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this is the 4th episode of the bm break, where I just kind of vent with you guys, no music just raw chatting. its like a video diary hence the personal video haha, i'm trying to do good by you guys it's just been a struggle. a gentle reminder to be kind to yourself and to others.
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it's been a journey. ➽ sub to the main @HeyImBM this is the 3rd episode of the bm break, where I just kind of talk, chat, and rant with you guys with no music just raw chatting. i tried to explain some of my experiences without being too heavy, feel free to leave suggestions for the future episodes!! be kind to yourself! ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ ➽ Thumbnail inspired by @nikoyaps ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ FO...
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it's been a big realization and acceptance. ➽ sub to the main @HeyImBM this is the 2nd episode of the bm break, where I just kind of talk, chat, and rant with you guys. it's very nice that it is just me and you, no music just raw emotion. i do feel like this episode is a bit sad, but I wish you all the best! leave suggestions for the future episodes!! take care guys ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ ➽ Thumbna...
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I'm giving it my all ➽ sub to the main @HeyImBM Hi I'm hoping to make more videos like this, just rant about life and stuff. let me know what you would like me to talk about or do! the world will keep growing and maybe it will look really cool one day. thanks for listening I'll try to get better ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ ➽ Thumbnail inspired by @nikoyaps ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ FOLLOW ME HERE :) ➽ Discord ...

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  • @orangeparkour
    @orangeparkour 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I've played Minecraft for 6 years and still haven't beaten it...

  • @manijamwal2893
    @manijamwal2893 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    don’t give a fuck tbh

  • @Finity_twenty_ten
    @Finity_twenty_ten 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Dang! It only took 3 weeks before you reached 1220 subscribers, that has to be some type of record!

  • @Lukemood771
    @Lukemood771 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    The more you try the better you get and the less you try the worst you get

  • @Lilly-maeWorsnop
    @Lilly-maeWorsnop 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    More video's 😊😊

  • @Lilly-maeWorsnop
    @Lilly-maeWorsnop 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    So sad 😢😢😢😢

  • @AmyMcclelland-s1m
    @AmyMcclelland-s1m 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    It's ok i am so exited that u are a bit better, like you aren't as sad

  • @AlfredHaakenson-w5q
    @AlfredHaakenson-w5q 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Hey your quite successful on this channel you got 200 subscribers in 14 hours your going to be successful.

  • @Dooginz
    @Dooginz 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    You got this. You are doing very well for starting. Most people don't even reach a 1000 subscribers in there 1st year. You are doing extremely well to be feeling like you failed. You've already reached enough subscribers to be monetized now you just wait for the watch time. Keep it up

  • @SebCraftGaming
    @SebCraftGaming 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This video: Reflects my entire life

  • @gilbert6736
    @gilbert6736 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Don’t give up I gave up now I am regretting it because what ever I try to do it won’t revive my chancel, you still have a fan base use it you got this

  • @daisyaddams
    @daisyaddams 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    you got it girl!!! take care 💕

  • @tiff9911
    @tiff9911 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    It’s ok bm😢 You’re doing amazing. Keep going at your own pace ❤️

  • @flynnhunt9916
    @flynnhunt9916 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I feel this so deeply. Thank you for being vulnerable. Often times, when trying to find motivation to push past my fear of failure, I end up comparing myself to people who are much farther ahead. People who have great success behind them, and skills to prove that their fear of failure is only in their head. I don't have that. I don't have any proof that I'm good at anything and when I try to learn I get frustrated with my lack of progress. In the end, I feel more like a failure than before. I think the best way to get past that anxiety is to have the encouragement from others.... I always push people away because I'm afraid of messing up, Afraid of being vulnerable, afraid afraid afraid!! Please don't push away people who support you. Please don't hide yourself from them. You have something SO special and unique to share with the world... because it's yours. And no one else can do you like you can! You will find success and happiness one day, but until then you will feel like a failure.... but only by continuing to learn can we ever free ourselves from our self-doubt! Hold on to that hope! Use the warmth of kind-hearted people fuel your fire! And when that fire burns out, it's time to rest. You find hope again... We will get through this together ❤️ I believe in us

  • @Lilly-maeWorsnop
    @Lilly-maeWorsnop 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    😢😢😢😢😢

