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this after sh is so nice

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Amazing ❤

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I'm literally the newest comment 0:30

I still love you

*I am quite unsociable, you can even call me a misanthrope. At 17, I met a girl for the first time, I thought that the society with which I had always been in conflict decided to make contact with me. It was pleasant, but I myself did not notice how I forcibly changed myself .In return I lost a lot of sleep time and my virginity.* *Value yourself guys, it is better to preserve yourself than the purity of your penis.*

study session all night long w/ this song. thx 4 sharing <3

I’m tired of all the adds so I found a less popular one and this one helps me sleep a lot. Thank you.

i just watched the visconde family murder case, and this music hit me hard

Thanks to you, I can fall asleep every night.

The part about the windows hit to hard

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Fav song...

Rn it’s raining and I’m listening to this

This is a literal masterpiece.

I love it

I listened to this song with my cat when we went to sleep, yesterday he passed away without me being able to do anything, this song will always remind me of him...

I fuckin love this

I was hearing this on a late night about 2 am returning from a friends house when i was little. It was raining and i was half asleep.

This is a masterpiece.

Why does this comfort me, at the same time makes me cry? This feeling is weird😢

La vida no tiene ningún sentido y por ello tampoco tiene sentido seguir viviendo...

The song that really fits what I feel at night

Alone.....

The voices won’t stop

Danke Sher gut

Ambatucry

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Iv'e missed him so much.

thank you very much for making this video, I hope you are always healthy

what's the ending song

Bro is this copy right free😊

where tf is em? unlike

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything

Im really in love with this video when i listen it i have mixted feelings and now i listen it for sleep so calm

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Why i only listen to music instead my family except me..Its because..i wanna listen to my feelings..i kept listening but i feel like..its not worth it because other person dont listen like i do..i dont wanna be alone but at the same time,i do..but i kept struggling on choices so i dont want choices,but at the same time i wanted too,because im sick of being controlled and being compared..i hate myself but,i dont want to hate myself..i dont know why..i wanted people to understand but..they cant..they dont care,they just only care to how im doing,to how is my GRADES,TO HOW I DO MY POSITION,TO HOW I F()CKING STUDY AND HELLA WORK FOR THEM! AND YOU WANNA KNOW THE WORST PART..? OFC YOU DONT BECAUSE YOU DONT CARE BECAUSE IM A STRANGER TO YOU!,AND YOUR STRANGER TO ME!..WHO CARES!? NO ONE!..not even a single person..AND THEY EVEN HAVE THE GUTS TO SAY THAT THEY LOVE ME AND CARE FOR ME!? THEY DONT BECAUSE THEY USE THOSE TO MAKE ME FEEL HAPPY IN ANY WAY!.. THEY WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND..THE FEELINGS I'V HOLDED FOR A LONG YEAR..AND A PAINFUL SECRETS I HELD IN MY HEART..AND THE WORDS I'V BEEN WAITING TO SAY AT THE RIGHT TIME I WAS FIFTHTEEN!! I CANT HANDLE ANY PAINFUL SCENES ANYMORE..so i try to be perfect,to be good at doing home things,TO BE A NICE GIRL,TO BE STRAIGHT TO THE POINT AS ALWAYS!! I KEPT HIDING MY BEING LESBIAN! ITS BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO LOSE THEM,BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DO,I CANT EVEN DO THINGS RIGHT BECAUSE OF MY PROBLEMS I HELD FOR 14 YEARS!! THEY THING I WANTED THIS..? NO I DIDNT BECAUSE EVERYTIME I WOKE UP I GET TOLD BY PAINFUL WORDS AND CUSS WORDS,IT REALLY HURTS YOU KNOW!? THEY DONT THINK IT IS BECAUSE THEY DONT FEEL WHAT I FEEL..

I have to get something off my chest I’m not responsible for my cousins suicide she shot herself with my gun my family blamed me for her death except my uncle and nephews

the music itself speaks more than words ever could.

Slowed to perfection

bro don't listen your brain...

I'm sitting in a room before the new year party and I can feel a sense of loneliness that I never felt before. I know I'm autistic and that it's hard for me to connect but this is another level, it's like an understanding that I'll never experience things in the same ways my peers does. It's not a sad feeling either, it's just like this. I'm gonna listen to this more, thank you.

I just feel like I’m something to be made fun of. The only person that understands me is my IBF Ezra I’ve known ever since 5 on Roblox and thank god, God sent me or him to me so that we could meet again after 2 or 3 years. We are so close me and Ezra and God. I wouldn’t be here right now if it wasn’t for him…..

Thanks for that, it's so calming! I will listen every day before going to sleep.

I choose to see it as floating in endless effervescence.... A beauty unparalleled.... A freedom untainted ❤️

late night studies

يلعن ام ضيق

Mmmm yeah

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