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im sitting here, crying with my homework 💔

Wow

"i'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest."

bro, im a dude you'd never catch at a formal or prom, but this shit hit HARD 🔥

Jealousy because she's better than you is real..

this song is an honest banger not even lying guys :3

WOY WAKAKKAKAKAAK PLESBEK

0:23

no one talkin abt giyu tho-

Ima use this lol

why do i relate to this song so much ngl-

The name looked like a phonk one

CAME for giyuu

I love this song❤ 2:08

We sh

This song reminds me that we aren’t perfect, no one is but we want to be so we can make a family proud, make people like us, but we dont have to do that, find a partner that loves you for you, find friends that like you for you, remember that we are not perfect, we are perfect in our own way <3

I can't wait until prom so i can listen to this

i love the fact that giyuu is in the vid cuz like hes cold bc of sabitos death 😭.

omg im using dis

I was the quiet kid who never spoke a word in high school to classmates and had 1-2 friends during lunch. Never attended a dance/ prom was cancelled for covid. Had straight As from a Chinese family. Was depressed and expected a lot from myself to perform in academics. In my fourth year I tried unalive but still graduated and got into a good uni’s good program, then many times again, descending in a year (first to second “year” of uni) into total emotional pain. The straight A student can barely function. At the same time, I learned how to love and build a life outside of endless studying. I’m learning how to make peace with the past of abuse and abandonment. Like the song’s lyrics, I’m used to doing things alone and it was what I used to known. I wanted to control everything and cried a lot. Not wanting to burden people. After six hospital stays for psych I’m learning to get along with people and ask for help, even feeling like I can belong. Knowing I can open up and ask for help and feeling people are here to help me. To high school seniors who relate to this song I want to say things can get better after you reach age to move out and get out of high school. Things are harder when you are younger and living at home. There will be a lot more freedom to determine what you want, and to move away from expectations of high school peers in smaller classrooms or the wants from family. It’s possible to determine what you want in your life even if it’s hard to see at age 16-18. Hang in there. You are amazing and worthy of a life where you feel fulfilled and happy and waking up feeling excited to start each new day ♡

2:06

This song gets to me so much I wish I can find someone who I can tell my problems but everyone would just say “ugh you’re overreacting”, and now I’m used to it I never told anyone about my problems and everything is a mess I have these friends at school it’s a very small school so it was only me and another girl. We became friends and we also friended this girl in sixth grade. I remember overhearing my teacher with my two friends and my teacher said that the school was going to make some team project or something, and then they both said to each other “besties stay together we’re definitely teaming up together.” I felt so sad , and I started avoiding them “I liked staying alone better anyways” I thought to myself. I never wanted to tell them my problems, so that’s why I tell my problems to the comments. It’s just better a stranger knows your struggles instead of someone who would hurt you in the end……

i domt like to be alone. i love hanging with my family, but not friends. bc friends make you feel like shit. besides that one friend, that u dont tell everyone theyre your bestfriend, but inside you feel like they are better than your bestfriend

I see giyuu i click

I’m using this :)

i feel related in a good way <3

Otw aku pakeeeee

Any time I'm crying 😭 I listen 👂 to this song

the fact this song relates to me I can't help the fact I want to be alone, not ask for help and bottle my emotions... I need help... I feel like something is wrong with me, a mental disorder perhaps? no.. that's not right, depression? maybe I don't know.I wonder what it's like... for those who haven't experienced watching someone pass away right before their eyes. Is it normal? Is crying nonstop a gift or a curse? is it my fault for my mother's unfortunate passing? Are everyone`s tears and sobbing because of me? is it my responsibility to take care of my family when I don't even know what to do?? what shall I do on such an occasion with no one to turn to? someone save me from this nightmare before the problem begins, oh please do! I beg of you I'm just tired, You know? tired of emotions, tired of people tired of myself... this song makes me cry since its very sad that my life is basically the whole song!

I like it 💗💗

Loved it🌟💯

“i cant help the fact i like to be alone” “i cant ever seem to try and ask for help” SO REALLLL

The fact that the character in the background understands the song in their life 😢❤

1:02 in my heart

I love this song because it reflects how I feel just because I smile and laugh doesn’t mean I’m happy

The way it's giyuu in the background..

I'm nearing the end of my fourth year I feel like I've been lacking, crying too many tears Everyone seemed to say it was so great But did I miss out, was it a huge mistake? I can't help the fact I like to be alone It might sound kinda sad, but that's just what I seem to know I tend to handle things usually by myself And I can't ever seem to try and ask for help I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Makeup is running down, feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run I keep collections of masks upon my wall To try and stop myself from revealing it all Affecting others is the last thing I would do I keep to myself though I want to break through I hold so many small regrets And what-ifs down inside my head Some confidence, it couldn't hurt me My demeanor is often misread I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Makeup is running down, feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Makeup is running down, feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run

"But did I miss out, was it a huge mistake?" This lyrics relates to me so much<33

i never ask anyone help back at school. really because i get called stupid for asking help

Our project was to choose a song we like and write the lyrics that caught our attention and how we feel to the song we choose and I immediately thought about this song

God would be very furious of me if I hate myself. But there's one thing I hate about myself. Sometimes I feel like I'm so bad at bottling up shits. Because when I breakdown, I hurt others by being rude while this is the only thing I know. Especially mom.

I hate myself for just staying quiet I regret everything

Puchka

My friends didnt know how they made me feel bad in school so whenever i watched this it makes my day...And i cant show how hard i feel sad tysm for posting this😔❤

I can’t ever seem to ask for help

Idc bought yo problems but my problem is listenting to this song too many times

The only memory I have of my senior prom is sobbing in the bathroom so yeah pretty accurate

Having tomioka as the picture is perfect

I find peace here 🤍🌙