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Be The Church
United States
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 15 ส.ค. 2017
Be The Church is a reformation call back to the word of God through service and dedication to Jesus Christ and His mission for His church. We cover all types of topics here so stick around and enjoy!
Is God Calling You Out of Your Comfort Zone? Short devotional from the Book of Jonah.
God will often take you right out of your comfort zone and into His will for your life. He will ask us to do the hard things. We have to ask ourselves: Are we trying to hide from God, hide from the call? This short devotional comes from Jonah. I know I can be rambling, but stick with me here! I pray this lesson blesses you!
Comment below on the areas where God has called you out of your comfort zone.
CONNECT WITH ME: www.bethechurchministry.com
FACEBOOK SISTERHOOD: groups/518220950240100
TH-cam CHANNEL: www.youtube.com/@bethechurchministry
15 WEEK STUDY GUIDE: This guide will help you grow in your faith by learning the foundations of your faith. Equipping the Saints: #BeTheChurch: #BeTheChurch: Ross, Stephen and Amy, Morrow, Michelle: 9798491062829: Amazon.com: Books
THE NEED FOR THE CHURCH TO COME OUT FROM THE FOUR WALLS BE THE LIGHT JESUS CALLED HER TO BE: MY TESTIMONY Be The Church: Going Beyond the Pews: Ross, Amy, Morrow, Michelle: 9781734385724: Amazon.com: Books
Comment below on the areas where God has called you out of your comfort zone.
CONNECT WITH ME: www.bethechurchministry.com
FACEBOOK SISTERHOOD: groups/518220950240100
TH-cam CHANNEL: www.youtube.com/@bethechurchministry
15 WEEK STUDY GUIDE: This guide will help you grow in your faith by learning the foundations of your faith. Equipping the Saints: #BeTheChurch: #BeTheChurch: Ross, Stephen and Amy, Morrow, Michelle: 9798491062829: Amazon.com: Books
THE NEED FOR THE CHURCH TO COME OUT FROM THE FOUR WALLS BE THE LIGHT JESUS CALLED HER TO BE: MY TESTIMONY Be The Church: Going Beyond the Pews: Ross, Amy, Morrow, Michelle: 9781734385724: Amazon.com: Books
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What Does Jesus Mean by "Turn the Other Cheek" and other essential lessons from Matthew 5:33-42?
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In this episode, we are taking The Sermon on the Mount verse-by-verse and breaking down the teachings of Jesus. Today, we will be focused on oaths and vows, not taking revenge on our enemies but rather showing them the love of Christ in every situation. I pray this episode blesses you. Connect with me; I would love to hear your thoughts. Your Sister In Christ, Amy Diane CONNECT WITH ME: www.bet...
Loving the Hell of Those Who Revile You - College Campus Testimony
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Sister, when your enemies come after you, remember they are coming with pain, hurt, sin, and basically their own personal hell. Jesus taught us to love them and bless them even when they curse you. In this short devotional, I give a brief testimony of something that happened while passing out tracks to students on the college campus. I pray it blesses you! Connect with me. What stories do you h...
Pray for Your Enemies with a Sincere Heart, Jonah - Short Devotional
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Sisters, do you really want to see your enemies blessed by God? Do you sincerely want them set free and saved, sharing in the same love you share with Christ? In this short devotional out of Jonah, we will be challenged to look at our own hearts when it comes to our enemies. Love to hear from you! CONNECT WITH ME: www.bethechurchministry.com FACEBOOK SISTERHOOD: groups/518220950240...
Four Ways to Defeat Pride-Obediah 1:3 - Short Devotional
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In this short devotional, I give four ways to defeat the pride that still dwells within all of us at times. It is a battle we all fight, and as I too seek to be a humble servant, I have to be intentional in my own life to practice these four disciplines to help keep me from allowing pride to take over. Blessings, Your sister in Christ, Amy CONNECT WITH ME: www.bethechurchministry.com FACEBOOK S...
