Lyricsꨄ:
If I wanna die?
I don’t gotta try I already did
My childhood was spent thinking why do I exist
Wanna see inside the mist pull the lining on my wrist
Kick it witcho girl once she gon wanna vibe again
I spent 2k on some shoes that I knew I would crease
You got boof in the breeze
the shit I’m smoking get you to the moon and with ease
Hell nah I ain’t famous ain’t never tried to be
But atleast I know that I inspired my entire scene
Same nightmares every night and every week
The temperature at my Souls at a negative degrees
The message prolly finna sound eclectic when it reads
I’m hectic even whenever I breathe
When I was 6 I tried to grip the eclipses in my palms
Took a trip to kick it in Olympus with the gods
Came up from the earth came up from the dirt baby imma titan not a god
I know that I’m raw cause all yo favorite artists keep on biting what I’m on
I would learn nothing if I talked to these lames
It doesn’t hurt to get burned watch me walk through the flames
Live or die right now the worlds still turning the same
So I finally learned purpose is only worth what it’s made
Once you learn to scratch the surface you emerge through the pain
You can get slayed me I keep a surplus of blades
I feel a certain type of rage when exerting my brain
He thought he left a fucking mark and got turned to a stain
As a kid it was many nights spent on my own
I couldn’t even reach my father through the end of a phone
I love my company so I don’t get fucked up when alone
It do enough for me especially the times that you don't
When I die I need these lines enscribed in my stone
Went from playing I spy to eye balling some coke
I hope my kids know that I love ‘em and I treasure em both
And I regret every night that ends up spent on the road