentías bien con lo que veías. Echo de menos cuando estabas orgulloso/a de ti, porque todo el mundo comete errores, todos tenemos defectos y no somos perfectos. Es doloroso ver que nadie a tu alrededor parece ver el dolor a través de tus ojos, pero, extrañamente, yo sí, veo el peso que representa tu corazón y tristeza para ti. Es el miedo, ¿verdad? No sabes el impacto que tienes en este mundo y es triste ver que tus demonios luchan contra ti y quieren apoderarse de ti. Con el gesto más pequeño puedes iluminar el día de alguien, puede ser una pequeña sonrisa de tus labios, la forma de mirar las cosas que te apasionan, la forma de alejarse e ir en tu propio mundo, tú alegras mi mundo al leer esto, significa mucho para mí que estés aquí, existiendo, pero no quiero que sólo existas, mereces sentirte vivo/a. Mereces levantarte por la mañana y sentirte bien contigo mismo/a. Te mereces sentir algo, sentirte cada maldito segundo vivo/a en esta vida. Es desgarrador que pienses que no eres capaz de ser amado, porque lo eres, te amo a través de todas mis palabras y espero que lo dejes pasar en tu corazón. El amor da miedo, lo sé, tal vez te rompieron el corazón una vez y desde entonces quisiste estar más bien adormecido que sentir nunca más, me duele cómo te castigas, ¿acaso no mereces amor? Porque TÚ SÍ mereces amor, por favor perdónate, no es tu culpa que los demonios quieran apoderarse de tu hermoso corazón. No eres una mala persona por distanciarte de los demás, pero mereces alguien con quien hablar, mereces alguien que te escuche. Te escucho, puedes decirme qué te pasa. Es todo, ¿no? Hay algo que te tira de la fibra del corazón en el suelo y nadie parece entender lo incomprendida/o que te sientes, es desgarrador saber que estoy detrás de la pantalla y no puedo darte un abrazo, por eso te daré un gran y cálido abrazo virtual y te enviaré mucho amor :). Tú importas. Eres digno/a. Eres amado/a. Te mereces cosas buenas. Mereces que alguien te escuche. Mereces comer y beber. Te mereces sentirte bien y vivo/a. Te mereces una sonrisa. Te mereces un abrazo. Te mereces ser todo lo que quieres ser, porque te mereces tener y sentir que te pasan cosas buenas y llevar una vida plena. Me importas mucho, escribo esto porque quiero que te quedes aquí conmigo, quiero que aguantes un poco más, porque no voy a dejar que te rindas. Quiero que veas que no debes renunciar a ti mismo/a porque mereces cosas buenas. Quiero que mires hacia atrás, cuando eras un niño/a, no te rendiste cuando intentaste nadar por primera vez, no te rendiste cuando te cansaste de caminar por primera vez y te caíste, nunca te rendiste, siempre seguiste empujando hacia adelante, así que ¿por qué no puedes hacerlo ahora? Sé que es agotador, que estás cansado/a mentalmente, pero ¿acaso tu yo más joven no se merece cosas buenas? mira hacia atrás a tus ojos que solían estar llenos de esperanza, mira hacia atrás esos sueños. No te dejes caer, te mereces algo mejor. Ambos lucharemos, somos un equipo. No dejaré que esos demonios te afecten. Puedes aferrarte a mí, no te dejaré caer :). Cuando te sientas solo/a, entonces mira al cielo, la luna y las estrellas, yo siempre lo miro y pienso en ti. Sí, en ti, porque me hace feliz que haya alguien luchando por sobrepasar cada pequeña prueba que se le presente, tal vez no podamos vernos pero puedo sentir tu presencia aquí conmigo y eso es suficiente para mí, porque me alegra que tu corazón esté latiendo y que sigas luchando. Eres mucho más fuerte de lo que crees, no dejaste tu lugar en esta tierra aunque quisieras, perteneces a este lugar, aunque no lo sientas así, cuando no tengas ganas de pertenecer piensa en ti como una estrella, cuando te sientas solo/a, brillas porque tu corazón es bueno, no importa el error que hayas cometido, no importa el pasado que hayas tenido, eres una de las estrellas que brillan en el universo porque tu corazón es hermoso, por eso los demonios de tu mente quieren tenerlo. Como una de las estrellas ves a otras estrellas, tal vez han sentido lo mismo que tú en algún momento de su vida, pero iluminan el universo con su presencia. Tu eres una estrella para mi, tal vez tu no lo veas pero yo si lo veo, eres hermosa/o por dentro y por fuera, tu cuerpo