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Our Story of Loss | Losing Our Son Foxx | Neonatal Child Loss
#episode 12 - In this episode myself and my husband sit down to talk about the story of Foxx. Losing our son at just 4 days old after a what was a perfectly normal pregnancy and birth.
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FAMILY DAY OUT + we go on a boat.
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#episode 10 - Our little Sunday Family day out spent visiting family in Redcliffe more. Follow daily life on Instagram: mikhailla Check out our website: www.wholeheartedly.com.au
Life Update // CHANGING OUR FAMILY LIFE!
มุมมอง 1.1K2 ปีที่แล้ว
#episode 9 - HEAR ABOUT OUR NEW FAMILY LIFE ANNOUNCEMENTS! We're excited to be sharing a lot of new things from our Australian Family life in 2022! Follow daily life on Instagram: mikhailla Check out our website: www.wholeheartedly.com.au Song credits: Music by Insta Models - Do It Like You - thmatc.co/?l=685E08DE Music by MYSM - Look At Those Clouds - thmatc.co/?l=E6C3C996 Music...
GUEST ROOM UNDER CONSTRUCTION // PAINTING & PREP
มุมมอง 1793 ปีที่แล้ว
It's the beginning of the renovation journey and we are starting with the rooms where no major changes will be needed. In this video I prep to paint, begin painting and install what we got for the room! Full styling to come!
DAY IN THE LIFE OF WORK // MUM BOSS STYLE
มุมมอง 2393 ปีที่แล้ว
Come to work with me for the day and see what goes on behind the scenes as the Director of Twenty6 Marketing and 26 Talent Agency. Like and subscribe to see more videos like this! Stay connected forever! Instagram: mikhailla?... Website: wholeheartedly.com.au/
WEEKEND IN NOOSA VLOG || FAMILY BEACH GETAWAY
มุมมอง 6223 ปีที่แล้ว
Come with me and watch our family weekend away in Noosa! The perfect staycation weekend with two little ones in tow! Where we stayed: Culgoa Resort Noosa Heads (link below) www.culgoapoint.com.au/?gclid=CjwKCAjw4KyJBhAbEiwAaAQbE5-0WDflDd31Ig6yMe0f64W-37H18die_9JulnJ69GBYEKtSpyJRBBoC4KAQAvD_BwE Stay connected forever! Instagram: mikhailla?... Website: wholeheartedly.com.au/
CRUZ BAPTISM / WEEK IN LIFE VLOG
มุมมอง 3023 ปีที่แล้ว
A little update on life... Aircon installation, meetings with an interior designer for our home renovations, Cruz gets baptised and all the little things in-between! Stay connected forever! Instagram: mikhailla?... Website: wholeheartedly.com.au/ Join the waitlist for my product announcement: mailchi.mp/18da5c6a6a56/mikha...
IM BACK ON YOUTUBE // WEEK IN LIFE VLOG
มุมมอง 4253 ปีที่แล้ว
WEEK IN THE LIFE: MUM // WORK // RENO'S // I AM BACK ON TH-cam! I am so excited to be uploading more videos again and will be sharing a whole lot of work life/ mum life/ renovation journey and every special thing in between because looking back on my old video's made me realise how quick time goes and that today is the perfect day to start again! Stay connected forever! Instagram: instagram.com...
MY WEDDING DAY | BEHIND THE SCENES
มุมมอง 7935 ปีที่แล้ว
A little behind the scenes tail of our Wedding Day on May 4th 2019. Rain, Hail & Shine we tied the knot and had the best day ever!
A DAY IN MAMA LIFE || + SURPRISE ANNOUNCEMENT!
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You asked and so I filmed a day in my mum life! No two days are the same for us and I probably won't do many of these kind of videos but I decided to announce something exciting and unexpected and show you a little of what our day looks like! Instagram: @mikhailla Facebook: Wholeheartedly10 Website & recipes featured: www.wholeheartedly.com.au
Surprise Hens Weekend | First Night Away From Elle | Gastro
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A vlog of my surprise Hens Weekend in Cabarita Beach organised by my beautiful bridesmaids! Follow me @mikhailla on instagram! Outfits: @theonlydress_hire Event Styling/Hire: @thespritzchicks Necklace: @francesca.com.au House: Air Bnb - The Foreshore - Cabarita Shoes: Aliexpress like $9 around six years ago for more details visit www.wholeheartedly.com.au/surprisehensweekend

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  • @mariselaassef177
    @mariselaassef177 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    The dad don't seem to affected and he don't even hug or they to consolidate his wife

  • @alwaquehs
    @alwaquehs 28 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I’m so very sorry for your loss.

