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the other readers have said that the devil is afraid of me because i have no fear. who was it that put me thru so much fear that i conquered it? i chain smoke since 1975... i only have a tiny, little cough about a few times a day. i think it comes from the 5 packs a day before my rebirth.. not usre, always guessing over here . lol

i tired to read a few novels one day during the hieght of shcitzophrania and the books were all about me and what i was doing that day or the day before, things like that and once it tried to read revlations and that was all about me and how a book was going to be written about me. or at least thats how i interpetered it. this all freaked me right the fuck out and i had HAD it with all the illusion that was being thrown at me. i came to Jesus shortly after this . long story, had NOTHING to do with church, except me and a friend were talking about my life and soon became my dark night of the soul. long story very short. i will figure it out without reading the bible, trust me, i will . other people like you, give me snippets, so i figure i'll hear what i should hear. you reap what you so gets heard alot by me. but i learned it the hard way, which is in my opinion, the best way...

you are so right ! hahahahaha, i am looking forward to my haters because i will know that i made it to sucess!

tarot came to me, i never looked for it until it found me. i'm having a rebirth, but i also became literally born again, dec, 2,2018. my physical body actually changed. but so did my mental, spiritual, emotional.

my ex narc is moving to NH from Maine... he sold his trailer for next to nothing because he thought he met a woman with money. she was only making payments on everything. she also married him because she thought HE had money.. oh lawd! i might be moving tho.. keep hearing about my new house. these said people met in church, but really know very little about who God is...not that i do either, biblically speaking. i am the star! healer! ect... because i walked thru hell for 8 years with hallucinations, (seeing things that no one else did) and came out thru to the light. i am on my way to abundance !

i Sleep on Over 100,000 pennies under mi mattress, They Say yor blood Taste Like A penny ? So i Figure i would Sleep on Them, i Heard A You Tuber Say Copper pennies has A Energie Shield Around Them That deters man-made Energies Like Radiation That harms mans DNA, The Faster U Kill yor DNA The Faster yor Leaving Heer back To The micro As A Orb if U have A Child U Will Go Live in Her / His Heart

I see alliances to serve evil falling apart all around. It only makes sense that as falseness is exposed and they find out that evil people only have accomplices, associates and partners in crime, the soul families of the light come together. Jesus came here to give us a leg up, and everything he said is true. But truth is truth so that as long as your heart is in the right place, and you have a sincere desire to want to be close to God while being your most authentic self,you will get someplace that is aligned with Jesus’ teachings. He is the way for those that lost theirs, but all roads lead to Rome, or heaven as it were. If you can handle the truth; I’m sure you do.

i really like that spirit card. that's what i want to do, have adventures, near and far.

i totally relate except i'm not bored and i don't have 2k. but i have a nice apt. and i feel money coming in, just can't put my finger on it and i know i'm suppose to take somekind of leap of faith, so the readers say. i would jump of a cliff if i thought that would do it. i honestly have no idea what i am suppose to do. a narc left me back in june and i guess he's pretty sad, insane, ect... like all bad things that can go wrong... i could write a book on just him and i never mind my life story.. . subbed you!

When i was 11 years old i Seen Christ or who i Thought was Christ, The Light Around Christ body was Huge, i Could not Pick Up nothing Telepathically From Christ, i Think He was Blocking me ? He Was Above me 10+ Feet After A Little while of Looking At me, Christ Sent Some of His Light To me, When his Light Touched mi body it Healed mi DNA, The Knowledge That Christ being Had i now Have That, i Am immortal death dont Exist For me, The Last Time i wrote This A Guy Said i need To Take mi meds 🤏ha-ha Take mi meds 😜

A halo of flies, I knew it!😂 You needed someone impersonating the “not doing the Jesus thing” because that’s what you’re up against with your family: Christmas and Easter were pagan holidays that are in rhythm with the earth, and which then were christianized, if that’s a word. So to settle the dispute, the truth is what will set everyone free so not going to happen while you pursue the truth and everyone else is happy pretending it’s something it is not. They won’t accept your truth anymore than you would submit yours to them, but there’s a difference: your truth is greater than their false belief. Some of my family had me believing that if only I try hard enough long enough, maybe one day I might become a jr member in their club. You’re not outed from their club because you are being your most authentic self. It’s them missing an opportunity to go further and beyond and learn what the truth really is. ⚡️🌞⚡️ “Rarely are members of the same family born under one roof.” Richard Bach “Illusions”, you might enjoy that read.

