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it's made

body stuff. recovery stuff.

I don't own any of the music. I own some aut-joy rediscovery.

learning to unlearn non-stimming life

please be careful. I will talk about all sorts as usual and this includes the ending of great suffering through self-killing, often a murder commited on society's behalf. I talk about suicide prevention and my battery died before I ended. I think it cuts me at the right point. But I must explicitly state that I am in solidarity against suicide where ever it's possibility emerges and becomes too...

on the way back home

autistic high masking white woman begins exploring her 'diagnosis'. she speaks of what you're not allowed to speak of including internalised violances such as 'suicide' and 'self harm' and 'eating disroder'. etc. if you don't like it here pls go find a good place. if you like to join the gathering listen and feel and find ways to tell us about it in other places (I don't have TH-cam comment ene...

directions.

Join me 14.00 - 15.30 (CET) on Saturday, March 27, drop me an email RSVP natasha@f0wler.com. Here's the invitation to the event on Facebook: events/189102472664450/

An owman

the hips can remember what it was like before hysteria

For those who can listen: you think narcissism will destroy you but please listen again. It is seeking something. Maybe more mirrors, more selfies, more self-obsession until it's all (re)moved. The ancestors who were forced to kill on our behalf, they are scared to love again. But the ones before knew how, we will know again. Or not. Thanks to the ancestors, the piano downstairs at ACTA broedpl...

Thanks to Ben Jonson and the woman who made him.

The latest learnings from groups and their ideas about shared ethics.

a prayer to my mother the god Mars

No dyslexia super powers, just a normal diverse human (and I ask for a refund for the Arabic course)

I wish I was back in Liverpool 2021

Goodbye whatsapp// the purpose of a project is not completion, the purpose is the purpose

Invite to a conversation: the company I keep is making/breaking my work...how to use this wisdom?

That Arabic class again and meanings for disability and neurodiversites

Provocation survival: me and Russell Kaneism

GoodbyeWhatsApp / I’ve finally got groups in my life that...

My first classroom after an adult dyslexia diagnosis

Strength and stretch in the middle of mess

The Gift of Space for Grief

Feet are the thing

I used to sew dresses

Workshop Your Words: What I do / Follow Up

Workshop your Words: ‘What I do’ / Preparation #5/5