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I wonder why the English name of the cycle is SILENT songs,, somewhat misleading. The Russian word tikhiye being QUIET, opposite of loud, not silent. Quiet Songs wd be closer.

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I discovered this yesterday. The Silent Songs have this beautiful, haunting, longing, and sad quality. Thank you for sharing it!

extraordinaire !

This is pure gold.

1 - П'ять пісень № 1 - «рос. Болящий дух врачует песнопенье…» - Вірші Є.Баратинського № 2 - «рос. Были бури, непогоды» - Вірші Є.Баратинського № 3 - «фр. La belle Dame sans merci» - Вірші Дж. Кітса, переклад В.Левіка № 4 - «рос. Унылая пора, очей очарованье!» - Вірші О. Пушкіна № 5 - «Прощай світе, прощай земле…» - Вірші Т.Шевченка 2 - Одинадцять пісень № 6 - «Что в имени тебе моем…» - Вірші О. Пушкіна № 7 - «Я скажу тебе с последней прямотой» - Вірші О. Мандельштама № 8 - «Пью за здравие Мери» - Вірші О. Пушкіна № 9 - «Зимняя дорога» - Вірші О. Пушкіна № 10 - «Белеет парус одинокий…» - Вірші М.Лермонтова № 11 - «Я встретил вас…» - Вірші Ф.Тютчева № 12 - «Островок» - Вірші П.-Б. Шелли № 13 - «Несказанное, синее, нежное…» - Вірші С.Єсеніна № 14 - «Отговорила роща золотая...» - Вірші С.Єсеніна № 15 - «Топи да болота…» - Вірші С.Єсеніна № 16 - «Зимний вечер» - Вірші А.Пушкіна 3 - Три пісні на вірші М.Лермонтова № 17 - «Когда волнуется желтеющая нива». № 18 - «Выхожу один я на дорогу…» (На дорогу йду я в самотині) № 19 - «Горные вершины» 4 - П'ять пісень № 20 - Елегія-Вірші О. Пушкіна № 21 - Хорал-Вірші Ф.Тютчева № 22 - Медитація-Вірші О. Пушкіна № 23 - Ода-Вірші О.Мандельштама № 24 - Постлюдія-Вірші В.Жуковського

Silent Songs (feat. baritone: Sergey Yakovenko, piano: Ilya Scheps) Musical Album by Valentyn Sylvestrov Release date: October 19, 2004 Artist: Valentyn Sylvestrov Songs are based on the works of various poets: Silent Songs, Part I: Song Can Tend the Ailing Spirit (Baratynsky) 3:18 Silent Songs, Part I: There Were Some Storms and Blizzards (Baratynsky) 3:59 Silent Songs, Part I: La belle dame sans merci (Keats) 7:11 Silent Songs, Part I: O Melancholy Time (Pushkin) 3:41 Silent Songs, Part I: Farewell, o World, o Earth (Shevchenko) 5:23 Silent Songs, Part II: What Meaning Has My Name for You? (Pushkin) 2:45 Silent Songs, Part II: I Will Tell You With Unswerving Frankness (Mandelstam) 3:18 Silent Songs, Part II: I'm Drinking to Mary (Pushkin) 4:34 Silent Songs, Part II: Winter Evening (Pushkin) 5:37 Silent Songs, Part II: White, a Solitary Sail (Lermontov) 4:40 Silent Songs, Part II: I Met You (Tyutchev) 6:02 Silent Songs, Part II: The Isle (Shelley) 4:07 Silent Songs, Part II: Something Tender, Blue, Unspoken (Yesenin) 5:51 Silent Songs, Part II: Autumn Song (Yesenin) 4:25 Silent Songs, Part II: Swamps and Marshes (Yesenin) 4:52 Silent Songs, Part III: When the Cornfield, Yellowing, Stirs (Lermontov) 4:31 Silent Songs, Part III: I Set Out on the Road Alone (Lermontov) 5:32 Silent Songs, Part III: Mountain Summits (Lermontov) 4:51 Silent Songs, Part IV: Elegy. Verses Composed at Night, at a Time of Insomnia (Pushkin) 3:38 Silent Songs, Part IV: Choral. A Vengeful God (Tyutchev) 2:10 Silent Songs, Part IV: Ode. Schubert on Water (Mandelstam) 3:52 Silent Songs, Part IV: Postludium. Those Sweet Companions (Zhukovsky) 3:18 Four Songs after Osip Mandelstam: My Lashes Are Pricking 4:29 Four Songs after Osip Mandelstam: I Don't Know When 1:38 Four Songs after Osip Mandelstam: For the Thunderous Grandeur of Ages to Come 3:26 Four Songs after Osip Mandelstam: The Oaks Drink From a Cold Vessel 3:45

