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Thank you for pile 2.

You need to stop that weird noise as it is distracting

Wednesday is the day of new beginnings. Most of the hard work from the past few months will be solidified Wednesday and execution/action in early December. I certainly will be telling a beautiful new story from Wednesday /Thursday on. Here's to this week. She already feels easier and more laid back. The work is complete. Now to begin reveling in the fruit of it. (last week mostly bit the big one) tho the full moon energy was full on sweetness. My heart felt so expansive..oh, this weekend was much easier than expected. Tho the thorn laden rose remains thorny and this does break my heart but it's this way right now for a reason so even if I'm confused by it, I'm honoring the mess of it. Welcoming the pain. I'm sure there is much to learn from it. Until next time. Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨ Hope you're well.

I'll start preparing today. This next weekend has me around family that constantly challenge me. Rose, thorns and all. And knowing I'll be doing it sober for the first time in over 15 years... grounding is an understatement. I honestly can't wait for January. Weird to feel let alone say. December is going to be interestingly busy, so far it seems. Hopefully not but the holidaze are here so.. Lol. I need a month to just breath. Nothing to really do or say just chill. Movies, music, warm clothes and tea and naps. I don't prefer being busy during the winter. Animals who hibernate have it right, lol. Love the oracle card~ Till next Sunday.. 😊 Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

Pile #1.. Love IS a struggle right now. Definitely in the dark. Big questions tho. Life seems to be telling me one thing is ending, a chapter is closing. A chapter is definitely closing but that it's the chapter that I'm understanding it as, that I don't know about. That's a BIG chapter.. I feel like this thing over here has me distracted and this other thing over there is really what it's all about but I'm in the dark. I can't see the real thing, subject, situation.. Hopefully by January I'll have clarity. Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

I’ve been thinking about a pressing question. One project that I’ve been working solo on for 5 years. I have been ready to ditch it when I had an idea to pivot. I reached out to a couple people and have found support to recreate this project in a new way. The past several days I’ve received confirmations that I could actually be on the right path and to trust the process. A thought bubble came through earlier today that I was stomping around like a toddler because things weren’t moving fast enough. Lol. In an odd twist, my estranged mother recently reached out to me and I have been comfortably at an arms length. This reading brought me to tears knowing that I’m being supported in the way that’s best whether i exercise patience or not 😂

Had to hit the pause button to ask- what is the sound in the background that sounds either like a spinning wheel and someone is about to win a prize or a hamster is getting a lot of exercise while you are pulling cards?! 😊

The Ghost Dance.. 🥰🫂🥰 Yummy!! I'm listening. As always, Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

#1 It's discerning what that yes is towards.. Yes, stay. Yes, go... Which way... Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

Love the nails. The 👻 are spooky cute... Maybe my budding cold is a blessing, a message to simply sit this week out.. stay in bed and shhh, lol.. As always, Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

Thankful I listened to my heart and took a three day weekend.. Thank you for all you do. Love this deck. As always, Blessings ✨💚✨

I'm not sure which deck(intention/union) that is specifically but she's gorgeous. 🖤 Cancer rising~ As a lover of scorpions, literally just had one tatted.. 😊 Back to relationships... 🤦🏻‍♀️😮‍💨 If I don't know the truth...? I'm in counseling.. I'm on it, I'm just.. 🙄😮‍💨 about it. This one smacks my feels.. Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨ ........ The thing is... The thorny rose a cancerian. Sun sign cancer. I see this applies to their life and.. I know the current atmosphere and which way to go for me in choosing how I respond.. Again, 😮‍💨 just wanna let it go.. Let them go but then am I not doing exactly what I see them doing?.. But to stay means gloves and tools bc thorns and I don't love any flower enough to get stabbed. Ahh!! Lol Blessings 💚

Sag moon~ That relationship thang, yup. Lol 🤦🏻‍♀️ Patience, Love, patience.. Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

Hold on tight, I'm comin'- 😊 Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

A little longer. Just a little longer.

Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

I’m going over to pile three and then put a dash of 1 on it. I’m feeling like I need to not be so hasty and possibly my Aries fire has me jumping the gun. We’ll see. Or maybe that’s some residual mind my own lane 😮

Thank you 💜 Stingray is so spot on. The deer was such a gift as it is my power animal.

#3 first and honestly, dunno... We shall see. #1: I pulled The Star today. The coming out of darkness is absolute. Walking thru broken glass, on fire... **the feels** Self perception has/had to change. I love 'fake it til ya make it'. I doubled the 'fake it' the last two years, less. I had to. Bc I didn't believe me, that I could or would but I had to do something different.. From last September to this September, nearly everything has changed, for the better but I almost don't recognize me. If I hadn't lived it, ya know. Vitality... Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

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Pile 2. You said exactly what I've been thinking/hoping. Thank you ❤

You say to come back and tell you. So. I am. Tho I feel like I'm just bugging you, lol. Not that I think you need validation, but here it is.. **sigh**.. I just received news that family is being petty, again. My heart is broken, trust recently regained a bit, dashed and I don't know that there is a coming back from it this time. It feels like the last nail in the coffin. I'm allowing myself the anger, bewilderment and tears.. Feels like I learned someone just died. I seeking help from a trusted advisor instead of being reactionary. I'd of handled it that way regardless of this Mondays warning bc I know reacting will only make it worse from past experience. Instead, I see what I see, I feel it.. And imma just step back and away quietly. Seriously disconnect from them. Ghosting if you wanna call it that. The holidays, I'm off limits, so is my family. Trust me, they'll agree with me. I f asked why, I'll be honest but leave emotion out of it. They're not worth it. Please pray that after this energy changes, that in the next few weeks, I feel differently. Less severe.. and sharp. I had dreams about this specific person twice this weekend. Them being shown as a beautiful red rose but the emphasis was on their thorns.. It wasn't that it was bad but be aware. They're equally soft, tender and beautiful yet sharp, moody, indecisive and crabby.. (cancerian), lol. Now I understand. Where to go from here? Am I even interested in trying with them again or... or.. I don't even know. So. You were so spot on. Sniper. Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

Oh how I've missed you. Thank you. Blessings ✨💚✨

Pile 3. I haven’t checked out any others yet to see if they resonate, but I do feel this one was on point for me. I have some letting go to do around believing that anything else is required of me before I can xyz. And I do feel there are big shifts coming for me, and that I see happening now. I have been a bit lost in overwhelm of possibilities and not sure what to do next or what’s the best way to move forward and that had me stuck. Right now I am being mindful of being in motion. I have selected the things that feel the best to me…. Have them written out so I don’t forget lol and am staying focused on executing those. Sometimes I feel I can get lost in the big picture of things and I have to come back to today and what I am doing now, and also not being frustrated or feeling like my action in the present moment isn’t enough, or that I need to create myself into more first.

I agree, I've missed ya!! Having a sag moon this is interesting. I have so much energy as of late my cup runneth over.. And that's huge when one has fibromyalgia, hypothyroidism and CFS. I hit my walls still but where I used to barely achieve a 60% battery life on good days, I'm averaging closer to 85% consistently and the growth I'm witnessing of myself.... I never ever thought it could happen. Thank you. Blessings ✨💚✨

