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Metodi Gotsev - Методи Гоцев
Bulgaria
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 6 ส.ค. 2010
Това е моя канален влог.. дано ме оцените.. This is my vlog chanel.. I hope you like it
casino banning,live changing,gaming addiction solution porn results and many more health progress
casino banning,live changing,gaming addiction solution porn results and many more health progress
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сингъл плеар игрите са по доброто решение.. откажете се от мулти плеара. ето защо.
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сингъл плеар игрите са по доброто решение.. откажете се от мулти плеара. ето защо.
живот след хазарта, ютуб и всичко около него част втора
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живот след хазарта, ютуб и всичко около него част втора
живота след хазарта, ютуб и всичко около него част първа
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живота след хазарта, ютуб и всичко около него част първа
The lie of gambling addiction. the lie of a casino and the addiction of money,watch before is delete
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My full perspective for 18 years of gambling.. Stop the people who are saying that you are addicted to gambling.. Full story about the true pain surveying of the illusion.. and helping the one who needs..
История за хазарта, измамата и това което наричат хазартно зависими. Гледай преди да го изтрият.
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Лъжата за хазартно зависимите и прекрояването на тяхната индустрия, чрез измами и лъжи..Това е натрупването от 18 годишния ми опит.. от високото до ниското станало на пропастта..
Gambler talks about, positive vibes and bad vibes..clear your mind from bad addiction..
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Gambler talks about, positive vibes and bad vibes..clear your mind from bad addiction..
Кратко и ясно за позитивното и отрицателното мислене.
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Кратко и ясно за позитивното и отрицателното мислене.
Дрогата, зависимост а и неговата разруха. Гледайте ако имате, зависимост към нещо. Бъдете силни.
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Дрогата, зависимост а и неговата разруха. Гледайте ако имате, зависимост към нещо. Бъдете силни.
Addiction to bad things like porn or gambling and even worse.. well watch to know the results.
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Addiction to bad things like porn or gambling and even worse.. well watch to know the results.
don't say you're addicted to gambling.. we are only addicted to money. watch and realize your life
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don't say you're addicted to gambling.. we are only addicted to money. watch and realize your life
никаква зависимост към хазарта.. но имайки на предвид как се движи и как ни манипулира.. хазарт/мрак
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никаква зависимост към хазарта.. но имайки на предвид как се движи и как ни манипулира.. хазарт/мрак
The lies and destruction of the gambling industry.. that hurt me and I am already done with them.
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The lies and destruction of the gambling industry.. that hurt me and I am already done with them.
заблуда чрез хазарта. човек и неговото падение за 17 години загуби. не на хазарта. и ето защо.
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заблуда чрез хазарта. човек и неговото падение за 17 години загуби. не на хазарта. и ето защо.
последно сбогом на хазарта.щом няма да спечеля и един път.ем нема и да се опитвам. да ви е сладко
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последно сбогом на хазарта.щом няма да спечеля и един път.ем нема и да се опитвам. да ви е сладко
I relapse again after 1 year 6 months.. to see that casino is neither giving me bonus neither win
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I relapse again after 1 year 6 months.. to see that casino is neither giving me bonus neither win
живот и днешната му тъпотия и нейната загуба на време.. чрез очите на обикновения човек
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живот и днешната му тъпотия и нейната загуба на време.. чрез очите на обикновения човек
ден на падението чрез хазарта.. и всичко лошо от него.. гледайте преди да загубите .. част 2ра
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ден на падението чрез хазарта.. и всичко лошо от него.. гледайте преди да загубите .. част 2ра
ден на падението чрез хазарта.. и всичко лошо от него.. гледайте преди да загубите част 1
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ден на падението чрез хазарта.. и всичко лошо от него.. гледайте преди да загубите част 1
fast hello to everyone.. be happy and support the end of gambling 💗.. too much pain . it will end
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fast hello to everyone.. be happy and support the end of gambling 💗.. too much pain . it will end
Гледайте преди да затънете от хазарта. не бъдете като мен. хазартно излекуване на 100%
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Гледайте преди да затънете от хазарта. не бъдете като мен. хазартно излекуване на 100%
heavy birth an.. heavy cure from gambling watch before you go just like me .. no to gambling.
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heavy birth an.. heavy cure from gambling watch before you go just like me .. no to gambling.
gambling addiction cure and the loss of that .. year and half from the disaster 😭😭
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gambling addiction cure and the loss of that .. year and half from the disaster 😭😭
казиното като разрушител и щетите след него... не вярвайте в победата.
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казиното като разрушител и щетите след него... не вярвайте в победата.
моя тема относно..края, началото и неговите провали.
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моя тема относно..края, началото и неговите провали.
хазарт, проследяване на досиета..и загуби .. история която требва да чуете преди да почнете...
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хазарт, проследяване на досиета..и загуби .. история която требва да чуете преди да почнете...