es hermoso como es. Me haces feliz al leer esto, me haces sentir algo con tu presencia y cuando puedes hacerme sentir así, también haces que otras personas se sientan así contigo. Espero que te quedes por ti mismo y no dejes que tu historia sea escrita por otros sino por ti mismo, es tu historia, no la de ellos. Como ves, digo muchos "espero" porque tengo esperanza por ti aunque tú no la tengas por ti misma/o, veo esperanza en ti aunque quieras rendirte. Por eso espero que no veas el mundo en tinieblas y lo veas colorido de nuevo, espero que te dé un atisbo de esperanza y haga que el mundo que ves sea un poco colorido por hoy. Me gusta la luna, y espero que la próxima vez la veas pienses en mis palabras. Si alguien te dejó, no te culpes, no pienses que no eras suficiente, no te rebajes por alguien que no pudo ver lo maravilloso que hay en ti. Si perdiste a alguien siento mucho tu pérdida, ellos quieren que seas feliz, espero que no te sientas culpable o arrepentida/o, porque estuviste ahí, pasaste bastante tiempo con ellos, ellos quieren que seas feliz. Ahora están en un lugar mejor y seguro. Cualquiera que consiga estar contigo, no sabe lo jodidamente afortunado/a que es. Si no eres aceptada/o en tu casa o en general, siento mucho que tengas que lidiar con alguien/algo de lo que no deberías avergonzarte, yo te acepto y te apoyo, te acepto como ser humano sin importar tu raza, religión, nacionalidad, color de piel o sexualidad. Estás a salvo aquí conmigo :). No eres inútil, no eres una carga para nadie. No eres un problema, eres humano/a y tus sentimientos son válidos. No estás siendo dramática/o. Por favor, no te mates de hambre, estrés, ansiedad, rabia e ira, sé que es duro. Me duele ver que tienes tanto dolor :( te mereces mucho, no dejes que tus emociones te controlen. No dejes que te superen. Siento que nadie se dé cuenta, ojalá /espero poder quitarte el dolor por hoy o incluso por un momento mientras lees esto. Si nadie te lo ha dicho, estoy muy orgulloso de ti, estás leyendo esto y me basta con estar orgulloso de ti porque estás aquí y eso es lo único que me importa. Si es de noche para ti, vete a dormir, sé que es difícil conciliar el sueño ahora mismo pero te mereces un buen sueño. Si tienes pesadillas, por favor, no dejes que se te resistan. Si es el día para ti, no lo empieces con esa música tan triste, sé que es imposible tener un buen día con esa mentalidad pero da pasos de bebé, empieza por beber dos vasos de agua todos los días por la mañana y así sucesivamente. Empezarás a crear pequeños hábitos saludables. Si es de noche para ti, probablemente estés abrumado/a y estresado/a, quiero que sepas que está bien sentirse como te sientes. Es importante que sepas que cuando te sientas así debes cuidarte un poco, como por ejemplo, tomar un baño... Te mereces sentirte a gusto y relajado/a. Y si estás en un punto intermedio espero que sepas que eres muy fuerte para respirar a pesar del dolor, sé que lo lograrás :) Creo en ti. Todo lo que quiero para ti es que te quedes aquí, de verdad que todas mis palabras van en serio, aunque haya muchas cosas sin decir que quiero decirte y mi escrito sea cada vez más largo, te quiero aquí. Espero que un día tu sonrisa se convierta en una genuina donde no necesites fingir más, porque no puedo decir esto lo suficiente, te mereces sentirte viva/o. Vales más que cualquier maldito centavo en este mundo. Puedes soltarte por hoy, te tengo, puedes llorar a mares todo lo que quieras, pero no dejes que te destroce y que tus emociones te controlen rindiéndote. Llorar no es una debilidad. Si aún te sientes sola te dedico una canción como amigo. "Dusk till Dawn" - Zayn feat. Sia (prefiero la versión lenta)" Espero que puedas pensar en mí y te acuerdes de mis palabras, yo seguro que pensaré en ti. En caso de que nadie te lo haya dicho y no estés seguro de ti mismo/a, eres una buena persona y me alegro mucho de que estés aquí. Espero que esto sea suficiente para quedarte hoy, mañana será un nuevo día, un nuevo comienzo, déjate llevar ahora. Basta ya de machacarte por hoy, ¿vale? Vida para los que no pudieron, sonrisa para los que olvidaron lo que es una sonrisa genuina, amor como no hay otro, abrazo como si fuera el último.♡