What i love about your readings, you don't tell me what's coming but simply, you confirm what I already know. Usually this time of year does cause me much conflict. Bc snow is inevitable and I just can not be bothered with it, lol. Yet, this December I have the greatest thing happening and if you'd of told me last summer let alone this spring that not only is it possible but that it'd happen this December, I'd of laughed and then cried bc it would have seemed a cruel joke. But it's real and I'm doing it. So, this is the first December since my son was born 13.5 years ago that I'm thrilled for the colder season. But rest assured, next yr I likely detest December thru March all over again, lol. I did not know I could be this naturally high on life sans romance.. I dreamt the other night of a catapilliar coming towards me, looking at me and two nights later, what looked like three townhouse units together, so one big home made of red brick and three red front doors appeared. I never got to pick a door but I'm sure the next steps will be revealed shortly. Two weeks back, someone or something decided to knock my 8 ball down off of my jewelry box to the floor.. Woke me up and my husband came to see what the noise was. There is no "logical" reason for that to happen. No breeze. No doors slamming shut. I just laughed and said "ok, you're known. I'm going back to sleep- if you're finished..?" no further activity. But I was proud of myself. In the past, nearly petrified is the best I could have mustered.. This time, I was calm and ok with it. I've always had guests that come and move stuff around me to get my attention. Nothing malicious or worrisome just obvious. Well, except the butt pop to wake me up but I was grateful for that. Nearly overslept.. Ok... Too long!! My apologies. Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

I 💙pile #1

Thank you. Blessings ✨💚✨

#2 then #3 I need help. Fear of the thing and trusting myself.. Probably one in the same.

I need help 😂 I feel like I don’t know what I’m doing. Or how to find it. I’m saying yes to what feels good. But the steps to get wherever I need to go off in the distant future or to shift the way I’m earning money right now? ….very unclear lol i have ideas about things that feel good and aspects of what I do that I love and I feel like there’s little pieces along the way, but nothing is cohesive enough for me to say oh yeah I got it! lol and I think it feels a little unsettling bc I’m looking for traction to help elevate my finances, so it feels like I’m searching and flipping over rocks to see if that’s the next one I need to step on…does this feel good? Is it stable enough? Does it make sense? And so I’m tip toeing…. But I just haven’t clicked into place yet

Needed to hear this 🌟

Yayyyyy you’re back!!!!

Thanks for giving my the essence or choice how I can response to challenges in a neutral way to Create something new in my long term favour 🩷♾️🧡

Thank you for number 3❤

Ty I could barely hear you ❤

3&2 I'm tired of chiron... 🙄😒😮‍💨😄 I'm a bit lost about this relationship you speak of for #2. I have an idea but I'd prefer no more.. drama or introspection in that space.. But then there's chiron in #3 so we shall see.

Elephant- SPOT ON!! Aries here. I woke at 1am to feeling the need to clarify my position on a legal matter and did so via email and am in the process of simplifying one venture so that I can create a new venture that supports my preferences more!

Aries... Hi, lolol. Elephant and turtle. I have a saying that if what I'm doing, mostly, doesn't cause me a belly/spirit 'gasm, then WTF am I doing it? I really do understand that concept now. Turtle. *sigh* Thank you. When the kundalini door dropped open, it was pure madness. I am still traumatized from it. I did beg for it to go away. I tried 5 different psych Dr's hoping to get a dx. Not one of them would. I know that's my path, opening up. When I'm in it, Bliss. Pure Bliss. I'm relieved. I've worried so much that I f***ed up a new chance from ever coming. Now, I'm a bit sturdier in my gate. Not enough. But there's progress. I wasn't it, I feel much more ready. I deeply understand grace now. To hear I didn't fail... I knew it but to hear it. Obviously it struck a cord. I'm listening. That last bit about doing dispels anxiety. Yep. And going too long that way allows depression for me. Again, I'm listening. Thank you Blessings ✨💚✨

I can see clearly now the rain is gone. I can see all the bullshit that was in my way… 🎶🎼🎵🎤

I can’t believe I’ve been planning for a few days crazy!! And I start my new job Wed!!! This is wonderful.

Omg I literally just moved home and chose my happiness on my boat alone and can’t be happier!!!! 🚢🛥️🚣⚓️⛵️⛴️🛳️

Thank you 😊 ✨💚✨

Nailed it 🎯

I’m waiting and creating and cutting off and patient…..😅

I am tired of it 😂❤🎉

Zuzu 😂😂😂