живот след две години от хазарта, и нейната борба в нея.
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живот след две години от хазарта, и нейната борба в нея.
здравейте ето ме отново. клипче за живота без хазарт. и за лъжата в нея, и неговия начин на живот :)
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здравейте ето ме отново. клипче за живота без хазарт. и за лъжата в нея, и неговия начин на живот :)
hello to all. i just doing some videos on my bad English, about my life, and the gambling addiction.
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hello to all. i just doing some videos on my bad English, about my life, and the gambling addiction.
When you enter the grinder you know how you'll come out, grinder to pieces, clean your mind,its the black dog,greed ,it will allways be there,allways hungry , man up
Hello darkness i am pervert69 on aoe game good to see you!
Даже един ден един много тъп ама много тъп човек в града всички го имат за бавно развиващ, ми викам абе ти цел ден си у казиното закакво играаш като само шефа на казиното е добре вие другите мрете от глад викам ебаси
Ако е вярно това дето говориш си тапанар като мен, и аз пиех пушех и ми беше мн кеф казино докато една вечер не изиграх 20бона а работя за 800лв и реших от утре пия вода хода като мизерник пия вода и работя погребения свадби умряха мн хора пия вода и работя до ден днешен вече 8 години. тапанарско е никога не можеш да си добре от казино нито от пиене и цигари тапанарско е повтаряй си го и пии вода докато не откачиш като мен САМО КАТО ВЛЕЗЕШ ВЪТРЕ СИ ПРОПАДНАЛ ПРОСЯК БЕЗ ДА СИ ИГРАЛ ДОРИ В КАЗИНО ДА ЗНАЕШ
Ако е вярно това дето говориш си тапанар като мен, и аз пиех пушех и ми беше мн кеф казино докато една вечер не изиграх 20бона а работя за 800лв и реших от утре пия вода хода като мизерник пия вода и работя погребения свадби умряха мн хора пия вода и работя до ден днешен вече 8 години. тапанарско е никога не можеш да си добре от казино нито от пиене и цигари тапанарско е повтаряй си го и пии вода докато не откачиш като мен
You dont need soda and coffee lol its addictive :) Okay How about you make little plans for yourself ...go walks.... Look at nature .maybe pray to a higher power if you believe. Maybe train as a gambling counsellor...once you are on mend you can beat this ... Stop blaming yourself continuously.. what is done is done. Change your thoughts in your head to anything but gambling.
I'm so sorry... I understand completely IV been gambling years. I think we want quick money, it's not greedy as you wanted it for family.. like me. Please stay strong As your Health is a stronger wealth than money.. Get fit maybe find a good job you seem sensitive and intelligent. ✌️👍
Bro I’m 31 and lost 60k in one week. I made it all back and then Lost it all again. I can’t believe I did this to myself. Are you in the US? Feeling sick right now 😟
Do you watch vegas matt?
@@MarcoK6969 nah not enough time.. when I free I cook, clean, repier broken stuff, helping grandma, doing some data stuff, helping friend..and a lot of court stuff.. I will be poor every single month ... Until the age of 42 .. that's 7 years from now..I know Vegas people gamble a lot more.. but they are getting much more.. my paid check is 650$ every month.. I am returning money like a mad man .. my mom is helping me like my sis.. so in the end it's 1205$ that I am giving each month. I am not smart like the matt people.. nah If I was.. I was going to be reached.. nah I am only one more fool.. sorry mate to disappoint you...I try on baccarat to count the cards.. but it is a bad idea... Well thanks for the suggestion.. those matt people have much better IQ than me ..
How come your English is so good?
@@MarcoK6969 nah I know that is a lie.. but thank you.. I know I sucks 😔 but I was trying to express my felling.. no matter that.. I stopped doing clips, because I am still broken.. nah I wish .. I was stronger.. like so many people.. but I tried my best.. and yet I can't really speak that well.. any way the lie at list.. made me feel better.. thanks again..
Go do sports betting I been doing for 4 years and HAVE A BANK ROLL meaning take for a year 1000 and THATS IT if u lose it u don’t bet anymore until next year
Well I tried for 15 years and the answer to that bet system in sports.. but in the end I fail.. because I sucks on gambling.. nah I have no skill.. I was only lying to myself.. I am glad you're good at that stuff.. to have a good bankroll is the best feeling..most important I ban myself from gambling.. on everything.. so I cant try even if I wish to. Thanks anyway ☺️
It is just a test don't lose your time here, I will update today. Не си губете времето тук беше тест... Днес ще кача клип обещавам няма да ви разочаровам 😅
remember when you crossing the river....you had nothing on you.... just your hopes.....whats different today...
