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tell me, why did God make me this way?

I thought that jar had nut in it for a hot second

This is adorable:)

I suffered from dysphoria for a long time, I'm still getting misgendered. But I'm making progress thanks to HRT. 🏳️‍⚧️♀️ ❌♂️

Hey, cis lad over here. I think one reason why so much transphobia exists is because of the fundamental misunderstanding and lack of relatability cis people see. I know I used to think trans people were just confused and acting impulsively. But thanks to things like this, it helps to look into the experiences that trans people go through, and it helps understand their feelings and struggles. Stay strong trans lads and gals, I’m so sorry too many people are still so hating towards yall. But don’t worry, you’ll always have an ally here <3 🏳️‍⚧️

lmaoxd

Your gonna become a rlly good TH-camr one day

LOL

As a Skibidi Toilet enjoyer I can say with confidence that this animation is quite sigma indeed.

The scene when they are hugging their body in the shower really resonated with me. Dysphoria is body horror (well theoretically that's dysmorphia ig). Every day I just want to look in the mirror and be able to love what I see.

I know I'll be stuck like this forever and never transition 😭 I'm unable to live away from my family and they're VERY transphobic 😭

Well that sucks

That's an impressive level of breaking there, poor Astarion got put through the hells

Such a good animation. I'm nonbinary but am afab so I can relate to a lot of this

I don't quite get the images with the jar filling up. What is that part about?

just like me fr

I wonder why this appeared on my recommended page... (great animation btw)

I hate that I know this songs lyrics. It makes it hurt more. Also that I'm now certain I'm Nonbinary, but live with transphobic/homophobic bigoted parents. It makes it a Herculean strength to try and just... Breathe. It is a suffocation pit. I'll see tomorrow. And tomorrow. And tomorrow. To see if my anguish and suffering can yield another horizon. One where I can be me. Stay safe. Much loves. Adieu.

I'm trans myself and I feel that so much... I'm mostly fine with my body when hiding it with baggy hoodies. But recently we are forced to go swimming cuz of the school. And even though I have a swimbinder it just feels awful Also my partner tells me not to hide behind hoodies, but they just make me feel so safe... It's a struggle... But it helps knowing I'm not alone

And then you break yourself a rib and that's hell again

Still cis though

As a trans woman, it feels exactly this melancholy… but I think with slightly more emotional implosion, at least for me. Maybe that’s just because I unfortunately don’t have the option of coming out, and most likely won’t for many years, so the manic states of escalating panic than exhaustion are more intense maybe? I just hope it ends one day. I hope one day I don’t have to live like this, like, I really hope this is not all there is.

Powerful!

Wow. This video is really good at capturing how it feels. Been on hrt a year now and these feelings still pop up on occasion but not as much anymore. (Trans woman here btw) thank you for a wonderful video!(and yes this is my first time watching.)

This is beautiful. Note. Love the dysphoria hoodie

ohh sheez. i feel the needle in my chest now. (ouch) seriously, dysphoria sucks. im a questioning individuals myself.soo im super confused. i only know is 1:i like to become a woman or femboy or idk femme sometimes. i still comeback to boy mode. 2: im suuuper suck at crossdressing i hate seeing myself in the mirror or vids but i like presenting femme. 3:im super masc for my own liking but also i dont want to leave my masculinity behind. 4: im super scared. im closeted. 5:im still cis????? ok thats all?. this video is very relatable. cheers...

how did I only find this now... thank you

same

Man I wish i could get a binder. I’m out to my family but they don’t accept me. They restricted contact from all of my friends so now i’m completely alone. But hey, i’m rooting for you. It’s nice you can be happy with a binder and a short haircut and everything.

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well i had an experience were a girl ask me if I was a girl or a boy and told her i was a boy and then she started to tell me every single feminine thing I had like "oh but Ur eyes are SOOO feminine and Ur chest is so big" like Damm why ask then?

Beautiful , I been there bruh , also tiny reminder , disphoria is different for everyone and at diffrent scales for instance some feel disphoria about arm hair but not other parts of the body or at times looking at some body parts may make you feel nausiously gross , other times it's just mild discomfort and other times you don't think about it at all and thats A ok dudes , and it doesn't make your gender any less valid , much love to ya'll

this is beautiful

Yeah but mine is just too big that wearing binder could be even worse than just sports bra Anyways well made animation! It really got me ☠️

I hope you are doing well in your transition goals and are staying safe. Knowing how this world is going right now, please stay safe. I am trans feeme, so it was getting breast forms for me. Since I have started hrt and started developing my own, I have had to start getting smaller ones.

I'm a closeted non binary chaotic mentally ill person who's only goal in life is to make other people be confused what gender I am, though I do relate to this, I did think I was trans for a while but I started imagining if I would use those pronouns instead and I thought "yea, no, it doesn't feel right" and I had the realisation that I didn't feel like a guy or a girl, I felt like something separated from them and that's how I found out I am non binary. I consider myself part of the trans community because from what I understand, being trans is used as an umbrella term and doesn't have to mean only being mtf or ftm, you can be trans and still use they/them pronouns. My dysphoria isn't incredibly severe since I usually avoid looking at myself anyway. To everyone dealing with dysphoria, just hold on, one day, when you are older, you can look the way you always wanted to, feel the way you always wanted, and hopefully have incredibly supportive family or friends or maybe a partner and you can live your life freely.

Wonderful video, great work.

That was beautiful. The jar filling up each time something seemingly "minor" triggers the character's dysphoria is something I've been trying to explain so many times. It piles up and traumatizes you. The ending felt a bit "too easy" for me personally but I have to acknowledge the short playtime and the fact that some people indeed feel that kind of extreme relief when binding. I did feel relief, I felt euphoric and happy, but it was not as impactful as I had hoped for. More like a soft nod towards myself that confirmed that I need top surgery. Something I already knew. But enough of me, this is a very beautiful animation and I felt very moved by seeing an animated character being so relatable. Thank you for making this.

bruh i almost fuckijn cried im a trans woman and this hit me square in the feels

i agree and have the same experience. except the binder part. it did nothing. any fellow unbindable guys, eh? can't wait for top surgery if it ever happens.

Is it bad that I relate to this? I'm scared somebody pls help me 😵‍💫

The TH-cam gods have decided to promote this video to me and I shall try create more traction for it by commenting

i'm crying

Thank you...

Whenever I say videos like this, I feel bad that I don't feel like shit even though I'm trans too. I guess I should be happy about it, but when you don't suffer... it's easy to think it isn't real.

wow

well i was doing a pretty good job at ignoring my dysphoria until now

I know it aint gonnney mean much but I hope anyone suffering with depression or anxiety gets better mental health wise (also respect peoples pronouns)

thank u for creating this it feels good to now that many other people feel the same way. because whenever I try to explain it to other people they just don't get it. and it hurts😢

Simple, wordless, understandable. All in 1:30 a message was well delivered. I could watch a hundred videos on the topic but this is a must watch when it comes to understanding dysphoria. It's a feeling deep down that you just aren't you. Some person calls you handsome or you are forced to wear clothes that just tell people something about you that just isn't true. It's a guttural feeling of wearing someone else's skin. It's like someone spreading lies about who you are like a sign plastered on you wherever you go. The feeling that you can't be you.