Gorecki canta el descanso eterno a los muertos del holocausto en polonia .

I'm starving myself and smoking to take away that sensation and each day I wake up it's an immediate and violent coughing fit as I fight to get up and out. I don't feel any self worth and that's so hard to grasp I just can't like,, stop. I can't stop doing anything that makes me feel something but what do I do when that stops working man. I'm not gonna get through this life in a fulfilling manor and live the way I want it to I'm gonna become a repeat of my parents. I'm so hungry and so tired and so sick of the same old routine. The daylight has become so foreign to me that I left the house at 10am and it just felt like a different place. I'm sorry rush for what I've done to myself I really am I wish I could start to heal

This is all fucked up

I don't know how or why this song makes its way back to me and I don't care to read through my past message due to the emotional pain it will put me through. Or exacerbate I suppose. After Georgette and I split up I've been at one of the worst point in my life so far. I cannot escape her, she's in the room above me in student accommodation. And maybe there's an alternative reality where this all worked out and we were together forever but I know I don't wants that and yet the pain stays. Every ex I've had I've just stopped seeing immediately after we split, hoping they'd still love me and want me back but even I don't want that. Frankly I have no idea what I want other than to love and to be loved. Maybe that's not meant to be. I wish I could shed this want from me, purge it from my conscience. But I can't and so I lay here high out of my mind with a medication that makes it worse at the minute. Ryan

❤tnx for upload

Único!

No one will ever find me the day I fade away

Who are the performers?

3:55, thank me later

Can't you do a pizza with a shortwave and porn

How can I get to Outer Space ?

This is it, this is peak drone.

Głęboko mistyczna kompozycja! Ponaduczuciowa, jak dzieła średniowiecza ( chorał gregoriański ), wczesnego renesansu ( np. PALESTRINA ) czy większość muzyki Dalekiego Wschodu ( raga hinduska, tybetańskie pudże, buddyjskie, w theravada, CHANTINGi itp. )

Sunday 8th August 01:56am, I am not doing well at all. I dont feel like I should be around people for a long time. It's not a me wanting to isolate myself just.. today I just sorta snapped. I came out of a call with a couple of my friends and i just lost my shit at myself. I dont know where it came from and I've felt great these past months, my dads been doing better and I've been feeling good in myself. Today I just went ham. Not even like 20 minutes ago. I got into bed but I felt this urge to just wash but we dont have any hot water and now I'm in a position I dont want to disclose. I'm not happy with myself but I'm not upset. For a split moment i just went. I dont know what to do now. Sorry it's been so long. Ryan

More please.....

Wonderful! Thank you for posting :)

19th May 2021, 18:17 pm. I just found out my dad is in a drug induced coma . I turn 18 in just under a month. Ryan

Thanks for the upload as I was really curious about this recording since it’s not the usual collage pastiche

