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@@johnc.mitchelljr.2716 thank you 😊 it’s been a tough last couple of months.

@@itsjustme6315 I love this❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰!!!!!

@@itsjustme6315 Thrive and be FREE!!!! We aren’t going back!!!!!

I'm sorry I didn't see this. Yes, because they kept us so "pinned up" my generation anyway we never saw the outside world. Now it's very different for the younger generations. Thank goodness, they have so much to pull information from. Instagram, Tiktok, TH-cam, Podcast's. We had the news. 57 channels and nothing on! You're so young!!!! You got this!!!! So proud of you for moving on and going in the direction your heart leads you!!!!Congratulations! So nice to meet you and I hope you find other channels that help this journey. If you find channels that can help please share to help our community thrive and heal! Thank you for your comment. You help me heal.

As I grow I can see good and bad in almost everything now. Religion will never be my solace again. God, nope! I love people and people are inherently good and I am growing to find that I like good deeds and acts of service and that can be done without GOD mucking it up. I can LOVE everyone, that gives my heart the freedom to accept my LGBT+ community. Wow, the love there is amazing. So yeah I understand, RELIGION is corrupt. People can do bad things with GOD's blessing. Sad.

So grateful ☺️ it’s still up. I’m hoping you’re healing ❤️‍🩹 and thriving!!!!

@@CdnPIMO That was an awesome comment. I did know Canada was a safe haven along w England. Dignity was given to people w color. There’s races here in California but again they stick w themselves. I read all my comments to my husband we enjoy everyone’s input including people we may not agree with. Thank u for spending time writing ✍️ to me. LOVE from California

@@andreamarcelli9456 thank u 🙏

Thank You ☺️

@inairby4freedom Hopefully you can join it.

@@tammyg8031 will you be there and do u live close to DC?

@inairby4freedom definitely going. I will fly

September is a school month. I’ll have to see. Glad you get to go, anything and everything we do helps. You rock!!!!!

48 years of experience w JW’s I’ve seen racial injustice, suicides, child molest, cover-up all within my family. Friends who are Black who have been treated with absolute disdain and tell me with tears how hurt they feel. Elders who have molested kids and remain elders for decades and nothing happens to them they DO NOT GET removed but sent to a different congregation. Circuit overseers that abuse women verbally who’ve already been physically abused by their husbands. Elders that covered up rape for monetary gain and the blame rape victim! For moral standards the Bible is not a high bar. It’s a book that does not once condemn slavery in fact it tells Christian’s how to treat their slaves and tells slaves how to treat their masters . it describes a man who murders his best friend who got his wife pregnant “as a man after God’s own heart”. So your perspective is a classic example of knowing just enough about a subject to think your right but not enough about that subject to know your wrong.

LOVE IT and community takes time, trying to find my people still. Yes 🙌 it is inside me, again trying to find out who I am.

I sometimes feel like taking this down. So that “Thank you” helps me. You have no idea how much, especially right now at this time of my life. So you’re welcome and THANK YOU ☺️!

My great grandmother lived in Los Angeles. Her interest in the JW’s I think was because of the thought that life would be peaceful and she could get her parents back. She could put the pieces of her shattered life together. Meet them and start over. So sad her life was difficult and she did not like change. She never learned the English language and stayed uneducated because of that. She was a tough cookie and hard. She favored the her children that were lighter skinned. Sad for my grandmother who took care of her till she died. She was not a kind person. My grandmother suffered from the turmoil that favoritism caused amongst her and her siblings. They all never got along. Sad 😔

You’re always so kind to me thank you 🙏.

I have never seen that before in all the years of living here. So beautiful! Hugs 🥰

Thank you for the love!❤️

I like that!

That’s sweet. Just saw this. You know it’s a ripple, you found me. I need you and you need me. You’re healing me and I need it. Thank you 🙏.

My husband drives the most unique cars and he went through a lot of research to find one for the family. Subaru’s are inexpensive compared to most cars and feel luxurious. Thank you for your well wishes.

I met a military mom and she was a nurse, she explained how devastating Lyme disease is. Yes, going and getting a doctor can be trial-some. I don’t have one yet….I went through a senior magazine,”SENIOR” I still can’t believe I’m getting to the senior stages! I found the Epilepsy Network of Orange 🍊 County. So finding resources helps. No JW can say they have that in their Jehovah’s Witness Organization. Inside people get taken care of if they aren’t an expense. I’m just glad I’m able to not feel guilty for being challenged. I can concentrate on my healing ❤️‍🩹 and the ability to do that for myself and help others along the way. Hugs! Thank you for sharing your challenges too. It’s a way we know we are cared for and loved even in this expanding world where we all can feel so lost. Money comes and money goes. Bills will always be there along with mail. I’m all for the billionaires to pay their share of taxes. Along with other creative ways to keep medical expenses down for everyone.