  • @Lilly-maeWorsnop
    @Lilly-maeWorsnop 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Build a house and make a chest so you can put your stuff in the chest. 😊😊😊

  • @microwavesgobrr
    @microwavesgobrr 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    failure is a major step in success, eventually you will find the answer and break through this process. i dont have anything super beneficial to say so ill try to keep it short but just know that we learn from mistakes, even if they aren't as obvious. eventually your procrastination will teach you how to push through and just do what you might be avoiding. something i learned from a book i read (thank you dan howell. love that guy.) is the 5 minute rule, if there is something you are procrastinating just do it for 5 minutes, and then you can stop. most times you will continue past 5 minutes and realize its not so bad, or you won't even realize 5 minutes have already passed. its allllll about that starting point. even if you do stop at 5 minutes, hey atleast you got 5 minutes of work done just try to not push yourself to hard or it will just backfire!! hope you get passed this dreaded task and know we support you!! <3

  • @ShawnServis-r2x
    @ShawnServis-r2x 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    It’s ok bro it’s happened to me before too

  • @Dax893
    @Dax893 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    You are not a failure. Look at yourself. You are a TH-cam content creator. That's more than 6 billion other people. I can't say that about myself. I think you touched on this before, that playing Minecraft makes you feel alone. I fired up my world a few weeks ago, and I found a new cave. I had to shut it down though because I felt like I couldn't explore alone. i haven't played since. I looked at your other channel, and I appreciate the effort you put into these videos. I tried creating a dash cam video for a drive to the Japanese grocery store this morning. Clipchamp was not in the mood. That doesn't mean I'm a failure, I just have to try again later. I like watching your videos because you play better than I do. I died a lot early game, and then I played okay but died in lava a few times. It sucks, but it happens to everyone who doesn't play Creative Mode. Now having watched your video, it sounds like you are afraid to try things because of how you will be judged by others. Let me tell you about something I learned in my 40s -- People will just find any reason to judge you. They'll just make up a whole bunch of rules for everyone else to follow, but their rules aren't exactly legal. They just do it to feel better about themselves and their own failures. And you know what to say to those people? Nothing. No one can judge you because they are not you. You are not breaking any laws by being you. Just be you and keep playing MC.

  • @AlfredHaakenson-w5q
    @AlfredHaakenson-w5q 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Good job on 1.19K subs I only have like 5 or six or something your going to be a successful person okay I'm kinda lazy but you just got to work through it your going to be very successful

  • @AlfredHaakenson-w5q
    @AlfredHaakenson-w5q 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Wait your family member passed?

  • @AlfredHaakenson-w5q
    @AlfredHaakenson-w5q 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Its okay just try please it will work and please don't call yourself a disappointment .Trust me just relax and don't call yourself a disappointment please you need a break and take a vacation.

  • @ThomasShade-p4l
    @ThomasShade-p4l 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    You’re not a failure you have1.19k subs

  • @Zapp188
    @Zapp188 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This happens a lot it’s hard but it’s not impossible and that’s enough for me

  • @AmyMcclelland-s1m
    @AmyMcclelland-s1m 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I have never been this emotional, but u got this try to be more positive , try u got this stop being so negative, and u have done something , u played minecraft and talked to us stop being so negative do your best

    • @AmyMcclelland-s1m
      @AmyMcclelland-s1m 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      A scout's motto is do your best, your best ,not others, try to impress yourself. Try. Don't try to follow everybody's expectations, it won't work. Do what u like , and get Finch, it helps with self care . 9:09 👌🥹✌️❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

    • @AmyMcclelland-s1m
      @AmyMcclelland-s1m 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Please get mental help

  • @AmyMcclelland-s1m
    @AmyMcclelland-s1m 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Did they die? We're your friends you can tell us. I want to help you.

  • @AmyMcclelland-s1m
    @AmyMcclelland-s1m 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    You don't have a problem . 3:45

  • @wybie1933
    @wybie1933 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    We support you and encourage you. Hang in there!

  • @AmyMcclelland-s1m
    @AmyMcclelland-s1m 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    You can cry ,what's wrong,and I have never seen your channel, but it's ok you are not a failure ,and you can.

