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Alivia
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 23 ม.ค. 2020
Just my personal lil journal in video
Spend 5 hours in Chicago with me
Helloo!! Welcome to another vlog. First I go to Pinterest for outfits inspiration, trying on a few ideas. Then we adventure out to Chicago for 5 hours
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Bring the Best Pumpkin Pie to Thanksgiving!!
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Helloo welcome to a fun one, with a lot going on!! Here I make 3 things with a Pie Pumpkin; pumpkin seeds, creamer & Pie all at the same time, while chatting about my life. I used one pie pumpkin and still had loads of filling leftover. Here’s all the recipes on Pinterest Seeds: pin.it/l9IXJTgff Creamer: pin.it/3Cww13wMU Pie: pin.it/25Nqs1sgo Thanks for watching! Let me know if you try anything...
Spend a Decompressing Day with Me
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Are you struggling to feel motivated?? I hope this video helps you feel less alone, helps identify your struggles and encourages you to take care of yourself💛💛 Thanks for watching!! -Alivia
Living My Best GrandmaCore Life
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Here we hangout as I can beans and peppers for the first time!! I also got back to tiktok, not sure if I’m liking it but if you want to check it out, stay up to date with what I’m doing it, it’s arousingthoughts Thanks for watching Alivia
Job Hunt & My Sisters Heavenly Birthday
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Job Hunt & My Sisters Heavenly Birthday
A Video you Can Watch while Eating Lunch
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A Video you Can Watch while Eating Lunch
I Removed TikTok & it Improved my CREATIVITY
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I Removed TikTok & it Improved my CREATIVITY
I don't understand why u don't respond to comments?
Hey so sorry I was enjoying a weekend with family! I’m currently not looking to start a discord, as this is just for fun and don’t need an extra social media platform. Thank you so much for watching my TH-cam! If you’d like to see me a little more, I do have a TikTok @ arousingthoughts
Water, sunlight and AIR! (I also heard airplanes at first and thought it was a funny joke)
I stg I heard airplanes and I thought this was the dumbest video ever. I’m glad I rewatched to hear air plants😂
will u make a discord server?
The light in this video is so pretty
you are soo cute, I would like that you keep uploading videos.
Keeping my fingers crossed for you to get hired! You seem like you'd be wonderful as a server/bartender at a high end place! To answer your question, I lost two people who i cared about a lot back to back two years ago, a younger cousin and a close friend. I still think about both of them every day. And the feeling i have about both is, this wasn't supposed to happen. They were supposed to be here. The world needed them. It feels like a different universe without them here, like reality is incomplete. I felt so much anger and sadness. And then i felt guilty about being angry. It really is hard, i like what you said about living through them.
Awee thank you!! Also I am so sorry for your losses, the feeling of things never being the same is the worstt 🥺 and all your emotions are valid, grief has soo many layers. It’s okay to feel angry and guilty, when there is so much pain involved. I wish you happy days, sending you big hugs!!❤❤
That makeup looks amazing ngl even after not doing it for years you still got it
Thankk youu!!
There were so many moments in this video where I was wishing it was actually a video chat haha. Sorry to hear about your car, I went through something similar a while back and it wasn't too bad -- I car pooled to my job with coworkers and took the bus & train a bunch. However, I will say that you don't save money not having a car. There are more benefits to having one, in my experience. My mental health suffered a lot from the lack of independence during that time.
Aweee I’m soo happy to be friends!! Yeah it is going to suck not having a car, definitely going to tank my mental health, but the town I live in is cute and loads of shops around me. Plus I have a bus pass that allows me to ride for free! Thanks for always watching & commenting💛💛 how is your car situation now?
Also the Nike shoes are so cute. Love the whole haul, honestly :) granny core is so adorable, and it's such a cozy vibe! I love it, too.
@@skylaann3492 yourrre so sweet!! YESS Granny is so IN rn💛💛
You give me fairy vibes :)
Yay! What a beautiful apartment!
Thank you!! 😊
Yay I'm glad you are feeling better 😊 also those pastel colors look pretty on you
sooo, what is ur discord???
I took a quiz and it said I have a secure attachment style, which makes sense to me. I am a confident person and I tend to be open and direct with the people who I trust/am close with about my feelings. The hard part, that comes with age & experience (I just turned 41) is learning which people you can trust and be open with. Because even with a secure attachment style, you need to learn which boundaries make sense with each person. And it might change. I used to be 100% open and trusting with my brother, but some recent experiences have taught me that our relationship may work better if I maintain certain boundaries, because there are more things we disagree on now that there used to be. It was a really hard realization to come to, and my anxiety was extremely high during the time I was trying to figure out how to navigate it, because he has always been very dear to me and I love him even when we have conflicts. Eventually things settled into a different, but good, place between us. I hope that you are able to find your way to good places in your life, mind, and relationships ❤
Aweee this is really sweet, I’m sorry you had such difficulties navigating such a close relative. It feels so good coming to a conclusion! I currently have family who don’t see eye to eye and it is hard to watch. I’m so glad you’ve found what helps and learned about their actions. May I ask what has helped or what was pivotal in building a better relationship?? Also which quiz did you take, I’d love to do the same!
