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If u need help pls 🙏 read❤ I battle the with this all the time. I have major depression and anxiety. My whole family has mental issues from manic depression to schizophrenia. From pain pills, Xanax and more and more recently alcohol. Used to cut my self to stop the tears,not to die just to stop the crying. I still have an urge to do that. I'm not even 40 years old I can name at least 50 people that I've lost in my life. At least half of them to an overdose.... All these medicines they give you can either help or make it worse. I had a hernia from having a c-section my doctors couldn't find it for 8 months and tells me that I'm not in pain I'm just depressed and gives me all kinds of depression medicine come to find out once I went to the Suboxone doctor and they told me that this medicine was harder to come off of than heroin and crystal meth combined! After seeing so many psychiatrists and and telling me that I did not need this medicine and that it was actually making me worse and I had been on it for 10 years 22 year long relationship and my life multiple times hearing voices seeing things you know and understand when you go through addictions it feels like you have a demon screaming on the inside and you just want to kill anything around you including yourself. That's not even to mention the sickness that you feel like you have a fever and chills all at the same time and it's freaking horrible. And my doctor stop giving me heartburn medication so I went out and bought my own and bought Prilosecand that night I felt major depression that I haven't felt in a long time and felt like I wanted to die and I couldn't understand why because I've been supporting my very sick mom and getting better in my relationship and have a miracle child and I couldn't understand why these feelings were coming back because of a small argument and I found out that Prilosec can actually give you depression and suicidal thoughts! I couldn't freaking believe it! How can heartburn medication make you want to die! I feel like FDA and the government don't really care how in the hell can this be approved? But the reason I'm telling this long story is because I want everyone to know those voices that you hear that no one loves you and that you would be better off dead and no one cares and that you're a burden and you're this and you're that and you're a horrible and you're ugly and you're all this horrible things.. it is not yourself that literally is bad spirits and the devil. For people that think that that is not real you are in denial!!! The only way to get these things off your back is to pray 🙏 and the thing that helped me even more than that is when you're having these bad thoughts to say out loud these are not my thoughts and claim the blood of Jesus, say the words I claim the blood of the lamb 🐑 or I claim the blood of Jesus over me,my family,.my.home and my loved ones. Those words are extremely powerful and will make anything evil or bad has to go away they have to flee in those words! I say them when I feel too overwhelmed or have bad thoughts or feelings.. Satan or demons will not come to you scary and ugly the come beautiful because they know you will be afraid. All these people that think that there are mediums and stuff like that they can talk to spirits it IS NOT true!!!!!! There is spirits yes absolutely! But it is not your loved ones. The devil knows your world The devil knows your Life and the devil knows the Bible just as well as God because we All know he was once in heaven. The devil will do anything and bring anything just to keep your mind off of God. There is no pain in heaven so how could a spirit go to heaven and come back to be able to talk to you? Then they would be in pain then they would have sorrow so it's not possible. I know that this is sad and heartbreaking but just know that they r at peace and you wouldnt want loved ones to see the bad things that go on. How could you be at peace that way? They would be in pain and sad and want to stay. So all these videos that you watch TH-camrs and stuff that go and talk to famous people that passed away like Paul Walker and stuff like that of course they know exactly what happened of course they're going to be able to answer questions they were there they watched they were more than likely what caused it. and of course they're going to speak like they would speak by saying I miss my family tell my family I miss them and things like that.... I'm not saying that there isn't trap souls for people that need to be purified because I'm sure that there is I'm not exactly sure how that works but I do know that it talks about in the Bible about EVERYTHING I just said I can't quote exact scriptures or I'll tell you exactly where but it can be looked up. Even talks about cosmic ( space - aliens) deception and that is all the devil as well. Don't be fooled. I'm not trying to push my beliefs on anyone. I just would like for people to look for themselves and see.. I hope and pray 🙏 for you All to find peace and strength happiness and comfort. And just keep in mind if the devil isn't after you were doing something to come after you then he already has you. So keep ur head up and remember when u feel suicidal and hear these horrible things that Are not true to claim the blood of Jesus and pray and I promise it will go away. Not saying it will go Away forever but at that time they have to flee. God Bless you all and remember you are LOVED wanted needed and missed! ❤

in between, I feel like the devil

I am fucking ugly thats why i hate myself plain and simple as real as it gets.