I’m so glad I didn’t hurt anyone. That was the first question I asked when I came to. Thank you 🙏 I’m glad that day is over! I’m still finding glass, I found some in my lunch box 🗃️. Wow 😮

We just never know when something will happen, so don’t blame yourself. My dad had a stroke in early 2020. He was just working out at the gym when it happened. I think he was there lifting weights and someone saw him slumped over and they got him help. The fire department told the ER he had a stroke , but for some reason they didn’t take it seriously so moved slowly and he had a second stroke at the hospital. Just go easy on yourself and take things slowly . 💕

@jenniferm6141 That’s what my kids say. Thank you. I feel fortunate and at the same time useless. I enjoyed my work finally! I found a niche and now I’m looking again at what I can do at home. Yes, I have to rest,my head hurts. I have to stay patient and positive or I feel worse about the whole situation. Your poor dad, working out is supposed to hinder something like that from happening. Our bodies are so fragile for some. Others abuse their bodies so badly and live till they’re 100. Genes 🧬 go figure🤷‍♀️ My condolences 💐 sorry for your loss. Hugs

@@inairby4freedom He made it through. He got out of the hospital right as the pandemic was happening. He had bad aphasia and couldn’t speak for months though . Due to the lockdowns he was unable to get therapy in person right away, which set him back on his recovery. By that summer though he was throwing up in a field and looked pale . Took him to the hospital and they came outside the ER to tell us he had internal bleeding from his blood thinners and what turned out to be a large tumor in his colon . He never tried to research his former JW briefs and rejected blood. He managed to survive that. He was able to get surgery to remove his tumor when his blood count was back up and then received chemotherapy. He was doing really well after treatment then decided he wanted to get surgery on his varicose veins in his legs . I warned him that it was risky imo to get that surgery because he won’t take blood and he has to be off blood thinners to get surgeries which put him at risk of blood clots and strokes . Well after the surgery he came back and had an area that was bleeding so they wrapped it more and he was basically bed bound and not on his blood thinners yet . He had a routine scan for his cancer that he still went to . They discovered he had a pulmonary embolism. So they went ahead and gave him stronger blood thinners . He seems to get lucky even when it appears he is unlucky if that makes sense . I’m glad you are doing well. One day at a time. 💕

Jason is good about keeping his mouth checked,it’s rough we both are getting older and that comes with it’s own challenges.

Glad you’re getting therapy. I wish our bodies were a bit stronger. We are all so delicate, hang in there. Yes, after that incident I’m grateful to be here today. I’m enjoying coffee ice cream 🍨 and cookies 🍪. Life is so precious I don’t want to squander what I have. Hugs❤️ One day at a time.

I’m trying, when life around you seems to go so fast dreaming 🛌 can be difficult. You need time,almost laziness.

You’re one of my biggest cheerleaders. Thank you

Oh I feel her pain. It stinks!!!!😷 Good dad!!!!

Thanks 🙏 you too!!!!

Thanks for being an awesome friend!!!

Right and a lot of people come out thinking 🤔 there is……I’m right there with you.

Whatever helps people get through the painful hurdles that come with freedom of a cult it needs to be worked through if believing for them means that they get comfort and peace of mind then I feel it wrong to take that away. I don’t believe in a God, any God. I still did when I got out took me 9 months after I left. What a waste of my 9 months still believing in a narcissistic God. Ugh 😩

@@inairby4freedom The word god is a puppet created in the heads of the delusional.

@@inairby4freedom There are 5000 gods worshipped by humans.

@@markweatherall7437 and it totally works,😩. Life now is what I can see and dream. Making it a reality so exciting, knowing I don’t have anyone to please 🙏 any God or Gods. Helping others to achieve their goals and dreams that is my goal here. Nice to meet you. Enjoy your life!!!!!

Awe you’re welcome, let me tell you it’s a journey. I wish u well and may life treat you with kindness and generosity. Thank you for your kindness and supportive words.

Glad it was helpful!

Thank you it’s been 25 years but it always feels like yesterday.

Big time, 🐍 six feet long was the last one I saw. Depending on the time of year they can be about two to three inches around to 5 inches around. Hibernating in the winter and coming out in the spring. They stay away from the hikers but while biking in the summer time there have been at least twice where my husband couldn’t stop and ran over a snake or two. I feel sorry for the snake 🐍. Bad timing and my husband couldn’t stop mid ride, he was going to fast. Following behind I generally see it all and wonder who’s going to take the hit. My husband or the rattlesnake. I white knuckle it! I haven’t ran onto one yet. It’s the desert and we are taking more and more of their home. 🐍🐍🐍🕷️🕷️🕷️🌵🌵🌵🙃🙃🙃🚵‍♀️🚵

OMG THATS SCARY@@inairby4freedom

Thank you for listening, I know I’m not alone but sometimes it can sure feel like it.

Thank you for watching, hugs. Be safe and kind to your mind.

Thank u for watching, be safe. Hugs

Unconditional Love ❤️ For your kids. They come out blanks. Always love.