@@AROUSingThoughts it was the one on attachment project. The thing that was helpful to us was apologizing, and giving each other space. We have since been avoiding talking about certain things, keeping it easy breezy until we have both had time to heal from some things.
@@Metaphoreign that helps a lot thank you!!
I just found this acc and I love it🫶🏼
Hey ! Just discovered your channel, please know that you are not alone, this is a lifetime struggle but at least we try everyday ❤️ thank you for reminding me in this video !
@@badplantsofkim yesss❤️❤️ sending you hugs EVERYDAY Now, we got this!!
You are not alone baby girl . The reality is that no one cares about what we do or who we are more than ourselves. You are a beautiful person who I can tell spends a lot of time thinking. Which is good. Not enough people think as much as they should. But be careful with yourself. Good on you for deleting TikTok!!! It literally took me forever to do that. Social media isn’t real. TH-cam isn’t even real. What we see day to day online isn’t real. And I mean that in the literal sense. We are all struggling and feeling insecure and alone and small no matter how our lives seem to present. And if anyone discredits you, or gives you criticism or hate, take it so lightly. They don’t know the weight and love in your heart. Be genuine and gentle and creative. ❤️❤️❤️ be curious and kind. Form deep and real relationships with those around you. Learn as much as you can. Much love Xx
You are the besttt🥹🥹 always nice to remember the true reality. I’ve been super struggling with overthinking lately, been trying to listen to the caring side of myself. No longer shutting it down, rather use this side to calm myself down. Thanks for feeding my good side💛🫶🥰
wish i had friends that wanted to this this kinda stuff with me, but they do it without me :,)
@@eternalsence3033 :(( if it helps, I’m not super close with half the people in this video. I hope the opportunity comes up for you soon!!
@@AROUSingThoughts thank you:,) time will tell
those boots are so beautiful
Wooo congrats on the apartment! Being liked or disliked by other people isn't really something we can help, so it's better not to worry about it. You exist outside of other people's opinions and thoughts and awareness, and they exist outside of yours. The important thing for your relationship is to be kind and honest and genuine -- if you're curious about your BF's hangouts, ask him what was fun, what happened, how everyone's doing, and then you can feel a part of his social life even when you can't hang out with everyone.
Yess I appreciate you soo much!! I totally get that, talking has definitely helped. Talking to myself in this video has even helped! It’s so goofy getting wrapped up in your head about something and the second you say it out loud you start to realize it’s all self deprecating. Basically It’s hard to decipher between the good/ bad voices when they are in your head🫶 thank you so much for helping 🥰🥰
@@AROUSingThoughtstotally ! Talking things over is great for gaining fuller perspective
Please share your discord
@@dianamorningstar2010 I think I should get onee
@@AROUSingThoughts can u make one now and give it to us?
@@tebourbijust made it it’s arousingthoughts !!
@@AROUSingThoughts i added, accept my request
do u have discord?
@@tebourbi nooo:((
Why arent u responding in insta?
do u respond on instagram?
@@tebourbi sure do!
I dm'd you @@AROUSingThoughts
@@AROUSingThoughts i dm'd you, can u respond please?
I dm'd you, could you respond?@@AROUSingThoughts
I have always loved mini golf & ice cream dates! 😊
Any park that has camping :)
Yesss
Do you speak any French? What's Montmartres like for English speaking locals?
Barely any French, for the most part people know English (because of pop culture & education). As long as your nice, I never had any problems
u got discord?
No I don’t, what’s the basis?
@@AROUSingThoughts i wanna contact u, do u have insta or reddit?
I love your accent and your flat!
Thank youu!!
I had a friend who hired me to photograph, caption and post like a hundred things to Poshmark for her and in exchange I got to keep whatever I wanted. I still wear the jean jacket I got from her! Maybe you could do something like that? I used hangers and photographed everything from the front, back, and a closeup of any tag or cool details like buttons.
Love love! And fun to hang out during the photoshoot! Awee A Jean jacket with a story🥹 Thanks for the advice!! Idk why i didn’t go the hanger route loll
@@AROUSingThoughts your pieces look nice I'm sure you'll find some takers!
I went to Europe in 2008 in April -- London, Florence , Paris, and Switzerland . I didn't bring much. The only clothes I remember wearing are some green striped pants and a black turtle neck. Mostly I remember that it was quite cold and rainy. I had a little green windbreaker but a long raincoat would have been a really good idea.
Aweee thank you!! I love stripped clothes. ❤ I just did the same trip, would you go back??
Yay another cute videoooo! Keep going girl you are doing great! The light in this video is very pretty also!
Thank youu!! Awhhh you’re the best💛💛
How much does your tire cost to get fixed?
Total with fixing the leaks and a new radiator 3 grand😅
Hi! I am super happy to have found you on here! I feel like I have met a fun new friend. Love your vibes, you are so effervescent! I used to work at a garden center.
I loveee that, I’m so glad we have eachotherrr🥰🥰
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You are gorgeous and seem very sweet! Such a nice vibe, I felt like we were on FaceTime lol!
Lovee! Thank youu🥹🥹
Fellow NewTubers here! Love the vibes! :)
Thank youu!!
There's a real authentic charm to these that I find really calming. Keep up the good work!
Thank you!!