The difference will be..that I still keep failing in life.. even when I am not gambling.. so many people exploit me to work for no money.i think people don't see me as a human anymore. More like a slave. So I never cross that bridge.. maybe because it is broken.. there is an illusion of hope. When I am lost.. sorry for the late answer.. and more importantly thank you for trying to give me hope .. but that bridge is different, from your prospect..
bukluk isipan
Do you hate me for some reason??? Нито съм боклук.. след като не си виждаш кофата май. нито съм изсипан.. но благодаря все пак за твойте мисли
pedreas she doida u vas i she te prechukam v mifkata sled tova she obursha poda s glavata ti
basi udriskaniq leshnik
kak se ebe kon s dildo
th-cam.com/video/PLD1sN6ABQY/w-d-xo.htmlsi=xeR6NebANDiVnuRX new video .. that will explain a lot
Gambling ruined me too
Yes I know that many of us are victims to their lies.. but in the end we are only losing so much, even our lives... And tnd they don't care.. there's cheating so much.. almost every country is protecting them... We are powerless.. so in the end.. please go ban yourself.. and more importantly try regaining your life even from 0 .. by challenging yourself..I will try to experience every new thing.. only to challenge myself to be better .. no more porn for me no gambling no alcohol no cigarettes.. and no stupid things . Only forward to our new life.. no to the lies of winning .. just ban yourself.. and forget.. because we can't win.. nah only pain for some money..
@@MetodiG love ya bro. Im with you there I've quit a lot of other things recently too. The gambling has been the hardest addiction to get over. Way too long suffering from it
@@wildwildwestcrypto9663 you can do it .. everyone have there weakness.. but we are stronger and we are many .. just keep fighting and post me with your progression .. I will post mine for everyone to see.. I hope.. even if I show myself as a fool .. at list I will try showing what we need and what we don't.. even if it is hard just to think about it. Ban first, and secondary don't believe in scammers
@@wildwildwestcrypto9663 the suffering stop today .. and your progress is your to control.. we my be different country.. but we are people .. who are suffering.. so many bad people.. they don't see what they done to a millions .. I may have a small channel. But at least people here are better than some big channels..
@@MetodiG you do great by spreading awareness. We must do what we can to bring light to the world and expel the darkness
зачукахме кумара😄
Е да но не си заслужаваше.. имайки на предвид че почти всички пирончета бяха криви... Докато намеря винта 😊😊😊.. сега оставя и другите неща да поправя .. абе секви зависимости.. живот Ко да се прави 😀😀
Играеш го жертва на зависимостта и ти е приятно хората да те съжаляват за големите ти загуби . Или хвани и се стегни или в даден момент от пълната ти лигня , ще завлечеш всички покрай себе си ... Живота е един . Ходи в комуна , ако не се справяш сам и престани да качваш хиляди видеа , как си загубил хиляди на игра за забавление ...
ние сме болни,доказано е
Болни не не сме.. наивни и глупави да.. но не сме ние виновните.. независимо че под нашата ръка.. хазарта е запознат с пари... Тоест ако беше друг залога.. дали щеше да участваш??? Аз все още обичам парите.. независимо че не мога да ги имам.. но без хазарт мога цял живот да живея..добре си ме излъга.. а аз мислих че Бог е с мене ... Е това е глупост.. да вярваш че можеш да победиш.. съжалявам за късния отговор но не бях в ютуб около 2 месеца почти три ..
How you been m8
Well it's a hard life without gambling .. because money is harder to find.. I work a lot .. on the other time, I spent my free time on persona royal and on my grandma.. I am cooking a lot cleaning and repairing my home .. I got a lot more to do but I am well.. sorry for the late answer.. I feel bad .. but I am grateful.. so many people are asking me where or what happened to me.. that makes me feel better.. knowing people are thinking of me... How are you?? I am banned forever from gambling and I am 95 days free from my last attempt.. it is easy without gambling.. I will try to clean my debts now little by little....
I feel your pain brother. You meed to get to gamblers anonymous. If there is someone you can trust let them manage your finances. Remember if you can lose that mich money you can also make it again. Your at rock bottom so the only way is up. Get a job and i gaurantee you if you stop you will get your loved ones back, most importantly dont give up nothing is worth ending your life over.
No need for gambling anonymously.. because If done the banning part.. and I am not hidden ING from what I was.. I was just and still addicted to money but not to the gambling.. I don't miss gambling.. it was hard for me to try and go back.. I am only sad for my debts.. that there like sky rocket . I won't have finance for 7 more years because of the bank Frozen my money..I am on the lowest job .. I will try to find better..but in time..nah I can't get the loved one .. because everything is a money problem.. there are so many..nah even if I was dead my situation was going to get worse.. dead need to pay for their grave.. I will upload a new videos, about my situation.. thanks for helping me to realize so many things..