  • @jackiebaumgart611
    @jackiebaumgart611 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm so sorry for your loss. I'll have to check and see if you have more videos to see how you are doing today. I hope all has been better!

  • @GamingValley-s4e
    @GamingValley-s4e หลายเดือนก่อน

    We went throught the same pain is very painfull

  • @4cats2008
    @4cats2008 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It took courage to make this video to educate us. I knew Strep B is tested for around 36 weeks BUT I didn't know that one could be negative and then become positive as you did after the test. So it makes no sense to test at 36 weeks it seems. To take it further, why aren't all pregnant women tested once they enter L&D because I just read there are rapid tests for it. This never should have happened to you. I'm so sorry. RIP Foxx.

  • @yvettemokum2615
    @yvettemokum2615 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢lost my twin girl out of negligence from the NICU staff.she had an infection and they only discovered it late😢😢😢😢.she had gram negative bacteria infection.i dont know how to go about life any longer.😢😢😢😢😢

  • @Tweety22.
    @Tweety22. 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    GBS I've heard story after story of child loss from this ! Why is my question i thought every mom was tested before birth ! I'm so very sorry about your beautiful baby boy

    • @4cats2008
      @4cats2008 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      She was tested at 36 weeks and was negative. She mentions that one can go from negative to positive in a matter of just hours or days. So the question is...why do they test at 36 weeks if a mother can become positive after being negative at 36 weeks. Seems they should test once mom goes into L&D. (apparently there is a fast test for it!) No excuse not to test right at time of labor. I'm still in the process of researching this.

  • @naomivantonder1161
    @naomivantonder1161 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I do not agree with the dad saying it is more special finding out it is a boy. For someone who has lost a child, I can tell you that it does not matter what gender the baby is. You would rather have whatever child it is as long as it is alive and normal. Him having to rest the night because he worked all day is also just like some men are. He does not realize how tiring it can be to walk around 9 months pregnant. Thank God that He chose to let us woman have the kids and not men.

    • @Tweety22.
      @Tweety22. 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I agree

  • @JanetDeCarlo
    @JanetDeCarlo 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    He wanted you not to be there. He held on until you left. Its exactly what my brother Keith did.

  • @PKC27
    @PKC27 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am so sorry for your loss many prayers and God bless 🙏♥️

  • @DaleenBarnard
    @DaleenBarnard 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Today 22 weeks ago, i was at the deathbed of my soulmate. I sat there for 8 hours and when it was time for him to leave, i got very nauseous. I left his beside and when i got back, he was gone. The doctor told me afterwards that it happens alot that the person passing don't want you to go through the trauma of the machine alarms and then send you a signal to leave the room.

  • @lindaseiffert2737
    @lindaseiffert2737 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    That's me too...I'm like PAIN MEDS!...even though I said no for 9 months omg!...it was the only way I had the strength to have her!...I am so so sorry...but you WILL be together one day ❤

  • @iowashots2467
    @iowashots2467 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hugs!

  • @jojolove3840
    @jojolove3840 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I feel terribly for them and my opinion is mine I couldn't sleep or Leave to Eat let alona have an appetite to eat again my opinion only.

  • @cass6474
    @cass6474 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I was born with group B strep. And I spent the first 6 months of my life in the hospital fighting to survive. My mom took me home shortly after I was born only to have to rush me back a few days later because I was very sick. I'm grateful I'm here today but man this illness is so damn preventable

  • @RhondaReid-g9q
    @RhondaReid-g9q 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    What a lovely tribute to your sweet son Foxx. I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. No parents should have to go through this, especially a preventable death. The We Don’t Die podcast is so helpful for many parents. My heart hurts for you.

  • @oliviagutierrez3616
    @oliviagutierrez3616 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you so much for sharing. Foxx is such a great name. I lost my son Cruz a little over a month ago. Different circumstances, but we had a traumatic 9 day experience in the NICU. Your story made me feel so much less alone. I may have not heard right but did I hear you say your other child’s name is Cruz? ❤ to you

  • @annaclaire9927
    @annaclaire9927 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    So very sorry

  • @tiffanyl3296
    @tiffanyl3296 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Lots of love and huges to you and your family. My heart breaks for you

  • @karent1084
    @karent1084 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I've see a lot of videos on this Strep B infection with newborns. In my opinion, a baby should not have any issues breathing after a successful labor. Dr's and midwives need to be better educated on this topic. So sorry for your loss. Hard to lose a beautiful creaton after all those months. Bless you both ❤

  • @kimandrews9035
    @kimandrews9035 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You are a beautiful couple. I’m so sorry that you had to experience such a sad and lonely feeling. My heart aches for you.