Divorce and Remarriage - Matthew 5:31-32 - Sermon on the Mount
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Sister, do you sometimes feel like you wear a scarlet letter because of your past? Whether it be divorce or other sins. I believe this teaching will bring you some freedom as well as answer questions about divorce and remarriage you may have. Please message me if you need further counsel. Blessings, Your Sister in Christ, Amy CONNECT WITH ME: www.bethechurchministry.com FACEBOOK SISTERHOOD: fac...
The outpouring of the Holy Spirit in your life Joel 3: Short Devotional
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Sister, what does it mean that the Holy Spirit will be poured out in the last days? Why would Peter quote the prophet Joel on the day of Pentecost, and what does it mean for us today? Blessings your sister in Christ, Amy, CONNECT WITH ME: www.bethechurchministry.com FACEBOOK SISTERHOOD: groups/518220950240100 TH-cam CHANNEL: www.youtube.com/@bethechurchministry 15 WEEK STUDY GUIDE:...
Joel 1:1-4 Ideas in Discipling Our Children - How the Earlier Church Did it.
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Sisters, this short devotional will give you food for thought on digging up the ancient paths of church history and bringing back some of the good old-fashioned creeds and confessions to help teach our kids the beautiful truths of our faith. CONNECT WITH ME: www.bethechurchministry.com FACEBOOK SISTERHOOD: groups/518220950240100 TH-cam CHANNEL: www.youtube.com/@bethechurchministry ...
When Ministries come together, we can accomplish more-Testimony Series
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Sisters, I have several short episodes just giving some behind-the-scenes updates on things we do. I do not talk much about the majority of our ministry, which is actually outside the podcast. I pray they bless you and spur you on to do similar things for the Lord. Truly easier to step out than we think sometimes. I am always here to encourage you. Feel free to message me with questions, ideas,...
Nursing Home Testimony - Spur One Another on to Good Works!
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Sisters, I have several short episodes just giving some behind-the-scenes updates on things we do. I do not talk much about the majority of our ministry, which is actually outside the podcast. I pray they bless you and spur you on to do similar things for the Lord. Truly easier to step out than we think sometimes. I am always here to encourage you. Feel free to message me with questions, ideas,...
Group Home Testimony: Some Things We have Been Up To
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Sisters, I have several short episodes just giving some behind-the-scenes updates on things we do. I do not talk much about the majority of our ministry, which is actually outside the podcast. I pray they bless you and spur you on to do similar things for the Lord. Truly easier to step out than we think sometimes. I am always here to encourage you. Feel free to message me with questions, ideas,...
New Year, New Beginnings! How I start my new year.
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Sisters, in this short devotional I will share how I look back on the previous year as I also look forward to the new year with God. I have a questionnaire for you to reflect on your year as well. I hope to get to know you better this year! CONNECT WITH ME: www.bethechurchministry.com HOMEWORK: 198e8178-7273-4c63-a1b3-0b5f49e96da8.usrfiles.com/ugd/198e81_d5c5736b5cad45e098a9be5082ef711d.docx
How to Pray Through the Bible: A Short Lesson from Colossians 1:9-14
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Have you ever wondered how to pray through the Bible? I often get this question. In this short devotional, I will show you how I pray through the Bible when I am studying or reading in the morning. My husband and I also do this together. I pray this lesson blesses you. Comments or Questions? Email me! CONNECT WITH ME: www.bethechurchministry.com
Shining the light of Christ in the Daily Duties of Life - Short Devotional
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Sister, do you ever wish you could share your faith more? Do you think it can only be at a church outreach or while volunteering? Think again; you are the light left here in the world to shine for Christ in all you do! This is a testimony of my light shining without even trying to. I pray it blesses you today! If you have questions or comments, email me! Blessings, Your Sister in Christ, Amy CO...