Thank u 4 everything. I hope u're happy i lose u i know but i miss u. Every day every morning every night u're in my mind.

I didn’t run away this time

People who are hurt-sometimes tragically damaged-hurt others by just trying to live, and then they get hurt even more because no one understands, and frankly no one cares to even try-it’s inconvenient, uncomfortable and inconceivable

Are we ever going to be okay?

One day I'm happy and second day I'm in deep depressions One day you are hero and second day you are villain Always before I go sleep I stay front of my mirror and telling myself nobody likes you because you are failure! I can't stop asking myself why do I hate myself so much! Everything what I did was wrong! Everytime I trying to do something good is always worse than before! The- the truth is everyone hates me and I don't know why! One thing what I want is just to be f*cking loved!

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Everything is going to be allright lads. I promise

"I'm drowning, doctor"

The beauty of this world is that with so much Pain you still get busy with happy moments or faithful times, It really is amazing.

The soul is an empty abyss that goes on for a billion miles with screaming and suffering for this world is dark

2:26

Nothing hits harder than Jesse. The pain in his voice still hurts us all :,(

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How to die ?

wdym im literally batman

Im Batman.

bul, ćerpienie, rospacz

i thought i will never be here again.. but each day deep down i know that i am not okay and i will always be here and talking about my feelings wth u guys. i know that all i had is this comments. i literary have nothing and hope nothing in life despite i am full of love and passion. i am sad but that's just me

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I can't do it 😭

Love yourself first………. It’s a wonderful start

2:32 movie?

1:32 😭😭😭

I know we're going through a lot but death isn't the best way to end the suffering, just be strong.

The pain just doesn’t seem to have an end

Whats the song

Bro last year I was very depressed and sad af because of some people and conditions and those problems were solved for a little time now but I am slowly getting back in those things I just want to it again everyday I just cry to God plz God plz don't do it again plz plz plz I can't do it again plz plz God plz no

Which song is in the back of this video?

Thanks for this , they really help us who don't have anyone to share our pain with. hope we get better again

My heart hurts 😢

Imagine sitting in a cafe, having your gaze stuck at something random. Being absolutely overwhelmed by your trauma, and then someone comes into the cafe, a bright aura surrounds them and for a moment you forget about your pain. It’s at that moment they approach you and ask you how you are, and when you decide to be honest and vulnerable you tell them that you’re not okay, that you’re broken. And at that point they sit down, introduce themselves and make it their life goal to fix your broken heart.

_I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare._ ~ Ned Vizzini

Lost💙

Just do it😔💔it end 🥺

Why am I here. Why do I watch this stuff. I want to go backwards

Amazing dewriw

The joker scene... man.. he had to force himself to smile. Even a villain is hurt inside. No one knew how much he hurts. Heath ledger was a legend, we all miss you. You were the best actor.

We were born to suffer to no end

The sadist trust is am in so much pain that no one notices it until I lash out then am the bad guy no one fucking ask am okay when I lash out out and it fucking sucks

Way to real

where the fuck is the volker account, did it got taken down??😧

No no I won't

What... What am I missing.

Just kill me I can't live with this pain.

Your pain is not to make you scream at people, yes. Some people aren't yours and it is for a lovely cause because you need to splash the consequences that are an experience.

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Like an anchor ⚓ Jehovah give us an extraordinary hope for the future that suffering and wars are about to end. So let's go always forward guys we won't remember all the things of the past and we will live the true life ❤️