  • @mikaelkrall1710
    @mikaelkrall1710 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Dear friend, you should stop blaming your self, what you are doing is ok

  • @SillyGuyCam
    @SillyGuyCam 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Another bm break, another cam yap sesh I’m not going to assume I know whats going, but I’ve felt and am feeling something similar. There’s so much you NEED to do, and everyone is watching, and everything is hinging on this, and for some reason you just can’t do anything. You procrastinate, and you torture yourself for not getting anything done. It’s the most crushing, painful feeling, and I am so sorry that you have to feel that way. I hold my self to an unfair standard and I constantly punish myself for every single shortcoming or procrastination. Frankly, I can’t stop doing that; that’s how I’m wired and it feels impossible to stop. What I do know though is that if you kick a horse while it’s down, it’s not going to run faster. Work through your mistakes with yourself, BE PATIENT with yourself, because finding the right answer is more important than punishing a mistake. I promise you there IS a reason you cant get things done. It is so easy to minimize your pain or your struggle, or just straight up ignore it, but it doesn’t go away. For me, it’s because I’m hurting. It took four and a half years to admit that to myself. I lost or threw away basically everything, and it is so hard to get out of bed. I had to feel that and accept that before I could make any real progress, something I’m still working on. It sounds like you’re dealing with a lot of loss and pressure, and you need to let yourself feel that. When it comes to pressure, I havent figured out that one out yet. With my anxiety/paranoia, everyone is an enemy and is judging or is praying on my downfall. It’s a product of stress and other things and these people do care about me and aren’t those things. Knowing that in my head is one thing, but feeling it is another m. Best option so far is to gaslight myself into believing it:) Have some grace with yourself, let yourself feel, and again, know that youre not alone. Good luck and dont give up:) o7

  • @knewbie006
    @knewbie006 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Don't be afraid to fail. It teaches you more than sucess does, the more you know theless you fail. You are not a failure, a failure is someone who gives up. And procrastination? Please, 99% of people do it. Take a break. Go back to those friends, laugh smile goof off. You will never be perfect, and you shouldn't want to be. Perfection is the dumbest thing ever. If your perfect and do evetything right all the time, youll feel shitty, and when you eventually do fail, because you will, it will be earth shattering. bm, i may not know you, but i know what your going through. You are pefectly imperfect. Take a break. Breathe. Dont be so hard on yourself and things will go smoother. Dont be perfect. You are an amazing person who is under a lot of stress. It gets better. Trust.

  • @cars4life458
    @cars4life458 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    im sorry to hear this i hope you feel better soon ❤

  • @DeFeignitely
    @DeFeignitely 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Don't worry Bm, it's alright! Things like this happen a lot. Some call it seasonal depression, while other times it's just because we're tired. Many times when we're pretty active in our lives, we tend to raise the bar on ourselves. Expecting too much even when the capacity is low. And it's completely normal, we tend to overwhelm ourselves because of this. Which leads us to underperform rather than performing better. Sometimes we just need to cool off, y'know. Take a whole day or two, get your bearings. It's actually important, otherwise the body will be burnt out and more will be lost. If you're feeling down because you're not able to do things even though there's no reason why you can't, take a break. Get some rest and calm down, we all need it! Don't worry about always meeting expectations, even the mightiest of us need some time to rest to keep up the facade. I hope you're doing well, Bm! You got us anyways, here to support you! 💯

  • @DouglasBarden
    @DouglasBarden 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Hi

    • @HeyImMB
      @HeyImMB 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Hi :D

    • @DouglasBarden
      @DouglasBarden 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@HeyImMByou’re so beautiful and cute and pretty and gorgeous

  • @Shuirozen
    @Shuirozen 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I think you did a great job articulating all of your points you were trying to say, so don't be so hard on yourself you are fantastic on camera. I think the best part why so many people want to watch your videos and enjoyed this one is because you are so genuine and unique, it's a breath of fresh air. Over the last 3-4 months I have been filming very similar style videos on my channel. Just playing minecraft, chilling, and trying to send a message that maybe one person really needs to hear and I could help. It's a hidden gem and I very much enjoyed watching and listening to your video. Thank you for putting yourself out there, you are giving the world a gift.

