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thank you for this, seriously. <3

Sexual exploitation can happen to anyone. Thank you for sharing that part about sharing intimate pics of yourself. I’m thinking of you brother.

man i just watched one of your videos from the past and it’s really getting to me i want the best but i don’t know the next step but you kept my head up at least for this night❤

I'm sorry Sean I do not believe this story. She was very famous on tiktok with crazy miley and those Hollywood girls so.

I had to check the comments to clarify if you were a believer because I feel like God led me to watch your testimony even though it's old... I kept wondering if you happened to have issue around stuttering growing up because listening to you kept reminding me of my brother in law who grew up with a very bad stutter and was bullied a lot as a kid. He's much better now though but he can often sound like he's losing his train of thought and sort of "glitch" occasionally which is how you sounded when speaking so I was just wondering if it was that or if you were talking that way trying not to lose your train of thought? Anyway, I can so relate to the rejection and feeling like you are unwanted in the world, especially by family. I was in a dark depression about 6 years ago and even though I had a couple of suicide attempts in my teens, those were more cries for help but I never really had suicide ideation until this dark time when I actually had everything even planned in my head, how and when I was going to do it, and even that feeling of not wanting to be a "burden" went so far as I thought if no one found my body, then there wouldn't be the burden of burying me, etc.... because I believed in God the Father in heaven having a religious grandmother, there were always 2 thoughts in my head that prevented me from ending my life - 1st that my nan told me suicide was wrong in Gods eyes and 2nd that He had a purpose and plan for everyone's life. Which even through many years of depression in my life the second was what gave me hope. Somehow I managed to "survive" the next 2 years but I literally became a hermit really so I wasn't really living life.... long story short God was speaking to me in different ways over that time but it's something I can only see in hindsight now. I got to a place where I felt so trapped - couldn't end my life for fear of disappointing God and couldn't live either, even though I felt angry at myself that I've come this far and what was the point of the struggle if I just ended it? See I wanted the purpose, but I didn't know how to ask. One night I was at the end of myself and I finally did... God showed up and showed me something like a a vision of a photograph I was in butbecause of my mental health struggles over the previous years I thought it couldn't be possible for me to be that happy, surely? and also because God wants us to follow where he leads but he doesn't give us the whole plan upfront I was afraid of not being in "secure" housing... again, long story short and 3 years later I am technically "homeless" but God has continued to provide even though I didn't pray when nudged and even though I don't deserve it. I've been back in my old thinking because of my circumstances though having to rely on others and feeling like a burden. I always felt growing up and said about myself I'm like excess luggage or a piece of furniture that is great when it's useful but in the way when it's not... I sometimes get to thinking that God sees me that way because of the people in my life. But I realise that's not true... I've been struggling with the concept of boundaries and how as believers it's OK to have them when the bible says to forgive and love those that hate you. I don't know what your family dynamic is like now but mine is still toxic... can you shed some light on how you overcame rejection/abandonment issues with your family of origin if this is the case and if it's you who changed that changed the relationship dynamic?

Thanks for your story, so many people need to hear your story. Please continue to stand strong in the Lord and the power of His might.

Thank you, brother 💜

It is really unbelievably and the arguments have beautifully presented

Hey brother! Can you talk about bulimia and suicide? Really struggling with both right now. It’s my birthday tomorrow and I’m turning 31 but I just don’t wanna be here anymore 🥺💔

I love the 5 things grounding technique and TIPP skills like ice on skin or in mouth. It’s so helpful to me.

It's so awful that your first thought after being injured was that you would get bullied - kids can be so cruel. You are definitely making a difference telling your story and God will continue to guide you toward the people who need it!

Your TH-cam videos are amazing.

I think sometimes, for some people, there is a disconnect. I hurt. I do not want to hurt anymore. If I do "this thing" I won't hurt anymore. I don't want to die, but I don't want to hurt. The disconnect is not admitting that doing "this thing" will result in death. All I can say is to think past this moment. For those who don't know that feeling, let others feel how they feel and don't dismiss it.

Send me your email address I would like to discuss this in detail with you and I will email you

Send me your email address I would like to discuss this in detail with you and I will email you

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❤❤❤❤❤Thank you so much for this video & commentary.

The school should be Held accountable for their part in all this in my opinion

And also to all of Sammy family and friends I am so very sorry for your loss 😢💔

Bullying really! need to stop right now because this can't keep happening what I mean is the bullying can't keep happening

This case is especially disturbing and distressing. Thank you for sharing this with us. I wish I knew Sammy. Rest easy, little one 💔

Three months have past since she took her own life, and I'm still really torn apart by it. It really felt like I had my heart ripped out, as I'm unable to focus and eat properly. I'm one of her fans and I miss her so much. I was subscribed to her OnlyFans, because I wanted to give something back to her for all the hard work she's done. Now she's gone and I never got the chance to tell her I love her 😢😭💔

Thank you 🙏🏾

This is a very important message, thank you for making it !! God Bless you...

You are so brave and authentic 😊

Deep tiredness from depression yesss I could never have described it better Thank you

Very well explained

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💯 “The signs were there u just dismissed it or didn’t take it serious” Truth!!!!

Glad to see you back.

I feel so sad that she passed. It was a shock to me. You're right about stigma and stereotypes and shame needing to die.

This has been my story for as long as I can remember and it’s gotten even worse! Thank you for sharing ❤️

It would be nice to redo this video, the audio is very low.

You are loved and appreciated.

Thanks

Thank you so much <3

Good and honest talk. God bless you both!

Link to video in the description!

God bless you!

Trigger warning

Thanks for sharing, I love how thoughtful this is. You mentioned your depression coming and going, do you have bipolar?

Listening

Thankyou for saying this. I have backed off from telling some Christians what is going on in my life because instead of encouragement and just giving a listening ear, they want to put me down.It’s not good to beat up on the wounded

Thank you

Thank you for taking time to express and reach out to those us who need this right now. ❤

I cant do this anymore man, i have no purpose. I'm 16, jobless and just want it all to be over. This isn't my first attempt. Probably isnt my last. My mum and her partner keep arguing. I hear them shouting in my head even when they aren't home. I just want it all to be over. They're doing it right nowm it's 9pm, they've been at it for hours. I can't do this. My girlfriend of 7 months broke up with me 2 days ago. Didn't tell me why. Just unfriended and blocked me on everything. I want to know what i've done. I haven't cried in years. I haven't showed any of this depression to her. All i have done is give her the best me i could have give in the moment. All of this has just been building inside. I went to therapy once in 2021, they saw me for 20 minutes and said i was fine then refused to see me. I have no motivation for anything. All my hobbies are gone, nothing is fun anymore. It's all just stuff to pass time. I have no friends, no social life, i am useless. Fucking useless. I wish i was pain free. I'm nit a trained therapist but i've been helping people for months with their mental health. I believe i've prevented a couple from suicide. But i can't take it anymore. They don't need me. Nobody needs me. I'm just some kid. Betrayed and abandoned by the ones who call themselves my parents

Trigger warning ⚠️

Slight Trigger warning!

It's so frustrating how depression can make you only focus on negativity to fuel itself. Whenever someone does something for me it just flares that feeling of being a burden up and it can make me even wanna reject the nice thing someone is doing for me. Great video - keep em coming!