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There’s a sample from moral orel it was nurse bendys regression meltdown ☹️

yea

How tf is one supposed to study to thid?

Hereditary in the background. Great movie.

Most relatable song title ever 👍👍

This is what I imagine terminally ill patients who are still fighting to survive, still denying the death that is right in front of their faces, would sound like. I hope none of us ever get into this situation and live a life we can be proud of and pass away peacefully.

This song *scares* me

I need this but in an even longer version

I’m for some reason numb to cry

I tried meditating to this but there was a commercial 😢

real...

Yo Bro it gets better dw man:

I’m quite satisfied listening to this, all the screams in it make me feel content. I’m sick of holding back my own screams at school, at home, in public places, and everywhere I go.

I don't wanna do this anymore, but I can't make my parents bury me, so I'm just left here, not quite living barely holding on, just waiting for something anything to tell me I can let go and i don't have to keep this charade up or for one day be so good at the charade that I myself end up believing it and finally find that bit of happiness that seems to come so easy for others i just hope ether or will come to me soon because what I'm doing right now is not sustainable and I will burn our sooner or later I had to attend 2 funerals within months of eachother and when I saw these people that I loved so much all I could think is that should have been me both of them were so full of life so happy they enjoyed living they had people that loved them people they loved and they had good lives I don't have that they deserve to still be here they would have made all this time worth it I'm just waiting all this time waiting for my out it's not fair that someone so selfish like myself gets to keep living while people you alway put others first people who would smile despite everything have they're lives taken I miss my nanny so much

since we’re all venting and junk, i’ve never had an answer for the “if you could go back _ years, what would you do differently?” i feel like i did exactly what everyone tells you to. i told somebody, i told any adult in my life that i thought would have listened, and absolutely nothing happened, nothing changed. i don’t know how to take care of myself mentally. i’m sick of therapy being “the thing” to supposedly fix you. i’ve done it, i’ve done meds, i’ve gone to the hospital, i don’t understand what else there is to try because this cannot be it. i think sometimes it just doesn’t get better, and as morbid as it sounds, i think if someone wants to leave, just let them.

I can't sleep without this. How is that even possible!?

"for sleep, study, relaxing" IT ISNT WELP😨😨😨

I regret what I did. I can't go back.

what do you mean "for sleep" when i hear this i want to kil myself, not relax

real

Almost lost my shit and had to come back here for some reason

how am i supposed to relax from this?

omg is that the half-life headcrab zombie vfx reversed

Ahhhhh yes. This is amazing for sleep, relaxation, studying, and meditation!

I'm here again

I'm at the lowest point i have ever been in my life

👍

soothing.

is it gonna be better one day...

now i finally know how fucking depressed i am.

How i feel after my bro left me for a girl :

Real (I just wanna be on peace)

me encanta sentirme así, vacío sin esperanza.

What’s weird is I listened to this at the lowest point of my life and now I’m getting into welding school and following my dream and I’m the happiest I’ve ever been .. but yet I still fall asleep listening to this ?

bro : yo bro what is you listening to me :

for sleeping??? are you trying to get a nightmare or something

im a disappointment to my family lol.

lah lu kapan nyusul

ente kapan

Thx brother

I’m cooked…

Is this place a safe vid to vent on sorry it just feels like you could here

24/7

ah yes relaxing

I fucking hate myself

Comments are full of protagonists lol

How is this for studying and sleeping and meditation 😭 its depressing af

im so cooked

i’m so happy my favorite youtuber posted

Great channel you have here. Nice shoegaze cuts. Add more when you can.