@MetodiG ots good to hear youbarent gambling amd most importantly you are still here to tell the tale just think in 7 years all this pain will go away and it will teach you a lesson and you will grow from it. It can only make you stronger. I look forward to your next upload amd hang in there bro you are doing great. 🙏
@@Jam-r7vhello again .. for some reason TH-cam on my phone doesn't show me that some people are writing me a message. nah some sort of bug maybe.. and ye i hope after year to feel much better .. but nah i cant stop thinking how i fail on study because of those money .. i happy really.. so many people are like support to my hearth.. well first thing right now is to find a better paid job.. no matter how hard it is .. i have skills of learning working :) secondary my body wealth , from last day on gambling i was 59 now i am 71 my goal will be 85 for Hight of 1.67 ..i will be more powerful now whiteout gambling or porn.. i wont stop there for Shure.. life is long way to my goal...
@MetodiG stop thinking about what could have been mate and focus on what can be. That's the best advice I can give you. I have gone through this myself, lost everything, and it took years to get back to normal. But now I see it as a blessing it taught me a lot, and more importantly, I cherish what I have now. Trust in God mate he teaches us these lessons because we need to see properly. Addiction of any kind, whether it be gambling drugs or porn is harmful to us all mate, and it's all there in the name of profit. Believe me when I sayate you will reach your goals and excel in time.
I have lost approximately 2 million pounds, its wrecked me.
Well I don't know what to say.. money is money and for some reason we are slaves to them .. please ban yourself..and try self repier on your health.. I mean our brains are the reason to fall.. we must try to start from scratch..try banning yourself.. for me that was the end of my battle.. I run... But at the list I am free from them .. with less debt from you.. I am only 113k of Bulgarian leva.. let's fight for our new life.. no to gambling.
At the moment i am commenting on your video just being one day clean from gambling and before feburary this year i was clean from gambling for six month and after i came back from my holiday on feburary this year i started gambling again and i wish stop gambling when i was 18 but now i am 33 years old man living in my mother house and i do not have driving licence therefore i do not drive a car and by the age i am now could have buy a house drive nice car but because of gambling in the age i am now live in my mother house and without my mother could have die or be homeless gambling is worst addiction out of all and i lost about 100k gambling for 15 years uni loan and work money.I borrowed money from loan company once £500 and i give them back £888 never will borrow money from loan company.Gambling company are very lucky they get our money and if we stop they will not get our money any more.Before this devil gambling kill us we must stop otherwise one day we can die from health condition depression is hell can cause cancer,heart problem and high blood pressure.
Im in the same boat, im absolutely broke, I work long hours to try and get ahead on my debt. But then bet away my money when i get it. Just spent my rent last night. Tough times...
I’m the same 😢
@@MsKaryyy it's a shitty feeling!
First well it won't end .. because you're not better than the AI.. second the only thing better for us is to forget everything we do and ban ourselves .. to give up on our ego.. until we die.. so ban and the next thing will be self repier.. I will help with what I can.. I will post a video of that result.. every month a new challenge. So we can do it without gambling without losing, And more importantly without long work.. please go ban yourself .. I am with you..
For @MsKaryyy I will tell you that if you need a friend to fight with you all .. well I will try to be with all.. but please stop gambling first and secondary ban yourself from gambling.. every month will be different so.. fight
The casino’s are ALL RIGGED NOW. Look at BetMGM: I lost hundreds of thousands before l recognized that it is an ALGORITHM. You are playing a computer that is designed to take ALL YOUR MONEY. It is a scam where your only good hand comes when you’re betting pennie’s. As soon as you raise your bet, no GOOD HAND WILL BE DEALT. The DEALER GETS EVERY SINGLE CARD THAT IS NEEDED TO WIN. I am 63 and in 5 times your debt. Be grateful, you are young. Declare bankruptcy. START A GAMBLING FREE LIFE.
If you are ready to quit there is help available. It's not easy. If you are not ready than you need to be honest with yourself and just keep going until you're ready. No one can help you if you're not ready to quit.
Well no one will help me when I quit.. to be honest 😭..I know the damage that is done to my family, from them. In reality I never won.. but these days they just keep laughing at me.. I can show you proof .. how can I lose 20 times in a row from black and red options.. that's every single time.. that's not a 50% chance.. I can't get why those countries are protecting them.. how they lie to people that there gambling addiction..it is just sad how people believe that they have done wrong.. when the truth is that the others are lying to us.. but the government says gambling addiction is real.. and gambling is for fun. When all know there's no fun in it because they are only winning.. and we are always losing.. is that normal to ya.. I hate those who think that gambling is an addiction.. your protecting the bad people .. and what when some one is gambler is it bad.. when it is normal to have casinos in almost every country.. so who's the bad person here, and who need help me or every new person who will be the next target of there lie.. we need to stop this.. please fight..
@@MetodiG I haven't quit either. One problem is the losses, you feel like you want to get them back and it's not easy to make $100k to get out of debt. Another problem is thinking that if you quit now you quit too soon, that today could be the day you make it all back. Well my friend, I'm not sure that any human has the answers. Perhaps we will need to reprogram our brains with Neurolink. The casinos will not be shut down, the governments make too much money from them. And really I'm sure that a part of you does not want them to be shut down, because then you could not win your money back and that feeling would be very hard to deal with.