  • @ITSDEAN23
    @ITSDEAN23 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

    A tip to not make people bored is have background music

  • @mikaelkrall1710
    @mikaelkrall1710 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

    It is nice to look at your mining, but i think you lost a Amethyst Geode, it was at 12:03, the dark blocks at the brance you are going down to looks like basalt

  • @DeFeignitely
    @DeFeignitely 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Fitness is such a vague and complicated topic. My recommendation for beginners is to not overthink it, like what Bm said. Pressuring yourself to get fit and know what you need and stuff is only going to go hinder you. That means controlling your diet, exercising this and that, planning too much-that's too much for us to handle. Thus only giving us more stress, struggles in keeping up, and can be demotivating. I love that you shared your experience regarding such a topic and how it turned out. I feel like many people just stop pursuing fitness because they only saw the information heavy, complicated, and harder aspects of it. But people should really not think about doing everything right the first time, but simply try it and modify it along the way. When I was also in high school, I struggled in the same way, I was super worried about eating too many calories, not eating enough greens, not getting enough protein. But instead of being enlightened for knowing, it only sent me down a path of despair and disgust for myself. Which is why I want to remind everyone who's still young to not stress it too much, your diet, unless it's really bad like too much junk food or if you have any medical conditions that need specific stuff, shouldn't be controlled as much since your body is still young and magic. Simply exercising every now and then such as walks, dancing, beginner level workout routines-it's enough. As you grow up and when you're capable of handling what you eat, then you should consider eating and getting more of specific food groups. The same goes for what exercise or routines you follow, thinking about it too much won't really help, as well as having too much expectation for yourself. We gotta start at the bottom and go from there, ykyk. Basically, you need to just focus on what you can do right now. Even if what you're doing is wrong, just correct it when you are capable enough. But while you're still new at it, don't be afraid that you're making a mistake, that's what being new means-we make mistakes and learn to be experienced. While you're at it, like Bm said, try not to compare too much. I would say comparing is bad, but it's also necessary, so that we know what we need to work on more. I'm just saying this because this is what worked for me, it may not work for everyone, but some of you may use some of my strategies and create one that is more suited for yourself. But yeah, I digress, sorry for the late comment yapping, hahaha! Great video as always, Bm!!! Looking forward to the next Bm break! 💯

  • @yourhumanthorc
    @yourhumanthorc 16 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This is a gem of a video! Your audio and video quality is great, and commentary really good. And as a side note, your voice is amazing 😁 Keep it up!

  • @RemiliaVampire
    @RemiliaVampire 17 วันที่ผ่านมา

    i can't wait for your second video

  • @EmeraldPynk
    @EmeraldPynk 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I haven't found many TH-camrs I can relate to, but I feel everything in this video on a deeply personal level. 😐

  • @mtpockets01
    @mtpockets01 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I found listening to dietitians a waste of time, as for supplements I found them to be nothing but a waste of money. What helped me was staying away from processed food. It means preparing meals from scratch, but it can be fun to do so, I’m just careful with what food I eat. So long as I don’t go overboard on calories, I find I pretty healthy. As for exercise, I only ever walk or do light exercise. Yet I’m considered to be fit. I think society has set the benchmark, that if one doesn’t look, act or be a certain way, then it see one as failing. The problem is magnified by impossible benchmarks to achieve, which lead to feeling undervalued, under achieving and much more. My take is to be yourself, if people can’t except who you are, it’s their loss. Great episode!! I look forward to the next one

  • @daisyaddams
    @daisyaddams 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I got so excited when you mentioned cheerleading!!! I started at my school this year and I haven’t been doing it long but it’s really fun. Great video! ^_^

  • @zebraprincessssssssssss
    @zebraprincessssssssssss 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Would love to see you do a series with someone in the future, love these videos <3

  • @AmazingJPikmin
    @AmazingJPikmin 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Awesome first video!! I’m glad TH-cam recommended this to me!! I cant wait to see your TH-cam journey!

  • @ConnorWallace-vz4uy
    @ConnorWallace-vz4uy 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

    When’s your birthday how old are you?

  • @SillyGuyCam
    @SillyGuyCam 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

    12:45 valid good topic today, wish id had this video or someone to talk to when i was younger. keep up that grind:)

  • @Asherstoneheart
    @Asherstoneheart 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Ellooooooooooo. Yay! Another uploaded. Remember people drink lots of water and to sleep have a good morning/night peeps.

  • @Anonymous_733
    @Anonymous_733 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Wow, this is the chillest channel I've seen yet and a topic I can relate