2:51am, 2nd of May. I didnt even realise the gap between the diary I keep here from my last post, my college break ended and you get sucked into that cycle. On top of that I have personal life stuff and my circumstance and it all eventually equates to me breaking a habit I need to keep up with. Having an outlet at the end of a day is enough to feel like I'm getting somewhere, something significant in my day is happening rather than a prolonged era of memories that all blur into one. My family have always been really poor, I'd say financially worse off but I hate the sorta beat around the bush label. We've never had a stable income because we can't work. My mums a single parent and she has 2 kids (myself included) to my father and 4 others to a narcissistic other man. When you couple that with no job and a house that our landlord does no upkeep on, not enough money for food sometimes let alone an internet connection you do just end up feeling like you're not well off enough to be a functioning member of society. I would love to put my mind to the things I'd love to do but the hand of cards I've been dealt from a very young age are just incredibly dire. I tend to not let it get to me but my 18th is approaching and stuff really is coming to my attention now, I can't do stuff with my friends because I don't have a PC so I get ignored in VCs for inconveniencing them while playing a game amongst fathoms of other shit. As it goes I'm in a purgatory at the minute waiting for some or any news to arise and just break the mundaneness of life at the minute. My intention when in write shit here is never to splurge and write a lot but part of me can't help but type for miles. There's more I could go into but this day has exhausted me and I just wanna forget my circumstances so I'm gonna try n sleep. Ryan

April 20th, 03:11am. Life's really catching up with me right now. Ryan

Every time I seem to not want to comment in the small time I've been here I see the song in my feed and amongst listening to it it sort of reassures me that everything will be okay and all I have to do is just say what I feel and move on. Its 01:06am on the 18th April, I woke up and felt like shit. I think I said yesterday I fell asleep at about 8pm and it fucked that days sleep, I couldn't sleep until about 5am but by this time it was getting bright outside and I don't have a curtain so I sorta just have to hang up my bedsheets on an AUX lead I glued into the walls. It doesn't do much butt its something. I don't know when I drifted off but I woke up somehow at my regular time of 2pm. I didn't do anything all day until about 7pm, I spent the 5 hour window lying in bed watching videos, eating food for comfort. I went to the car park about 10 minutes away from my house near the crematorium that's not used because my sister told my mum she was out skating and I wanted to find her. My friend Harry messaged me there were a few people skating town so I dashed there and found my sister was there with a friend and some random Polish girl I'd never met before. My lack of ability with people said just go to Bank and skate there (they were near the Santander that's just around the sorta corner) and skated there for about 1h30/2h. I left as my sister, her friend and the polish girl (now with who she claimed was her boyfriend) started leaving too. They started going the same way so I just skated out in front and thought I'd see my sister in like 10 mins after me. Apparently not. I was watching YT again till about 00:23am before my sister comes in my room and asks what I'd told mum. I'd not a clue what she was talking about but she said that she'd been £3×ually assaulted. This was news to me so I went and asked my mum about it and she sorta just nonchalantly said they have photos of them and explained what happened. And here I am. I'm so desensitised to bad stuff happening it makes me wanna feel angry that I can't feel upset or anything about this but I physically can't. For one reason or another my ability to just feel sadness or anything at all doesn't exist. I don't think I'm depressed anymore but I think the 9 years that I was have had a irreversible impact on me that I don't know how to recover from. Ryan

17th April, 02:31am. Every time I open TH-cam now this is one of the first videos in my recommended so I guess it really wants me to keep this shit up, and I'll do it. My nurse and therapists over my life have always told me to keep a diary but I've never really done it. I always started and only wrote down stuff when I'd have a really bad day so it made the thing sorta partisan which isn't what you want from that sorta thing or at least for me. You have to have the goods and bass because that's what it means to be truly alive right? If you're