I lost over 100k in 3 years in investment gambling. It tore my life apart. Lost friends, lacked a love life and worked 70 hour weeks just to lose it all. Now starting from ground 0
It is sad, that you lost so much.. for friends not much.. because you can have new.. for the money it is mostly the biggest ok pain because, the only thing you've done is to sell yourself to them.. for you love well that's sad as well but, if she was really love with you .. may be a different situation. I hate them for all the pain they have done to us, by tricking us . By lying and mostly by exploiting us.. where you from mate.. I am working 60 to 72 hours on week as well.. for 1.5 k on month.. I haven't ever had love, so I don't know the pain from it.. I did have friends before like you.. and I lost them as well, but there are so many people in that world that can be friends. At list you start as 0 .. me are starting from minus 120k until 10 year pass. I don't know what we have done to lose so much.. but years pass, and loss gets worse.. I am from Bulgaria . And I will be glad to be all of you here, your friend 😊..
I did as well
@@dvtrupp well now things are changing .. i may not return my money.. but after i ban my self from gambling..and made my black resume on banks i feel much better..banning is the worst thing but it is the only thing, that will make us regaining, the brain to the normal state..
@@joshuarichards9365 take it easy. One day at a time you too can rebuild. Stay strong!
I lost $250K I can’t believe it but it’s reality can’t pay my mortgage
Please consider talking to an experienced priest, his prayers (and yours) will bring you hope and will power to wrestle with this tricky addiction. Just give a try, please. Prayers and going to the mass on Sundays brought miracles in my life. Stay strong and safe! A big hug from Romania.
In Bulgaria experienced priests are like a lie.. because some of them are working with the bad people you may say. For prayers well that's the problem, because I am unable to concentrate any more my brain is overwhelmed with damaged thinking.. I was going on Sunday before I tried that .. but I never feel different from that..I didn't change even when I spoke to them. In reality I am a bad person.. I spent all the money I got, and hurt everyone from the family. I made them in pain as well as me. I am screaming in pain, but no one will help me.. I may stop. But I lost everything from them.. they are thieves . That's the reality.. they only never still, never give us any chance.. for my last deposits for 2 months again I can show how they took 8 deposits without any winning chance for 2500 my last deposit was yesterday I told in my video that I will make the last to see if I need the document of N.A.P I lost my 400 now so I will go take the document that denied me entrance to every possible casino.. and that's the end.. those people are thieves.. EFFBET, AMUSNET, Evolution.. don't go play with those guys.. even better don't go to gambling. Thanks for the support I will try to go to church again.. but mostly it is pointless for me . God will send me severed for my mistakes..I need to be in prison.. because I spend money by locking myself in debt and hurting my family by making them search for money to clear my stupidity..that's why I need to pay, even if I go to hell I need to know that no one will be hurt anymore.. one lie destroys so many people. I can't find a way to rebuild my life.. at list for now.. but I hope that the church will..
@@MetodiG May God bless you with a good priest. Ask your Guardian Angel, Our Lady (Mary, Mother of God) to help you win this battle. If you have a Monastery close by try there to find help (or call one to get advice). Also, try to say as often as you can the Jesus prayer, it is very powerful "Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me, the sinner". In Bulgarian i find it online "Господи Иисусе Христе, Сине Божий, помилвай мен грешника". Focus on saving your soul (depression works in many hidden ways), the rest can be solved afterwards. Be safe! 🙏
Sending you love brother ❤️ I was addicted to gambling and it hurts, please hang in there and keep updating us on how you are. Feel free to message me, I care😢
Well if there's any chance of winning.. I may be addicted as well.. but no, for 4 years I am only losing.. that's not even a casino.. there only stilling the money..even my last one was yesterday.. I said in my other video that I will try once more and the results I will post by tomorrow.. there are just scammers.. non chance at all.. I lost 400 from my salary to get something.. this is too much making fun of us.. they are only stilling... I gave up with a document from N.A.P for the decline of gambling Rights..in the bugging before, like 4 years back I was winning and losing.. now it's just losses.. they change the rule for me??? They stop giving me any bonus for almost a year and a half. They are the worst from thieves.. No fuckin mercy on some people.. for 2700 in 8 deposit, for like 2 months.. I was only losing.. is this normal? They don't care if I will talk bad things to them or if I show everyone what their scam is. Casinos have no chance for me to win . But that's it .. I will get the documents for the stop in the next video.. why just why they're so evil. I did give them so much money.. but never they returned some.. the worst one will be evolution and effbet .. the others are less bad like amusnet.. nah I will post every result for 4 years if I have to to see the difference.. when casino my be addiction.. but now is just robbery.. that's not gambling.. the gambling is no more.. there is a thieves.. thanks for your support.. 💓 but I guess I just and idiot who can't win any more.. no matter the experience, no matter if I go big or low.. with people like them.. manipulation is only now.. well I guess I will not eat again this month..that's my life ..