The Blessings and Curse of Prosperity-Devotional from Amos 6:1-7
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Sisters, we are so blessed in many ways to live in America. However, with great blessings comes great responsibility. In this longer devotional, we will look at how prosperity can become a curse when it is not submitted to God. If you have questions or comments, email me! Blessings, Sister Amy Ross CONNECT WITH ME: www.bethechurchministry.com
Religious Works VS Radical Love Relationship - Amos 5:21-27 Short Devotional
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Religious Works VS Radical Love Relationship - Amos 5:21-27 Short Devotional
Abortion and the Hope Christ Offers -Amos 1:13 Short Devotional
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Abortion and the Hope Christ Offers -Amos 1:13 Short Devotional
God Uses Ordinary People to do Extraordinary Things-Short Devotional Amos
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God Uses Ordinary People to do Extraordinary Things-Short Devotional Amos
God Provides for Everything He Calls You to Do! Great Reminder Short Devotional Haggai 2
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God Provides for Everything He Calls You to Do! Great Reminder Short Devotional Haggai 2
Overcoming Comparison Syndrome - Haggai 2 - Short Devotional Bible Study
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Overcoming Comparison Syndrome - Haggai 2 - Short Devotional Bible Study
Building God's Kingdom Together, Haggai 1-Short Devotional
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Building God's Kingdom Together, Haggai 1-Short Devotional
Christ-Centered Wedding Ceremony: Officiate Stephen Ross
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Christ-Centered Wedding Ceremony: Officiate Stephen Ross
God's Provision for Your Calling-Short Testimony-Haggai 2
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God's Provision for Your Calling-Short Testimony-Haggai 2
God Sings Songs of Deliverance Over You - Psalm 32:1-7 - Short Devotional
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God Sings Songs of Deliverance Over You - Psalm 32:1-7 - Short Devotional
From Time to Eternity - Powerful Message by Stephen Ross
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From Time to Eternity - Powerful Message by Stephen Ross
Complications with Toxic Loved Ones - How I Deal with Them - Short Devotional
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Complications with Toxic Loved Ones - How I Deal with Them - Short Devotional
God Has Eternal Purpose for Your Pain - Job 1-2 Short Devotional
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God Has Eternal Purpose for Your Pain - Job 1-2 Short Devotional
Day After Election Thoughts! Be like Christ!
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Day After Election Thoughts! Be like Christ!
Is there any precedent in scripture that speaks to spousal abuse as an acceptable reason to divorce?
@@kitdriscoll1288 I recommend heading over to Kris Reece for more information on abuse in a Christian marriage. As well as talking with the Elders of your church. Each scenario is different and takes a multitude of counselors. I will say God hates abuse of women and children. It’s never ok to abuse anyone. If your safety is at risk please seek help immediately. Feel free to book a call with me so we can talk further. Https://www.bethechurchministry.com
Excellent teach, thank you ❤
@@avabrown789 thank you 🙏🏻 It’s one of my older teachings but Gods word is timeless!!! God bless!
Dear sis, I saw your testimony a few days ago. I quickly opened amazon and bought your book. I hope i'll have some like-minded people around me soon. God bless you!
@@GáborKiss-o5n God bless you sister!!! I can’t wait to get to know you!
@@bethechurchministry Yeah. In short i met Christ 4 years ago. I was meddling in the occult for years, to the point where i was daily considering suic,de. As i cried out for Christ, he helped me and gave me the spirit. In the past 4 years, i heard a lot more heresy than sound teaching, but praise God, he's using that for my benefit. My hope is that your study might bring me closer to knowing/seeing Christ more clearly :) I'm sure that God wants congregations like this one everywhere - people to be called by the foolishness of evangelism and then discipled. I hope that this will happen where i live as well. Please pray for me, so that i'd be able to raise clean hands so that the Lord might use me as he pleases - at the right time, when i'm ready.. (By the way, how did you know that "now you are ready to do this"?) I'd appreciate your feedback :)
it is a spiritual "disorder" not mental imho
This is amazing. I prayed that Jesus would send someone who would help me understand more deeply. I have been through some serious spiritual abuse in church. I saw your testimony and felt like you were telling my story. I am so grateful to have found your channel looking forward to learning with you. ❤
@@blacksheep11277 I am so sorry! Church hurt can often be the most painful as it suppose to be our safe place and often it’s the most unsafe place to be for a born again believer.