i usually listen to these as jokes but i uh have a late sister and father...

When I was younger, I was bullied a lot and betrayed by my closest friends, and I never really healed from those experiences. My mom always belittled me for letting people hurt my feelings and wanted me to fight the people that hurt me. I never did. When I got a little older, I was still very much depressed, suicidal, and filled with self-loathing. So, I went online and met people that I quickly connected with because I didn't know what else to do. Some of the people I met were my age and some of them were a little older, (Maybe teenagers). They heavily influenced my personality and behavior. When I was 10/11, I was very rude, still depressed, and easy to anger. This caused me to lash out at people who said mean things to me, no matter how minor it was. I didn't know how to handle criticism, so I responded with anger and hatred. I said a lot of mean things. Now that I'm older, (13), and in a better mental state, I realize how awful I was two/three years ago. Everyday I wake up feeling guilty and remorseful, thinking about how my actions and words must've effected those people. I believe that I deserve to die and that I don't deserve happiness. I believe that I've ruined my future and other people's futures as well. I believe that my parents WILL disown me if they find out about what I did, (My mom is very harsh and unforgiving). I've talked about it with my friends and they were very supportive, but I still can't help but overthink everything. Sometimes, I try to convince myself that everything will be okay, but that relief quickly vanishes the next day. I'm scared to tell anyone else about this, I don't want to be hated, I don't want to be seen as a monster or a bully because that's not who I am anymore.

Love aint fovever bro.

You know it’s gonna be good whenever it starts off with a gravity falls song

私はあなたがいなくて寂しいです、マーシャ。

To anyone who's reading this comment: You're not the only one. We all mess up, the best we can do is look to the future and learn from our mistakes.

thank you for this playlist. I want to share my story. I lost my online friends with whom I had been communicating for more than 3 years. maybe for some it’s not enough, but for me it’s really a lot. they themselves decided to stop communicating with me. I haven't communicated with them for over a week now. I feel bad(⁠ ⁠･ั⁠﹏⁠･ั⁠) the only thing that helps me cope with emotions is music. thank you everyone for your attention!! do not be sad!! everything will definitely work out. don't look at the past and go for the future!!

I’m going to a concert in 4 days and it’s the only reason I’m living, after that. I’m calling it quits, I don’t want to be here anymore.

Can yall comfort me cause nobody except my BEST friends and and nanny does? Well, ill take that as a yes..if yall just keep like listen to these kinds of pkaylists you can basically picture my whole backstory and where i am now, just have to peice it together, ill add the date later (if i even remember) so, i have another story. I realized i have a stuttering problem, i have been talking in two languages since i was a child, english, my second language, and vietnamese, my mother tounge and my first. I switch between 2 languages when i speak, cause i cant remember words. Now i think people are thinking im hard to work with or hard to speak with cause i talk reaaly fast to, now im insecure and dont want to talm that much. Am i the problem? Or are they? - 5/8/2024

Casually just ruined an entire friendship by wording a COMPLIMENT wrong god how does anyone even mess that up??????

Im fricking so sad i just spent my last minutes with one of my best friends .She is moving 15 hours away from where i live

11 damn years gone away after all the 6 friends in our group left me too rotten in my own grave......I hope I will see them in the future.......but I don't think that will happen...... A group of five people including me. Always together, never leaving each other or fighting.....all gone........ I'm tired of losing people to dumb reasons 2 leave the school 1 leaves the group for others the other is........ Ignoring, and me ..... I'm left alone....... crying every night because they were everything to me ......the only joy i had is all gone thrown away even though i still love them ..... they're gone and I can't , im gonna go crazy

In scared of messing things and when I do even the smalest thing im going to insult myself over and over i was at the mall whit my aunt and we have a thing to get the cart whitouth using a coin well we had 2 and I lost one she did not make a big deal but I did I was shaking and insulting myself over and over because im always going to mess things up

ngl, ive been mentally getting super bad mainly because ofloneliness and being sad about the past and people leaving. i think this playlist is actually helping kinda for me. i was so happy when i realized there was a spotify playlist.

Well who knew friendships had an expiration date apparently some are only good for a year 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😆

I'm no good at making friends... I always screw it up somehow

I hurt one of my best friends around a month a ago and I am still regretting everything I said to him but I know I cannot just reconnect. Not after how I hurt what practically was a little brother.

Poor basil and sunny man

Just lost my best friend of 8 years to suicide about a week ago. I knew about it for 3 years and helped him to the best I could. The pain in unbearable

:(

you honestly just made my day, an omori cover, amazing songs.. you'll never know how much I thank you..