Metodi, I’m just checking in, how are you brother, you have work and home to pay off 60k, I hope ok
Well ye mostly working..but in free time like hour or so making a video to do commentary of my own mistakes.. the other time sleep.. I haven't got in other countries, or tack a vacation because.. well money is still not growing under the trees.. my own new mistake from my life will be the oversleeping problem.. I mean I can save time from them.. I am almost 9 hours every day but I need to lower them to 7 or at list 8.. everything is going ok I will keep my word for the gambling by getting the documents of the refuse .. if I lose again this day .. it will be the end of everything.. if I win well I will keep going till I lose more.. but if I lose today it will be the end of my attend..how are you as well?? Those 60 k will disappear.. 60k of euro - 120 k of leva ..what can be worse.. if I don't try some other way...
Can i contact you? I wanted to talk about the money situation
You can .. sorry for the late answer.. you can talk to me on almost every possible platform.. like Facebook or Viber if it's ok with you? I Metodi Gotsev on facebook.. if you wish to chat with me there.. but I can tell you this, work is everything these days..
I remember a book called The Porn Guru by Harper Daniels woke me up. Porn rewires the brain, it's hypnotical.
It's true it is... I tried to stop that, long ago, but I failed. It is hard. And more addicted than casinos.. casinos are boring as hell. Nothing interesting there. The only thing that is more powerful than porn is the cash and the feeling of that power..I will read his book .. I need to know exactly everything if I wish to start a new life.. thanks for sharing 😊
@@MetodiG It's definitely possible to change that brain wiring. It took me a few years, but the key for me was mindfulness and a lot of patience and allowing myself to fail...not judging myself when I failed and just retrying again and again, eventually it stuck. You can do it, for sure.
Bro keep up man
Please more videos in englisch
My English is so bad I know that.. but it is getting worse.. because of my addiction to foolleshnes..I will try to make better videos.. but I will need to list some training before I do that.. anyways thanks for the comment and watching..
We're are you gambling. What country
Bulgaria.. and no matter what I do or where I go .. I am always losing.. I feel like I am a dead person.. no real reason for me to continue living.. I fail so much I don't know why god is hatting me.. I am 35 years old with a bad life I mean ..the longer I live the worse it gets.. I tried everything.. but it was always the same falling down ... People always hate me .. because I am different.. people always try to beat me because they hate me.. people live at me because I was weak..In 6 schools that I change.. I felt only pain.. after I got 19 I finished school but it came with a different type of problem..the debt problem.. no matter how much I work .. well I always was without any cash..so I tried gambling and in the end it got me 12 time bigger debt.. I mean 120 000 is not a small debt.. not only that I lost .. people start to still at me.. because I was an idiot, for theme..I never find anything to make me happy..nah till this day I pray I cry.. but no one will hear me to save me.. I am afraid..I don't wish to live.. but what chance do I have...I wish only the debt to be clean..to have a chance to start a new part of that life...I am tired.. I am always tired.. I just wish to end...
He can improve English its no issue about it! He has a big issue and he needs to share and emotional support! He depressed and i feel sorry for him.
Thanks for the support.. but I hate everything about my life.. I hate myself for living.. I deserve only to be beaten every day . I don't have luck or good carma or destiny anyway.. I am only pain to everyone. I am sorry but I am trying everything to keep living.. and In the end I am without a friend.. without someone to love, without good health.. without food, without cash because my debt of 120000 now.witout purpose of living.. I am so tired.. I am only falling in sleep by crying every day .. praying.. but without any chance to be helped.. nah maybe I am the devil .. that's why I deserve only pain. nah I can't improve.. because my mind is a mess.. this life is a joke .. I am a bad joke.. and the only evil one will always win.. god save the casino or the gambling as always.. I know it sounds awful.. but this reality.. and I fail to live in it..
Ask God for help! Seek for deliverance! It's a behind spirit. I know those urges,I been there... Be strong,Jesus will help u if u ask! Never have cash with u, instead use wallet on the phone when u buy things. Leave a bank card at home!
No matter what I do Jesus hates me.. he is not listening to me any more.. I am scared, and in pain.. I lied to Jesus when he helped me before.. now it is like he disparities me .. nah I know that Jesus is good.. but maybe I am the devil.. that at list what I see .. I feel that Jesus won me dead.. I feel sleepy again so tired of crying of living.
@MetodiG Don't say that! God loves u,but he hates a sin! Find support like gambling anonymous Find a good priest and ask for prayers U need yo repent,do good deeds, prayers, and read bible verses every day.! Jesus is forgiven and loving Father!
