My 40yr old son, my only child, passed away last week, July 9. He was sick,and in painful agony. but seeing doctors. I guess it wasn't enough.. he succumbed. We just unexpectedly lost my mom last Aug 8. And were still reeling from losing her, especially my son because he lived with her. Due to a car accident, he had some physical impairment, then started getting painful infections on top of it all. I question why my mom, why my son? Those were my two biggest fears. But especially my son, because as parents we don't expect to bury our children. Why is recovering from tragedy granted to some, and not others? My son was in a lot of pain, and I tell myself, that is over for him, no more suffering. God brought him home. My mom probably met him as he arrived, and wrapped her arms around him. Now my journey begins without them here with me physically, this is an emotional challenge I never wanted to face. I have good moments and bad moments. Just hard for me to comprehend no more texts or phone calls. No more scouring you tube for videos I think may help him, even though it irritated him, I had hoped one would catch his attention and he would start to take better care of himself. I still have to put my faith in God, and rely on prayer from my loved ones, for strength to get through this loss. I feel like my only hope is to begin to learn how to establish a connection to him and learn how to communicate and receive messages from him.❤😪
My 40yr old son, my only child, passed away last week, July 9. He was sick,and in painful agony. but seeing doctors. I guess it wasn't enough.. he succumbed. We just unexpectedly lost my mom last Aug 8. And were still reeling from losing her, especially my son because he lived with her. Due to a car accident, he had some physical impairment, then started getting painful infections on top of it all. I question why my mom, why my son? Those were my two biggest fears. But especially my son, because as parents we don't expect to bury our children. Why is recovering from tragedy granted to some, and not others? My son was in a lot of pain, and I tell myself, that is over for him, no more suffering. God brought him home. My mom probably met him as he arrived, and wrapped her arms around him. Now my journey begins without them here with me physically, this is an emotional challenge I never wanted to face. I have good moments and bad moments. Just hard for me to comprehend no more texts or phone calls. No more scouring you tube for videos I think may help him, even though it irritated him, I had hoped one would catch his attention and he would start to take better care of himself. I still have to put my faith in God, and rely on prayer from my loved ones, for strength to get through this loss. I feel like my only hope is to begin to learn how to establish a connection to him and learn how to communicate and receive messages from him.❤😪
Wonderful meditation today
You make me feel really connected to the universe. ❤
Is there any way to improve the audio? I've tried to listen to a few of these and it's difficult.
God bless you for your always there for me, when I need reaffirming, inspiration and motivation. Thank you!
Sound quality makes it hard to receive messages.
Excellent service, thank you for doing this.
Yes,please use microphone ,the voices are hard to hear and understand. Thank-you.
This is so wonderful to experience online. I would just ask that you use the microphone in the future.
Thank you!