very happy i found this ,i have been in unequally yoked relationship with muslim,we have 2 kids,was never married ,as i was not believer before ,it is 100% true when you go closer to Jesus Christ it would be very depressing to be with any nonbeliever,dont focus on live part when you feel butterflies,it always last a bit only and then reality comes,to raise kids with muslim in my own experiences is very depressing ,i never felt joyful only cloud of depression, i praise God we didnt marry ,is not because he is horrible but remember we live in spiritual world ,and it really matters to serve one true God in one household, otherwise there will be always devision,pray for all people who doesnt believe in Lord Jesus,we are saved by mercy too and is a privilege to know Jesus already,we didnt deserve that
Great talk. I grew up JW so didn’t celebrate anything. As an adult I date women of many religions and as they love me I can tell it bothered them. So lately which such as a birthday I wanted to know what the issue is
I am glad it blessed you! Thank you for commenting! God Bless you!
Only one Gospel: The Gospel of Reconciliation. Jesus Christ came into THEIR kingdom to reconcile fallen angels unto Himself. We are the fallen angels (ELOHIM) kept in DNA chains of darkness. If you do not confess being a fallen angel in Lucifer's kingdom, then you are an unbeliever. Unbeliever = those that claim to be made in the image of ELOHIM(gods). R&P*NT F@LLEN aNGELS.
Whom do you serve?
What???? Queen James?!????
So many false versions out there now! Have to be very discerning.
OH Lord please reveal the truth to these congregants 😭😭😭😭😭😭
I love the American Gospel series!!!
Me too; the entire series is very eye-opening!
There’s so much power in the resurrection. Ask these pastors, elders, and teachers “Who do you say Jesus is?”
Ewwwwwwwwwe humanism!!!! 🤮
You have to spend time with God to know!
Oh yeah your spirit knows! When a false teacher starts to spew lies your spirit knows!
Oh things we walk we walk out in sanctification. It’s beautiful.
Give us your eyes Lord!
Yes I no longer desire witchcraft, vulgarity, even the taste of my food choices changed!
Yes!!! The transformation! We were dead!!! Dead!!! But God! He gave us that supernatural experience.
I remember what really woke me up was listening to the falls teacher teaching us and the wrong scripture would be used. It wasn’t even the wrong context. This person would say for example John 16 would actually be Philippians 2:5. I would think to myself “how did you get that you’re reciting John 16 when this is clearly this scripture?” Here to find out they were packets of sermons and lessons the “pastors” could print off that were approved by the denomination! What?!? God was really using those moments.
Now people buy sermons online and or allow AI to write them. Its important to get back to line by line teaching of the books of the bible
I believe partaking of the holy Eucharist is an essential part of the Christian life. The Last Supper. Do you agree ? I LOVE Jesus and His Body and Blood. He heals me and looks after me. God bless you all.
The believers should partake in the Eucharist often together. It saddens me that many churches see it as such a common thing that they only do it occasionally. I also believe in Communion Meals, eating together often as well. We need to get back to the sense of community, not just spend 2 hours in a building once a week. I want to do life with people, which takes time and effort. It is what the early church had done. Acts 2:42-46 God Bless you, Dave!
Partaking in communion with my brothers and sisters is my favorite. I feel like a child opening a gift every time we take communion together.
Trepadoodle 😂❤
Amen❤
www.youtube.com/@CaitlinEnglebertFlowingFreely Follow for Stretching that is NOT Yoga
Yall are tarted that's not what any of those things do. They do nothing. And its astral projecting not astro you nut
Great video 😊
I meant to say I want my anxiety to leave my body
And panic attacks 😭
Will leave my body
This pain is so bad that it's like having a baby if not worse
I pray 🙏 that MY ANXIETY WON'T LEAVE MY BODY
Amen 🙌
Excellent share. Can relate 2 everything u sd. Thku 😊
I am glad I am not alone!!!!! God Bless you Sister!
Thank you this has helped me a lot.
Glad to hear it! ❤
Keto diet and fasting. Ķetoes is the answer and military style exercise. Just do the hard stuff. Problems solved.
As a Vet I have to ask what you mean by "military style exercise" ?
