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FELIX JOSEPH
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 4 ส.ค. 2008
My journey through transition. FTM
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July 6, 2021 ftm update
มุมมอง 903 ปีที่แล้ว
Just a hello and update to my little community of followers.
Believe in Finding Love
มุมมอง 935 ปีที่แล้ว
Relationships can be good and drama free. Wait for the right person to show you the love you deserve and find the person you can give love back to in return. Thank you to my girlfriend for helping me get through a rough time in my life. Thanks Michael for reminding me to make a video even if to just document my feelings and find out about my life and transition.
Add Hormones
มุมมอง 236 ปีที่แล้ว
I am seeing the long term effects of my testosterone therapy and it’s an amazing journey.
Am I Transgender?
มุมมอง 556 ปีที่แล้ว
Many new videos show that individuals are de-transitioning. Be sure you are before you make that decision.
Different reactions and what’s my approach FTM
มุมมอง 796 ปีที่แล้ว
Different interactions remind me I still have some conversations to have with different people in my life.
Passport approved and in hand
มุมมอง 736 ปีที่แล้ว
After eight months I finally got my US passport. FTM
Passport Denied....Again
มุมมอง 9666 ปีที่แล้ว
Forth time applying for my US Passport and I was denied again. FTM problems. 2-16-2018
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You’re always a breathe of fresh air man, I miss you tons. Great video.
You forgot to mention how much she spoils the crap out of you😛!!! Having had the good fortune of being your friend for many years and seeing you through some of those other relationships I can’t tell you how happy I am to see you so happy. And it truly is sincere and mutual and mature. Love you so much, love seeing how far you have come and look forward to seeing how much farther you can go. Never feel bad about being sad for your loss...it’s your process and your right to love him and miss him always.
Love love love!!!! You look amazing. A lot has happened and it's important to be honest about everything. Clear your mind! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
mjadephx thanks my friend. Maybe videos will be therapeutic in helping me find some peace with everything.
This made me cry! I love you and I am soooo glad you found K****. I don’t know if she wants her name out ther...but you two inspire me! Better days are ahead...I know losing Frankie is something you deal with everyday....I am so glad you have K**** to help you get through all the tough moments and I know she brings a smile to your face! I love her to the moon and back and I am so glad you two connected! 💙🥑
Connie Wishon I love you too. The excitement of my transition pails in comparison to the grief I feel for the loss but I will gain strength again in time and not forget Frankie but learn to take his memory with me as life pushes forward. And yes Ms. K*** is an absolute angel to me. 🥑
King work
Well said my guy. Great insight... and ya Kasey is pretty cool too
Such a good video!!! I love you very much and you deserve all this happiness! I am so happy you found Kasey. She is pretty awesome!
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I am so glad people are reaching out to you...asking questions and looking for support. I know you will have great advice!! You and I think alike...very much so. I know you will do well in your new position! You do well in all you do! You are an inspiration for more than the trans world...you inspire me...all the time! I love you and always will support you 100%! ❤️
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I am happy you are happy!! You totally can see it...how comfortable you are...less anxious more confident!
Rethink Your Routine thank you cousin. It’s because of the support unit I have. You are a big part of that. Thank you for always supporting me. I love you.
FELIX JOSEPH love you too always!!!
“You’re not going to lose anything that matters.” Wise words. Remember them. ❤️
Awww. Very well said...anyone who feels like ending their life because of any sexual orientation or non acceptance should get help! It is not taboo to talk to a counselor...shit even straight people need that! I love you very much...you know you will always have my support! 💯 ❤️
If you need me to go with you I will....I love you and I will always be here to support you. No matter who is on your list or how long it is...I will go with you to each and every one of those with you! P.S. to all His viewers...I am the cousin he always talks about!! ❤️
Well as a woman...even we don't enjoy when someone calls us sweetheart or baby girl...if we don't know them. I can only imagine how you feel! I would avoid him too, LOL! Are these videos private or do you have them public? I am wondering because even on my videos....i get trolls. All I'm showing people is my life around food and my house and some people just hate. Talk about how ugly my house is or I should wear makeup when making a video or im fat and should really work out. I delet those comments because the nice people that leave me nice comments don't need to read that negativity...I only have a small following so it is easy for me to control, but in the # sense...you are in a bigger audience and you are right people are mean. I know you are a proud trans man and I am a proud cousin of yours and will always be one of your biggest supporters.
I have the videos set to public. Fortunately I haven’t had any issues but I know the day will come. I only recently started using the #trans and know that will eventually come with a consequence eventually on Ig. I only have a few followers on TH-cam so that’s cool I have a forum I can use safely for now. And I hope you reported the comments to TH-cam so those people are banned even for a while. I don’t get people like that. Get a life. Thank you for always supporting me. 🤩
I am so happy for you!!! You have wanted this for so long!!! Now we plan our trip to wherever, lol!!!!
I am sorry you are in a funk. That sucks that you got denied again!!! What the hell? I know Erica meant so much to you and she holds a special place in your heart, but you are a strong person and will get through this. All of these obstacles you will overcome and hopefully one day in the future they will seem like a small hurdle where now they seem like a wall. I love you!!
You made me cry!!! I feel the same way. Only positive from here on out...I am going to be my best me I can be. Love you!