@@ruthbuzaite220 don't forget biggest sin is the one that we are alive.. so no matter what we always will be in sin's.. every person understand the bible differently more important.. the church as well in every religion.. and if we have to say Wich is sin we will be more then god.. so in reality we can't... Even the church can't .. the people who are working there are normal.. because they are trying to feed there family.. more important do kill is really a sin, when a living is?? And why does people kill animals without mercy on them .. there are living be as well.. we are animals as well to different people who it people meat.. so is that a sin or making people work and for money.. we are selling our self for money to some that won't care if we die or gone. so many people look beyond us from the upset..do we have any chance of a good life.. and do everything is a sin.. when you know that people killed the god.. and we will do it again because we can't stop being us.. we lie , we kill, we work , and the price of all that is money.. that won't change.. never so the sins will be always in all.. we can't run, we can't pray for anything because if we pray it will be begin so this is a sin..if we go to restaurant we will eat a good food .. but don't forget about the people who don't have.. so is this a sin .. well yes.. everything is.. only we can lie to our self by believing in church .. that can remove our pain.. but our pain can't go always because we have a mind.. giving us. Knowledge of destruction and love in the same time.. I don't believe that God care about us .. when we did so much worse to him and Jesus.. I don't think there is a person good for going to heaven . Because there is no heaven or hell.. well our souls is like energy.. when someone die .. another will be born with same soul. but without the knowledge of the mind or the love on the hearth .. it will be a new bigening..there is so much for all to understand.. no matter if I stop I will not be happy.. because my mind is hurt like my heart. I feel depressed because no one can really help me.. only a lie can do it .. but a lie is no solution.. that's why people like us always lose.. because we are weak and stubborn..god can't change me .. because we are all part of him.. or I am I wrong??? In the bible say everything that needs to be understood with the knowledge of the pain. Sorry for the text of 1000 or more.. but thinking that you can help someone.. won't work because you think from your own mind not from the others people..if I was a god I was going to destroy people like me because we are weak on that knowledge.. if I was a god I won't give a soul to people who are in pain surveying from Desi's. Because I am weak I don't wish to look at how people beg for food .. or how they die from mistakes . I am a sin because I do believe I can change.. but I can't .. no matter what I can only run now like a cowered person..anyway the church regect me as a part of the christian.. because I can't believe like you do.. I am me and you are you.. so the biggest sin will be to try to change me .. when I am part of our god as well...no matter how long we live .. we are always going to be his children..only difference is what is your own knowledge..and do you believe with your heart or they have to tell you how.. do you really know a pain???
I only wish you the best. sometimes you need to be at your lowest to realize how you can get up again and rise. best of luck buddy!
Thanks.. but I am not to smart or Bride to get up again 😔.. I am only working to give my time to someone.. who can control me... And ye I can work in almost any position.. I mean there is no hard work.. most of them are lazy and dumb.. but at list pay my debts.. I am thinking for some harder work.. but I need help to choose one.. can you tell me witch working place of harder and fun??? I thanks a lot for your words .. I wish all the best.. and don't forget... Don't be me.. I am insane...
Направи ли си забрана към днешна дата?
Не все имам задължения... Тоест на повече места работя и не мога да смогна.. извинявам се предварително.но имам шефове а през другото време спя и готвя. за чистенето да не става дума..тоест да бе по наблизко или онлайн. дори незнам какво ще ми искат пари за забраната.. ако и това се иска значи чак другия месец .. ще помоля за 20 лв .. дам аз не разполагам с пари вече така или иначе.. но то няма значение. така или иначе само ме грабят..
@@MetodiG забраната не се заплаща, няма да ти искат никакви пари, отиваш в нап подаваш едно уведомление трябва ти само лична карта, онлайн също става, ако имаш Кеп в системата на нап. Стъпка номер 1 - прави си забрана, че пак ще се подхлъзнеш по пързалката, поздрави!
@@deyannedyalkov5613 подхлъзна лол.. това бе добро.. но уви аз спирам.. но пък други ще продължат да губят.. това си е бягство не печалба.. за съжаление на никой не успях да помогна.. срам ме е че съществувам.. нека хората без сърце да убият всичко добро защото.. ние сме свикнали да се предаваме.. благодаря на всички.. но всички сме егоисти.. оставаме измамниците да управляват.. а ние... благодаря ще избягам кат страхливец защото те са по умни от нас
Застраховай себе си, от себе си, като си направиш забрана! След това бъди пример и кажи гордо пред всички, ето аз си направих забрана, вече не мога да играя, по този начин ще бъдеш пример пред хората, че стъпка по стъпка се изправяш и вървиш напред! Помисли над това, хубава вечер!