16th April, a satisfying 02:34am and today's just been a regular day for me I suppose. I woke up at some dumbass time in the afternoon and went looking for something to eat. I tend to get denied food by my mum because of the amount of people that love in our house we can only just afford to eat 3 meals a day and we have to borrow money to even get that. I don't know how we're even still here some days yknow, I think about everything shitty that happened, still happens and will always or has yet to happen and I think to myself 'either my mental resilience is profound or I am just not phased by shit anymore'. With everything that's happened with my dad, my relationship with friends, family and past significant other and just this shitty town you really do realise how fucked this town and it's inhabitants are. Abuse breeds abuse breeds abuse; No truer words have been said. But aye normalish day, I waited for my tea and went skating for a bit, I'm sad my friends never really wanna go out and skate at all even if its just one of them. I ask and just get ignored and while I'd prefer a straight no answer I'm not gonna waste anger on it. I was there for a bit and I sorta like.. got home and manage to let hours pass before I went out skating with my sister again. My mum and her clash sometimes because they both have short tempers and clash like a jellyfish in the sahara desert. I'm glad I've been going out with my sister and doing something because like I said before (don't hold me to it) my family don't spend time with each other. When my mum does try with the kids it seems so forced and as if she doesnt wanna be there, while the alternative is to sit on her phone and do nothing. I feel bad on everyone's part because I know that our poverty really does impact our lives but it can't be fixed, even after years of trying nothing's ever changed and I don't mean it lightly. When I talk to my sister about this she feels the same, she talks quietly in the street because of her PTSD but it's fine enough for me. We skated for a bit and headed home. I called 2 of my friends for a bit and we ended up laughing at how bad my phone camera quality is and I got angry at Aldi rice pudding. Good times, Good times. Ryan

A bit earlier than my usual time, 00:36 on the 15th April and today was pretty similar to the last. I woke up at about 10am much to my mothers and my own surprise but was sorta like, ah I can have a couple more hours I'm not at college. My sleep had been pretty bad because i have really awful intrusive and vivid images in my head, sometimes i get muscle spasm and seize up, ill have to talk to my nurse about it next time i see here but hey ho. It hasnt killed me yet. Ended up waking at I wanna say 1:30ish? Anyways I went out with a friend and we visited all the shops we couldn't go in before. Started out with ye olde second hand shop near my dads near a Tesco in Cleethorpes, brilliant guy in the shop he really is. Gets all of his stuff from GAME shops thatve gone under and it has a vibe thatbinreally love. Nipped in a few other second hand shops and got these really dumb minion bags, a small one and a big one and we went for a wee walk down the sea front. Nipped in our skate shop, Reef Rash, and had a look round before just taking leave and heading home. I got in and our social worker was there so my mum was acting all goody around my 4 youngest siblings, you kinda get to a point where you know your parents gonna act as if they bother when someone like that's around so I'm kinda unsurprised. I went to make my noodles I bought from a new Thai shop (lovely place) and Yasmin (the Sw) wanted to talk to me. Naturally she didn't for long cuz the kids always play up and I can't get a word in edgeways but I was talking about our financial situation. My mum gets like £600 a month for herself and 6 kids which I mean you can imply a lot. We don't have internet at home and I can only use the internet through asking my dad for £20 to get mobile data. We don't often have a lot of food and I don't really have much but that's fine by me. Im happy with what I have and what I get. An argument kicked up while the social worker was there because my mum reads into everything I say quite often, I feel bad she feels awful for certain stuff but she doesn't do much to change that so I just don't put my mind to it. I went skating bank for a bit and I had a conversation with a (I wanna say) 13/14 year old kid that complimented me. I was happy about it cuz I love conversation with people I just don't know, plus its really nice to receive a compliment every now and again. I personally think I'm nothing special but I'm still learning and the trial and error and anguish is what makes this stuff rewarding. Headed home after about an hour and a half and here I am. I hope to sleep better tonight. Ryan