Connie Wishon I love you too. I’m always here for you. 2018 will be full of change and positivity. ❤️
You look great! It is difficult for "us" that have known you forever to not say her, she...I know we all see the change, but like you said...you were always very masculine in your appearance and attitude. I do think you should point it out when you get referred to in the female gender...I know sometimes when I am talking to Kayla, I say Lyd...I mean Felix. I think it is easier for those who are around you more often...ya know? Maybe I am wrong? I hope I don't slip up around you, but if I do you can yell at me, LOL! I love you!
Connie Wishon thank you. I love how I am seeing the changes even if they are subtle. I sure hope I see you ok Saturday. Love you.
I miss your face!!!! I can't wait till your birthday party!!! More videos....more, more, more. Just one tip...put your phone on it's side...so horizontal with the home button on the right and your video will fill the entire screen. Makes it easier to see! I love you!!!
Connie Wishon thanks. I look all puffy been a bit stressed but staying positive. We have to do lunch soon. Love u
Awwww!! Tell Alyssa we all said congratulations! I am glad things are going smooth! Turn your camera on it's side so we get a full frame video. I love you!
I am so glad your first day was good!!!! Own that shit and expect the mishaps...as I know sometimes I still mess it up. Love you!!
Yayyyy!!!! I am so glad they approved you short term!!! That is great news!
I am so proud of you and I support and love you very much!
Juanita Castillo thank you so much Tia. I love you too. It means so much to have your support.
Well...if you get too many snickers...you can give them to me, it's one of my favorite candies...LMAO! Oh and the whole right side left side thing...Yeah...I had the left side! Skills!!!! You should do more videos on your car restoration! That would be cool. Get you a tripod and set that shit up outside and film it!
Rethink your Routine hahaha. I'll get you snickers. Yes you did man the left side and that one is partially numb. Love you to the moon and back.
I love you too!
I'm sorry!!! I don't even know what to say or advice to offer. If anyone can handle this, it's you. That I know for sure.
I am glad I could be there! You have only been concerned about nipples....suits.....and suspenders since the surgery. LOL! You may not remember, but I always will! Glad the healing is going well, and I am glad I had a part in you finding this Dr.
You were a champ, nasty...but a champ. I am glad I was able to take time off work to help you for your first week post op. I am glad Kelly was there too, it was good to reconnect with her. I don't know what kind of surprise you have for me, but I don't want it.....EWW! Haha! take care and don't walk too far by yourself, you are still on pain meds! Be careful! Make sure you face time me or something Tuesday afternoon so I can see your chest and how things turned out. I love you! (PS...I miss my CHI-HUA-HUAS! ~ said like I say it)
You are truly amazing and if there is anything in the world that I can do in anyway for you....or your care takers, maybe run any errands or bring juice or ice or whatever PLEASE don't hesitate to call. I have you in my prayers.
Look at my burnt face. Been riding a lot and now I have raccoon eyes. 😒
Yesss!! I can't wait to see you on Saturday, and yes I laughed when you said I was a mom so I'd be nurturing, LMAO!!! The best part was "finishing your package" haha!!! I LOVE IT!
Chin up! You seem a little sad in this video. I'm here if you need to talk. I love you!
I am so glad David took it well, I know how much that was weighing on your mind. We all fucking love you, so of course we will support you! Muah!!
Glad your meeting went well!!! Happy New Year Cousin!!! I love you!
Love you too. My faithful follower. Xoxo
It is so good to see you smile, I know you are happy!
I'm glad I got the privilege of helping you decide! I love you cousin!
YAYYYYYY!!!!!!
Look at you using your big words!!! LMAO! Do you HAVE to inject in your leg? I had a shot in the bum once and hardly felt it! I don't always take it in the ass....but you got to do what you got to do, LOL!!!! You are a trailblazer, making the way for those who will follow! I love you Felix. I know I already said everywhere else...Happy Birthday! OH...AND TO THOSE WATCHING AND READING MY COMMENT...I'M THE CONNIE SHE TALKS ABOUT IN THE VIDEO! YAY ME FOR GETTING A SHOUTOUT! WOOT WOOT!
Awwww!!!! You can't get mad because I have to learn to say HE....I might say she sometimes because it is so normal for you to look like a boy and me not be ashamed to say she. I have never been ashamed to be with you and I hope this transition goes smooth for you. I love you Felix, but you will forever be my Ly_ _ O!!! I know you will get that! Look at you getting more comfortable in front of the camera!!! I love it. Love you and I can't wait for the next update!
You are STRONG and FOCUS on all the goals your aiming for and you will reach your happiness.It will be grand! I appreciate you and our friendship and the journey is exciting......your gonna have to change your name to RICO...RICO SUÃVE. lol.
I am going to an actual Dr that specializes in hormone therapy.
Are you still using the Dr. connection I gave you? Is he directing you with your testosterone shots or are you going through a different dr? I am so excited to see you go through this transition. There are a lot of exercise videos here on TH-cam, you can search them out and customize it for yourself. If you need anything, you know I am here for you. I love you!
You are gorgeous inside and out! I would love to be there for you and witness your journey. You are an amazing person and so loved by many! I love you, dear friend!
YESSSSS!!!!! I fucking love you!!!! <3