Sit ups, running, push ups, any thing out side your comfort zone.
I am pre-menopausal so military style fitness is counter productive for me. However I do strength train and walk a lot more now. I also do it while in the fasted state. It’s been a game changer. I believe eating low carb is a the way to go. These processed foods are killing us! 😊
@@jimmieblue6262 That makes sense! LOL I thought you meant HIT Exercise, I was thinking NAVY Seal or ARMY boot camp stuff! LOL .... NO WAY for me! lol But I have gotten out of my comfort zone! Thank you for clarifying!!!!!!!
Question: What time did you eat and what time did you stop .Was this 7 days a week ? Also , how long did you do the intermittent fasting ?
So I typically fast 20 hours. I like to open around noon - 2pm and stop by 6pm or so. The thing I love about intermittent fasting is I can be flexible with my windows with life happenings. ❤ and yes I fast every day. Sundays I tend to eat in a longer window.
@@bethechurchministrycan you tell me what your meals consist of or what you ate yesterday ? I really appreciate your response . Thank you
@@bellag249 I am on Vacation, so my food is a bit more "fun" LOL Normally: I eat high protein such as steak and chicken with real butter on them. Salad or green beans. I am truly a simple eater at home. I snack on cheese, trail bologna, peanuts, beef sticks, pickles, and olives. I will eat keto desserts. I am not obsessed anymore with perfection, but I am strict on my fasting windows as far as I fast every day and when I feel like I am getting too much high carb in me I pull back by taking a day or two and eating only beef, butter, eggs and bacon. It helps get my cravings under control. Feel Free to email me I can send you other resources of people that can help. www.bethechurchministry.com
@@bethechurchministry really ? Oh that’s great . I have been struggling with pre menopause and my weight . I need to lose 70 pounds . It’s affecting my health . I crave everything that you mentioned thar you struggled with . My liver and health are being affected . The doctor said that I needed to eat healthy . I thank God for leading me to your channel. You have been a blessing . I like that you are honest and seem genuine and not someone who is getting paid to advertise something . Thank you for sharing . God bless you ❤️
@@bellag249 Sister, my liver was protruding when I started! I was in pain on my left side. I knew I was heading into a crisis! It was the first thing to heal when I made the commitment to let go of sugar/flour/processed foods and Fast daily. I admit on vacation I have been eating those foods but honestly, I can't wait to get home and start eating on plan again. I do feel better for sure!!! Always here to help! Free the Gospel has been given freely I desire to give myself away!! God Provides!
God bless you sister, New friend here stay connected God bless
Awe! Praise God Sister!!! Sending prayers up to our Father for you!
@@bethechurchministry Amen, Glory to Jesus,more blessings beautiful sister
Serving one another and washing feet😭😭😭
We need to stoop down and think of others greater than ourselves.
“ The love they had! Dedicated to one another, they weren’t trying to go off and have their own lives and their own way on how to do church. They were unified and couldn’t wait to be together” That right there has always been the desire God has placed inside of me, as it should be for all believers! Doing life together to make Jesus known etc is How it should be!🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽 You will know by how you love one another ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ This teaching is refreshing and it just keeps confirming everything! Praise the Lord!🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Yes, we are missing the point of what it means to "be the church". It takes a body of believers submitted to God and to one another. Sadly we live in 2 Timothy chapter 3, many think they know better and are living in rebellion. We need to repent and show the world the love and unity Paul is reminding this church of.
Being the only child things really confusing!
arewerequired.toforgive.demons
This is so beautiful😩😩😩😍😍😍😍😍!!!! I absolutely look forward every week for the Biblical teachings! It refreshes my soul!!🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽 Brings conviction and Correction🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 Can’t wait for part 3!!!!!😍😍😍😍🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽💙💙💙💙💙💙🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Thank you for watching! I am grateful they bless you. It's all about Him! His word is sufficient!
My counselor left
@@amypaul5886 I am sorry 😞
Ok only will forgive them but will never forget what they did
That’s the hardest part. We forgive but the deep wounds and memories never truly go away. This is who I love Grief Recovery Method for this reason. Now when a memory surfaces I have a tool set to help me deal with it quickly. Prayers sister!