How delightfully pleasant

Today's been a good day, its 02:18am on the 14th April. I woke up at about 2 in the afternoon which, as shitty as it is, is down to my pitiable sleep pattern. I'm not complaining though I put a lot in to today. I decided I wanted to listen to a Swans album because the warm spring afternoons look and feel so nice and perfect for it, I listen to a single song before I decided I was gonna go skate by myself for a bit. I do it a lot but I was really hyped up today so I went to the carpark in our town, I live in the small coastal town of Grimsby in North Eastern England so its a relatively short walk/skate there. I headed up to the second floor for a while before I saw a bunch of people I vaguely knew and decided I was gonna try and approach them, usually I'm quite bad with people but I managed to have a good short conversation before we went near a bank (my seemingly more frequented skate area haha) and just skated there for about 15 minutes. Lovely people. I'd went home and I asked if my sister wanted to go out, she's not got a board so I lend her one of my own and it was great. I never spend time with my family (for various reasons) but it was nice to spend some time away from the hell house we live in. I ain't gonna go into detail about my living conditions today because its been a positive one but yeah, skating was great. She struggles going out because she has social anxiety and PTSD but we managed to head to a carpark I go to quite a lot before heading to town bank for a good long time. We were out till like 11:06pm and it was so great, I gave my sister the wee chipped board I'd been using after I went to a friends to pick up and swap the trucks and it be hers now. I even managed to squeeze in cleaning my room before watching some Markiplier shit and just unwinding before I sleep. Its been a good day among a sea of really shitty ones and I'm very thankful for times like this. Ryan

13th of April, this time 02:15am. I got bad flashback of my history at my Dad's house and ending up bolting it. I couldn't stay there I felt this flood of shit come back and I needed to escape, I left at 23:11pm and got to my mums near midnight. I went skating till about 00:43am to try and take my mind off of things and now I feel a bit better. The guilt I feel for leaving my dad is terrible but I can't dwell on this forever. Ryan

I'm back, this videos kinda just tucked away in a pocket of the internet I don't imagine many people will come across so I guess this kinda feels like a home for me. Playing this song while writing my thoughts down is another level of soothing to me. Its the 12th April at 22:15pm and I'm lying in the bed in this small room again. I'm not as upset as yesterday, I found out my dad sleeps on that small mattress downstairs because this room and bed reminds him of his experiences switching medication. He's heavily schizophrenic on top of his drug and drink problems and he was telling me about the feelings of electrocution he'd have along with nightmares and awful hallucinations. I feel sorry for the man but at the same time I can't do much to help, I can however show him I care where I can even if it's not easy. I went out with a couple friends to our town today as everything had opened up again. The CEX here has really gone downhill and the stock is so saddening, I used to go get PS2 games all the time but now there's just nothing. Its a shame really. I haven't seen my family in a couple days now, I oughtta head back home. I'll probably go tomorrow or something as I'm not busy at all. Fingers crossed I can skate with my homies on Wednesday. Ryan

Dunno why I commented only now but its very silent hillish, I wanted to look for a song to give to a friend and clicked on this again as I have it saved to a playlist of music I don't wanna forget about. Its 2:23am on the 12th April here in England and Id decided to go to my dads house today. He's debilitatingly mentally ill and there's been so much shit going on around him I'd been avoiding meeting with him. I went today, brought my bass hoping we could try some music stuff but he just lie there on his small mattress on the floor not doing much of anything, he got up at one point claiming he felt sick. Went to the toilet and came back about 20 minutes later talking about how he'd vomited blood and spoke about all the things he can't do because of the ulcers in his stomache. He's not even 40 and because of his really awful past his not been able to go anywhere with his life because his illness is so overwhelming at times. Sometimes I say to myself I don't care and that i know he's going to end up destroying himself and I can usually be quite convincing but when I am like I am not I know I really am not over it. I've never had a relationship with him and deep down it really does hurt me. I guess we'll see where time takes us but for now I feel very mystified and lost in fog with my life and issues. I oughta comment here more often. Ryan

Brian Eno's Music For Hull Breaches

Groovin rn listening to this

Nice

Anyone have a dl link for this? It's gone from Bandcamp.

Mixes stupendously with sections of Spiral Insana

very good

One of my favorite Gorecki pieces Makes me feel like I did when I listened to music as a child

Immense gratitude for this precious uploading. Абсолютно красивой. большое спасибо.

Nurse With Wound Space Music 2: vk.com/wall-3573735_224 www.discogs.com/Nurse-With-Wound-Space-Music-2/master/413567

I like this song like dirge by Gorecki folk music inspired yet serious at the same time

Брамс из могилы

My favorite songs.., along with Pushkin's songs by Boris Tchaikovsky.

rock. hard.