Me have no hope too , I lose everything in my life, you are still young you must stop now , our brain now is damage , people like us can’t gamble, we will die or living like trash 😅😅😅
So tru ... But we are losing only because.. we are the victim of their lie.. not only we are victims, but there making fun of us like never letting us win.. once.. no matter what we do .. there so evil. And not only that, but every country is protecting them.million people have evolved to their lies.. ye I know the cost..and I am sick of it..how old are you ??? And how much did you lose?? I lost 120k the price of two apartments here... You?? And I am 35
@@MetodiG what country you are living in? I living in USA , casino open 24 hours 🥲, no one can win at casino and get money back,. Lose for ever, I know the guy his family win superlotto about 11 M , he have share 3.5 M after 10 years gamble now he has 0 ,. Even if you win a jackpot at casino if you still play for sure your will lost all,. I living like trash now , I shamed and regret, I lost around 400k in my life, my family not rich we work had so it is too much money for me (24 years of gambling I working for fee , I hate my self)you just 35 years if you quit now not too late, you must self excluded yourself of casino,then let your family of friend control your money from work, you only keep little money for gas and food, then for sure you will find the happiness in your life, advice from gambling addiction usa
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Защо не отидеш в подкаста на Йотински?
Може би защото съм един никой.. и реално не съм интересен.. такива кат мен с лупата да ги ровиш ... Какво от това ще си кажат хората че съм се опитвал и мъчил.. нали аз съм идиота не те ..знам боли ме но реалността е такава.. не се предавах но и те и за това ме обраха и ми взеха всичко.. защото съм обсебен да успея... Парите ме съсипаха а й луд реално не мога да се изкарам.. защото то лудите и Бог ги пази...но благодаря за съвета
English bro
Sorry mate .. I have English clips as well but I am doing both for all.. I will try making subtitles for both
@@MetodiG but hey man, you Will be okay. Its still a mysteri how you managed to lose such Big amount. But work and pay your shit off, better days Wil Come.
@@Slicenation well I am a mad person.. and in my country it is easy to get such money from the banks.. I mean very easy.. here debts are like the American.. because there are so many banks and so many of them are fast.. what I mean by fast well one call and transfer on money will come.. names like credirect, creddissimo , easy credit and 15 thin more names.. but the problem is that they don't wish for information for the money... And the second problem is that there are like 120% taxes on their money .. so I was an idiot then , but from mistakes well it got worse.. the biggest amount is from normal banks well they save me serval times from my others credit but in the end I was on max credit.. and they say no.. so I search for other solution on the net.. and it got worse...nah I will be free after 11 year if I don't spend any cash for anything else then credit.. ye I getting the lowest pay.. ironic.. so only solution is to find a new way to make money.. to at list make it smaller that debt..
Sloji si zabrana ako ne stava prosto gi napsuvai ili se druj arogantno v kazinoto i she ti slojut te sami
Bad luck is just someone believing their own lies. Don't believe the lies you're telling yourself. Without positive planning for long-term, realistic goals, you will only be able to blame bad luck. You got this. Just quit making life hard on yourself.
I just can't do it anymore..I have been insane for 2 years now.. I can't return to normal after every loss I got.. I Lost myself by trying to achieve something.. but by this day I am not Sure, anymore what to do. I know there is no luck there.. but I have to tell myself that. If I wish to continue to try my best..I had planned for 17 years I tried every possible tactic.. and still.. there better.. they are just farming me.. my heart is crying.. I can't get back to normal.. even if I try.. I made so many bad decisions.. I can't find happiness in typing or in failing.. I just don't know anymore.. I see darkdness only.. I am sorry.. but I am lost forever..
Как си? ОК ли си днес?
Не не съм.. няма какво да се лъжем.. пропаднах на ново в дупката.. аз никога не можех да приема че дори един път не мога да спечеля.. и до ден днешен още 20000 хилки им дадох .. тоест 120000 вече станаха.. психично не съм добре.. мъртъв съм все едно в себе си.. просто искам всичко да спре и да изчезна.. ефбет ме ограбиха до шушка .. а аз нито една печалба нямам.. само загуби независимо от времето.. нищо не ми остана..освен да забравя че съм жив..само страдания права на хората.. ще зарежа всичко.. така или иначе няма нищо хубаво да се случи.. съжалявам че ви подведоха.. аз съм самото зло.. не заслужавам и един човек да ме мисли.. хазарта ме направи на не човек.. незнам защо живея.. няма логика.. ще изтрия всичко с мен .. ще залича кой и какво бях.. не искам да тормозя никой повече с мен.. благодаря..
Always chase your losses you can’t lose every time
Well I relapse those two months .. and gess what.. I fail at 0.20 cent every 12 on a roll time for 4 times and in the end for 1 month .. I lost another 2000 trying.. still no luck .. still no bonus.. they don't give me any bonus either.. they just take my cash ..and that's all.. I tried everything again..and hope it is no where to be found..I am sad, unstable, and even more broken.. even after 1 year and 6 months after I stop I relapse for last hope.. nah .. they just don't give a fuck for me..I am the loser king.. I tried baccarat , roulette, and virtual games even but only losses..