  • @Lady_Truth
    @Lady_Truth 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I also lost my son 2 years ago. He spent 6 months in the nicu 😢

  • @Hart4Me2Love
    @Hart4Me2Love 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am 42 but would be more than willing to help in any way? I have 4 of my own babies. You can use my body or take an egg? ❤

  • @Hart4Me2Love
    @Hart4Me2Love 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am so very sorry and heartbroken for you both! I'm sending big warm hugs and positive thoughts... 🫂 ❤

  • @flowersforthedead5182
    @flowersforthedead5182 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am both devastated and angry for you both. Your terrible experience and deep bereavement is literally why i recommend against free birthing or birth centers. They are very self serving. The part where you wanted and epidural and they made excuses was a terrible red flag. Love and peace and healing for you both.

  • @sophiewordsworth2806
    @sophiewordsworth2806 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    So emotional 😭

  • @Partyanimal1066
    @Partyanimal1066 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I hope I can put something towards helping you.I lost five babies during pregnancy,but in between I had three babies delivered safely,all boys. I often wondered whether my babies who died were all girls who maybe had a congenital abnormality that wasn’t compatible with life. I’ll never know of course.

  • @lindalastovickova9628
    @lindalastovickova9628 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Dont underestimate your loss. What you experienced, the both of you, is trauma and you should get yourself psychological care. And I am very sorry.

  • @priyankagannavarapu4418
    @priyankagannavarapu4418 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I lost my 2 neo natal kids .... One in 2022 jan and yhe other in 2023 dec . Its a hell both my kids left me , hope they are together in heaven❤

    • @chungukapusa8452
      @chungukapusa8452 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sending you lots of love❤ I can relate as this happened to me just last week.😢

  • @meghangabriels2482
    @meghangabriels2482 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Love you. You are so strong. First time coming across, you and your whole family has my heart ❤️

  • @Kinikkanak
    @Kinikkanak 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am so sorry for your loss. Please do not blame yourself for not having the antibiotics at birth. I received antibiotics for group b strep during my labor. He never tested positive for the virus, but my sweet boy has had seizures every day of his life now. Group b strep is the only thing we can think has caused this, as we've ruled out just about everything else. What happened to you was tragic. The nurses should have paid more attention to your feelings. You are not to blame.

  • @MandyLucas-bh8lh
    @MandyLucas-bh8lh 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    So sorry for the loss of your precious boy now with the angels sending you all my love and thoughts rip little man

  • @Efhgi
    @Efhgi 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I lost mine at the 12 week scan as well god it hurt you dont think anything can hurt as much. Like my doctor said you see that positive test and you imagine their whole lives and that gets crushed and you have nothing to hold nothing to show how important that little ones impact has been on you. My friend got me a candle and a card that said sorry on the loss of your little one and i appreicted that so much i also had a blanket i was knitting that i continued to knit. that blanket must hold buckets of tears so many hopes and dreams gone. It took us 8 years to conceive.

    • @PKC27
      @PKC27 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      🙏♥️

  • @DominiqueFernandez-j3v
    @DominiqueFernandez-j3v 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I don’t know you but I am crying and I’m praying for you 😢

  • @laurenk1853
    @laurenk1853 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is heartbreaking. I’m so very sorry for your loss.

  • @jackieventer2485
    @jackieventer2485 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for sharing your pain because it will help other parents in their journey. I’m so sorry for you 🥲

  • @standup2982
    @standup2982 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm so very sorry for your loss. Sending love from the UK 🇬🇧❤ ❤

  • @sharynallan1512
    @sharynallan1512 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I can’t imagine your pain I’m so sorry

  • @ildikoparker920
    @ildikoparker920 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I would never have left my babies side. What nonsense he didn't want to die in front of you and going home to sleep

    • @thatcreepyxmastreeinyourat8950
      @thatcreepyxmastreeinyourat8950 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Unless you've had a baby in the NICU it is impossible explain to someone who hasn't been there. It's one of the absolute worst things a human can endure.

    • @thatcreepyxmastreeinyourat8950
      @thatcreepyxmastreeinyourat8950 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Unless you've had a baby in the NICU it's impossible to explain. It really is just the absolute most awful thing a human being can endure.

