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Back again to this song I just came from school after been rejected by my crush he didn't say anything but I understand though we talked before on IG and he gave's me mixed signals that he own feeling for me today he makes out with another girl actually I don't know how to feel 😢💔

How is it exactly 1:30 am here?????

Its 1:57 :(

have you lost yourself in a boy? have you lost the beauty of innocence you used to have? the beauty of not having to turn the music all the way up in your ears to numb out any sound, the beauty of knowing your worth? the beauty of knowing not another soul could touch yours without being allowed in. those beautiful walls you have put up for yourself have been broken. you are lost, insignificant. no one sees you how you used to be. a gem. rare. you are now common. you blend in with the rest. your appearances are overlooked, your intelligence is no longer your better quality, you have given up on your future and yourself just to focus on a boy who had only started texting you a week ago and is showing you minimal attention. do better.

this is a mood

Twilight vibes sigh oh to be a little girl again

This song hit just right in The tearsmith movie

People ask me ' who do you fear of losing most?' but, the real question is ...... Who's scared of losing me?

i just don't understand, how you could be so okey

My boy bff sent me this song but didn't tell me why. Was that a signal? Would you do the same just because? Or as a signal??

My best friend died today

No way, I was scrolling around some songs and when this song played I have exactly 1:29 by the time I'm gonna post this comment it will be 1:30

Man its exactly 1:30 🙂

Wow this was so beautiful

It's 1:20am and snowing, here I am thinking about things I went through this year, thank u 4 this playlist ❤

I love playing this song when im vaping😍

02:19💔😔

The smile you give me even when you felt like dien😢. Means so much more once you been through of being the only one that was in love.

I’m so ready to end it 😂

who doesn’t like her❤

i love this so so much😭❤

Good song

literally 1:32 am as i click on this

Actually , It’s 12:40am Rn But Same Vibes

when i was 6, i used to ask myself “why doesn’t anyone like me?”. now im 19, and i ask myself “why can’t i make anyone stay?”. i wish i was being dramatic, im always called that here. i feel misunderstood.

It is really 1:30 pm and it's raining 💨💨

3 intentos de suicidio, miles de reproducciones de esta cancion para calmarme y miles de agradecimiendos por ella

It is literally 1:30 when I’m listening to this rn

I'm not sad, but empty... i can't explain, but everything seems so bleak, grey. I don't have the desire to do things that make me happy before, everything seems so uninteresting. My fear is that the life is goin, and i'm still on the same place, unable to move.

Jesus Christ. WTF is wrong with me bro God damn

İçinə sıçdığım həyatda bir dəfə sevgidən üzüm gülmədi. 30 okt, 12:55 am

I've lost so many friends in the past year, it's something that will always stick with me. Music was there when people weren't.

From Monday to August, from sunset to New Years, I mourn myself

People are so disappointing 💔

*4.1M views

Rejetant chaque version de moi dans le passé, j'espère qu'elle s'améliorera dans le présent

I hope Billie Eilish sees this....

I‘m tired

4:05

BRO ITS 1:30 AND ITS RAINING??? WOW PERCECT TIMING I JUSTFOUND THIS BYCHANCE

It's really 1:30 💀 i noticed now.

Everyone has let me down incredibly.None of them meant "I love you.".But I take out my anger on myself until my body can no longer take it.I wish I could treat my body and myself better but I just can't.

That was one of the songs that I would listen to when I was thinking to kill myself. Almost 4 years later and now I listen to this to let it all out. That's the secret to stop thinking about suicide, let yourself feel. Once you start feeling again, that's a good thing. Suicide is not a solution, if you do it, you'll never see if you actually succeed or not

I hate my life☹️

I love you...

Today 17th of August, one day before my birthday, I’ll be 20…. ouch that hurts inside my heart and that’s no funny,

S'est dure de se dire d'être entouré tu te sens toujours aussi seule😊😢

I kinda wish someone just yell at me at me to wake up, to awake from this nightmare, from this darkness. I feel helpless, with fear, tired, exhausted, how could I not?, I feel numb, spaceless and without soul. I just want to be happy and with peace, my mind is full of thoughts that make me think I am a horrible and nauseous human being, though I know they are just thoughts, they still have a power on them that make me think so hard and deep about myself, about my manners and about the person I am. Why did it have to happen to me?, why no someone else?, it’s always me who has to suffer so bad, it’s always me, the idiot who can’t handle his pain. I dreamed about this summer being the best ever, but it’s not, this is a nightmare of summer. I miss the past, I miss my old self, the sweet boy who adored living and had lots and lots of feelings and love, who was better, the boy that healed and for the first time started feeling happy again…but now I feel he’s gone, I don’t feel like me, I don’t think my emotions are genuine, they are just faked and plastic, only my sadness and tears are real, but nothing more. I’m so freaking tired of crying every goddamned day, and I’m so sorry for everything, for not being strong enough to make the thoughts go away, I’m so, so, so sorry for making you feel tired of me, mommy, I’m tired of myself too, so much, I don’t want to make you feel that way, but I can’t help it. I just need help, someone to tell me that it will be okay, that soon I’m going to be happy again, that I’m going to laugh and smile with truth. If I could go back in the past and fix everything I would definitely do it, just so my heart can feel again. I feel shattered in pieces, I feel so devastated, and I’m so young, I feel like I shouldn’t have this feelings because I’m just young, and I should enjoy life and be full of joy, instead of crying and having anxiety about everything. How did I end like this?, What was the point of healing if at the end of everything I was meant to decay again? What did I did wrong?, I know I’m not a saint, but I don’t think I deserve so much suffering, it hurts so bad… What was the sin I committed? I want to be a kid again, just so I can be free of everything, but that’s impossible. Where is my old soul?, my boy, the one who was loved by so many…where are you, darling?, I’m looking for you everyday, hoping for you to get back. Come back, please…

Yap,,i think i dug too deep into my youtube again

It's 1:30 am and raining where I'm at what a timing