THE worst part about the homeless shelter was the “food” but I had a pod for the dog and myself, so I was there for my canine partner. It was really obvious how bad people doing bad things for personal gain played right into the hands of making homelessness a business. Like they get paid for everyone scanning in for breakfast, probably $15-20 for a proper breakfast. What we got was donated donuts and crappy coffee with no milk or sugar. Anyway, it’s raining two of pentacles because some things have to change. One evening, the warmed over gruel looked particularly gross, like someone threw up the same thing twice. I didn’t have my food stamps, had been laboring all day and was very hungry, so I took a bite. Then I got up, emptied the plate in the garbage and left the dining room. Then the church ladies that did their Christian duty of serving up this swill that looks like what I mop up at the dog rescue came to the door where I was, and one of them asked me: Did you eat? I was HUNGRY, and knowing that if any of these goodly ladies ever served something that tastes even worse than it looks and is sure to cause diarrhea, vomiting and stomach aches to their goodly husbands, they would be divorced, I calmly said: Lady, I took one bite and that was enough. And she smiled and had to add insult to injury by saying “oh good!”, with the bunch of them all seeing this and they’re all ever so pleased with themselves, and left. Me wondering if maybe my English isn’t so good? The person responsible then asked my good friend who is very well known in both the homeless community as well as the city and boards of directors, he is very knowledgeable on a great many subjects ranging from composting to city ordinances and the legal process. So Nemo got up there before everyone and just told them: The biggest problem and the biggest obstacles put in the way of the “unhoused” are all caused by only all of you.

I just was invited to go to Belgium in January to be trained as a representative in the US for my friend’s company. It would take the burden of poverty off me but I don’t know how passionate I am about precision measuring instruments ? Plus I am not that tech savvy so that might be a foolish choice.

ur so funny its about food 4 all of us thats making a meal = Peace lol Bless you all Food = Peace

Christ Power Protection 4 u Bless you Be the best you know who you are be better everyday

You have an Amazing gift ❣️🎁

Angel 454! 🎉 🥳🙏✨💗🕊️

Soon I hope!! I’m ready & look forward to all of it esp being reunited with my DM, kids & chosen fam

A bad person I will forgive because I don’t want to get tangled up with them, a good person will be forgiven because nobody’s perfect. Some just try a lot harder.👍

50 views! Here’s to hoping!

Love you honey, thank you for being you 💜🦄🌈✨

Yes finally number 1 view 😂

Maybe you don’t believe in true love, I’ll believe in justice when I see it. I know ULTIMATELY it will happen, but in the meantime I’ll just flop around to everyone’s amusement.

U Have Sin Cause U dont Follow Thee Laws U Tote in yor blood Thee Laws of nature, One Sin U do is Eat From The dead which Tells yor body it is dead Then Guess what will happen in 120 years ? U Push Daisies, Sin dont Exist if U bee Come Living Running Waters Thee Fountain of youth if U walk Thee narrow Path Thee Right Righteous Way, if U Put Fire To yor Food That Food is dead it has no Life, if U Eat That U Will die, We R Suns / Sons, Sons Eat drink From The Sun if not death Will Chase U, There is A Recipe To not die U must Heal yor 144,000 Genes in yor DNA That Lay dormant U must Heal yor Genius So U Live in Genesis, The Good did not die young The uneducated died death is A Sin Against me i dont Care For Sinners or Their Gods They Worship

It is not blasphemy to say u are pure. The fruits of the spirit will let you know if you are or not. The truth is embodying your own higher self in light and balance is what makes us pure.

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Hi Black Swan, I really resonate with this message. There is so much that tries to block the blessings God have for me I love you God Amen 🙏🏾 ❤

Thank you! 😊 ❤️

You are so much closer than you think. THAT particular type of behavior, switching back and forth is just what I was talking about with “cumulative effect”.

It’s always been the big question: how do evil bastards get away with their bs seemingly forever, while those of us that make an effort to be good get our heads bashed in without any recourse? Now it’s slowly becoming clear that there is some kind of cumulative effect. I’ll feel a lot better once I’m on the other side of this endless abuse, but in the meantime I think I’m still very glad I chose to be a decent and ethical person. That’s erring on the side of caution, and it’s always a good idea to not mess around with one’s soul. Instead of trying to make everyone happy, why not just do what makes you happy? The universe has a way of letting you know when it’s too much, so go for it!

A good reading for the collective resonates at different levels. So it’s amazing to me how this reading could be about the half-sibling that engulfed and smothered me like an Octopus; apparently he read somewhere that this is something intelligent people do, ha! And now he’s about done with his endless temper tantrum, he might even be in custody already so nobody wants to hear about how he too is just as innocent as the other inmates.😂 So he’s forced for maybe the first time in his life to look at himself instead of insisting that he is God’s gift to mankind and I am just a dumb little bitch that’s barely good enough to be blamed for every evil in this world. 🙄 You don’t have to study the Kabbalah (tree of life) to be able to get good readings, but it’s nice to know what it is, it’ll make more sense.👍

Babe you have got a messaggggggge It from me you Defo need some tag words on your yt studio it would up your views from searches theirs 100s of words xxxx thanks babe Also reverse your camera it looks backwards to use when You show the cards Love you xxx❤

