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Jesus bullshit life is precious one day we all be dead sad music helps no after

Forever

This speaks to my soul

FEELS GOOD

still coming back to this song.. it is relaxing, nostalgic and depressing at the same time. one of the songs i listen to that allows me to think clearly, almost addicting. im not getting better.. no matter how hard i try to convince myself, i truly am not. i got with a girl.. she's the best person in the world. but she keeps hurting herself for me, who is not worth it. i stay up, getting little to no sleep anymore, making sure she sleeps. i help her in so many ways, it is slowly killing me and i know it. she has promised these years ahead of us.. yet anything could happen. i could hurt her, and she could leave. she could find someone better than me and leave. i just want to feel something positive.. all i feel nowadays is anger and panic, it is not fun. its better than not feeling, though. i find no matter what i do or how i feel, it keeps getting worse. i have panic attacks so often now, my hand is full of evidence of that. had one last night, couldn't sleep, she fell asleep around midnight, thinking i was already passed out.. she confessed some things that led me into a spiral. its like that every night now.. i just cannot be calm anymore. mind and heart always racing faster than i can process, it's hurting my body as well. ive developed sleep problems such as narcolepsy and insomnia, i have many symptoms and disorders.. my body is slowly ending itself as i try to care for so many people.. i don't want them to end up like myself. i find people who are similar to me and i push them away from that lifestyle, as it's only for the ones who are strong. im well aware that my hypocrisy is taking a toll on me, it's starting to become more apparent. im unaware of how i cannot feel anymore.. I don't know anything anymore, its so confusing and scary. ive put faith into God, to no avail. ive put trust into others and ive been betrayed. ive been strong for so long.. i don't know how much longer i can take it but i made that stupid promise, that i wouldn't leave her. a promise that will haunt me for the rest of my life. i just am so tired man.. so so tired.

14.12.2023 the day my grandfather died💔😭

I remember a time before my step dad, with my real dad, my mum, my sisters. now my mum and dad have past, my sister is a boy and my other sister one passed. I went to so many schools, I made so much memories, I forgot everyone. I remember all my friends on modern warfare, well I remember the moments, I remember having a panic attack playing the game when it was dead game and noone played. everything has kinda settled, im nearly 30, my brothers still live with me, one of them is 21 now and another starting high school soon, and I even have kids of my own. my brothers dad hasnt been out of jail since before our mum passed. honestly, the emotions been hittin me hard, I dont actually like talking to people on the internet, not like i used to, but when im in this state sometimes I do, I get scared to make friends online, ive lost 1000s just to people living out their lives.

POV: You are half asleep walking down a deserted city street in the rain at night all alone and you are listening to this song and everything feels alright.

I failed

reminds you of sad memories and peaceful times at the same time.

Thank you this means so much to me I appreciate you doing this

❤

Detective Hilfinyer 🕵

YOUNG JESUS ​​LOVES YOU AND WANTS TO SAVE YOU AND WANTS TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE Jesus is the way to eternal life Jesus is your only salvation Jesus is eternal life Jesus wants to change your life God loves you

This version makes me feeling in winter, very deep loop😊

I think of a nice peaceful sunset with my ex. All the things I wish I could do said. Life is really painful. It never ends

When I heard this song I started crying because I was thinking of how my moms heart would break if my dad died idk it really touched my heart😢❤

And tonight, we drift through memories.

So calming and peaceful I feel safe when I listen to this🙂

Sometimes it's okay to sit and let ur tear come ;(

You know this song let me think about what I have on a deeper level like your still young, love school, have only one best friend that has been there for me since kindergarten, moving up to the high school, seeing people for who they truly are, saying goodbye to my younger friends in the grades lower than that I possibly may not talk to again as a friend, I think of ways of what I should do just for some recognition of others around me I’m so self conscious of rejection, failure and making mistakes but I just hide these from people. I still don’t know if I can trust my best friend with secrets like who I have a crush on, who I truly am, who I look up to. The many things that happen are the things that make you the little flaws strengthen you to be able to accept who you are. You take many things for granted in life like I never think about how much longer my grandma has she’s 60 something lost track years ago and that’s sad to think about I don’t even know my grandmas age. Take every moment you have left and make an image of yourself, who you stand for, your hopes and dreams, your family, learn from your mistakes I’m not depressed this is the first time I’ve ever looked beyond just me. Don’t wait for people to see you, make them see you and who you are. I hope the best for anyone who is not feeling their spiritual bloom.