    • @ildikoparker920
      @ildikoparker920 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@thatcreepyxmastreeinyourat8950 exactly your place was with your baby you didn't come first

    • @thatcreepyxmastreeinyourat8950
      @thatcreepyxmastreeinyourat8950 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @ildikoparker920 Did you have a baby in NICU? Can we talk, I'll send you my email. I want to hear your story, I know how it feels but parents don't really talk in NICU

  • @homechefsushreebiswal
    @homechefsushreebiswal 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sorry about Foxx😢 💔 I could connect to each and every word of yours. I felt as if someone is speaking, what I am feeling right now after loosing my first baby. I couldn't bring her home after birth, I came home empty handed and I am unable to face or see all those gifts and room that I had prepared for her home coming. God is so cruel on me. I can't cope up with the loss. It feels like why God cheated us.

    • @eiphelwong
      @eiphelwong 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hang in there ❤ i’ve been experiencing the same situation a month ago, I was questioning God, angry, feeling cheated, and feeling ashamed that I’m a childless mother… I deleted my social media, only talked to 2-3 friends who constantly check up on me.. and did a lot of wailing and crying… but after a month, as my body also healing, my heart starts to accept the fact she’s no longer here.. i’m not crying that hard anymore. I miss my daughter everyday, but I know she’s in the happiest place ever with God and we’ll meet again later. I’m not afraid of death anymore… He will be with you through your most painful journey.. you’ll be okay again, you’ll start to laugh and smile again.. i’m praying for you.

    • @homechefsushreebiswal
      @homechefsushreebiswal 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @eiphelwong Thanks for Support..It means a lot 💞

  • @annabrahamson4320
    @annabrahamson4320 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sheesh in the 80s you didn't get an option for an epidural, I had 3, the first was the worst and the tiniest of the three.

  • @lashawnaleak4379
    @lashawnaleak4379 ปีที่แล้ว

    My brother loss my nephew two days after he was born and we don't know what to do it's😢 really surreal to us

  • @GEC416
    @GEC416 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is truly a heartbreaking story and so hard to hear and twice as hard to tell. You seem like such a nice couple and whether you have children now I don't know but if and when you do you will always remember Fox and know someday you will see him again. Best wishes to you both and thank you for telling your sad experience to all of us.

    • @mikhaillaglossat1243
      @mikhaillaglossat1243 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you. We went on to have two beautiful babies a daughter who is now 5.5 and a son who is now 3.5. Feeling very blessed after this journey here.

    • @GEC416
      @GEC416 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@mikhaillaglossat1243 that is wonderful, a boy and a girl - what more could you ask for? You deserve all the happiness life has to offer.

  • @mihaelaroman4718
    @mihaelaroman4718 ปีที่แล้ว

    4 hours later after birth to go home? I did not think it was possible. Why? We were 3 days in and requested an extra day. The bill was high but I needed to know baby was ok. I am so terrible sorry for your loss, I admire your strength for keeping your sanity.

    • @ifrah5198
      @ifrah5198 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same happened with me, I was sent home 5 hours after birth. And we unfortunately lost our daughter the next night.

    • @sandiepaulo9473
      @sandiepaulo9473 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      What country do you guys live? I have never heard of same day discharge after delivery. I live in the USA

    • @mael2039
      @mael2039 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It's normal where I live to stay three to six hours after giving birth before going home.

  • @charlenefriesen8286
    @charlenefriesen8286 ปีที่แล้ว

    Please both your hearts that’s all I can say! 😭

  • @dawndexter9779
    @dawndexter9779 ปีที่แล้ว

    Teddy will no doubt, hold his wife all the time. Hold each other up😢 They were both so brave telling their, story. Love & prayers 🙏 ❤ to them and their family. I know what it is like to grief for a child. 😢 and to tell their story is so brave ❤

  • @haseebgillani9689
    @haseebgillani9689 ปีที่แล้ว

    Every day is a torture , I lost my son after 15 days of his life with us.... God bless you guys

  • @noracollins2040
    @noracollins2040 ปีที่แล้ว

    So sorry to hear. You both have been through so much. 💗💗

  • @Dembemydoodle
    @Dembemydoodle ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry I tested for that and the doctor refused to treat me… he didn’t believe in it. Can you believe that? I lost my child too. I hope you find the strength to have another child. It won’t replace Foxx but it will help your hearts.

    • @guadalupeperez2893
      @guadalupeperez2893 หลายเดือนก่อน

      That doctor should be accountable for the loss of your baby

  • @Valerie__22
    @Valerie__22 ปีที่แล้ว

    This breaks my heart. I’ve experienced the excruciating loss of walking through the maternity ward without a child in my arms. This mother is in the kind of total suffering, many can never understand. I wish I could take her pain and heartache, but I know nothing on this earth can do that. Only Our Lord Jesus can wipe those countless tears away.