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Im about her size and i hate it. My close family members say im fat. Even when i havent eat all day and just sit down to get the empty stomach to stop growling. As of today i started working out and eating less. It makes me feel skinny even when im still chunky. I never feel pretty anymore 😥

Nah cause that's my cw, this is so inspiring

This is the part of eating disorders I dont understand and it's probably just me, but in all of these short films I've watched they all want food and like they want to eat it etc. However, I am Anorexic and I really just dont want food, idk but I just don't feel the need to eat and I enjoy the feeling of being hungry, I dont necessarily care about my weight, I am a little now but I just dont want or feel the need.to eat, however in these short.films the eating disorders are portrayed as "im fat and ugly, I want to eat, but I can't " however im "ew food, I dont want it, I dont need it, get it away" maybe its just me 🤷🏻‍♀️ Idk

Not me thinking the bidet hose was a hammer!

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Why do I find films like these to be so comforting

it’s nice they didn’t put a super skinny actor to represent that not all people with eating disorders are stick thin

It hurts, everything is about food, I can't stop thinking about it. I have to lie constantly about my eating. I hate my body and I'm detached from my family and friends just because of my eating. The number on the scale is never low enough, I will never be skinny enough.

That is very very accurate. Good job.

I have a friend who was skipping meal, she started to look pale and was always weak. I asked are you ok? she replied, "i just don't feel hungry." i told that me too i don't ever feel hungry and i would also skip meal, but doing to made me feel so bad and weak. After some help she is happy and healthy. You need to eat but there is also a limit. Starving your self does the same harm as force feeding. The National Eating Disorder Information Centre (NEDIC) is a website to help. Please stay safe.

❤Shes Beautiful❤ WOW😍😍😍😍

Hey there fellow anorexics

It a daily battle.

Very well done

I have anorexia since i was 6 years old. Seems like some people dont understand even in the comments.. to be anorexic you have to be underweight, it is in the criteria, but there are overweight people as wel who have a thing called ATYPICAL anorexia

relatable

yawn

I have severe bulimia and use laxatives if I don’t stop I can do serious harm to my body

The worst thing about an eating disorder is when you start you can’t go back. It usually starts with someone telling you you need to eat less, that you should lose weight, or something like that. Then you decide to eat less one day. But it’s never just “one day.” Because soon you realize you don’t remember a day where you aren’t thinking about how to eat less. “Eating less” turns into only eating one meal a day, only eating one meal a day turns into starving yourself. Then you start to see the numbers on the scale slowly going down. It’s become an addiction. Sometimes it crosses your mind to try and eat something but then you think to yourself “If I look like this while not eating then how much will I weigh when if I go back to normal” and if you do eat a full meal you feel horrible. But you don’t just feel horrible, you also feel extremely happy to finally stop the constant hunger. But now a normal dinner with your family doesn’t feel the same and you still have that horrible feeling every time you put the fork to your lips. Every time the lunch bell rings it feels like a burden to open your lunch pail and actually eat something. Then you remember that this all started from “one day” that you tried to “eat less”. Once you start you can’t go back.

Black coffee in a 60oz water bottle, giving my lunch away to friends, sleeping through low blood sugar episodes, binge then repeat

Started in 4th grade. Gym teacher made us weight ourselves infront of everyone. There was a competition to see who could loose the most weight (yes my gym teacher put 9 year olds on a weight loss journey). I started working out as home as well bc I wanted to win the competition. I went from 72 pounds to 69 I think. I was so proud of myself. Then I went to a family members house. I was greeted with three words “you’ve look like you’ve gained weight”. I didn’t eat anything the rest of the day. My mom couldn’t even get me to eat fruit. I started working out more. Not to long after I got better and started playing video games to get my mind off of it. Then I move. I started counting calories, running outside. Then over the summer is when it hit. I started crying if I didn’t wake up with 7 ribs being able to be seen. Weighted myself every day. Had to stay below 500 calories. Workout in a garbage bag, which causes you to sweat uncontrollably. It was horrible. Then that year on Christmas I heard “you’re so skinny,” and whispers of “she used to be chunkier she skimmed out” “Do you eat anything ?”. Then a boy saved me from it. I recovered so well that I gained 15 back. He broke my heart. I go back and forth now form being okay and not okay. I’ll never get as bad as I was thanks to that one boy. Me and him are friends again after no contact doe a while so it’s been helping me a lot. Glad to share my story <3

I'm falling back into my ed again

that part where shes with her friend reminds me, the times i needed to look okay and eat and then running to the restroom to purge... really painful

today was the first day i ate breakfast without feeling guilty, i am still thinking about exercing afterwards, but not excessively, just because it really makes me feel kinda better emotionally and i was stuck in my room for days. I think i can do it, i just need to be free from the shame that this illness makes me feel.

When the clothes don't fit you even if you eat just a little everyday and you get fat instead of getting thin and you exercise but it doesn't help..... I remember this. I went through this so many times and still do. I have never gotten an diagnosis for myself but with the way my thoughts are becoming loud again and how I am trying to stop myself from eating and then I being eat and then I get angry and start exercising and get tired too easily. It's messing me up too easily. Even my cycle is disturbed and all I can think Is that I need to get rid of this extra skin on me and that I hat it and that I want to scrap it off. But I can't say anything. If I do people would tell me to keep an diet. And to eat healthy but they don't know how hard I try. I used to eat three meals per day. Then I started eating one meal per day and even skipped food. Then I went back to binge eating. I never induced vomit but I definitely tried to do eccercise except I get tired too easily. I just don't understand what my body wants

This is such a good short film

Life goes on for healthy people who have better common sense of not shaming oneself due to nonigorance. so pathic to watch!

It showed a harsh truth,,, It does not have a sweet ending... cause binge ED goes on and on,,, never ends

I have an eating disorder and i truly understand the pain i saw in this video.

We not gonna talk about how she tries on dresses with a big shirt on?

Ew

You know it’s getting bad again when you’re watching this at 2am thinking “wow good job your losing that weight” while your own stomach is in so much pain you can’t stand

I mean, of course if she’s going to put her dress over a very thick jumper it’s not going to fit😂

perfect representation of the binge-restrict cycle. everyone expects someone with ana to not binge, but very few times is that the case, and people with ana do purge, but it's part of their long-lasting restrict cycle unlike bulimia. this vid is honestly one of the most accurate representations of eds ive ever seen. good job.

I loved this film

am I the only one who noticed the BT21 on her backpack? 3:20

of course none of your dresses fit you're putting them on top of a thick ass sweater

Keep uploaded videos I love ❤️

thats made me cry

omg they actually showed a binge, so tired of ED content only showing the "glamorous" side

Dia Rani so amazing acting

I started off with anorexia,then bulimia and now emotional eating. I hate it. I want to die😭

bestie, think of it like this: ur ✨curvy✨

i used to watch so many of these as a 8 year old, years later i have an ed. that aged well

since it,eating's been of the most terrifying thing i have to do,mostly because i can't control my binging and nbody knows about it so my family just thinks that i like food too much

Sis, this was literally my life in Nepal except with all the aunties telling me I look fat/thin constantly

imagine having the courage to put the thinspo on the wall like that...

Am I just seeing my past self

it's getting bad again.

Exactly the same thing that happen in every girls lyf !! Hatsoff for this beautiful heart touching short film ! I loved it !