this is a very special video for me.
when i was 14, i made this noteblock project for my first boyfriend. it was among the many, many projects and videos of mine from back then that i've now lost to time -- i was not a great person to be around back then, and had some drama on my name as a result. not knowing how to react properly, i deleted nearly everything i had. most of my old accounts and videos and things i've done were completely lost to time from that point forward.
i hadn't really thought of this at all until my dad texted me earlier today. he found a partial recording of this project from back then saved to his Facebook and sent it to me. it led me down a search through old accounts and Google Drive folders, where i eventually found the original world file for this song. i'm very lucky that this still existed through all that mess of deleting my (internet) history and contributions.
with that, i bring you Clair de Lune. i feel that this project serves as an ultimate testiment to my childhood, and a reminder that nothing is truly lost. likewise, even when you think you're at your worst, the only way to go from there is up. i am very happy to be the person i am today, with the friends i have today, living a life i'm happy with. that's the sort of thing i was fighting for back then; my efforts were not in vain.
drive.google.com/drive/folders/1vw8LXELUYAwlDQZwLkP3NTEuu_Pb8VId?usp=sharing
here's the world file! i originally finished and uploaded this on March 1st, 2020, according to my old Google Drive datecodes. that would have made me 14 years and 5 months old. it's weird to think it's almost been five years now. none of the noteblocks have been touched or changed at all; i only changed the signs to reflect the present rather than the past. be sure to use version 1.15.2!!
if you enjoyed this, you can find me elsewhere, but this isn't what i normally do:
bsky.app/profile/pokeyis.gay
discord.gg/wMzhQNgVEn
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