🥲💔

It may take time but like any wound you will heal

I feel empty I feel like I don't have what other people feel...(mysterious person)

For me personally crying was always a sign of weakness which is why I always tried to hold it in. I’ve never cried so much in my life. I probably will continue crying the whole night and it feels so fucking good. To everyone I always was the clumsy, loud and happy friend tho when I think about finishing school and having all that work stress… I just don’t see me doing that wich is why I’ll probably be gone when I finished school.

The weekend is right around the corner, yet I don't feel excited. I feel empty, like every other day. I have no friends, no girlfriends, no social life. Every day is the same. I have nothing to look forward to anymore. I'm just the empty shell of what used to be a man. Monday is Memorial Day, so a lot of people are traveling due to the three day weekend. It's a lot more peace and quiet that way. With the city seemingly empty, I take my car for a lonely drive down the desolate highway in the rain with no destination in sight. Cruising at 90 mph, I ponder my life choices that led me to where I am now. I tried to make friends, but never clicked with anyone. I want to be more social, I want to have friends; but it's just so difficult. Maybe it's time that I accept it. Maybe I'm meant to live a life in solitude; alone forever. A loud thunderclap interrupted my thoughts. Maybe it's best not to think about it for now.

*_Driving down a desolate highway in the rain truly hits different_*

I hate that fu.king world …

me who listened to this just to eat with....... erm oopsie?

Hearing this song makes me want to go to a high place and see the beautiful scenery

First :)

Just found out I have chrones disease or however you spell it. But man this songs is really making me look at my life differently

This music just say everything is gonna be okay!

i have a this on my leptop but its a sun set and she walking into it in the grass feilds i love this u made my day

🤣🙂🥲🥺😟😕🙁☹️😔💔🙍

I love it❤

It's good but will be great if you increase the volume of the song and I am using headphones

I remember some people befor they death

That's what I need right now, thank you ❤️‍🩹

I never get likes😢 fine I'll try to get likes.. my brother ruined, my life. here's the story- I was in my grandma's room looking things on my ipad and then suddenly my brother got annoyed and he.. threw a hard thing at me I was bleeding I was almost blind as it hit my eye. now in 2024 things are really different.. as I already healed you might be asking why he ruined my life I healed, but there's more my brothers really abusive idk why he used to love me.. does any one really watch this anymore? theres no point writing stuff js just useless.. can y'all be my friends😊? I'm just asking no big deal! please don't start a fight your probably gonna hate me after i tell you this.. but, I dont support most TH-camrs., you probably are mad I'm sorry just hate me I'm never gonna hate you just hate me all you want my life is already destroyed I just wanna have people love me.. ofc nobody loves me.. they dont know me, Im not rich enough, I'm just tired, if you read this, thank you😊🥹 I'll go sleep and get some rest bye. farewell. -mayee

this music is so sad... it brings back bad memories...

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Reflexión

Loving this

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needed this alot for my stress, ADHD, anxiety, and more..... thanks so much for this, Pluto Guard!! <3333

Hearing this song just makes me think about life, reliving old childhood memories, the things we'll never get to experience again, (like midnight releases at the Gamestop Mall, renting a movie from Blockbuster), and how precious and joyous life really is. We always take things for granted and we never really know what we have, until... it's gone. Gone... just like we will all be some day. We know it's coming, and we will never know when, but it's there. But why worry about that now? Shouldn't we make the best of what we have with who we have? Tomorrow is never promised, so do the things you want to accomplish, no matter what people think. At the end of the day, it's you against the world, and all moments in life should be cherished no matter hard it becomes. God provides the trials and tribulations to test our faith and the trueness to ourselves. Sure things may be hard now, but maybe, just maybe, your plans, your dreams, your well wishes put you in the position you're at now, because something much better is on the way. The achievements you will recieve from this moment on will only rise from here. YOU. GOT. THIS! God Bless you all, safe travels, safe beings, prayers for your families, and nothing but encouragement. From your dear internet stranger, -Signed Here. 🖤❤️

Omg😧, this was posed a year ago it’s 2024 right now. Time flies.

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