My mother abused my frst daughter
@@amypaul5886 I am so sorry! I can’t imagine!
My mother and sister was always victimizing me as a complete outsider then my mother was lied to by this same sister to put me on birth control. And made me get pregnant at 18 and a mom at 19 my evil sister i did not like and am outspoken my abuse got worse by them both as a teenager. My mother made me very fertile from putting me on the pill and by the time I was 22-23 I had two daughter's. My mother kicked me out said I was am embarrassment to to be pregenant again she moved me into a two room small apartment with too many stairs with a 3 yr old and myself being pregnant. By the time my daughter's at 2 1/2 and my oldest child was 4 1/2 they both lied since my evil half sister took my 2 babies away so lost them based on lies my mom ended up getting custody and refused to give them back and one was able tp get her out of her control the other one my youngest wants me to be her guardian and payee but my mother lied about a judge warning her to give her. Back she refused my daughter is in a bad group home so I hate my mother n this half sister. I want to get moved and get a rented house a three -4 bedroom ranch house. My mother stole my fund money after had 1 more daughter and twin boys one of my twins and my daughter were murdered because my mother was helping my other sister in Chicago and refused to babysit they died of bad smoke inhalation so she and my sister will never change but I hate both of them. They broke my heart and now my sister betrayed me in 5 different horrible ways out of jelousy
Amy, Your mother can not force you to become pregnant. People who blame others for their own decisions need counseling. God bless you 🙏
Thank you for sharing your complex story. I know there are layers to all of it that can’t easily be expressed on a TH-cam comment. I pray healing for you and your children. 😢
@@bethechurchministry 🙏❤️Much better expressed; I see how blunt I come across. Thank you for setting a better example. 🙏❤️
@@barbarabuttler7647 what beautiful humility and grace you show sister! God Bless you!!! Our tones so easily get lost in text, messaging, and comments. Thank you for being here!
@@bethechurchministry Thank you so much; I'm tearing up. ❤️💜💙💛💚🧡
My mother and my half sister who are both narcissistic my mom was telling her friends at her job at metro tech comm. College that I was stupid and not nice or was not college material.
Wow I am so sorry! You have the mind of Christ! He made you perfect in His image! Prayers sweet sister! 🙏🏻
This is the best video I’ve seen that would explain why my 17 year old son refuses to see, talk or even communicate in any way with his dad. He was “the golden child”. It took tremendous strength to get out of my marriage and my business. I had to walk away from all my dreams but I had to for the sake of my kids. They were 4 and 5 when I got away. And my heart would break when I would send them back into “the Lion’s Den”. I knew by the look on his face what was coming for them. In getting help for myself, I’ve done everything I can to support my boys in helping them to understand what is truly happening and they get to set their own terms and boundaries with their dad. Thank you for this video. It’s such a horrific place to be in and most people have absolutely no clue what you go through. This definitely sheds the light on the darkness. 🙏💖
I am so sorry for you and your children. It’s a nightmare. I have a part two coming out. Praying for you guys!
My father was a narcissist, my mother enabled him. When I would move out of the house to my grandmother's, and this happened first time around when I was 13 yrs old, my mother would threaten suicide. She would always threaten suicide to get her way. For long I thought she was the main culprit of evil in my family. When both my parents grew old and died I finally understood who was what. It was my father who was the narcissist. He grew old and nasty and openly selfish. She got dementia and became all heart, a beautiful soul. He was using my mother to manipulate me. She was the weaker sex, she couldn't survive on her own or was too afraid to, and he knew it. He used and manipulated me by abusing her. She was too afraid to be left alone with him or make it on her own or both. I stayed living with them until I was 43 which was when they died. I'm trying to rebuild my life now. My main problem is that I lost my job and am now very afraid.
I am so sorry! Thank you for sharing all of that with me! I can’t imagine what it’s been like for you and now losing them and having to rebuild plus heal. I pray Gods peace and comfort to you. Always here if you need prayer 🙏🏻