A true blue narcissist isn’t going to be sorry, he’s just going to learn that feigning remorse and pretending to take accountability works. It’s true that most of the time a sincere apology is all it takes, but if the context is that someone just always makes it about themselves… I don’t doubt that there is an activation coming up, but we could only guess how that will unfold. Hopefully you get the clarity you need, and we all get what we need to move on to greener pastures. Presumably the guys on the other bus will be boarding as well so I wouldn’t be surprised if what they are activated to do is cause unrest and division…. Not that I plan on being anywhere near that bs. My feeling is a lot of people are going to have a come to Jesus moment. The real one, not republican Jesus so that should be interesting. There’s all these people just shrugging their shoulders, the planet is dying, party on dude! When it was reckless and irresponsible behavior like that causing the problem in the first place. They imagine that they will just sail through everything, then die and that’s all she wrote. They imagine that it’s like waiting at a bus stop on a warm spring day, with a sandwich and a latte with their phones to amuse them. The reality is that it will be freezing cold, no food, no water, no phone and the bus just won’t come until they are humbled and get their wild ideas beaten out of them. Humanity to me is like God’s table full of Petri dishes containing different cultures to find a cure for a disease. Most of them are failed experiments and will simply be recycled; better luck next time but it’s not like they weren’t told. That’s the part that will bite hard, why, what was that for? A big house, an exotic car collection, a yacht?

Builder race, you mean micro organisms? They are the first to come onto a lifeless planet to prepare for and coax life into existence. We talked, and what seems to be happening is that as we move into 5D, the entire evolutionary chain is also elevated a rung up the ladder. They don’t ask for cooperation though, it wasn’t optional for me. The First Nations are aware of their existence and also their virtually unlimited power to build or destroy.

As for your parents and their theory of the end of the world, maybe it helps to know that the Tarot is the same as the tree of life, which is also at the root of Judaism. And as far as divining from the stars, it would have been a sad Christmas if the three wise kings had not been involved in the dark arts, such as astrology, ahem. You are an evolution of their faith and their knowledge, not a fearful throwback. Unconditional love? Does anybody even know what that looks like? True love, maybe, if that counts? As for god being a woman, Gaia is a consciousness beyond our own and she is our mother, why wouldn’t we honor her?

Spirit Thinks i Should bee Less Than A Little Longer ? ha-ha Spirits R Law Less Against me, Ephesians 6:12 Comes To mind, Spirit i Will not Accept money now, i Say Return To Sender Put it in A Blender i dont Give A Fu(k About Thee, Living in Squalor Looking For The Dollar Spirits R Against me So Shall it bee

The best part about my addictions is that it allows me to be truly compassionate towards someone struggling with addictions. Not that I don’t have any addictions now, just not the kind that lead you away from oneself. I saw so much pain at the homeless shelter, I never felt I had the right to judge anyone for putting a needle in their arm. I’m just thankful I had the strength to not fall down that rabbit hole.

Tarot and spirituality has helped me overcome my addictions I've been clean almost 3 yrs now.

I wanted to ask how long have you been reading tarot, i ordered a few decks they came in today. I am just trying to find myself and my place

🎉 keep going, you're doing great Sweetheart 👍

But there IS a match for you: I connect with people because I’m afraid humanity won’t go extinct!😁 There’s someone for everyone, that subnatural dude needs to shut up! What you want is how it’s going to be, you set it in motion with your free will and then it MUST fulfill. And the reason why it may take lifetimes to get justice is because it depends on what that justice is. If someone keeps jeopardizing their soul for personal gain, they must be given every opportunity to change their minds because what that gets them is forever. Also, cowards and opportunists don’t move fast because they have to wait for opportunities to take unfair advantage of.

Those 2% sound scary. Grandpa and me often found ourselves surrounded by non-smoking vegans, while him and me were gulping coffee smoking cigarettes endlessly. A couple of years later, mother really outdid herself when she announced that I need to stop smoking and drinking coffee. The very next day there was an article in the paper to celebrate Joe DiMaggio’s 50 th anniversary of his world record. In the interview he was asked about what he remembered from those days, and he answered “ not much, really. Long train rides and lots of coffee and cigarettes.😂 You are on it, if you can be in the energy of the most narcissistic narcissist I’ve ever known (my Booba half brother), you are ready for anything.👍

You are NAILING the situation with the family I never asked for!👍🌟

I really really enjoy listening to you!

I think you need to add some tag words on your yt studio xxxx love you xxxx

I try to give the love of the most high to everyone and I end up getting hurt in the end so now I just love myself, most narcissistic people have a lot of childhood trauma that makes them hurt others

if you think of it like this ok say a plant and tree and just leave it in the existing soil that's been exhausted over time the plant will struggle and slowly put roots out but if I give it constant mulch it will thrive because I'm creating an environment for it to grow as fast as its capable this is just like your life . i hope this clarifies life for you and your situation. this logic can be applied to every area of life

I know the feeling but a lil bit of advice try to find joy in the struggle sweety we woke up today so we have to be grateful for the little things in life you got this hun keep pushing ❤

look black swan yes the spiritual is very important but what are you creating physically for a physical payout, you have to do the work physically to attain a physical reward, yes I may watch the odd tarot reading but I also have to do my physical work and few realize this thinking they will gain though this type of stuff but you can't live on totally spiritual there has to be a balance between both I look after 22acres that requires most of my time but I still have to be mindful of what has to be done physically to attain my desires

I assume the guy ghosted me because he’s either dead or in jail and it works out great